Civil Servant in a Romance Fantasy chapter 169

Marghetta's Woo? Wool

Marghetta’s Woo? Wool

I’m not in a good mood these days. No, to be exact, I feel happy, but also a little sad.

“Mar, I’ll just go back.”

The time Carl spent in the vice president’s office was reduced. It’s not like he’s delusional, but looking at it objectively, it’s definitely reduced.

I’ve been waiting for this hour of the day. Of course, it’s nice that Carl visits me every day, but I still want him to stay a little longer.

“Are you leaving already?”

“Yes. I think I should go because I have something to do.”

So I opened my mouth cautiously, but Carl answered with a smile.

I was saddened and told not to go, and even thought of using a group. But it can’t be. He says he has work to do, but he can’t be bothered.

Still, I can’t just send it.

“Knife.”

After calling the knife, he spread his arms. And when I looked at Carl without a word, Carl burst into a small laugh and hugged me.

Yeah, that’s fine. Mind free

‘If it stays like this.’

I wish I could keep hugging you without going anywhere.

“I’m sorry. I also want to be with Marr, but I can’t help it.”

As if he knew how I felt, Carl whispered in my ear.

Please don’t do this while holding me. It’s embarrassing because you’ll find out that your body is shaking.

“It’s okay. There must be a reason for that, so I understand everything.”

I tried to calm my trembling body and mind and opened my mouth. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t sad.

However, it is a knife that has been faithful to my time with me. If you suddenly leave your seat, I believe there must be a reason. I don’t know why it’s been like this all day.

Still, I didn’t ask where the hell I was going or what was going on. Carl will be moved only when he shows his faith in such a bold way.

-It’s a wife’s duty to take care of her husband, but it shouldn’t be too tight. If you show an obsession, your affection may fall.

The contact I had with her fourth sister a while ago. Her sister apparently said so.

‘Her sister will be right.’

She has a good relationship with her husband and she has many children. I can’t say anything wrong

So I sent a note. I have a long, long time with Carl, but I can’t show my obsessive and oppressive wife already.

“It’s frustrating being with Mar. Can’t you trust me?”

My body trembled again as I imagined Carl looking at me coldly as he spoke.

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No. That’s absolutely not possible. I can never stand being hated by Carl.

“See you tomorrow, Carl.”

I saw Carl leave with a smile as bright as possible.

I can’t be hated by Carl, but I trust Carl in the first place. I’m not telling you because I didn’t ask, because I believe you’re not doing something that should be hidden from me.

…Yes, I’m sure it will. I believe in knives

“Let’s go. Today was fun.”

The next day, Carl left early.

Still, I believe more than anyone else.

“Ah, it’s time to go.”

I woke up the next day as well.

Still, I love and believe in knives more than anyone else in the world.

“Sorry. I guess I’ll have to go first.”

…I believe…

As soon as I saw Carl leave the vice president’s office, I bit his nails.

‘Why…?’

I understood for a few days. I thought that Carl must have busy, personal matters too.

But if it goes beyond the first week and runs toward the second week, there is no choice but to be anxious. What the hell is going on? Wouldn’t it be normal for a knife to move like that?

And I promised to tell the other person if something happened, to tell the truth without hiding anything. If it’s something that’s so busy, it’s definitely something to talk about.

‘Something you can’t tell me?’

In an instant, my hair went white. Things to hide from me, things you shouldn’t tell me.

“Commitment is important. But if you send your heart too one-sidedly, you might get tired of it.”

Again, I remembered what her fourth sister had said. Showing affection is important, but if you like it too one-sidedly, the other person may take it for granted and be indifferent.

‘Really?’

I felt like my blood was drying up. Are you really tired of me? Did your heart go to someone other than me?

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No. We are not in a one-sided relationship. I’m sure Carl will love me too. We are both sides, not one side.

‘…Really?’

Once I started to think negatively, I had uncontrollable gloomy thoughts.

Carl told me he was definitely being honest with me. He said he would have nothing to hide anymore. And he laughs while spending time together from then until now.

But to be honest, I never officially said that we should be together. I have never been engaged or married.

The thought that I was the only one who was happy, the thought that Carl stayed with me out of guilt for me, the thought that he had someone other than me in mind. A really terrible imagination lined up.

‘No.’

My fist went into strength.

It’s not dignified as a princess, but she followed the sword. To relieve this anxiety, I felt like I had to check what was going on right away with my own two eyes.

Still, I avoided following the sword by sticking to it. Carl is good at spotting someone’s presence, so if he’s tailing you, he’ll be caught right away.

‘Because my father was like that too.’

When I was little, when I sneaked up behind my father’s back, my father would suddenly turn around and startle me. Do all unmanned people have good senses?

Anyway, I asked the passing students to find out where the sword was headed. The place we arrived at was the research building where the teachers’ labs were gathered.

‘What is it?’

It was such an unexpected place that I only blinked my eyes. In fact, it would be surprising no matter where the knife is, but the teacher’s lab is uniquely mysterious.

First of all, I carefully moved my steps and inspected the lab one by one. Either the assistant teacher was left because the teacher was in class, or the teachers who were talking to the assistant teacher could be seen through the window.

After checking the lab for such a long time, I was able to find a familiar back figure.

‘It’s a knife.’

As soon as I checked the knife, I squatted down. If Carl looks through the window, he’ll get caught right away.

As I raised my head, I saw a sign reading ‘Gerhardt, Teacher of History’. History… I still don’t know what it has to do with knives.

‘Maybe I don’t know about swordsmanship.’

I’d rather have understood that. The swordsmanship department is also where Erich Youngsik belongs.

“─Ni, ───use──?”

“── Persimmon─!”

While I was thinking about the relationship between knives and history, I heard conversations in the lab. Naturally, no details were heard.

I tried to calm his pounding heart and slowly raised his body.

‘Ah.’

And I could see Carl laughing and talking to a woman with blue hair.

***

Gerhardt was away because he had to go out in a hurry. Usually, there is only silence in the lab when this happens, but—

“No, have you already used this amount?”

“It’s all thanks to the Inspector General. Thank you!”

Since she found out that Cristina is the minister’s niece, she has been putting her words on purpose.

She was a bit unfamiliar with Christina at first, but she said time was the answer. Now, even without Gerhardt, we get along just fine.

‘It wouldn’t matter if I didn’t know.’

It’s embarrassing when someone says that he treated you badly or that he was indifferent even though you know what kind of relationship he had. So, you should be as kind as possible.

“Udes Le Jairou could shoot several arrows at once. He never missed.

“It’s amazing.”

“It’s because only those guys are gathered.”

Still, it did not deviate from its original purpose of imparting knowledge.

It is a familiar space, but sometimes the atmosphere feels unfamiliar. It is now.

‘What is it?’

As she entered the vice president’s office, an inexplicable feeling of pressure pressed on her shoulders. She was fine until yesterday?

When I glanced away, Marghetta was quietly signing documents.

“Knife.”

And a small word after signing.

I was smiling, but I felt that I was forced to do it differently than usual. Even the corners of her eyes were strangely red.

“Am I not good enough?”

“…Yes?”

I made an unexpected explosive remark. No, it’s suddenly not enough. What are you talking about.

After that, I managed to have a conversation while holding on to my confused mind.

“Karl’s meeting with another young lady… Secretly from me…”

Marghetta tried to speak calmly, but she couldn’t stop her voice from shaking.

Even if my voice was fine in the first place, I would never have thought that my face was fine.

‘I made a mistake.’

Anyway, it wasn’t until after hearing Marghetta’s explanation that I realized. Again, I made a stupid mistake.

Certainly, I never said what I was doing these days. But I didn’t do it on purpose, and I didn’t explain it in detail because I thought it would be enough to just say it was work. Of course, if you ask, explain

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No, it was right to say it before asking.

‘Experience is important.’

I almost let out a sigh at the huge mistake.

When I think about it, I have never had a normal relationship before or after being possessed. Because Hecate and I rolled in the north and lived in the same barracks, we knew everything without talking.

Maybe it was because it was the only relationship in her life, so she used that as her standard. It wasn’t normal, it was abnormal.

“Mar.”

I took Marghetta’s hand as her eyes slowly went down. No matter how you wrap it up, this is my mistake.

Leaving sooner than usual, he didn’t properly explain why. This would have been unsettling for the country as well.

Since Marghetta didn’t ask, I thought that Marguetta would understand, so I went out too quickly. She doesn’t even know what she’s holding back.

“I’m sorry. I was too careless.”

And explained in detail. At Gerhard’s request, he decided to give advice on northern research, and the assistant teacher, Christina, was the minister’s wife’s niece, so she treated her as kindly as possible.

Of course, he kept adding an apology saying he was sorry.

“That’s right. I’m sorry. I misunderstood.”

Her face turned red in a different way than before, and Marghetta hurriedly tried to deal with it.

But what are you sorry about? It’s my fault this time. Not saying anything to Marghetta, and making Marghetta tremble with anxiety.

‘If only there had been faith in the first place.’

This wouldn’t have happened if I had a firm enough belief that I was willing to laugh at the slightest discrepancy.

“Hey, Mar?”

In that case, isn’t it my role to create that trust?

“After the New Year’s ceremony next year.”

Still, it’s impossible right now. At least it won’t be until after the New Year’s ceremony to have time.

“…Would it be all right if I went to see the Iron-Bloodeds?”

“Four?”

At those words, Marghetta’s eyes widened.

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  1. Loki says:

    Let’s go!!!

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