107. Is This Heaven or Hell?
107.
My eyes opened spontaneously in the bright light coming down.
Where are you?
What was i doing
That moment when that thought runs through your head.
I felt unwell.
“This..what is this..!”
A voice that can’t be hidden.
How can you not be upset?
“Why are chains on my body?”
I woke up in a mysterious space with my arms and legs tied.
It was frustrating.
Who the hell locked me up in a space like this?
I looked at the situation calmly with a high willpower.
“Let’s try to reminisce…”
What did I do before I lost my mind…?
The day is Friday.
After finishing the academy, the feeling of enjoying a happy weekend remained in my heart.
And go back to the memory.
A woman with a familiar face was there.
“Han Si-jun. Woke up?”
“Yoo.. Yoo Ha-yeon..”
My childhood friend who appears with the sound of the door opening.
Yoo Ha-yeon.
She had me locked up here.
The reason I left…
Of course it was my fault.
I said to her with a slight sullen look.
“Yoo, Ha-yeon Yoo. You don’t mean to kill me, are you?”
“If you die, I have to die too. So, don’t worry.”
“That… yes.”
At least life is guaranteed.
I measured Yoo Ha-yeon’s risk, just in case.
The color is purple.
It was located in the pre-black stage of embracing the flesh.
He didn’t seem to have any intention of killing me.
“Han Si-jun.”
“Oh, Ha-yeon Yoo.”
“Why did you lie to me again?”
“..can’t you talk more like you normally do…? It’s scary to speak low.”
“Are you saying I’m a little scared?”
It’s only because my willpower is high, it’s crazy.
There was a sense of intimidation in each of Yoo Ha-yeon’s remarks.
It would have been difficult to endure without some mental strength.
“Aren’t you talking quickly?!”
“okay. don’t poke I will tell you.”
Yoo Ha-yeon poked my side as if urging for an answer.
Lasting pain.
I had no choice but to tell the reason for the lie.
“You would be offended if you knew.”
“… ”
“I didn’t want to see you feel bad.”
“… ”
Yoo Ha-yeon didn’t say anything to my answer.
Are you inspired?
No matter how I think about it, I’m good at talking.
I was tied up, so I couldn’t see her expression,
Yoo Ha-yeon, who seemed to be moved, called my name.
“Han Si-jun..”
“Why, Yoo Ha-yeon?”
“If you’re going to think about how I feel, maybe it’s okay if I don’t cheat… ?”
Oh.
That’s right.
Having nothing to say, I had to deal with Yoo Ha-yeon’s anger.
“You asked me to stay with you for the rest of your life..!! The wind is blowing again..!! There is no such thing as an alternative idea..!!!”
“Hey..”
Yoo Ha-yeon screamed and climbed onto my body.
With her hair bald, she looked like a ghost.
“I thought I was wrong, but it wasn’t. I’m not wrong. It’s you who’s wrong, Si-Jun Han.”
Good job you locked up.
She muttered
Now, I was satisfied with this situation.
“Come on, wait…! Let’s talk Yoo Ha-yeon..!”
“You can’t understand even if you say it…! I can’t believe it anymore…!”
Has the trust built up over the past decade been broken…!?
Well, looking back on my actions, it was just breaking.
“You cheated on me and kissed another woman! Twisting it! Does that make sense?!”
“ha ha ha..”
“If there’s anything more cheating, tell me now! right now!!”
“More..more deceiving?”
You’re cheating…
The fact that he is living with Banhana and Na Yuna as well?
I’m really going to die if I say this.
But there was no guarantee that he wouldn’t die if he didn’t speak.
‘Yoo Ha-yeon’s color is…!?’
Ha-yeon Yoo is going through the process of evolution.
I had to tell the truth to survive.
“Don’t.. I’ll tell you..! I say..!!”
“… okay?”
Whoa.
Yoo Ha-yeon’s color changed to purple again.
My wrist was scratched by the chain, causing a little pain.
I close my eyes tightly,
I spit out the truth to Yoo Ha-yeon.
“That..that.”
“..Say it.”
“actually..”
“..uh.”
“I was living with my classmate.”
“… ”
Yoo Ha-yeon sat quietly with her mouth open for a while.
For so long that I thought I might have lost my mind.
..Is that okay?
I had the courage to call my Yoo Ha-yeon.
“..Ha Yeon Yoo.”
“… ”
“it’s okay..?”
Yoo Ha-yeon glanced at me at the sound of my voice.
Her eyes were a little wet with tears.
“Han Si-jun.. Are you asking me if I’m okay now..? hahaha.. Do you think it would be okay with you..?”
..it won’t be okay at all.
To hear that the person you love is living with another woman?
It was absolutely unforgivable.
‘X foot. I put the fate of a playboy for nothing…’
It is Yoo Ha-yeon who suffers from the cost of putting the fate of an S-class childhood friend and a playboy at the same time.
I felt a lot of guilt towards Yoo Ha-yeon, who was shedding tears.
Yoo Ha-yeon bowed her head and stood still.
I waited for her to calm down.
‘It’s dark…’
Yoo Ha-yeon, who had calmed down to some extent, opened her mouth.
“Han Si-jun.”
“yes.”
“You know what you did wrong…?”
“I know you better than anyone.”
The promise with Yoo Ha-yeon, whom I had said to be with for the rest of my life.
I broke it as easily as I turned my palm over.
Right now, I feel very guilty about this situation.
“I won’t forgive you. I will keep it in my heart until the day I die.”
“..sorry.”
“You won’t even get an apology. A fox cub with a mouthful.”
Ha-yeon Yoo spit out harsh words as if her anger had not been resolved.
I hurt Yoo Ha-yeon, so I accepted it without saying anything.
Yoo Ha-yeon lifted her head and looked into her eyes.
Then he said with determination.
“So. I will be rewarded.”
“..compensation?”
“uh. Precisely, the love that was taken from other people.”
Yoo Ha-yeon looked into my eyes and explained.
Starting today, I will be imprisoned here.
I will be compensated for the time I spent with other people.
I will be compensated enough to heal my wounds.
That period will be up to me.
Was it because the problem itself was strange?
Yoo Ha-yeon was giving all the wrong answers.
And I couldn’t fix those wrong answers.
“Ah… the academy then…?”
“I have to go to the academy. If you are absent, you will be suspicious. Follow me when you’re done. If you run away… you know then…?”
Hayeon Yoo pointed her finger at the wall.
Is it an exit?
That said, there was another door in this room.
Yoo Ha-yeon looked at my expression and explained.
“If you run away, it’s better than here. You will go deeper.”
“..what are you doing there?”
“You know, it hurts.”
I erased another door from my mind.
“Then, shall we get a reward now?”
Without a moment to question, Yoo Ha-yeon lay down next to me.
Then he wiped my face with the palm of his hand.
“Everything you did to him, do to me.”
Tell me i love you…
Say I’m the only woman in the world…
How did you live together?
Ha-yeon Yoo asked me for various questions and orders.
And she.
It stuck with me so much that I wondered if it was sticking to me.
Never fall off.
“I love you. Han Si-jun.”
Is this heaven is it hell
I couldn’t find an answer.
***
Strange.
That’s weird.
The other half sat in a chair like Sherlock Holmes.
“Sijun.. where did you go..”
Friday evening.
‘It’s one. I’ll go out for a while.’
At the end of that word.
Banhana did not see Sijun Han during the end of Sunday evening.
“Suspicious.. Very suspicious..!”
Sijun Han would call Banhana if he thought he would be late.
However, there was no contact for two days.
No matter how much I hated it, I just felt suspicious.
“me..! It smells…!”
“… I cleaned it today.”
“I can smell the incident..!!”
Oh, that was it.
Nayuna ignored the class and concentrated on her studies again.
It was to get a scholarship.
“there! Yellow!”
“… Call me Nayuna.”
“there! Nana!”
Banhana called out the name of the yellow monster with a television on its belly.
Nayuna thought that it would be useless to even talk.
“Isn’t it strange?! Si-jun won’t come home! You don’t even answer the phone!”
“… It’s not strange.”
Na Yuna was also thinking about the reason why Han Si-jun didn’t come.
‘..There’s no way I was kidnapped inside the academy. Why can’t I even contact you?’
Actually, I thought of reporting it.
But she stopped her fingers because she didn’t want to make a case for nothing.
‘..Is it possible to eat?’
Did you just eat your lips and forsake me?
Nayuna also fell into delusions.
At that moment, Banhana shouted confidently.
“I have decided..!”
“… what?”
“If Shi-joon doesn’t show up at the academy tomorrow…! I will tell the teacher..!”
Nod.
Nayuna also agreed with that.
They did not report immediately and decided to wait for Han Si-jun.
In the sense of some degree of trust.
They believed in Han Si-jun.
But.
When they arrived at the academy, their trust was terribly broken.
“Si.. Si-jun..!”
“… ”
Han Si-joon does not answer no matter how many times I call.
He had no interest in Banhana or Nayuna, as if it were a statue.
“Si.. Sijun..!! Week..what happened over the weekend..!?”
Only such a bitter cry echoed through the class.
‘hahaha..’
Han Si-jun sees Yoo Ha-yeon’s smile that seems to be pierced.
Inwardly, he answered the half-half words.
‘I also want to answer. One.’
Of course, no one heard it.
Lmao