What would be difficult in the world if you returned honestly as much as you worked hard?
If you return unconditionally even half of what you put in, at least you won’t be lazy.
However, if I am not sure whether it will work even if I try and put in a child, and the return is not so great, then it is the realm of mental power.
To keep going despite the uncertainty of the payoff.
But that’s probably the worst.
No matter how hard I try, how hard I try, how I pray, wish, wish, and pray again.
if it never gets done. If so, what will happen to that person?
‘At least I’m not simply giving up.’
Self-destructive urges and self-loathing. Broken self-esteem and ego.
From noble mtl dot com.
Shahahahad did. I am so miserable myself, I am so disgusted and angry with my miserable self.
Pretending not to care on the outside, I enjoyed alcohol and pleasure, but in the end, I crawled toward the moment when I ended up crumbling day by day.
Even so, with that petty pride, as if he had never wanted it in the first place, he wore a thick ring on the hand to hold the sword, and instead of a sturdy training suit, he wrapped a soft cloth around it.
Instead of the smell of sweat and blood, the days drenched in the smell of perfume and alcohol.
I just knew it was an innate problem.
May you be born, the limit is there. Every night before going to bed, I imagined cutting and crushing a body worse than that of a girl younger than myself with a knife and reshaping it again.
I don’t need any special traits, so even if I move quickly for just 5 minutes, I won’t get short of breath and my mouth won’t smell fishy. I wish it could be just that much.
Days spent calling out the gods of the pantheon one by one, asking if he wanted so much.
‘All of that eventually.’
“It was sent by the 5th princess in the Magic Tower.”
In response to a question sent by Shahahahad himself, he received the box from his aide.
Inside the box was a glass bottle, and inside the bottle was a golden flower.
“This should be enough for now.”
I did it anyway I thought it might have been invented by an organization called Innocent to keep 1st Princess Seria in check.
What is sealed is the truth. It’s an implicit truth when you look at the circumstances that revealed that it was an action inside the imperial family.
However, in the end, there was no clear evidence to indicate that the subject was the first princess Seria.
Since their mothers are different, even if they are brother and sister who keep each other in check, let alone exchanges for friendship, there is no going back once they point the knife at the enemy.
Even after making the arrogant hooded man from Innocent swear an oath with the contract of God, Shahahahad began to search for other evidence in his own way.
and today. From the trait’s seal to Seria, who is pointed out as the culprit.
Shahahahad stood up slowly, looking at the golden flower, the testimony that convinced him of everything.
Thinner than a young girl her age, her ribbed body was nowhere to be seen.
Rather than being skinny, with a solid body without flab, he gazed at his throne with a higher gaze than before.
“It has been done for at least several years to dozens of years to seal the brothers and sisters.”
If it wasn’t for that, there’s no way that powerful imperial lineage wouldn’t stand out this far.
“In addition, the reason why the traits were not announced in this generation of the imperial family is that the traits were insignificant starting with the first princess, Seria.”
Shahahahad’s trait, as evidenced by his genius, Shahahahad began to find out how this started with only minimal evidence.
“Aside from the power to seal traits, it’s an ugly gage. Seria.”
‘That’s why I must have been jealous and hated. I know the feelings of those who don’t have traits.’
Shahahahad’s red-gold eyes shone colder than blue.
“What do you plan to do?”
“The opponent is Seria. It is clear that there is a considerable amount of power hidden under the water in all of this. It’s hard to beat with just my power right now.”
But the enemy of an enemy is a friend.
Did Seria really put a seal on only herself and the 5th princess?
Shahahahad thought of his brothers and sisters who went abroad and never returned.
“Didn’t Seria get scratched and out of his mind thanks to stupid Adelian?”
Shahahahad lightly held the glass bottle on the table.
The golden flowers inside covered the body with the sun coming through the window and cast a halo of light.
“I feel like right now… … .”
A low giggling sound echoed from the glass bottle as if the hand lightly holding the bottle was straining.
“I want to break it, but.”
Pajak soon! The bottle shattered, and even the golden flower inside it was crushed in Shahahahad’s hand and his neck was broken.
The thick red blood flows down the stem of the flower that sprinkled the light.
Shahahahad looked down at it with indifferent reddish-gold eyes and slowly opened his hand to see that his hand, which had been damaged by glass shards and sharp petals, was healing with divine power.
“It’s impossible to move recklessly in a situation where you can’t guess how strong Seria will be.”
“What will you do, Mr. Shahahahad?”
Shahahahad opened his mouth, smacking the blood-stained, crumpled golden flower with his fingertips and knocking it down completely.
“Choose the least trustworthy ones among the blood that went out.”
Then, he will crash Seria, who he thinks is the sun that has risen the highest.
* * *
Honestly it is. How many otaku, regardless of gender or age, do not have the desire to sail the ocean on the assumption that they do not suffer from seasickness?
my belly! my sailor! my treasure!
‘Of course, the treasure I’m aiming for now is our healer.’
In the first place, even the travel itself excites people, and I will go around there by boat.
In addition, can I do the custom at will?
‘I can’t stand it.’
“Let’s stop and look… … .”
“Rachel, what are you talking about? You were supposed to buy me a drink. Let’s see just that ship.”
“You’ve seen more than a dozen ships right now!”
I tugged at the whining Rachel by the arm and walked. Thanks to Rachel, who was lying on her back as if she didn’t want to walk, I stumbled and opened my mouth again.
“Can’t you walk soon?”
“it’s hard!”
“Why are you having a hard time?”
As a dragon? Before that, you have reached the level of a master, putting aside everything else, what is difficult while fighting, how difficult it is!
I looked at Rachel, who was eventually led by my hand and began to hit me with her ponytail as if she were angry.
“No, the ship is there! But I keep going around and saying how is Seon-mi, how is Fumi?”
“Would you like to row alone in a small boat?”
I laughed and said, and Rachel pretended to cry and walked away.
I don’t know enough about ships to distinguish between galleys and stuff I’ve seen on Earth, but at least when I looked at them like when I was looking for a house, there was one corner that I didn’t like.
For example, mana, engine output, the number of cannons installed, or at least the layout of the cabin.
The moment I gave up on returning after buying a military ship from Arman, he asked if I should make it a place where I could live for a while even if I couldn’t grow a tangerine tree on the ship.
It’s literally going to be our floating home for the time being. The house is originally a giant ship.
In addition, the defense must be precise enough to pass between vortices with that large body, and it must be agile, huh?
“That ship is possible. If you make it from wood by soaking it in mana solution, it will take about 15 years?”
At my enthusiastic terms, the shark fisherman-looking ship trader grinned, baring his sharp teeth.
“Kyahahahahaha! Oh, so choose roughly!”
And Rachel smiled as if she knew it would happen.
under… my wish… … .
“The cost doesn’t matter. If you can, you can engrave a new magic circle on the ship, starting with the bow, or replace the mana engine with a top-notch one.”
When I deliberately spoke high-handedly without suppressing my arrogance, the ship merchant gave a slight grunt.
“I will be honest. The thing Confucius wants is really difficult unless you make it from scratch.”
This is what the merchant said.
A very large ship is for the top, and in this case, the movement of goods is important, so the structure of the cabin does not fit, and the ship with the structure of the cabin does not fit the size.
In addition, because of most pirates, sturdy ships are small in size and large ships are built on the assumption that they will move along the coastline in the first place, so they are not suitable for going far.
However, the things that are delivered by military ships are, of course, contracted with the country, and even if they are stolen, it is possible at a small size.
“… Should I split the cabin after all?”
“Will the kids hate it?”
“Shall we reduce the size of the ship?”
“It’s okay, but if it’s too small, marine monsters or smallfish pirates will easily see it and approach it. Will it bother you?”
It would have been easier to discuss if we all came together, but Luna and Zero went to buy furniture and kitchen utensils to decorate the cabin.
Leaf had bookshelves and books, and Kane stayed at the dorm to meditate and train, so only Rachel came out to see them today.
I thought I’d just buy the best and biggest boat since I said I’d do whatever I want with the boat anyway.
Oh, that wasn’t the plan.
Rachel and I were whispering, and while I was putting on a slightly troubled look, the ship merchant opened his mouth, scratching the faint gill marks on the side of his neck.
“A ship with such a deformed structure is actually hard to find in inland shipyards built for upper ranks or military ships. I don’t know if it’s those pirates.”
At those words, I tilted my head.
“Are you talking about pirates?”
“Anyway, the big pirates move with an island as their base, but usually they eat, sleep, and live on the ship.”
So, the cabin is basically larger than the space for storage or other purposes.
On top of that, a ship made to move quickly for piracy, and since you have to piracy again, pirates with money have the bow, deck, and reinforcements.
‘… Have Kane steal a passing pirate ship?’
So what about the sailors?
“I’m going to buy it after thinking about it for a while.”
At my words, the ship merchant nods, saying he understands, and Rachel is excited to ask if she is finally going to her lodging.
“If things don’t work out, you can compromise in an appropriate way. First of all, the crew is important.”
“that’s right. Let’s have a drink and play today. how is it? In addition, if there is an arena, go there. huh?”
I laughed at the sight of Rachel clenching her fingers.
“Do you really like drinking and fisting?”
“Oh, good. The stuffy things fly away. I don’t know because you’re a weakling!”
What are you talking about! uh? It’s a weak bone. I was dumbfounded and laughed.
“Honestly, it’s because I’m in this party. If it was a regular adventurer’s party, I’d be the ace and I’d be the carry.”
“Will you say it again in front of Kane?”
… what the. Where’s the cheat key?
Even if the trait isn’t much to look at, it’s a spec that will take you to any engineering school as long as you apply for a party with just one codex.
Still, it’s not an easy thing to say in front of Kane.
After grumbling a bit, I started buying clams, grilled shrimp, and stir-fried turban shells in butter.
“Since Luna and Zero went out, they will buy it, and Leaf will buy something, so should I just buy this? What do you think, Rachel?”
“Is that so? But I don’t know if the food overlaps. Why don’t you ask the siren?”
I shook my head at Rachel’s words. If you buy the same thing, it’s fun as it is, and if you buy something different, it’s delicious as it is.
It’s like a random pig party that was once popular. When I was with Kang Soo-ho, my classmates and friends always brought all the alcohol or only meat.
On the way, I smirked and took a bite of grilled conch butter to eat, and gave it to Rachel as well, when I heard a sound.
“Is it the third already? Aren’t you a black magician?”
When I glanced around, I saw one tow-tribe and one fish-man.
“Rachel.”
“okay.”
I attached Rachel and started listening to their conversation.
“Sacrifices, human sacrifice… I heard they cut and smashed it and put it on display?”
“It’s similar to a warlock’s sacrificial ritual. The difference is that they always draw patterns.”
As if they secretly announced their power.
As if you are not afraid of being chased.
“Once, no words came out until the pattern, and the topic moved to adultery.”
“Let’s go back to the inn.”
One more thing to do with the information about the crew.