How To Live As A Writer In A Fantasy World chapter 335

Chapter 335

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Once the mind is broken, it cannot be fixed. If you look at a soldier or a few people suffering from PTSD, you can see what that means.

Just as scars are formed when wounds are not healed in time or are healed incorrectly, so are the minds. In particular, if a scar is engraved on the mind, it cannot be erased unless it is completely covered.

It can be resolved to some extent through Mora rather than Luminus, but if this is fixed as ‘personality’, there is no answer.

This is a story that also holds true for cherries today. She had already fallen into the abyss and barely managed to climb up.

It helped to rekindle a dream that was once brutally trampled upon, and further relieved the pressure with Count Leticie, which was the root cause. There’s nothing more of her holding her in bondage.

The problem is that my self-esteem went up to the bottom and then went up slightly. At the time of the exhibition she told me.

I’ll do anything, so please don’t throw it away. Words that express her psychology and her feelings for me at once.

I couldn’t even ignore Cherry’s plea, so I accepted it with an open mind. Fortunately, Marie and the other women didn’t care too much.

But maybe it was because I was too busy? After slapped Hiriya on the cheek, the encounter with Cherry naturally declined.

So, of course, her heart is also anxious. Currently, cherries are like ceramics that have been broken once and have barely been put together.

The moment you drop it to the ground even once, it will be shattered to the point that it cannot be revived. And the pottery has to be carefully held by me.

One mistake is a person’s life at stake. Even now, I was listening to every class I entered.

The good news is that there are no serious signs yet. If it gets worse here, he might even self-harm to get attention.

“tasty?”

“Yeah······”

So, we had a separate meeting to ask about our future plans and to receive manuscripts. Of course, all classes are over.

The place where we are now is a cafe we ​​frequented before. It doesn’t matter if I visit a cafe, the academy’s bodyguard follows me wherever I go.

So, like Adelia and Kate, they aren’t direct escorts, but other bodyguards. Now they’ll check outside the cafe for suspicious people.

Furthermore, a Reaper dispatched from Helium, like Gartz, will be watching from afar, so you can rest your mind.

“What were you doing while I was away?”

I asked Cherry as I took a sip of coffee topped with round ice. Because of the added sugar, the sweet taste lingered in the mouth rather than the bitter taste.

Meanwhile, Cherry listened to my question and slowly raised her head, which had been lowered down. He still has dark eyes.

How can you not fix those eyes? I wonder if it was because Count Leticie’s self-esteem was shattered, or if it was like that from the beginning.

“・・・・・・I was only waiting for you.”

Cherry’s pink lips that had been tightly closed opened. Her apologetic reply piled up, and her heart pierced her chest.

I wanted to make excuses that I didn’t have time and I’ve been very busy lately, but I didn’t say it because I thought it was too cumbersome. All I have to do right now is apologize.

“I’m sorry. I can’t make any excuses. No matter how busy I am, I should have taken care of you too…”

“It’s okay, it’s okay. I can understand.”

Cherry waved her hands with a slightly surprised expression to see if my sincerity had been conveyed. Even with gloomy eyes, you can make such an expression. it’s kinda cute

“Even if you are far away, I can follow you. Hehe…”

“·······”

Saying that, Cherry smiled mischievously. If it were someone else, it would have sounded like a confession, but because it’s Cherry, it sounds insidious.

It was as if he had declared that he would stalk with confidence. I listened to her and quickly glanced to either side of her.

First up, Adelia. Surprisingly, she is looking at her cherry with a look of regret and compassion.

I’ve already told her who Cherry is and what her circumstances are.

Also, after finding out about the strange family history, there must have been a sense of unity. Perhaps because of that, I am truly sorry rather than borderline.

‘And Kate…’

Then he turned his gaze to Kate. Unlike Adelia, she doesn’t talk about her cherries, but she has a carefree face as if she doesn’t think much.

Or I didn’t feel any discomfort. The act of stalking is the problem, but Cherry’s heart towards me is pure.

‘·······Isn’t that pure?’

Probably right. If he was impure, he would have done all sorts of bizarre things.

The problem is that she has extremely low self-esteem, but she certainly has an innocence in her heart.

Count Leticie, who almost dyed her innocence with a strange color, is just a bad guy.

‘By the way, I don’t know what he’s doing these days.’

Since I revealed that I am Xenon, I would have naturally figured out Cherry’s identity. It would be strange if I didn’t notice that I wrapped it up like that.

But he didn’t seem to put any pressure on Cherry, and he didn’t even approach me.

The aftermath of the fact violence that I hit at that time may have been a big one, but I seem to acknowledge Cherry’s autonomy.

“Hmm. Hmm. Cherry?”

“Yes. Please tell me…”

“How far have you written the manuscript?”

I think it would be better to put the stalking issue behind us for a while and deal with her work first.

Cherry’s first novel and the second most popular novel after Zeno’s biography, Red Sunset once again.

It appeared like a storm a few months ago, but recently it hasn’t been released for a few months because I’ve been busy.

But not now. She is going to give her attention that she has never given her. I’m going to make a plan for her side-by-side here as well.

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Even if I don’t reveal the identity of Cherry due to her personality, it’s known that she’s my business partner, so I won’t be able to touch her easily.

“First of all, I’ve written all three volumes, and I’ve written about half of the fourth…”

“Are you fast?”

It wasn’t empty words, it was pretty fast. It is similar to me before I received the typewriter as a gift.

As we all know, the books of this world must be written by hand, and it is almost impossible to write one book a month.

Not to mention, Cherry is a student and the busiest freshman, so he probably doesn’t have time. When I was in my freshman year, I released a new book in 2-3 months.

“I’m just asking, just in case, do you eat well?”

“Yeah.”

If you don’t eat, there’s no way your breasts will grow that big. As soon as I saw her growing chest, I was convinced.

“Are you getting enough sleep?”

“Yeah.”

There are no dark circles like Cindy, even if the eyes are lifeless. The skin is also pure white and shiny, not wet from fatigue.

“Study?”

“It’s not enough to be paid.”

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Even if it sounds a bit unlucky, if you can avoid being paid, you don’t need to study. In particular, she earns a living as a writer, and she has earned fame.

As far as writing is concerned, everything is perfect. It is understandable that he wrote two books each in such a short period of time.

“Then I’m glad. Did anything bad happen while I was away?”

“You mean you didn’t have a senior?”

“·······”

“Other than that, everything was good. Hehe.”

I’m sorry. So please don’t smile like that.

I laughed bitterly as I felt the guilt build up one after another. I think it was good that I met Cherry as soon as possible.

“Isaac. May I speak to Mr. Cherry for a moment?”

While I was washing my face dry with a heavy heart, Kate asked me a favor. Her teeth lifted her hand from her face and shifted her gaze to her.

As always, Kate had a gentle expression on her face. He must have noticed something after hearing our story.

“Yes. That’s right.”

“Thank you. Did you say Mr. Cherry?”

“Yes, it’s called Cherry Blossom Roseberry.”

“Nice to meet you. My name is Kate Louise Angelica. I am Luminus-sama’s faithful servant. Does Mr. Cherry also have feelings for Isaac?”

As soon as the self-introduction is over, Kate brings out the main topic. It doesn’t seem to matter what happened to Cherry or who she is.

While bewildered by her rush to throw away the build-up, Cherry slowly blinked her eyes.

When she blinks slowly, it’s when she’s interested or perplexed. In other words, she was taken aback by Kate’s question.

After that, Cherry slowly blinked once more and opened her mouth quietly.

“Yes… I like seniors…”

“That’s right. Then…”

“If you say something strange to Cherry, I’ll send it back to you as Savior.”

I hurriedly cut off Kate before she hit the seed. You don’t know how embarrassed I was when I told Elena and Cindy about it.

But contrary to my expectations, she shook her head. She seemed to bring up a topic other than the seed.

“It’s not. Isaac-sama is a generous person. You may know Roseberry, but Isaac accepted not only your fiancée, but also the Princess of Hellium and Lord Cross, who is by your side.”

“·······”

How is it possible to wrap the word flirt like that? When Kate, not anyone else, said that, it felt even mysterious.

Of course, I was ashamed to know what that meant. Even when Adelia gave her a stinging gaze, she couldn’t help but smoke.

Meanwhile, Kate did not stop and continued what she had to say.

“But it seems that Roseberry Lady is not approaching you and is hovering around you. Isaac-sama seems to be interested as well…”

He blurted out, but everything Kate wanted to convey would have been conveyed. Don’t follow me like a stalker and come out boldly.

I’m sure I’ll accept it anyway, so why can’t I come forward? These are the words Kate conveyed to Cherry.

And the cherry…

“Are you like me?”

“Yes?”

“Dare I?”

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Even Kate came out of her mouth with a bewildering answer. She was listening to her as well as me and Adelia.

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Even worse, Cherry tilted her head as if she really didn’t understand.

“It’s enough for me not to be abandoned by my senior Isaac. Just like Songchungi has to eat only pine needles, I don’t want to be greedy any more.”

“·······”

“I don’t care if you use my body as you please, or it’s okay to make you a slave. It’s better than being abandoned. Because being abandoned is more painful than dying.”

While everyone was still speechless, Cherry raised an eyebrow and smiled.

A smile that shows sincerity no matter who sees it, it looks more gloomy.

“I’ll be happy here.”

No one opened their mouth hastily. No, he couldn’t open his mouth. This shows that the condition of the cherry is serious.

It’s understandable because it’s self-esteem that has just barely risen from the bottom. Here’s the problem because I’m the ‘center’.

In many ways, it clearly showed the mindset of people with low self-esteem. Focusing on others, not me.

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Even Mora will not be able to fix this. It is impossible to get her mind back unless she completely annihilates her personality.

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Even with this alone, even an ordinary person would not be able to say anything…

“I understand very well. As for the Roseberry girl, Isaac is the light itself, isn’t it?”

Our Kate is a woman with missing screws. Whether she realized the seriousness of Cherry or she didn’t know, he said something like that.

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Even this alone is absurd, but what is even more striking is Cherry’s reaction. Cherry nodded her head in full sympathy for Kate’s words. Two hands that are tightly clasped are a bonus.

“Yes. You are my light, my hope, and the person I want to give everything to. The one who helped me achieve my shattered dreams and further gave me true freedom.”

“It’s great. Instead, I need to build my confidence a little more. Why not try to get a little closer?”

“Too close to the light blinds me. So I’ll watch from afar.”

It’s not polar opposite… How do the words communicate? I couldn’t keep up with their conversation, which flowed naturally.

Kate persuaded Cherry to regain her self-esteem even if her focus was slightly off, and Cherry refused. endlessly repeating itself.

But the fact that I am the center has not changed. I really don’t know what the hell is going on.

“It seems that you still lack sincerity. Roseberry・・・・・・ No, may I call you Cherry?”

“Cardinal-sama, you can call me whatever you want.”

“Okay. First of all, I should help you build confidence. Oh, until then, you can follow in Isaac’s footsteps.”

Kate openly allows stalking. I was absurd, so I asked her.

“What about my opinion?”

“Are you going to refuse?”

I can’t because I’m afraid I’ll commit suicide if I refuse. As soon as I heard that, I checked the cherry.

Cherry is looking at me with eyes that are close to begging, in case I will refuse. If you refuse, your eyes that were still dark will lose their vitality.

In the end, I couldn’t help but sigh and shake my head. Kate smiled when I answered yes.

‘Something seems to be right…’

It’s a weird combination.