116 – Reverse Dream – 4 [About 19]
ㅡ Anger!
I opened my eyes with a noise that felt like a space was breaking apart.
Lesha, who had crawled into my arms, was still in my arms.
She was about to lose it, and she was holding on tightly.
I never wanted to feel the urgency of having to save a loved one under time constraints again.
It was no exaggeration to say that I was going through hell in real time.
“Turn it off…. Tae, Tae Jin-ah… ?”
“Ah.”
I quickly released the hug.
Lesha’s red face. Heart-shaped pupils wake up from an illusion and emit a clear light, above them, mountain goat horns show off their majestic appearance, and the heart-shaped tail waves seductively like a cobra.
I looked around to see if I was fully awake, but it didn’t seem to be the case.
Literally.
“We are back home.”
[My House]
Did those familiar and affectionate words lead us here?
I arrived at my house, where I met Lesha for the first time and where my relationship with the noble Queen, who at that time considered me an ‘insignificant human being’, began.
I woke up from the illusion, but I guess I’m still in Lesha’s dream.
“….”
Lesha looks around her living room with her complex eyes.
It was my first time seeing eyes filled with sadness and joy.
Lesha looks around as if she is looking for something.
Although I had woken up from the fantasy, it seemed like I had not yet completely escaped the lingering effects that the fantasy left behind.
“Why?”
“Ah…. “You left without even saying hello to my daughter.”
“… Daughter?”
Did you have a daughter at home?
Wait, so Lesha’s dream was to go beyond being a ‘couple’ and start a ‘family’?
I suddenly wondered what Lesha imagined our daughter would be like, but it is not advisable to dwell on her departed fantasy.
Because regret is sadness that comes from a sense of loss.
However.
“Was it pretty?”
Because Lesha did not want to break the lingering feelings she had kept, she asked that question.
And since I had completely awakened from the fantasy, I would naturally wake up from the dream once the neural connection was severed.
There was no need to rush, and it would be good to share the lingering feelings so that no regrets and regrets remain.
Luckily, Lesha smiled.
“Yes. It was very pretty. You and I looked exactly like each other. Especially when she smiles like you, she’s so pretty that just looking at her makes me smile. Later, the clown got sick. But you know what? “You mean being in pain is such a good thing?”
Sometimes it helps to ignore unbearable sadness.
Time always takes the side of those who ignore it.
But just like now, facing sadness again can be helpful.
“I changed a diaper for the first time, and the poop smelled fragrant. Mama! And I was so happy when she sang…. I ate really well too. I guess your appetite resembles mine… “You don’t have to look like that.”
Lesha, who recalled that time with a bright smile, as if asking when she felt sad, seemed to enjoy the sadness.
That’s why.
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She agreed with joy.
“Was it that pretty? Too bad. “If I knew it was there, I would at least say hello.”
As Lesha takes a sip of her tea, she covers her mouth and laughs.
For some reason, I found that sight repulsive, but I couldn’t help but laugh along with Lesha, just as she laughed at her baby.
How worried she was.
I wonder if I will never be able to see Lesha’s bright smile.
So, it’s okay to have the luxury of enjoying a little leisure time.
“It’s shameful to watch it alone. “Lesha.”
“Ho-ho-ho. I’ve seen it all~”
Lesha sticks out her tongue and offers medicine.
As the drug reached its peak, I bit my lip that stuck out my tongue.
… Although it was closer to a kiss.
ㅡ side.
“Huh?!”
I quickly hid her tongue, but my lips were already covered in Lesha’s sweet saliva.
“W-what are you doing?” ! What should I do if it stinks? !”
Lesha is whining with a face as red as blush.
Instead of smelling her, she licked Lesha’s sweet saliva with her tongue and said, savoring it.
As if raising a medicine.
“Umm~ Did you eat stewed fish for lunch? “The fishy yet sweet taste is excellent.”
“Eith… !”
Lesha puts a lot of pressure on her shoulders and glares at me.
But she soon dropped her shoulders and let out a sigh.
With a sigh and a laugh.
“Yes… “I don’t have time to be sad when I’m with you.”
“Isn’t it a waste of time to have fun?
She said that slyly and shrugged her shoulders.
“Shall we go back now? “Everyone will be waiting.”
This is our home, and Lesha’s dream.
And for Succubus Queen Lesha, the ruler of her dreams, waking up from her dream would not be difficult.
But.
“Oh, I… Taejin?”
“Huh?”
“I have decided.”
“What?”
“Me, me. That, so… !”
“You can talk comfortably.”
“Reproduction, oh no. Would you like some milk tea… !?”
What?
Suddenly?
Milk tea?
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When she woke up from her reverie, Lesha felt dazed.
I feel like I woke up after a sweet nap.
It was difficult to determine what the feeling was, which was a mixture of exhilaration for no reason and a sense of loss for no reason.
Just.
It was good to see Taejin again.
It was nice to be able to wake up from the illusion.
‘Chae Rin….’
I just repeat the name of my daughter, the only family member left in the fantasy.
Of course, it was an illusion created by fantasy, but the time she spent with her daughter was true.
I was happy, and I was happy again.
But unfortunately, even if Taejin’s child is conceived, it will never be the lovely Chaerin.
The physiological gender of the succubus race is female, but the appearance of the succubus will be darker.
She is what she is now, as if she had been conceived in her mother’s womb.
Her mother also said that she conceived herself with the seeds of her half-human race.
Therefore, in Lesha’s gaze, Chae-rin’s face, smiling brightly with her normal human appearance, was drawn beautifully.
It was sad.
And, I was happy.
I can see my daughter in human form even in a fantasy, and through polymorph, I can see her with pride without having to hide her identity.
I was sad yet happy.
But, knowing full well that her fate is not that sweet, she tries to erase the image of her daughter hanging at the end of her gaze.
I decided to keep the memories I had from fantasy as good memories.
I hope that one day, if a miracle happens, I can stay with Chae-rin and Tae-jin in that watercolor-like hill house.
‘Hello. ‘My daughter.’
She erased that image.
She had to escape from the illusion, if only for the sake of Taejin, who took risks to save her.
“Why?”
“Ah…. “You left without even saying hello to my daughter.”
“… Daughter?”
However, it was unfortunate that she could not tell Taejin that it existed.
“Was it pretty?”
Taejin asked.
The answers that followed were recited one after another to the point where I couldn’t even remember what I said.
And at that moment, sadness transformed into memories.
“It’s shameful to watch it alone. “Lesha.”
“Ho-ho-ho. I’ve seen it all~”
The calm smile turned into laughter.
The sadness that I thought would be difficult to erase melted away like butter the moment I faced Taejin.
And.
‘Yes. Can’t come back I can come back.’
Where sadness disappeared, courage filled.
Once I experienced the happiness of fantasy, it became an excellent motivator.
And.
Once I tasted the illusory happiness, it gave birth to a big decision.
‘I want to have a baby.’
I will give you endlessly the love that I could not give you in my fantasy.
Moreover, the breeding season started a few days ago.
It is a breeding season that comes every 100 years, and once the breeding season ends, the probability of childbearing approaches zero.
“Shall we go back now? “Everyone will be waiting.”
“Oh, I… Taejin?”
I caught Taejin when he wanted to go back.
“Huh?”
And.
“I have decided.”
“What?”
“Me, me. That, so… !”
“You can talk comfortably.”
“Reproduction, oh no. Would you like some milk tea… !?”
I committed it.
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‘Does the milk tea I drink in my dreams taste good?’
Lesha said she would make milk tea and went into the kitchen, and I was left alone in the living room, wasting time with my thoughts.
Lesha probably asked because it tastes good.
Because it was said that a succubus’ dream is no different from reality.
Except for a few limited things.
But.
‘Milk tea all of a sudden?’
It’s been quite a while since I’ve had milk tea, so of course I welcome it.
I couldn’t help but be a little embarrassed by the milk tea that appeared at a somewhat unexpected time.
I wondered.
Can’t I drink milk tea after waking up from a dream? I wanted to ask
ㅡThen you will regret it.
The only answer that came back was
.
I agreed, wondering if I could use a more special secret in my dream, and about 5 minutes had passed since I entered the kitchen.
Come to think of it, when I asked about the recipe for milk tea, he said that only succubuses could make it.
‘Could it have been made only in a dream?’
Aha.
That’s why they said that only succubi can be made, and that they will show you when you have a dream like now.
‘But why did you go into the kitchen?’
I thought I had gone to get the necessary ingredients, but that would have taken a long time.
I was about to stand up, wondering if something was wrong.
“Ah.”
Just then, Lesha entered the living room holding her small tray.
But.
“What about milk tea?”
The tray I brought with me was empty.
I looked at Resha with her puzzled eyes, but Resha avoided my gaze with her blushing face.
‘What is it?’
Ah.
I said I would show you how to make it.
She wondered if it had taken five minutes to find the ingredients, but even when she looked through Lesha, she couldn’t find those ingredients.
ㅡ Tak.
Lesha silently puts the tray on the table.
The craftsman said that she does not care about her tools.
So she thought she was doing magic by taking an empty tray.
ㅡ Juseom Juseom.
But.
“Le, le Sha?”
As she watched Lesha unbutton her top, she felt that the craftsman’s secret was indeed unusual.
As I watched her completely unbutton her shirt and move her hands behind her back to unhook her bra, I felt that the situation was unusual.
As she watched Lesha lift up her untied bra and expose her huge breasts, she realized why she had been hiding her milk tea secret all this time.
Lesha looks at me lewdly with her red face, as if she’s drunk, and puts two breasts on her empty tray.
Breasts that are as white as snow and soft as jelly bounce like waves.
“… Me, milk tea, have some….”
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I realized something when I saw that decadent scene.
I forgot for a moment.
Lesha is a succubus, a race of charm and seduction.
And.
The reason why 5 minutes was needed was because of ‘mental preparation.’
No, is it the preparation of the heart?
I don’t know.
The dizzying sight that suddenly unfolded paralyzed my reason, and I had the illusion that I had now fallen into a fantasy world.
Finally.
“That and milk tea…” If you eat it….”
Leshae is waving her tail and looking at my lower part.
I was able to realize that if a succubus decides to attack, no one can escape.
“I… I’d like some milk tea too, please….”
Ah.
I stood.
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