How To Live As A Writer In A Fantasy World chapter 195

How To Live As A Writer In A Fantasy World 195

Chapter 195

Had I waited outside for about 5 minutes? The door slowly opened as the gloomy situation continued.

At the side of the door, Adelia was carefully sticking out her face. Her cheeks were slightly red because she was ashamed of what she had just done.

“Do you really have to talk to me at my dorm?”

“It’s a little bit important…”

“…do you smell like sweating?”

“it’s okay.”

When I said yes, Adelia pursed her lips and hesitated, then slowly opened the door. She and she saw the change in Adelia’s face.

I wondered how they solved it, but it’s like a chrysalis with a blanket wrapped around its body. It was uncomfortable to wear because of sweat, but it took a long time to wash it, so this seems to be the best option.

I felt a bit absurd when I saw it, but I went inside. Adelia trotted inside.

Contrary to her always lively personality, she was feeling shy and approached fresh.

“…Doesn’t it smell strange? I left the window open…”

Upon entering, Adelia asked cautiously. When I heard the question, I immediately smelled it.

To be honest, there is no particular smell, only the scent of a woman is vibrating. Because of her personality, she doesn’t wear perfume very well, so it must be the smell of sweat.

rose scent. yes. it smells like roses

Occasionally, when she joked with me, I could smell a rose, but I guess it was the body odor from her.

“Isn’t it? Didn’t you just spray perfume on me just because I came?”

“…you know I don’t wear perfume.”

“Yeah? It’s strange. Does it smell good?”

“… …”

Adelia’s ears quickly turned red at my praise, and she shoved her nose into the blanket that covered her body. It is a reaction that is a mixture of shame and shame.

A few funny things happened, but the reason I came here has a lot to do with her. She mumbled that Adelia knew that she was too late and lifted her face, which had been nailed to her quilt.

His face is still ripe and red as if he has caught a cold.

“Hey, why are you here? I don’t know what’s causing you to talk at my dorm.”

“Well…”

Before answering right away, I looked around Adelia’s accommodation. I saw him for a while when we came to the academy, but never went into the room.

The size of the room is smaller than that of the academy students and the facilities are not that good, but it seems to fit the role in its own way.

In particular, various exercise equipment were scattered here and there. You must have used them before.

According to her father, Adelia is also talented, but I heard that she works hard enough to be called terrible. She was probably the influence of her poor family environment when she was young.

For a moment, I thought about whether or not to talk about Hiriya, but it is something I must tell her, even for her.

“…Sister Adele.”

“yes.”

“It’s a story that has a lot to do with my older sister, especially my older sister’s family.”

“… …”

Adelia flinched as she mentioned her family, the source of her unhappiness. Fear settled in her large sky-blue eyes.

“…what? My family?”

“yes.”

“Go, why all of a sudden? Who, did anyone come?”

Adelia’s voice trembles, as if proving that the trauma was deeply ingrained in her heart. She said that at the time of the exhibition, she couldn’t say anything as soon as she met her, and she was so stiff that she was a natural reaction.

Always confident and energetic, Adelia appeared to me as a tiny little animal. A faint trembling voice and pupils. And even the cold sweat that flows in a different way.

I looked at her with pitiful eyes and mentioned the Hiriya I had just met.

“Princess Hiriya… You know? I heard that this time, you transferred to the martial arts department as a teaching assistant. It’s just the way we met by chance.”

“Hey, Hiriya? Uh, why…”

“I heard rumors that it was for the sake of relations with the Minerva Empire. Since it is known that our estate where the exhibition was held is the birthplace of Zeno, there must have been pressure in many ways.”

Looking back, it was my fault. Because I made fun of my mouth to develop the Michelle estate into a cultural city.

So, you have to help Adelia somehow lead a normal life. If Hiriya finds out that Adelia is here, things get out of control.

The best way here is to send Adelia back to the mansion. As seen in the exhibition, all accidents stop and she shows extreme anxiety just by meeting her family.

What’s more, the emotional shock must have been enormous because I was denied that I was a family in front of my eyes. My judgment is that you will never be able to lead a normal life.

“Sister Adele.”

“… …”

“I know how scared you are of your family. So, if possible, go to the mansion…”

“Oh, no. I, I’m fine.”

Adelia hurriedly opened her mouth, noticing that I was about to send her back to the mansion. But her voice is already trembling without mercy.

Anyone can see that the anxiety symptoms have already subsided. With a confused expression on his face, he said quietly.

“Your voice is trembling, is it okay?”

“Uh, yeah. It’s fine… Ah.”

Now they can’t even make eye contact, and their sky blue eyes vibrate violently. Even your lips are trembling.

He knows why he doesn’t want to go to the mansion even though he looks like this. It must be because of me.

The reason why I came to the academy as an escort agent is to be with me even a little bit. A woman who has fallen in love is so pathetic.

“…sister.”

“I’m fine? Don’t worry.”

“Whoa…”

I sighed at Adelia repeating the same thing over and over again. Adelia doesn’t seem to have any intention of going back to her mansion.

Persuasion works only with people who can communicate, and it is meaningless to be stubborn like this.

Then there is only one left. It’s just a matter of relieving some of the trauma and making it possible to lead a normal life…

‘It’s not as easy as it sounds…’

I am not a psychologist, and trauma is extremely difficult to resolve. Trauma is what your body reacts to before you even think about it in the first place.

Just as a person caught up in a big explosion is startled by the sound of firecrackers, so is Adelia. She reacts sensitively to the keyword of her family.

If I were a priest who believed in Mora, I could help even a little, but it is difficult. I only knew how to receive divine power, but I didn’t know how to use it.

‘It’s not that there’s no way…’

In that way, the relationship between me and Adelia needs to progress much more than it is now, and it requires the consent of the people around me. It’s a very primary color method, so it’s embarrassing to even get it out of your mouth.

In the end, all that’s left is to give a sense of stability enough to cover the trauma. For Adelia, that sense of security is her best friend Nicole or her unrequited love me.

I pondered over and over what to do, and decided to take it one step at a time, like stepping on a staircase. First of all, about Hiriya.

“…Okay. Sister Adele instead.”

“Yes…”

“Can you tell me about Princess Hiriya?”

“Hey, Hiriya?”

When I asked him to tell me about Hiriya, Adelia’s sky-blue eyes widened. Why is she asking such a question?

If I need to know roughly about the relationship between Adelia and Hiriya, I can do anything about it. If you look at Hiriya who doesn’t seem to be in a hurry, there is a high possibility that she will unilaterally dislike Adelia.

Besides, Adelia’s anxiety symptoms that she just showed. Just by looking at it, you can get an idea of ​​just how harsh Hiriya was.

“Yeah. I’m curious about what kind of person he is. If he’s a bad person, he doesn’t even want to do business. He said he was a teaching assistant, so you don’t have to go to the gym.”

“…not such a bad kid.”

Gosh. There are already strong words coming out. I almost laughed at Adelia’s timid reply.

Adelia is the subject of laughter even if she is bullied by her personality. She must have been forced to laugh because she was more of her family.

It is highly probable that he has been good to his own family. As soon as she saw Hiriya’s younger sister, Lara Adelaide, she smiled brightly and tried to approach her.

Of course, Hiriya stopped him right away. I looked at Adelia with a complicated feeling and said quietly.

“I’ll put the bad and the good aside. It matters what the princess did to her sister.”

Adelia lifted her head and looked at me as if she felt something in her resolute words. She felt something cute when she was hiding her body tightly with a blanket.

Then, after looking at my face for a while, she lowered her eyes and carefully pulled out the past. Her characteristic husky voice pierced her ears.

“…Originally, he was a kid who followed me well. When I was training in swordsmanship, he was training next to me, and he was a kid who said he would become like me someday.”

what. Surprisingly, the past doesn’t seem bad, right?

As soon as I thought of that, the real truth was immediately revealed.

“By the way, since I was 14? They were jealous and jealous of me. They even yelled at me for why I had such a skill on the subject of illegitimate children…”

“… …”

“Even if I was surprised, he just pushed me and cursed. Eventually, we naturally moved away. Later, his skills improved, so I kept losing.”

Hearing Adelia’s lament, I could be sure. It was said that Princess Hiriya was just a yellow woman from the very beginning.

Besides, he only said it in such a pure way, in reality, it would have been more terrifying. Trauma like that doesn’t happen in a nutshell.

As I looked at Adelia, who had quickly become depressed, with a salty gaze, a thought suddenly occurred to me. Just a while ago, she had a match with Hiriya, and she even said that she kept losing.

Unlike Adelia, Hiriya, an orthodox royal, must have received greater attention and support. In particular, martial arts cannot be learned by self-education without the help of a teacher. Differences in skills are unavoidable.

But what if he used that skill gap to assault Adelia in the name of Dalian? Could it be that he said something he shouldn’t have said as a human being with this as an excuse?

It’s not an impossible story, but rather a common situation in this world.

“Sister Adele.”

“yes?”

“Take off the blanket for a second.”

“What, what?”

“I have something to check, yes. Just a moment.”

Adelia quickly blushed at my sudden request. But when she saw my serious expression, she hesitated, and then she acted.

slurp-

As she lowered the blanket as if she was shedding her hair, Adelia’s healthy body was fully revealed. Her fine muscles are firmly established, and her body seems to represent her hard work.

I took my eyes off her body for a moment, and immediately glanced over her body slowly. Before, I couldn’t take a closer look because I wasn’t in a good mood, so now I have a clear goal.

First, the arms and abdomen. Like a knight, he has trained outdoors, so his skin is not white and he is a normal burner.

However, there was a part that stood out all over the place, and that was the part where the bruise was severe and then subsided. Not only on the arms, but also on the abdomen and thighs.

this is a bruise scar Especially in the case of bruises, if they receive proper treatment, they will heal cleanly, but if you look at what remains as a scar…

‘…This is just assault.’

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Either one Either Hyriya was a fighter and beat Adelia to the level of violence, or she didn’t treat her at all. Maybe both.

Having left such a scar on the human body, the trauma is bound to get worse. You can see how much pain the victims of school violence endure in their previous lives.

Also, because Adelia is an illegitimate child, she must have heard abusive language from the old days. She is a good-natured Adelaide. She is a fool, otherwise she would have committed suicide or killed her family.

I looked up at the scars that were there, even small ones here and there with pitiful eyes, then lifted my head.

Had Adelia noticed what I had seen? She put on a smile that showed her gums wide, trying to show that she was okay.

“Yeah, I used to be hurt, but now I’m okay.”

“…really?”

“Yeah, really.”

Seeing Adelia forcibly smiling to reassure me breaks my heart even more. I slowly stretched out her hand as I watched her cover her body with her blanket to hide her scar.

And he gently grabbed her hand that was holding the blanket. Adelia opened her eyes wide as I grabbed her hand and looked embarrassed.

“Sister. Do you remember what I said at the exhibition?”

“Uh, huh? What do you mean?”

“My sister said that a confident smile is the prettiest. You don’t have to force yourself to smile.”

Adelia with a puzzled expression on her face at my words. I smiled softly and caressed her hand.

As if symbolizing the hardships and hardships of the past, Adelia’s hands are covered with hard calluses.

“I won’t send you to the mansion as my sister asked. Instead, if you really want to, just tell me. Okay?”

“… …”

“And I just want you to know this. I’m always on your side. If there’s anything difficult, just tell me. I’ll do something about it.”

What can I not do for a woman who likes me? Although my heart may not be able to accept it, I have to do this to make my heart feel more comfortable.

You may call it self-satisfaction. so what do you say i want to do it

Above all, the Teres royal family would not even know it in their dreams. She said that she was an illegitimate child and that Adelia, who was insulting and assaulting her, was actually Zeno’s escort knight.

This alone is enough to piss them off. And Adelia will then make her choice.

I will prevent her from choosing to return to her family, or to the Ters family. To be precise, it will make your mind lean this way.

“I’m thinking of exercising on the weekend, but would you like to join me too? I was hoping for some help.”

Adelia blinked in her eyes as clear as the clear sky at my gentle, gentle request, which the family had never heard of.

Then, with the confident smile I mentioned, he replied with a strong voice.

“Yeah. Instead, won’t you look after me even if it’s hard?”

“It’ll be awkward.”

I think it would be good if Adelia could get away from her trauma even a little bit with this.

Time flew by so quickly and the weekend came.

“you…”

“… …”

“Why is your b*tch here?”

The bad luck came sooner than expected.

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