291 – Swallowed by a star.
Seo Ga-yeon.
He was born with the magical power of starlight. She builds up spells just by thinking of them, and she can make them whatever she wants.
The mana that everyone considers most ideal. It restores everything and restores the power of evil spirits born from distortion.
Therefore, the magic power of starlight is a particularly fatal power for demons.
Lee Seo-ha said that.
Seo Ga-yeon unleashed the magic of starlight.
With the help of Seoha Lee.
-Even if that weren’t the case, you would have blossomed into the magical power of starlight.
Lee Seo-ha said that.
According to him, even without my help, you would have bloomed someday. Your own help is not that important.
What was important was your effort.
Lee Seo-ha said that came to mind.
No.
But Seo Ga-yeon thought differently.
She herself had no talent. She bloomed her mana.
She thought she wanted to learn magic, but all she did was barely awaken her mana.
She was not good at using her body.
But she had no choice.
She was said to be a bright talent at the school she originally attended.
Luckily she had talent, she thought.
If she had bloomed a little sooner, she might have gone to a guild or sect or something and learned martial arts.
But it was too late. She said that if she had bloomed a little sooner, she might have heard of a genius somewhere. Although she is a minister, I also heard that she can join a small sect as a disciple.
She refused.
Still.
It seemed like everything would work out somehow. Because I heard she’s talented. Because she was able to enter the Korean Hero School.
But that was all. As if her own limits were limited to this point.
Her thoughts were completely shattered when she came to the Korean Hero School.
‘It will work out somehow?’
There were truly talented people there.
Lee Seo-ha broke all records as soon as she entered school. And Kim Seo-hyun is trying to somehow chase after him.
Despite hiding her skills, she was Ersil, who pursued Kim Seo-hyun, and Hong Yu-hwa, who was a disciple of the enemy Tapju and blossomed into the talent of the usurper. Kim A-ra, the daughter of the king, did not show her power because she did not want to attract attention, but she attracted attention just because of her appearance.
She is different from herself.
There were people who had extremely dazzling talents. There were people who were better than anyone else. There were people who seemed like they would reach the top of their field.
Unlike myself, who is infinitely shabby.
Everyone was like a character from a fairy tale.
You think it will work out somehow?
It wasn’t at the level where it would happen. There was truly a far-reaching difference. Unlike myself, who had just entered the initiation, and who was just about to walk, there were beings running and flying in front of me.
‘Our Ga-yeon can do well, right?’
Her own family was large.
Although he was poor, I thought he was full of affection. There was also love. There was love from parents.
There was.
There are more younger siblings.
3 People passed and then became 4 people. Her parents counted on her to be their eldest daughter.
I also wanted to play. I wanted to decorate it a little more. She was the eldest daughter and had to take care of her children herself.
Sacrifice. She said
And she did. From today’s perspective, I think she was sacrificed. It was coercion.
Although he felt sorry for his parents, they still loved him. I endured it, thinking it was filial piety.
And they became stronger as she bloomed her mana. She was told that beyond being a hunter, she would become a hero. My expectations grew stronger after hearing the words of the school teacher.
‘Our Ga-yeon can do well, right?’
There are no rights and responsibilities have increased.
The burden that arises every time I return home.
And the pressure of wanting to live up to the expectations of my younger siblings.
I don’t want to disappoint my family.
Such burdens.
‘Gayeon is so kind.’
‘That’s right, there is no one as good as him.’
Am I good?
Seo Ga-yeon didn’t think so.
Because she was just a weakling, she just endured it.
I endured, I endured, I endured.
I am a bad b*tch.
I thought it would be nice for the world to perish.
I thought I wanted to become brilliant people like them.
If.
What if a god-like being gives you the power to kill them and orders you to kill them?
I thought that if given the same talent, Seo Ga-yeon would have done it.
‘You are better suited for magic.’
If Seo-ha Lee had not saved him.
Words that completely deny one’s life.
I did not believe it.
But she thought to one side of her mind.
First year senior. He had such brilliant talent that he overturned all previous results.
Maybe that’s why he saw something different that others didn’t see.
It was a feeling of anticipation.
I learned magic.
However, he did not miss training time. Since I had no talent, the only thing I could do was try.
Even if my efforts betray me.
He was in a position where he couldn’t even betray his efforts.
That’s why he reduced his sleeping time.
2 Hours a day. I forced myself to sleep and tried to move according to the feeling that Seoha Lee taught me.
And not long after.
Just as he said, magical power was manifested.
Magical power that sparkles like starlight embroidering the night sky.
Unbelievable magic power that allows you to create techniques using just your own imagination and use magic.
It was from then on.
The trust that arose in my relationship with Lee Seo-ha.
Seo Ga-yeon spent less time sleeping. He practiced manipulating his magical powers while napping for less than an hour. Whatever Seoha Lee did, she tried to do it no matter what.
This was my first time in such a relationship.
Looking at your child, the expectation that they can do anything. When Seo Ga-yeon completed the task, she spoke calmly. Her family would have been shocked and said that. He said that any other wizard would have been wary of him, or that something innovative had appeared.
Lee Seo-ha only had a calm expression, saying that of course Seo Ga-yeon could do that.
It was as if she knew herself.
Seo Ga-yeon worked hard.
I tried, I tried.
I hated that he was disappointed in himself.
I liked it when he praised himself. Occasionally, if I had grown beyond his imagination, he would look surprised and calmly praise me, saying, “Thank you for your hard work.” I liked it.
I thought that was enough.
I thought it was Seo Ga-yeon’s first effort being rewarded.
Seo Ga-yeon thought that was really enough.
“What does Lee Seo-ha think of me?”
“Lee Seo-ha, it’s a match.”
That is, until other women started hitting on him.
It was natural. It was such a natural thing.
He has ability.
He has looks. Appearance isn’t everything, but it was enough to make him look like a man.
‘I am.’
He thought that none of that mattered to him.
It doesn’t matter what kind of man Lee Seo-ha is. Even though he had the ugliest appearance in the world, Seo Ga-yeon was confident that she would love him more than anyone else.
‘I thought that was enough.’
Dark.
A feeling that I thought had completely disappeared came into my mind.
It wasn’t.
You guys have it all.
Shiny appearance. A family that everyone would envy. Even though he is a student, he is famous enough to attract attention from all over the world. And a talent that can overwhelm them all.
I didn’t have any of those things.
I don’t need any of that.
Just one person completely.
I wish one person would look at me. It was okay for Lee Seo-ha to look at another woman.
Just.
Just me sometimes.
“Ah.”
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Seo Ji-yeon fully realized her own feelings.
I want it.
I want to have him completely, everything. He wanted to own it. Even though he knew his heart was distorted.
I am.
“Seoha.”
Smiling.
I treated Seoha Lee. I want him. I want to have everything he has. He can give himself whenever he wants it.
If Lee Seo-ha wanted, he could have done more than that.
Even if it means my life.
It was not a waste to give everything.
Other kids would say that too.
This is nonsense.
I am confident that I will love Lee Seo-ha equally even if he is the most ugly man in the world.
Other women’s love is probably not a lie. But my feelings for Seoha Lee.
‘Me, not anyone else.’
It’s only me.
I don’t know about other things.
What does Seoha Lee think?
However, his own magical power had the power to communicate with Lee Seo-ha’s black power.
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Lee Seo-ha said so.
There can be no secret between him and himself.
We have no secrets from each other.
A relationship of absolute trust.
However, he cannot identify himself with Lee Seo-ha. Seo Ga-yeon placed Lee Seo-ha above herself.
It is.
It is a kind of faith. This is a belief that only a madman would have. Most people cannot have even a single shred of faith.
Fanaticism.
A faith that even those who claim to believe in God cannot dare to compare.
‘But I’m a little tired.’
Seo Ga-yeon laughed.
She smiled even when she smelled another woman’s scent.
She smiled even when she smelled his scent on another woman.
Smile, laugh, laugh.
I just laughed until my insides turned completely black.
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“So, it’s okay to be a little selfish, right?”
“…… Yes.”
After reading all the thoughts that entered my mind.
Realizing my sin, I quietly nodded.