129. I’m a loser.
“It couldn’t have been good.”
If it were a cartoon, there would definitely have been a text saying ‘Gooooo’ above Doa’s head.
Although she gave off an unusual aura, she was not good at physical contact with women she did not know.
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She felt so uncomfortable that she felt like she was going to die.
It was difficult to pay attention to acting for the first time, but physical contact with other actors doubled my concentration.
“To be honest, I wanted to say I didn’t want to do it, but you know. “It can’t be helped.”
When she explained the situation with apologetic feelings, Doa finally withdrew her gaze.
“You know… I too… I just tried it…”
Just a moment ago, she looked like she was going to eat him.
Doah became docile again and chewed the kimchi like an herbivore.
“Is the stew delicious?”
“More than buying and eating.”
Her answer must have been close to the correct answer as she smiled brightly.
After finishing our meal, we decided to go out for a moment and get something to drink.
We headed to a nearby convenience store.
Standing in front of the beverage counter, Doa stood still and stared at the inside of the refrigerator.
“What’s wrong?”
“Contemplating.”
“What?”
“This is the One Plus One because it is Zero.”
The tip of Doa’s index finger points to the product in the event.
“Then shouldn’t I just buy the cheap one?”
“But it tastes better than just zero.”
“Then just buy it.”
“That’s expensive.”
Then what should I do?
She wanted to immediately punish her with a question mark in her mind, but she had no intention of scratching Doa’s sensitive mind.
“…Buy both?”
When the least plausible compromise was presented, Doa grabbed the handle of her refrigerator.
Doa puts all Zero and General into the basket I was holding.
She puffed out her breasts and opened her mouth in a majestic pose.
“This is the quality of an idol!”
“Puhup.”
Laughter bursts out at Luca’s tone that pops out of nowhere.
However, Doa, who had decided to be shameless, paid no heed to my ridicule.
“I’ll buy you one, especially since you’re a fan of mine. Pick it up.”
I wondered if it would be worth the price, but I smiled and picked up some orange juice.
“Then, please give me this.”
“Oh my. Eat expensive food. “It’s expensive.”
Doa shows off like a rich boss.
I looked around to see if there was anything good about being playful.
Use… I don’t think there’s anything that expensive…
I walked around the small convenience store and held the box in my hand, thinking this would be enough.
“Hey. Mr. Idol.”
Perhaps I have a sweet tooth, so I stand in front of her jelly and talk to Doa, who is having another snowball fight.
“Yes. “Did you bring it?”
“I brought the expensive one as you ordered.”
“Oh… What is it…?”
When I briefly showed the object, Doa looked at my palm and then at my face.
“…Are you really going to buy this?”
“They told me to bring something expensive.”
“I’m not going to use this?”
Doa’s face gradually turns red.
I thought she was so cute that I wanted to give her a kiss.
“Okay. “I’ll bring it to you.”
That was the moment when I turned my back and thought the joke was over.
“…Ah. “Idols aren’t supposed to use things like that.”
It was a voice more like Luca than Luca.
“Oh… I’ll make it special for you.”
As expected, my girlfriend was someone who knew very well how to drive people crazy.
* * *
The web drama I appeared in was completed with a total of 12 episodes.
I feel the subtlety of the volume, which exactly matches the anime cool.
In terms of animation, I was playing the role of a third-rate Iljin who only appears occasionally.
The fact that my face appeared on the screen still felt very foreign.
Today is the day when Episode 9, where I finally show my face again, airs.
Having promised her that I would see Doa together, I was waiting for her to come to my house.
-Knock knock knock
When I opened the door at the sound of a knock, my girlfriend in a gray hoodie rushed inside.
“Doya. “What about your top?”
Did he just come without any padding or coat?
“I thought it would be okay if I ran quickly because it was next door, but that wasn’t the case, right?”
I smiled at the sight of her nibbling at her snot, pulled out a tissue and handed it to her.
She blew her nose without hesitation and crawled under my blanket as if she was used to it.
“Ah… I think I’ll buy it…”
The door slowly stretches out.
I patted her butt and sat down on the bed.
“I still have a little bit left to get started.”
“Why? So you come quickly and say you don’t like it?”
“Why do you say things like that?”
When Doa tried to mess up her hair because of her disgusting tone, she protected herself with both arms, telling her not to do it.
“Mr. Lee… I just came back from brushing my hair.”
“Who cares?”
“Let’s go Luca.”
Now, she was using cheats like eating.
By 6 o’clock, Doa had escaped her bed and turned off all her lights.
The atmosphere of the theater has returned again.
We pressed the play button on episode 9 on the tablet.
The opening song is so heartwarming.
It was a truly amazing feeling to develop affection despite the fact that the story was ruined.
Scenes that I already knew because I received the script pass on the screen.
Oh… This is what I looked at with trembling back then.
After about 15 minutes, the tension rises up my lower back.
Because after this…
[So, Eojin, what do you want to do?]
I want to cover Doa’s eyes.
Ara quietly wraps her arms around me.
I became more focused on Doa’s face than on my own face on the screen.
Slightly opened cherry-like lips.
Doa’s eyebrows twitch.
[It depends on what they do. What do I do and how do I do it?]
[I just need to trust you, right?]
Things that were not conscious at the time of filming are confirmed beyond the screen.
Mr. Ara rests his head on my shoulder.
No. When did she lean her head?
Maybe I was so busy typing my lines that I didn’t notice it?
The two of us on the screen gave off an atmosphere like a couple of unlucky gangsters.
“…Ah.”
A small exclamation flows from Doa’s mouth.
After seeing that my eyes were shaking, I stretched out my arm and pressed the pause button.
“…Doya.”
“Why are you turning it off? “Just look at it…”
“No. “I feel like you’re a bit like that…”
An awkward air that she really hated settled down between her and me.
“I’m really fine…”
Unable to meet her eyes, Doa lowered her head and fixed her eyes on her pillow.
After thinking for a moment about whether to turn it back on, I just turned off the tablet screen.
“Ah. Just look. “There’s still some left.”
“Doya.”
I put down the tablet and call her name.
Because I had turned off all the lights in advance, pitch black darkness came when the tablet turned off.
A situation where we cannot see each other’s faces.
Perhaps this state could have been more comfortable.
“…Yes.”
“Are you not feeling well?”
It seemed better to be honest than to talk back.
“…Anyway, my brother told me everything in advance.”
Refreshing alumni book answer.
There was no denying that I was in a bad mood.
She moves her arms and moves closer to Doa.
“Kim Do-ah.”
“Why?”
She cups Doa’s cheeks with both her hands.
“How was my acting?”
“It was unlucky.”
“So you’re saying I did a great job?”
She slowly steps forward and touches her forehead.
I felt a warm body temperature, perhaps because Doa’s body was a little hotter.
“…If you’re doing it because I care, then it’s okay.”
How can the content and tone of speech be so different?
I burst out laughing at Doa’s answer and gently kissed her as she giggled.
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The whining stopped as soon as the short kiss ended.
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“…I’m jealous.”
It was Doa who broke the silence she had found.
“Even though I know everything, I think it’s quite possible…”
Doa’s hand caresses my face.
“I’m so annoyed.”
“And you know what’s funny?”
Doa, who was speechless as if she had accumulated a lot of things, poured out her inner feelings little by little.
“Even if you think you shouldn’t do that. “Even though I know you did it just because it was work, you still act like a child…”
Doa blurts her words.
I was curious about her background, but I didn’t want to rush her.
I pat her head without her saying a word.
Doa buries her face in my chest.
“…I’m a loser.”
“I guess it’s just a bunch of losers meeting up.”
I have the mindset that I won’t lose with something that is boring.
“Oppa, you’re not a prick.”
“Hey. “Don’t you remember that I secretly followed you because I told you that you were drinking?”
Now that I look at it, it seems like the really ugly part is mine.
“Hmm… It was definitely like that back then, right?”
“Anyway, it’s Doya.”
I call her name in a whisper.
“No matter what I film or what else I end up doing in the future.”
It’s cheesy, but I wanted to confirm.
“I am not shaken.”
“No matter who I film with, no matter who flirts with me in some strange way, I am.”
Yes. I’ve gone back and forth on the words that most easily reveal my identity.
“Because it’s Lucario.”
Instead of answering, Doa pulled my neck.