Episode 20. The girl doesn’t believe in God. (Sujeong)
Episode 20. The girl does not believe in God.
Park Ha-yoon’s only strength is that she has a good memory. So she always remembered her childhood.
The girl’s parents were killed by a monster attack before the Awoken began to work in earnest. When the monster who killed his parents even targeted himself, he was on the verge of letting go of everything.
These are not just special events. This is because it was an unstable era in which strange dungeons were opened around the world, and large cities could easily perish.
“No, save me. scared. Mom, Dad, please wake up!”
“Cruck, crumple!”
It was scary, but I still wanted to live. Hearing the cry of the monstrous monster, he closed his eyes tightly. Now everything is over.
bang! bang!! bang!!
“Kid, are you okay?”
A brief burst of gunfire rang out. As he slowly opened his closed eyes, a soldier looked at him and smiled.
“… Uncle, thank you, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh. uh? why?”
Park Ha-yoon was fine, but the man’s military uniform was stained with thick blood. Even as a young child, it would be very painful.
“… Because my son is the same age. Such a young lady.”
“ah. Uncle, calm down. Wait.”
“… If I had known it would be like this, cool, cuddly. I wish I could see your face at least once.”
Park Ha-yoon’s small hand shook the soldier’s body. The man in military uniform spoke incomprehensible and pressed the radio button.
Soon after, the soldiers’ colleagues arrived and were able to escape from ‘Old Seoul’. The girl never wanted to forget the man’s face.
After that, Park Ha-yoon was transferred to an orphanage run by the state. Of course it was temporary. In fact, it was questionable how long the system of this nation would last.
There were a lot of refugees here. Because it was temporary, it was almost impossible to stay there.
Meanwhile, a man in a well-dressed suit came to visit. He was a pastor. When the orphanage became too heavy to handle the children, they came to pick up some of them.
“Take me, please.”
Park Ha-yoon said boldly. There was nowhere to go. To be honest, if I could add one more reason, it was because he resembled the soldier who saved him.
Their facial features were completely different, but the atmosphere was the same.
The place that Pastor Ki-joo Park took me was an old building. Turns out it was a church. As time passed, the church expanded.
There were also more people.
A place to rest and simple meals are provided. It was a temporary haven for refugees.
“Ah~. Would you like to eat this?”
Cookies were offered by a woman who looked a little older. I wondered why I was giving this precious thing, but just in case I could take it back, I immediately ripped it open and put it in my mouth.
“Oh my gosh, you’re eating well, because Auntie is staying here too. We are the same age as Seojun. Can’t we be friendly?”
When I looked in the direction the aunt was pointing, I saw a boy crawling and looking around. Most of the children here are orphans without parents.
If one of the parents is still alive, they cannot enter this place. That’s the rule. I don’t know why, but they were given special privileges. What I felt in that moment was a sense of inferiority.
why. only you.
“Oh, can I get one more?”
The woman who had lost her husband and came in with a child was very kind to me. Kindness without reason was very uncomfortable.
Afterwards, the reason why a woman was able to enter this place with a child seems to have been the price for a soldier who lost his life.
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“please. please. please.”
Those who sat on the chairs raised their palms and looked forward in earnest. Why are these people praying so earnestly?
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Not all believers were good. Some were bad and some were good at the same time.
Most of the survivors did. You can do anything for your family.
Park Ha-yoon thought. Does the so-called ‘God’ really exist?
People tend to lean on religion when they are having a hard time. That’s not bad. It gives you peace of mind and hope.
look forward to today than yesterday. A better tomorrow than today.
But if God really exists, shouldn’t there be a dungeon? What will happen to the parents who died unfairly as monsters? Then the soldier.
If only trials that can be overcome are given, why does God decide that? How are you going to get over it?
“… How can I?”
Park Ha-yoon was confused. One day she went to the pastor and asked.
“Pastor, does God really exist?”
Maybe it’s just people’s hopeful desires. Why do humans long for God?
universal desire. maybe escape.
Why is it causing so much suffering and unhappiness to mankind? Unless you’re a sadist, shouldn’t that be the case?
“Where do these monsters come from?”
is it a different dimension? It may be from another planet. Maybe it was a secret weapon or an alien that was secretly developed in a foreign country.
“Do you know the pastor?”
“I do not know. In fact, I don’t know.”
“If my faith grows stronger, and if my prayers reach me, will I be able to receive those answers?”
“… that.”
The pastor, who had a mysterious expression on his face, nodded slowly. From then on, each day went by quickly.
“Oh my, Ha Yoon-ah, I got this, so try this on, oh my, it’s so pretty! Does Hayun want to be Auntie’s daughter?”
Auntie was unnecessarily friendly.
“Ha Yoon-ah, you are so pretty. This is chocolate, would you like to eat it together?”
The bloodline could not be deceived, so was the son. Among the children here, the child who shined more than anyone else was different from him at first glance.
It just felt that way.
I don’t know why. A strange man with an unfamiliar gaze.
I envy you. It’s unfair.
A boy who has many things different from himself, and is loved by everyone.
It was deeper than inferiority and had a darker color than the first petals I saw.
“So I hate it.”
As she grew from a child to a lady, her relationship with Seo-Jun Lee grew further. The boy became a man and the girl became a woman.
Regardless of that, Park Ha-yoon made an effort. I prayed more faithfully than anyone else and memorized the book. Eventually, he also had younger brothers who followed him.
However.
“I cannot hear the voice of God.”
What if there is no God? Does this world have to suffer forever in the future? What are my efforts?
Park Ha-yoon performed even more viciously. Meanwhile, Jisook Kim collapsed.
I asked you to call me mom, so I just called you real mom.
It was because he gave too much heart and affection.
“Oh God. Please, please make your mother wake up. I will pray harder. Please don’t take me.”
As usual, I met Lee Seo-joon while nursing in the hospital room. Why did you feel anger at this time? Exactly who he was feeling was the truth.
“Why the hell did my mother fall? I hate it. I hate it. Why can’t I figure out the cause?”
Why am I having a hard time?
The real child is my brother.
“Ha Yoon-ah, are you okay? Let’s calm down first.”
why. You look at me with a worried expression.
“Why isn’t your brother okay? while approaching annoying.”
What the heck does your brother know what to do? In fact, so was he. just got annoyed. It was just that.
A strange sense of defeat and helplessness overwhelms my whole body. On the one hand, it was a light consolation.
okay. Just because it’s you doesn’t mean you’re always good at it.
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I looked around and finished understanding the general situation. It was a toad monster. There are only two hunters that can fight, seemingly C-B-class. I had to hold out until support came.
“cure.”
Treatment started with the two injured hunters. Hunters looking at me with amazing eyes.
The melted flesh returned to its original state. It was familiar to me, but it seemed different to those who watched.
“Sacred Faith.”
Violet light radiates from the body. A golden halo, a ring of light above my head. Every time the wings flap, golden powder drips down.
When I hurriedly pointed out the two hunters, a purple light appeared from them. Perhaps their abilities have risen. At least one grade level.
This has been advantageous Isn’t that enough to do?
“You two, don’t look here, let’s fight!!”
As I shouted with all my might, the two hunters nodded and grabbed their swords. The problem is that there is not one toad monster. There were quite a few toad monsters running around.
The streets were stained with blood and bodies were rolling around. Fortunately, there were a few people who survived. It wasn’t scary, and some of them even saw someone holding a cell phone and taking a picture.
And below, my mother and Ha-yoon Park were looking up at me.
wings flapping Let’s think.
When I arrived here, the monster’s venom attack was directed at my mother, a target designated as a guardian angel.
At that moment, the golden light blocked the attack and protected the target. If only I could add the people I want to the Guardian Angel.
“System window!!”
[SYSTEM: Do you want to designate an opponent to protect with the ‘Guardian Angel’ skill?]
“yes. All the ‘people’ here at the station.”
Whoops!
The wings flapped vigorously. The golden light spread quickly. It stretched from my body to the periphery and into the street.
It was a golden sea. A golden shield was created for those who survived.
Hunters who fight monsters are also protected by gold. The toad monster’s tongue can no longer attack humans.
Because the golden shield bounced off. The toad monster’s venom could no longer dissolve people. Because the golden crowd has swallowed it.
“Pretty sweet? Little kid!”
“Hap. synthesis!”
Spoon, scoop, scoop! blah!!
The toad monsters who were puzzled by tilting their heads were slaughtered by two hunters who received a buff and temporarily increased their rank.
The toad monsters, whose attacks no longer worked, had no choice but to cut them with their swords.
Green residue drips from the toad monster’s corpse. Floating in the air, I could see.
“Come early.”
That’s when support comes in. I can’t feel it Frankly, they’re not late.
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Nevertheless, I was angry. Maybe it was because my family was at risk.
I slowly descended to the ground. I was confused at first, but I got used to handling the wings quite a bit.
I smiled as I looked at my mother looking at me with tears in her eyes.
“ah. It could have been dangerous. Are you okay?”
Mom nodded her head, unable to stop crying. Park Ha-yoon stood blankly next to her mother.
“Are you okay?”
She, too, was tense. Park Ha-yoon’s mouth pouts as she deliberately smiles and talks playfully.
“… It’s also unfair.”
Her head raised slightly. However, it was the brightest of all Park Ha-yoon’s expressions I had ever seen. It looked sad, and it was also gloomy.
“but. Thank you for saving me. brother.”