091. Why are you there?
Maybe it was because I was only focusing on the lips.
I, who was not conscious of the position of my brother’s hand, could not help but tremble at the strange sensation.
The feeling of flesh touching flesh.
But this time, the place his hand was aiming for was a little more secret.
It was a part that had rarely been touched in my life.
“Ugh…Don’t touch me…”
I parted my lips and pushed him away as if to tell him not to, but he just smirked with a fox-like eye smile.
“Why? “It feels good because it’s soft.”
The location where my brother put his hand was inside my knit.
He, who had been gently caressing his stomach, now moved over his waist, showing his intention to move up little by little.
“…I can’t do it.”
“I want to touch it.”
No matter how much you drink, how can you say such manly things so clearly?
“No…! That…!”
As the hand that stopped him lost more and more strength, my brother’s fingers slowly began to move up his belly button.
It was the moment when I was so nervous that my body became stiff.
-Weee
Me too, with my eyes closed.
My brother, who had his hand inside his clothes, also stopped moving.
Our two eyes turned to the desk.
Still… I need to check what it is…?
“…Wait a minute.”
I quickly removed my brother’s hand and got up from the bed.
If it had been a friend or spam message, I would have hung up right away, but the name that appeared on the screen was Manager Unnie.
I raised my index finger to signal for silence and pressed the answer button.
[Ah. Hello.]
[Yes! Mr. Luca! Is it okay to talk now?]
[Ah. Yes yes. Please speak.]
[I wanted to pass this on to you because you told me how to fix the VR error issue in the last broadcast…]
[Ah… Yes…]
Honestly, I felt like it was a bug or something, but in reality, that wasn’t the case.
Because this is not a broadcast that is done in a fist-pumping manner. This.
I had signed a proper contract with a well-known company, so I couldn’t do this or that as I wanted.
I thought the call was going to be quite long, so I told my brother to wait a moment, and when I hung up and looked back, the situation was already over.
My brother, who was breathing quietly, did not wake up even when I poked his cheek.
“Haa…”
Before leaving for the last time, I knelt in front of my brother’s bed and looked at his face with my chin resting on the bed.
“What on earth is it?”
They say alcohol is a mirror that reflects a person’s desires.
Isn’t your brother actually holding back a lot?
In fact, I was wondering if he was holding back even though he liked skinship and things like that more than anyone else.
But you will still remember today, right?
Because he said with his own mouth that he would never forget.
I stayed by his side for a while without leaving my seat.
Just say you don’t remember. Really.
I won’t even look at Luca’s face.
“I’m going to go broadcast now.”
After giving a greeting that couldn’t be heard, I gently kissed my brother’s forehead and stood up.
Did I sit on my knees for a long time for no reason?
Irritated by the numb feeling in my legs, I put my shoes back on.
* * *
“Ah.”
I woke up holding my forehead in pain and held my cell phone in my hand.
The time is 11 PM.
The notice that Luca had started broadcasting was buried underneath.
I opened the refrigerator door, grabbed a bottle of water, and gulped down the water as if I had found an oasis in the desert.
From noble mtl dot com
“Whoa…”
I took a deep breath and pressed the broadcast button with my hand while looking back on the memories from before I fell asleep.
So…
Doah got drunk and brought me to my house…
After that…
Clips pass by one by one in my head like edited videos.
I caught her when she said she had to go to her house.
On the bed with Doa…?
Light pink lips that are moist and moist.
I touched it, wondering how it could be so soft…
“aaa!”
I knew it was a dark night, but I screamed in a loud voice.
Ah. f*ck. Taemin Han, what are you doing?
It seemed like he had been drinking again and did something mean to his girlfriend.
Even this time, I remembered things quite well, so an even stronger sense of self-doubt began to eat away at me.
What on earth are you doing? Taemin Han.
The more I thought about it, the clearer it became.
[I will remember it no matter what.]
f*ck you! Are you a cartoon character?
Why are you making a comment like the main character of a novel just before returning?
Even if it seems like a situation, I don’t know.
After drinking and kissing, he said, ‘hehehehe~ I’ll remember it all.’
“Ugh…”
I hit my head against the wall and made a sound like a sad animal.
I couldn’t even bring myself to contact Doa.
I want to dive and burn. Really.
Apart from that, Luca’s cute voice was still flowing from the phone.
[Ah! Hey guys! You know we’re doing a Christmas special, right? We?]
[No… Of course. I’m sure everyone is busy because they have lovers, but if it’s okay, why don’t you come see Luca…?]
[Everyone… It’s definitely going to be fun because the other members are also there!]
A broadcast that is no different from usual.
Luca maintained his unique concept and encouraged the Pingtuk group to come watch the Christmas broadcast.
He’s a real professional. It’s a doya.
I was so dizzy from Hyeonta that I couldn’t come to my senses.
Doah had been broadcasting steadily for several hours.
I pressed the back button and left Luca’s broadcast.
It was because I couldn’t concentrate at all.
If it was Luca’s broadcast, I never missed it and watched it live.
No matter what Luca said today, all I could think of was Doa’s lips.
Being mentally and physically weak, I started looking for something else to focus on, and surprisingly, the place I arrived at was…
[A star floating far away]
I just blankly tuned in and listened.
It wasn’t even a song I knew.
But since the song itself was so good, I didn’t seem to care much about that.
[I fall asleep thinking about you.]
The place I went to avoid Luca was not that far away, but the house next door.
It was Closer member Leah’s broadcast.
The members each pursued a different direction in broadcasting, but the main focus of Leah’s broadcast was singing.
All viewers expressed that they were listening through emoticons rather than words.
Eventually, when the song ended and the accompaniment stopped completely, chats poured out.
[Kya!]
[I love you Leah Kim!]
[Leah sings so wellㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ]
The green-haired avatar, perhaps reading the chat window, frowned and looked to the left.
I thought the glasses fit the character perfectly.
[Thank you. Thank you for listening well today.]
[Then the next song is…]
As Leah tried to move on to her next song, her viewers clamored and tried to stop her.
[Please communicate! Leah Kim!]
[After resting for a bit…?ㅎ]
[ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ A broadcast that only sings to the extreme of reality]
Unable to withstand the outcry from the people, Leah took down her karaoke screen and returned to the standby screen.
[Ah. But I still don’t know what to say when I broadcast communication.]
Tears well up in Leah’s eyes.
[You guys said I was having fun…]
With her hurt face, Lisa muttered softly and Leah’s fans said that she was definitely not and kept trying to get her to say it.
[But I’m a bit amazed when I see the other members.]
[How can we talk while broadcasting like that?]
[I don’t think everyone is just wandering around like that.]
[I think it’s great to be able to continue telling interesting stories.]
Leah’s broadcast, which I watched for the first time, was very calm.
Dry feeling with almost no sense of excessive tension typical of streamers and vertubers.
Rather, it had an atmosphere closer to a radio than an Internet broadcast.
It felt like an emotional show in the early morning with only a few listeners, but the number of viewers exceeded 7,000.
[Is it okay if I sing again now?]
Her fans, who were starving for her first time in a long time to communicate, violently poured out many questions to her.
[Lucario: ㄴㄴㄴㄴㄴㄴㄴㄴㄴㄴㄴ]
Everyone was complaining that it wasn’t working, so I sent one too…
[Wow! Luca! Thanks for hosting!]
About 5,000 members of the Pingtuk group arrived from another world in an instant.
[Luca: Leah! Sing it quickly~]
When Luca said that he wanted to listen to Leah’s song, the Pingtuk group began unleashing enormous firepower in the chat window to realize her will.
Leah thinks it’s time to start playing accompaniment right away.
A gentle ballad-like guitar sound rang out, and the chat window was once again filled with cheering sticks.
Luca, today’s broadcast ended early.
11:30.
In terms of broadcast time, it is 3 hours and 30 minutes.
I couldn’t help but tremble as I checked the messenger to see if there was a contact.
[Why are you there?]
…I actually only chatted once.
I wondered if I could be like this even if I wasn’t lucky.