169. Jul
Choosing a counselor was very difficult.
It had to be someone who could keep my secret.
You also had to have a lot of dating experience.
Whoa…
I scanned the contact information and eventually came to the conclusion that it was right to turn around and go to Hanbit…
Ah… Is this something you’re good at…?
I was more worried about internal leaks than external leaks.
As soon as I told her about it, the other sisters came and said, ‘Oh my, your boyfriend was a wolf cub.’ What should I do? It was clear that they were going to make a fuss, saying, ‘What should I do?’
Are you going to get on the chopping block?
Or should I just solve it somehow on my own?
But… Will I get the answer if I worry alone…? This…?
If I had asked my older brother, who was actually the person involved, it was obvious that he would have just ignored it.
Ah… Why does my brother make my life miserable like this just because he sees something like this?
A new application installed on the mobile phone.
[Nobel World]
I made her sigh and sent her DM to her older sister.
[It’s my sister.]
A reply that doesn’t come for a while.
Ah. I think it would be better not to say anything.
I thought I should just delete it before seeing it, but I trembled at the sound of vibration.
[ㅇㅇㅇ Why?]
[No. I just wanted to know if my sister is well.]
[hahahahaha]
[Hey. Kim Luca! You don’t even contact me unless something’s wrong!]
I felt bad that my true intentions were discovered, but I was going to just pretend not to know.
[No. Really. I haven’t contacted you in a long time, so I contacted you because I was really curious~]
However, the reply that came back was….
[Say it quickly because I noticed it.]
Ah. He’s really quick-witted. This sister.
So, that’s the place I came to. Ah… Ah. Hmm… Ugh…
When I tried to write down my worries with my own hands, I couldn’t get my hands to move.
[Voice available?]
[3 Minutes only.]
The call came first.
I pressed the accept button with a trembling heart.
[Hey~ Idol~ Luca-tan, it’s been a while~]
[Ah. Unnie~ It’s been so long~]
[Hey. You don’t even play games with us anymore. Ugh? I will completely throw it away. Are you going to throw it away?]
[No~ But I was really busy. There are a lot of times when I’m working even when I’m not broadcasting.]
[Hanging out with your boyfriend for the rest of the time?]
Having hit the nail on the head, I lost my appetite in shame.
[Ah… Um… So, you said it well! Hey. I have some questions.]
[I thought so. What? Let’s hear it.]
I will calmly summarize and explain the incident with my brother.
She listened to my story in silence, but she couldn’t hold back her laughter and kept interrupting me.
[So? In the end, what is your concern?]
[So… Is this… All men… Are they like this… Or is it just my boyfriend… If that’s true, what should I do…]
Gibberish. Gibberish.
Because the content was limited, I couldn’t explain it clearly.
[Now. Luca-tan, for now.]
[Yes.]
[How long has it been since you met your boyfriend? It was last year.]
[Now… 6 Months…? Degree…?]
[Then how often did you do that?]
The inside of my mouth is getting dry.
Yes. I wonder if advice is free.
I have to answer so that you can also speak properly.
[I think I’ve been doing it more and more often since I first did it in the winter…]
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[Hmm. Then it’s definitely time to get bitten.]
The facial muscles stiffen at the same diagnosis as the doctor gave.
[…Bitten?]
[Right? As long as they like each other, they are ultimately the same people.]
[Ah… Isn’t it? I like it? I still like doing things with my brother…]
…What on earth am I explaining?
[That could be just you.]
An earthquake occurs in the pupil.
My sister’s words became an echo and disturbed my mind.
It could be just you. It could be just you. It could be just you. It could be just you. It could be just you. It could be just you. It could be just you.
[Well… What should I do then!]
I was embarrassed and yelled at her older sister.
[Wow! Ears! Hey. Why are you yelling?]
[Sumimasen… But what should I do… Are you really sick of me playing with you? So, are you looking for something strange like this?]
My sister noticed that I was getting impatient and gave me the answer in a soft voice.
[But… That’s the way… Uhm… I wonder how best to explain this…]
The sound of her clapping her hands was heard, and she continued her explanation.
[That’s just the way it is. This can’t be helped after some time passes. The feeling you get when you eat Amman’s delicious food for the first time is different from when you eat it every day.]
[…Yes.]
It means that it has finally cooled down. That.
[Instead, I think something has probably bloomed between you to take its place.]
[Huh?]
[This means that as you spend more time not only sleeping together but also eating together and dating, your relationship will no longer be based solely on curiosity.]
Sure… That was true.
If my brother disappears before my eyes right now.
If you suddenly tell me you want to break up.
I can tell you that I would never be able to lead a normal life.
[But… Then can I just leave it alone? What do you see like that?]
[Hey. You can’t catch it just because you say you want to catch it. Boys, when they see that, they just want to do that~]
[Is that so?]
I guess they were just pretending like they didn’t know everything.
[But if you want to check whether your boyfriend likes that kind of thing or not, it doesn’t mean there isn’t a way.]
[What is it?]
I sensed that practical advice would finally come out, so I raised my voice and questioned her words.
[Try to do it just like your boyfriend did.]
…Yes?
My open mouth cannot be closed.
[Are you serious?]
[No. So, I guess this is because you said you didn’t want to get tired of it. Sometimes, playing differently than usual is one way. Boys usually like that kind of thing.]
It was not anyone else’s advice, but Hanbit’s advice.
[I met a girl before who said she wanted to wear handcuffs, so she tried wearing them too.]
My older sister said such an embarrassing thing to me without even thinking about it and giggling.
[Well. Just do it if you say you don’t have any objection. I will never say I don’t like it. It’s him.]
…Is this really true?
After accessing the adult mall homepage, I closed my eyes tightly.
* * *
-Weeeing
[Ah. Hello?]
[Yes. Brother. Are you late today?]
I didn’t want to overlap the subway time with the coming work time, so I hurried my steps even further.
[No? Am I on my way home now? Why?]
[Hmm… I was thinking about ordering a late-night snack with my brother later.]
[Oh. Good late night snack. What do you want to eat?]
[Pizza.]
My girlfriend whines about wanting to eat pizza.
[When should I eat it? When I arrive at… 5:30? I think it’s about that much.]
[I’m working right now, so around 10 o’clock? How is it?]
[Okay. Shall we eat at home?]
[No? My house.]
Actually, it didn’t matter where the space was, so I readily accepted her offer.
After returning home and washing up, I dive onto the bed.
I picked up my cell phone.
Ah… I’m still tired though…
Even if it was fun, class was still class.
There were a lot of people on the way home from work.
Luca’s clips are what soothes the tired mind and body.
They say the 2nd album will be released tomorrow…
She hasn’t revealed the music video to me yet, and all she did was tell me to look forward to it.
I had a moment to think after licking up the edited version of the content I had already seen live.
[She was imprisoned.]
Should we even watch this…?
It was caught by Doa, but it had not been deleted yet.
And to be honest, it was a bit of a waste of money.
Since you’ve already spent more than 10,000 won, do you feel like you want to see something through to the end?
There were some things that sucked, but the story itself was very interesting, so I just watched it and continued reading with the mindset of hiding or deleting the app.
When was the last time you focused this much on type?
As I ran frantically, time melted away like melting snow.
The appointed time arrived and I put on my sweatpants and got ready to go see Doa.
Of course, I deleted the [Nobel World] App.
I trudged up the stairs, stretched out my index finger, and rang the doorbell.
I could just open the door and go in, but it felt better to be greeted by Doa.
“Can you open the door and come in?”
A voice coming from the other side.
Just wondering if she was doing something, I entered the passwords one by one as she instructed and entered the front door.
“What? “Why are you keeping the lights off?”
In a dark room with the lights off.
“Close the door and come in here. “Don’t turn on the fire!”
It looks like he’s in bed.
It was a series of commands that I couldn’t quite understand, but I took off her shoes to her rhythm and walked out with my hands through the dark room.
“…Oppa.”
Doa where only the silhouette is visible.
But… This… Something…
Is this… Wearing clothes…?
A string that was neither thick nor thin was held in my hand.