How To Live As A Writer In A Fantasy World chapter 507

Atonement (4)

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“······Yes?”

I was stunned at Mora’s words that I couldn’t see my future. Because I don’t understand what this means.

Gods can see the future. It is possible to indirectly twist the future in the form of an oracle by consuming your divinity.

I received so much divine power from them, and I was at a level where I could openly tell the future, and I was able to benefit a lot from that.

But, suddenly, unexpectedly, why don’t you do an ascetic? Doesn’t it show contradictory behavior that doesn’t match the back and forth?

Now I can’t read my future at all. The gods may turn their backs, but they do not lie.

Even that was a suspicious situation, but looking at the atmosphere, it is clear that Mora was telling the truth. But another question arose.

“Do you think that makes sense?”

All of a sudden, while telling me about the future so far? More than just going out, there was only laughter.

The demon war, which was supposed to start about 150 years later, has been pushed back 2000 years. I don’t know the distant future, but the people around me won’t get hurt right now. Three dwarves will bring a tank, and so on.

The future they told me is quite a lot. However, I rarely benefited directly, and most of them received only counseling.

But the reason I could believe it was because they couldn’t lie. Sometimes it’s hard to answer while you’re going, didn’t you say something?

They were so human that they could be trusted and could write under their protection.

“I can’t see the future because I’m having a hard time after being forced to torture myself? Do you think this is right in Mora-sama’s opinion?”

“·······It’s hard to believe, but it’s true. I can see the future around you, but I can’t see your future.”

“What is that…”

There are so many things I want to say. But there are so many that I don’t know what to say first.

If you can’t see your own future, why can you see the future of those around you?

If the world changes because of me, can’t you see this future too?

Nothing is clearly interpreted. I’d rather have said it from the beginning.

“·······Please explain in detail. Please.”

I asked, holding back the emotions that were boiling inside me.

No matter how much you shout here, nothing gets better. You just have to calm down your anger and act rationally.

Mora showed a slightly worried look at my question and then closed her eyes tightly.

“······earth.”

“earth?”

“Because you are a soul from Earth.”

He frowned at Mora’s answer. A more detailed explanation is needed.

Perhaps Mora noticed my heart, she continued explaining with an expression of atrophy.

“You’ve probably heard it before. Your soul from Earth was brought to this place by the summoning of a demon worshiper. This has violated Earth’s laws, and the Earth’s gods have condemned us. reborn.”

“I know that.”

“But do you know why we didn’t send you back to Earth?”

“·······”

I do not know. I narrowed my brow.

After thinking about it, it’s enough to send my soul back. I flew here as a demon worshiper’s summoning ritual, but I am the soul of Earth.

But the gods of this world, let alone the gods of the earth, did not. What the hell is it for?

I don’t know much about the affairs of the gods, I’m just an ordinary mortal.

Mora began to explain the reason in detail when I was lost in thought.

“It’s because the order of the earth has been seriously violated. You originally have a lifespan of over 90 years. For the gods of the earth, the soul that will have a large and small effect on the earth for a long time has been blown away. Due to this, the future of the earth is seriously uncertain. lost.”

I heard from Luminus. On Earth, I was destined to live close to 90 years old.

He had lost his parents and had cut himself off from society and laughed at how long he was going to live.

But in other words, there must have been some reason that he lived that long.

No one knows what will happen tomorrow, but even explaining 70 years makes my mouth hurt.

“Even so, isn’t that a leap forward? As Mora-sama knows, I…”

“You lost your parents early and isolate yourself from society? Is that what you think, did your friends really leave you alone?”

“·······”

“The gods of the earth said this while criticizing our gods. This child is a child who will bloom little by little. He was destined to form a family and have a new family with that family. It means souls have arisen. Their failure to reincarnate has twisted the fate of millions of people.”

reincarnation of the soul. This is a field often dealt with in Buddhism.

For the gods of the earth, it must have been a lightning bolt from the dry sky.

If I made a mistake by my own mistake, I would have moved on to it, but everything was twisted because of the sudden foreign intervention.

“So the gods of the earth passed me over saying you guys should try to f*ck me too?”

“············Yes. Originally, my mother barely stopped me from threatening to invade our world. Because she promised to take responsibility somehow.”

“her.”

What if there was a war between the gods of each planet? If that were the case, the world would have been managed by the gods of the earth.

Unlike the gods of the Earth where there are numerous myths, there are only three of them here. It is also overwhelmingly disadvantageous in terms of numbers.

For the gods of the earth, to be able to declare war is like spreading a plague in their camp.

There is even no vaccine or cure. It’s best to fix it as it is.

“Are the earth gods unable to read the future of the earth?”

“They don’t interfere with the world, so reading the future doesn’t make any sense. They only care about morality.”

“Then what did the earth gods say by handing over my soul? Is it okay to torment me for asceticism like I do now?”

Mora hesitated for a while after hearing my question. You’ve answered well so far, but this seems to be embarrassing.

But I have no intention of waiting patiently. Because he was the one who did the wrong thing without saying anything.

As I hardened my impression on this, Mora was startled and vomited the truth.

“You, I told you not to take your soul, as it doesn’t matter if you interfere while you’re alive! You even said that if you cut a flower that you couldn’t bloom in your previous life before it blooms, you’ll invade right away!”

“Please explain in a simple way.”

I do not get what it means. When I asked nervously, Mora easily explained in a distorted voice.

“I made a treaty so that you won’t even interfere in any way until you form a family and close your eyes in front of them. We will bring the original fate of our past life, but we have to deal with the incidents that occur in the process. “

“By the way, did you make this ascetic? What would you do if I were to commit suicide?”

Strangely enough, even the transcendent gods seem to be unable to touch it.

Of course, that’s not going to stop it or not. It’s not that I have the guts to do that, it’s because I’m far from peace.

Mora hesitated again at my bruise, then lowered her eyes and answered timidly.

“Because I have a duty to do that.”

“Duty? Is it your duty to bully me?”

Mora shook her head at my absurd question. That doesn’t mean it isn’t.

Then I raised one eye and spoke with a look on her face, and she said cautiously.

“I should have said earlier that I couldn’t see your future. Instead, I said that I could see the future around me.”

“So?”

“But the future around it is also based on the ‘then’, that is, when you talk to us. After that, the moment you take a specific action, the future often changes rapidly. The same is true of the Great Depression.”

“I didn’t lie.”

He didn’t tell the truth, he didn’t lie. So it’s even more exciting

If you’re going to play pranks like that, wouldn’t it be useless to know the future?

When my trust in the gods was plummeting, Mora, who checked my expression, hurriedly explained it as if it were an excuse.

“Well, the future I tell you while talking to you is all true! The same goes for the future I saw!”

“A future in which the people I love will suffer greatly?”

“Yes!”

“What does that have to do with Mora’s duties?”

Mora is the goddess of darkness and rest. And he is a transcendent who gives a helping hand to those who are struggling mentally.

It’s far from making you go through asceticism to train your mind. If it had been Luminous, I would have understood.

But this is not about giving medicine or giving a bottle. Neither this nor me, it is a complete ‘failure’.

I did this because I can’t see my future? This alone cannot be a clear explanation.

So, it must be that there is more left for Mora to hide. I pushed her away as if interrogating her.

“Tell me honestly. What else are you hiding? What’s the relationship between rest and my penance?”

“·······”

“If you don’t answer, I’ll really hate Mora-sama. So please…”

Even though I’ve said that up to this point.

“Please don’t make me hate you guys.”

I hate to hate them. It’s not because I’m a Hogu.

Because they were so human. Because it’s true that you’ve helped me up until now.

I want them to believe in me as much as I believe in them. I wish I could grant the little wish of a mortal.

I have no intention of moving the world like a puppet. I just want to live a normal life writing books.

If it causes them any serious harm, I intend to stop the serialization immediately.

“······peace.”

“yes?”

“I rule darkness, rest and night, but at the same time I rule peace.”

He may have recognized my sincerity, but as soon as Mora subsided, he answered in a calm voice.

When I heard the answer, I pondered a few times to myself. peace. Goddess of Peace, Mora.

Once the world has been shaken, it is not easy to sink. And now the Great Depression is going on.

Although the circumstances were slightly different, the Great Depression must have planted seeds of conflict everywhere.

Mora, the goddess of peace, would have been terrified that there were too many unsettling factors.

“So, let’s wrap things up…”

I turned my throbbing head as far as I could. Although there are many empty parts in the middle, it is possible to combine them.

“Mora-sama saw a future where the people around me went wrong, and as a result of that shock, to prevent an uncertain future that I could be wrong, I made him suffer so that he could handle the chaos of the world on his own. If I do, will it cause a lot of damage to myself?”

“·······”

“Right?”

Mora to my confirmatory question.

“······yes.”

He nodded his head cautiously. His face was full of anxiety.

Seeing that reaction, I laughed again. When you say it like that, it makes sense.

the problem is.

“It’s true.”

From my point of view as a ‘mortal’, it was ‘education’ that was far from common sense.

“You’re disgustingly human.”

Once again I realized how terrifying the power of the Transcendental One is.

I have no choice but to do it

“Am I not that hot?”

‘Cause I can’t see my future