416 – Daebaekdo has a daily life – 3
I felt relieved to see Marr rolling her eyes around with her face dyed red.
As expected, the correct answer was to speak directly rather than making lame excuses. Quick words are more effective than any persuasion or apology.
‘It’s strange to apologize in the first place.’
Yeah, honestly, it’s not something to apologize for. Just as I am accustomed to Jondae, Mardo will be accustomed to Jondae. Because until now, he has not expressed any dissatisfaction with the mutual respect with me.
The reason why Beatrix brought this up wasn’t because Mar was dissatisfied, but ‘why do you treat Mar while I’m comfortable with you?’ It started with the same question. It can be said that it was a peaceful incident where no one was harmed or felt sad.
‘It should have been like this a long time ago.’
However, it is something to reflect on regardless of whether there is damage or not. I didn’t treat all the lovers with respect, but only one. Damn Marga was her first wife (presumptive), what if she was her last wife? It is likely that she cried that she put up a wall only to herself.
I made up my mind that it was not something to apologize for, but I gradually felt guilty. Even if she just changed her tone, she was at a loss and liked it, but she couldn’t do that.
“I’m sorry. I put words first before nicknames, but the order was strange.”
So she finally apologized. An incident in which there are no victims, but there are perpetrators. It’s a contradiction in words, but it did the contradiction. It’s great in many ways.
Even the person who received the apology started to tremble in silence. It was a vibration that reminded me of Fenelia in her prime, so it seems that she has lost her mind in a series of short words.
“Mar.”
“Oh, yes!”
Still, when I called her name, she nodded as if she had regained her sanity.
I’m glad. At best, Beatrix and Fenelia had gotten used to skinship, but I was worried that Mar, who had been fine, would suddenly become the weakest skinship.
“I’ll do my best to forget what I’ve been sad about.”
“Oh, no, I wasn’t particularly upset.”
“It’s because I’m sorry. Lovers were too hard on each other.”
Mar’s eyes started rolling around again. It’s as if she’s reminiscing about the skinship she’s shared with me one by one.
She definitely used to kiss her forehead, kiss her cheeks, and hug her lap pillow like a young lover. She did so much that it was far from being hard.
However, human-to-human relationships are made up of actions and words. No matter how perfect your actions are, you cannot have a normal relationship if your words are messy.
So it has to be different. Don’t just act, don’t just think in your mind, but speak out of your mouth.
“I’ll do better in the future. It’s disgusting, to the point where people say to leave.”
Of course, I can’t imagine Marga pushing me away.
“Then should I try until I die?”
She replied with a bashful laugh that Mardo also thought she was the same. Until she died, she had no intention of saying that, so she returned her words to show her affection by her side for the rest of her life.
“If it’s for the one you love, of course you should.”
Marr, who was smiling at her words, froze as it was.
Her reaction was immediate and intense, almost causing her to laugh bitterly. Even if I think about it, it’s because I’ve been saving this short and simple word too much.
“I love you, Mar.”
So let her whisper these words every day as long as she hasn’t.
She said the words she hadn’t told anyone since Hecate left, for those who stand with me to fill Hecate’s place.
“Sorry to tell you now.”
And kissed Mar’s lips.
I didn’t play on my forehead or cheek like before, I went where I should go.
It seems that he gave too much shock in a short amount of time.
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“I-I-I waited for that word…”
When I saw Maru crying in my arms, the triangle in my heart started spinning at the speed of light. She is a woman who cries when she hears that she loves her. Where do you see this as a lover who is about to get married?
“Mi-“
I was about to pat Marr on the back and apologize again, but this time Marr covered my lips.
I was taken aback by the sudden action, but of course I didn’t push it away. Rather, she embraced Marr even tighter and obeyed Marr’s lead.
“I-I’ve been waiting for Carl to do this too…!”
She stuck together for such a long time and then finally got off, showing resentment that was not resentment.
There is no excuse for this either. How heartbroken she must have been when her lover only aimed at her forehead and cheeks, not her lips. Even so, as a lady and at the same time aware of my past, I would have endured without being able to ask for it first.
‘You’re a bastard.’
In the end, he succeeded in self-objectification. Normal people are tolerant of themselves, but they couldn’t be that way now.
That’s right, even in this situation, if there’s a guy who’s tolerant of you, he’s a human bastard, an emotionless psychopath bastard.
“I’m sorry. Did I make you wait too long?”
“Of course I do!”
I flinched at Mar’s spirit as he screamed.
Well, it’s obvious. I asked something
“…Still.”
She couldn’t help but overcome her guilt and she didn’t have the confidence to open her mouth, so she kept her mouth shut, and Marga seemed to be a little genuine.
“Thank you for doing it even now…”
I kissed her again on Mar’s lips at her benevolent and affectionate remarks.
If you stay still after hearing this, you’ll be a machine that doesn’t know the feeling of love.
***
I am happy. I can’t express this feeling with the word happiness, but the closest expression would be happiness.
She accepted her knife without even wiping her tears as if it was out of order. I accepted Carl’s affection, Carl’s gestures, everything.
“I love you, Mar.”
Eventually, as she recalled what Carl had said, her mind went hazy.
However, I persevered by giving strength to my limp body. If you collapse now, the atmosphere will be broken. And what if you accidentally bite your tongue?
‘No.’
This best moment can’t end. I can’t miss this moment that I’ve been waiting for and could only come true in my dreams.
That’s how she comforted herself and hugged her sword even tighter. It is also her effort to not fall, but at the same time, it is also a small protest to Carl. Since you’ve been bothering me all this time, I protest that you want me to stay like this today.
I’m a little embarrassed as a lady, but what can I do? This moment is so good.
‘Ah.’
Luckily, my protest seemed to reach Carl as well, and Carl sat down on the sofa hugging me.
My heart beats. This, this is a sign that you’re going to come out stronger, right? Sitting is more comfortable than standing, so you can put more effort into expressing affection, right?
That, but what could be stronger than a kiss? No, I can think of something, but I can do it here—
“Over there.”
Suddenly, I heard a voice that interrupted my thoughts.
“I’m sorry I interrupted without notice, but I’m so jealous that I’m just watching.”
I hurriedly turned my head to where the voice came from and saw Elizabeth with a pouty expression.
I didn’t know. Another person came into the chairman’s office, but I only noticed it now.
“Me, sister?”
“Yes.”
“When… Did you come?”
The older sister smirked at her earnest question and began rubbing her hands vigorously.
It’s a strange behavior, but I instinctively noticed it. You saw it almost from the beginning… It’s just that I didn’t notice…
“Maru is too skinny, but the general manager is too much. He sees me come in and continues.”
Her whole body trembled at those words.
Did Carl keep doing that even though he knew her sister had moved in? Keep going without stopping?
“What about family?”
She closed her eyes tightly at the knife’s answer, which was nothing short of a crystal.
No matter how family you are, showing explicit affection is a separate issue.
***
Perhaps it was a reaction to the cooling atmosphere that had been burning hotly, I buried my face in my skinny chest and did not move. It must be a small demonstration of not having the confidence to see someone’s face.
‘The timing is also true.’
She patted Mar’s back and smiled bitterly. She did call Erzebet that she would be returning today, but if she had known it would be like this, she would have called a little later. Because she gave Marquez unforgettable memories in many ways.
Of course, I have no intention of scolding you for coming at this timing. She’s like a boss when she calls and says something.
‘Was it too stimulating?’
And the condition of Elizabeth, who came to intuit other people’s skinship, was also not very good. It was to the point where you could clearly see what he was thinking when he secretly touched his lips while his face was subtly flushed.
‘It’s worth it.’
Unfortunately, the life Elizabeth has lived is the same as the life she has lived without a lover. It means that apart from his mad behavior, he is as white and spotless as his hair when it comes to dating.
It sounds like a lie, but it’s true. He’s a kid who’s content with sitting on your lap and stroking his hair in the first place.
‘Looking at it this way, she’s a shy lady.’
If the spiritual world were as pure as even 10% of the view on love—
“Hey, manager.”
“Huh?”
Ezebet, who had been touching her lips for a while, carefully opened her mouth.
“When is my turn?”
At that word, the hand that was patting Mare stopped. Maru, who was in her arms, also felt startled.
A question without context, but it was simple to understand what it meant. The reason for the turn-around at this timing is obvious.
‘Should this also follow the order.’
The fifth question, when will you be able to express your affection with your lovers?
“If possible, do it within today!”
Looking at Elizabeth smiling heehee, a different feeling of guilt came over me.
Obviously Mar and Elizabeth are here, but the fifth, Elizabeth, is giving way to the three who are not here.
‘Damn it.’
It’s all better than my job…