Even Though I Was Reincarnated I Am Suffering Because of Yanderes chapter 58

58 – 58 – After that day (2).

After that day.

Northern Archduke Camilla Frigid lives in her own youngest son’s room.

Her youngest son’s room is kept in the same condition he normally lived in.

Objects he used or placed. It is as if nothing has been removed.

If there is anything different. The point is that a black coffin has appeared in the room.

She gave birth to her three children.

I love everyone, but the child I raised with more care and pampering than anyone else was Edward.

Her youngest child was different from her own older brother and sister.

This does not mean that you have excellent physical abilities or that you were born with strong mana.

Because I haven’t cried since I was born.

I was worried that there was a problem, so I had no choice.

It was so unusual that he hit her on the butt and forced her to cry.

Even during childhood, he did not show any of the whining behavior typical of young children.

In the first case, ask to be allowed to continue to be among women.

It was a daily routine for me to cry in unreasonable rage.

In the second case, it is the eldest daughter who will inherit the family.

Because she had no choice but to teach strictly.

After training, I was so tired that I cried secretly alone.

I’m not saying that the first or second child is normal, but…

Because they are young at that age, it is natural for them to whine or be weak.

But that wasn’t the case at all with her youngest child.

He didn’t utter a single weak word, and even though he was a boy, he didn’t shed a single tear.

If you ask her if she was a courageous and strong child, she was definitely not.

She was the youngest and she thought she hid herself well.

It was clearly visible in the eyes of her mother, Camilla.

That she is always shaking. In particular, she freaked out when she saw a girl her own age.

This did not change not only during her childhood, but also as she continued to grow older.

She wondered if it was misogyny, but her mother, herself, and her sister, Lilith.

She was and she didn’t freak out about people close to her.

But no matter how close she is to her family.

She tries not to show women smiling at all.

She continued to draw that line.

Then what is the reason? She wanted to ask directly, but she kept feeling like she shouldn’t ask, so she decided against it.

Anyway.

Even though he was a man, unlike other men, he trained his body and trained his sword.

Despite being the son of a grand duke who was second to none in the empire, he had a hobby of cooking his own food.

I had no choice but to say that the youngest child was truly different from ordinary male nobles.

In the case of Camilla, she is a high-ranking noblewoman.

Because she did not have strong obsessions about roles between men and women or what a noble should do, she wanted to let her beloved youngest son do whatever he wanted.

She didn’t say anything about her youngest child’s unusual behavior.

But she started from that day. No, to be exact, since Debutante.

Camilla kept thinking.

The reason why her youngest child lived differently from others.

Maybe it was because she knew that day would come.

But she still couldn’t understand.

Her beloved youngest son. Now he was just lying in a coffin in a cold state.

She tried to revive it somehow.

Because we missed the time due to the interference of the Demon King who came from another dimension.

The miracle of the youngest child breathing again and coming back to life did not occur.

I screamed at Pope Tenesa and at the priests of the church to the point of vomiting blood.

They did their best, too. Already her youngest son, Edward Frigid.

Desperately, he had passed away.

A child who had never even heard of a real sword, let alone had experience going to the battlefield.

How did he hit his vital spot so accurately?

I still had doubts, and although I understood why the youngest made that choice, I just couldn’t understand it.

And Camilla was in this room because she couldn’t bear to send her beloved youngest child away. She laid Edward in her coffin, and she spent the day just looking at him.

The wounds inflicted by a small knife were placed in a specially made coffin, with the wounds healed by magic.

To someone who didn’t know him, he just looked like he was sleeping without opening his eyes yet.

” Edward.. “

Camilla called her son’s name in a low voice, as if she were carefully calling to her sleeping child.

Of course she answered, there was no way she would open her eyes and wake up.

If time passes, won’t I open my eyes again?

Tenessa said to the warrior. If you defeat the demon lord.

The goddess will grant her one wish.

If the Demon King is subdued, the hero will definitely make a wish to revive Edward.

Even though she can’t help but feel hateful for ruining everything and giving her youngest child a hard time. She was a woman who tried to kill with her own hands, even risking the destruction of the world.

Because now she had no one else to cling to.

Camilla did not hold Edward’s funeral based on that hope alone.

She preserves the body of her youngest child in an intact state, waiting for the day when he will open his eyes again.

However, since she was locked in her son’s room and did not sleep well, let alone eat, her appearance became haggard and she had completely given up on the work of the Grand Duchy.

Amelia, unable to leave Camilla like that, opened her mouth with difficulty and spoke.

” Your Majesty the Archduke… Of course it will be difficult, but you must stand up now. “

“If it’s not really important, put it on hold or pass it roughly.. No matter how important it is.. Haha..”

But Camilla felt like none of her work would get out of hand, so she told her to take care of it, but the work she had to do was so important and she had so many things to do, so she I couldn’t help but sigh.

“Your Highness..”

Because Amelia understood Camilla’s situation and her feelings, she could not continue her words other than just calling her.

Camilla turned her head again and looked at her son with his eyes closed.

” Baby.. I still can’t understand this mother..”

Because of his sacrifice.

The number of people who have been sacrificed at the hands of Tang Mi-ryeong, presumed to be the devil, is zero.

Of course, many people died due to the hero’s rampage.

It was all done by the devil, and the imperial family, the grand duke, and the church agreed.

Anyway, the son gave up his own life.

Many people, including myself, were able to survive.

I felt like I wasn’t alive even though I was alive.

Because the scene of the incident was too dangerous.

She could not see the scene and heard the news.

His father and Camilla’s husband had long since collapsed from shock.

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People who cherished her youngest child. Everyone is out of their senses.

The only thing that can be said to be fortunate in the Grand Duchy of Frigid is that their eldest daughter Lilith, who suffered a really serious injury, has fortunately recovered now, and only left a note about a week before her wedding saying that she had no choice but to be unable to attend because of her lover. Even the eldest son, Allen, disappeared.

Her two remaining children did not lose their lives like the youngest.

But from Camilla’s perspective, they were all her beloved children that she gave birth to.

“It would be better if this mother died instead..”

Rather, he was suffering and blaming himself for the fact that he was the one alive now.

Edward was trembling and afraid until the last moment.

How could he not be scared?

And even after death, the devil is hateful.

He said he would keep his son by his side like a doll forever.

How painful must it have been for him to have no choice but to make that choice.

” Ah!.. Ah!.. I’m sorry, I’m sorry..”

He stopped his son until the end and said he would protect him.

He did not believe the words of people who would protect him, including his mother.

He made the choice to sacrifice himself.

But no one will be able to blame him.

Among those who said they would protect him, none of them were of a different level from the Demon King.

No one could see any way to overcome the situation, so he had no choice but to make that choice.

In the end, he gave up because he lacked confidence.

” Because this ending is not enough.. Because it is weak.. “

He was not conceited, but he was confident that he was second to none in the empire.

Even if he was the devil, his confidence that he would be able to protect him did not waver.

But from the moment the hero went on a rampage, it started to shake.

The moment the devil appeared, everything was destroyed.

” Don’t hesitate to support the church..And the warriors..”

Camilla ordered her Amelia to stand quietly next to her.

” Yes. We’ve already taken care of it. “

“Okay.. Now I have no choice but to believe in that damn hero and goddess..”

To the extent that it is fitting to say that it is a twist of fate.

The only person who could defeat the overwhelming Demon King was a warrior.

Although it was only for a moment, she was the only one who had the power to drive out the Demon King without taking her beloved son, so the Archduchess Frigid intended to spare no effort in supporting the warrior and the church.

It only seemed like the hero had overextended himself in the process of driving out the Demon King, but that was not important to Camilla.

” My beloved youngest.. Edward.. Baby.. “

All she could do was call out her son’s name and wait for her to deal with the demon lord and make a wish to her goddess.

In the meantime.

Bam!!

Because I suddenly heard the sound of the door being opened roughly.

Camilla turned her head in the direction of the sound.

” Lilith? “

” Heo-eok!.. Heo-eok!.. “

I saw Lilith standing there, panting heavily.

And she immediately screamed and shouted.

“ Ed!! No!! ”

” Lilith, why are you acting like this all of a sudden? Calm down. “If it’s Ed, isn’t she lying here?”

She was embarrassed by her daughter’s sudden appearance and loud shouting.

She looked as despairing as she had that day, so she turned her head to point to Edward lying in her coffin with the intention of calming her daughter down.

Camilla also had no choice but to scream like Lilith.

” Baby!!!! “

Edward should definitely be lying in a coffin.

I left behind only the clothes I was wearing.

Because it suddenly disappeared.