46 – Awareness (3)
“F. Let’s go outside?”
A little taken aback by the sudden suggestion, I stared at Yoo Soo-ah.
Then she met her eyes with mine, and she smiled briefly before answering why.
“I want to know more about how to handle the ability I did today.”
“…Ah. I see.”
When she heard that it meant nothing, she relaxed a little.
But why does Seo-eun Yoo want to go outside after sleeping?
For that reason, I don’t think she needs to.
“But why do you want to go out alone after Seo-eun goes to sleep?”
“Um… That’s…”
At my question, Yoo Soo-ah averted her gaze and gave her a slightly troubled expression.
She
She thought about the answer, whether to speak or not. She pondered, and then she answered carefully.
“It’s just… How to say… It’s just the two of you secretly escaping…?”
“Huh?”
“There is such a thing! You may not be familiar with it…”
It’s an act of deviance. Anyone who sees it will know that the two of us are doing something bad.
Is there some other reason I don’t know about?
However, as she was thinking about it now, it was a problem that did not come to her mind, so she decided to pass it on for now.
Shouldn’t you go outside instead? That matter bothered me more.
“Hmm… well. Okay. Okay.”
“I, really?”
“Well, it’s a little bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of
“hehehe… Thank you. Brother!”
Yoo Soo-ah laughed and jumped into my arms.
But holding it like this needs some fixing, though.
Because she can not be left like a child forever.
… However, it was a secret that was not easy to talk about.
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After the late night, Yoo Soo-ah and I carefully came out of the house.
I decided to practice my skills in a small park nearby in front of me without going far.
However, ability is also ability, and it was nighttime, so I thought I wouldn’t do it too drastically.
“So what do you want to know?”
“Ah. I want to learn a little bit about the flow in handling light.”
She said that there was a part she did not understand from the part I told her earlier.
Magic classes use only mana to attack, defend, and evade.
Therefore, it could be seen that her victory or defeat depended on how freely she handled mana.
But it was still unfamiliar to me because I had just become a superman.
“It’s a flow… I’m not saying it’s wrong. So, once I say it…”
Fortunately, because it was close to my ability, I was able to explain in detail what Yoo Sua did not understand.
I manipulated and showed her mana and compared it to the light Yusua had that she had.
The ability was different, but it was a good atmosphere to understand whether the metaphor worked well.
How long has it been?
It’s hard to keep using her abilities, so she decided to sit down on a nearby bench and rest for a while.
“To what extent have your questions been resolved?”
“Yes. Anyway, the ability is really amazing. It looks simple, but it’s profound inside… It feels like looking at the sea.”
“Well. Whether it’s mana or abilities… There are still many things I can’t say about these things.”
Leaning back, she raised her head and saw the dark night sky.
Is it because it is a city?
I couldn’t see the stars, but the full moon was shining brightly.
After staring at the sky for a while, Yusoo-a quietly spoke to her from the side.
“I think my older brother is very strong.”
“Huh? Really?”
“Yes. It was like that at the department store… When I think of the stories I heard about while talking to my older brother, I think my older brother is a strong person.”
“Ahahahaha… That’s embarrassing.”
She was a little embarrassed to be recognized as being strong by the strongest in front of her eyes.
Especially getting recognition from someone is something I wanted to hear so much in my previous life.
Maybe it’s because I’ve let it go now, but I didn’t think much of it when I listened to it.
“You can be strong enough. You will learn a lot when you enter the academy.”
“The Academy… Can I get in?”
“Of course. Just looking at it now, I can already tell that Sua’s ability is so amazing.”
“hehehe… It feels good to be praised.”
Embarrassed, Yushua lowered her head slightly.
“But if I enter the academy, will I be able to do well?”
“Why. Are you worried?”
“A little bit. I didn’t have any friends when I was younger… I’ve never met anyone…”
“Don’t worry. Sua, you have a pretty face and a good personality. You’ll probably be popular when you go in? Rather, you might be dating a boyfriend as soon as you go in.”
“…Boyfriend…?”
Then, Suah Yoo suddenly stopped.
Is there something wrong with my words?
He looked into the air for a while, muttering something inaudibly, then looked straight at me.
“Brother, would you like me to have a boyfriend?”
“Huh? Uh… Um…”
I was speechless at the sudden question.
A boyfriend to Yoo Soo-ah… I guess I never thought about it.
Even in her previous life, she didn’t seem to have met anyone seriously because she was busy.
Even though he looks like her lover, she said that they don’t have a very deep relationship.
Then what if you come and see it now?
First of all, since she is my younger sister, if you look at it from her older brother’s point of view…
“…Not really?”
Not very good.
Is this the feeling of her older brother who has a younger sister?
I wish I could live well with another man… I didn’t think it was very good when I thought I was meeting someone.
“Whoops. Is that so?”
She looked at me and smiled brightly.
“But one day, Sua, you too will meet someone. If you think so…”
“…Yes?”
“No. Wouldn’t you like someone later? Then the time to leave will come.”
“…”
Another silence followed.
Yusua stared at me, and she had a thoughtful look on her eyes.
“…I will never have a crush on anyone. I will continue to do so.”
“Huh?”
The tone was a little strange.
There won’t be. How do you know that? It doesn’t even have predictive powers.
But the words that followed made my thoughts dizzy.
“I… I…”
She was more shy than ever, and Yoo Soo-ah seemed to be contemplating whether or not to say her words.
Then, as if she had made up her mind, she averted her gaze, then she looked straight at her again and she spoke softly to her.
“…Because I like my older brother the most. That’s why… Being married to someone else… Is absolutely impossible…!”
“… Huh?”
Yushua said and bowed her head.
Just like a child confessing to someone he likes.
She could tell that her ears were turning red and she was very shy.
But she didn’t have time to think about it now, so she just stared blankly at the completely unexpected answer. She didn’t know what to say.
“Uh… me?”
To a low-key question, Yoo Soo-ah answered with a nod of her head.
The person Yoo Soo-ah likes the most is me?
So she said she wouldn’t meet anyone else… ?
… Confessing this… Is it?
“Uh… well…”
But she didn’t really have any feelings or thoughts.
To be honest, she wasn’t sure what she was saying was a confession.
She simply says ‘I’ll marry you when I grow up!’ It feels like she heard the same thing.
In the first place, I never thought of sisters as women.
The reason I saved them was because of her previous life’s grace.
When I was in pain enough to die, the hero gave me salvation.
The demon king was also there, and the two were together, so of course we just saved it together.
I’ve never seen or thought of a sister as a woman.
So what I did.
“Ahahahaha… I see.”
I just laughed awkwardly.
“Um… yes. It could be. I like you the most. Ah. If that’s the case, then you’re the teacher? hahahaha.”
“…Brother?”
At my answer, Sua Yoo raised her head.
As if she didn’t know this, she was a little embarrassed and her eyes were shaking.
Perhaps it was a disappointment.
But what should I do?
Now when I see my sister, I don’t feel anything… Even though the body has grown, there is still a part of the spirit that is young.
So, obviously, the thoughts I’m thinking right now are just the thoughts of a child.
Maybe they confuse emotions because they are the closest, caring, and friendly.
“…You think it’s just a joke. Brother.”
“Huh?”
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Sua Yoo slightly lowered her head and bit her lip.
Lee Seo-jin was a little taken aback by the change in the atmosphere, but she immediately trembled as if nothing had happened.
“hahahaha… No. I’m not kidding. It’s true that I like you too.”
“But that’s not reason.”
A firm answer.
Lee Seo-jin cleared her throat, thinking that she couldn’t be passed over casually anymore.
“Kuhmm… Sua. I don’t know what you’re thinking, but the feelings you have right now are temporary.”
“…How sure are you?”
“That’s right… It’s because you haven’t met many people. I’m sure you grow up and meet a lot of people later, and then the person you like…”
“No!!”
At Lee Seo-jin’s words, Yoo Soo-ah screamed.
Then, dumbfounded by her sudden cry, Lee Seo-jin just stared at Yoo-su-ah.
“I… Even if I go later. Even if I meet a lot of people…! There will be no one I like as much as my older brother. I will… Never…”
“…Sua. I know what you’re thinking. But that’s the feeling I have because I took care of you and saved you close. It’s just… The love I have for my family.”
“…”
Yoo Soo-ah didn’t say anything anymore.
I just bite my lip and stay still.
Then what conclusion did you draw?
She no longer sat on the bench, but stood up and turned her back to Lee Seo-jin.
“…I know what you think.”
“…I hope you understand. You’re still young, Sua. And since you don’t know what emotions are yet, you’ll definitely go later and tell me…”
“Yes. Later. As you said, you can go and find out later. So.”
Yusua turned her body around.
Then she spread her palms and covered Lee Seo-jin’s eyes, then she spoke to her in a low voice.
“Is it natural for me to kill and eat your brother later?”
“…Huh?”
Her way of speaking and tone of voice seemed strangely menacing.
A declaration of war to destroy her ordinary relationship and come over.
I felt that the words I just said were definitely different, but I just smiled nonetheless.
“Ugh… yes.”
“…”
A lot of thoughts came to Yoo Soo-ah’s head while watching Lee Seo-jin smile.
Gently clenching her fists, I watched her for a moment with a deep resolve in her eyes.
She turned her body around again and showed her back to Lee Seo-jin.
“Go in. Brother.”
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After her words, Sua Yoo started to walk.
Lee Seo-jin sat on her bench for a while and watched her, then let out a small sigh and followed her.
A complicated feeling arises in her mind.