Episode 79. My Real Memory (2)
“Shhh….”
A path where the sunlight is shrouded in leaves.
Erica, who was walking side by side with Iris, kicked the stone in front of her.
“What are you doing? You’ve just been provoked by Schlust for nothing.”
“············”.
I didn’t come to Schlus Heinkel with the intention of being kicked out like this.
At first, I was going to ask about Julia little by little.
But Iris abandoned all pato.
Suddenly making Schluses angry…
“This is enough.”
“What?”
“Have you ever seen Schlusus so angry before?”
“No, there is not······.”
“Neither do I. If I had said that I was going to kill someone other than Julia, Schlust would have quietly agreed or sneered and said it was nonsense. It’s me?”
“So…is there something? Between Schlus and Julia?”
Iris smiled brightly.
This made Erica’s head hurt even more.
No matter how much I think about it, the two have nothing to do with anything other than seeing them a few times.
“The two fell in love at first sight. What’s that?”
“I don’t think it’s such a simple story. You don’t usually kill a loved one.”
“What. Was that serious?”
In the future, Schlusz kills Julia, is arrested and put to death.
On the spot, I thought it was a lie that was made up to confuse Schlust, but it was true?
Erika was confused and her eyes widened.
“Well. It could be real or it could be fake.”
“What…! Tell me now!”
“I’m sorry. It’s hard to tell.”
“What is that! Can’t you even tell me?”
“yes.”
“profit······!”
Erica felt like she was going crazy for an instant.
If that’s the case, then why the hell did I call you?
“You know something, right?”
“I do not know.”
“Tell me too. Huh? My brother is also involved.”
“That’s why you shouldn’t even say it.”
“Yah!”
After chasing after Iris, who was constantly pouring out meaningful words, Erica felt helpless.
I was so upset that I didn’t know more about my brother than Iris.
Still, since it’s what Iris is doing, it must be good intentions…
It was the only fact that gave him any comfort.
‘By the way, that child… I did not deny that I met my mother…’
Biting her nails, Erica remembered something she had almost forgotten.
When I asked Schlus, who left the room excitedly, about the secret affair with his mother, he replied like this.
– Don’t worry. I’ll write a little and let it go soon.
Write a little and let it go…?
How the hell are you going to use it?
Erica’s face turned red with the imagination in her head.
“What a crazy…!”
It’s like a crazy playboy.
Playing with someone else’s mother?
this crazy guy
What kind of weakness did the mother have with a guy like that…
“Crazy, really!”
“············”.
Erika with her hair tied and screaming, Iris looked at her patheticly without saying a word.
***
calmed down a lot.
My heart rate has also stabilized.
I had regained my composure to the extent that I couldn’t understand why I was so excited before.
“The ring of miracles…. Maybe that’s why.”
No matter how many times I thought about it, the only thing that could cause this was the miracle ring.
The only thing I could think of as something that would make a character in the novel call my name.
I thought it might be some kind of bug.
While trying to bring in Ah-reum Han’s personality, a body that resembles her must have existed, so it may have been moved to and incompletely nested there…
If that was the case, Yulia’s nightmare or calling my real name was the explanation.
“But how the hell…?”
To imitate Han Ah-reum’s personality, you should at least know him. How did the reader who created this world find out?
The thought of this made my head complicated, but I soon gave up thinking about it.
If you can create such a nonsensical world, you have to be virtually omnipotent.
Then there was no need to think about it.
It was not a satisfactory answer.
I should have stopped thinking here.
However, the accident circuit went one step further, and my heart started pounding again.
“Then Julia is now……”
Could it be that Julia has the soul or personality of Han Ah-reum, or something resembling Han Ah-reum?
do you remember me
If even a part, even a very small part of Julia, can be said to be Han Ah-reum…
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Julia, who looks exactly like him, can be considered to be Han Ah-reum.
“f*ck….”
My composure was broken.
It seemed to make sense now.
What Iris said.
The future where I will kill Julia.
Maybe if Yulia, who has the same face and voice as him, now speaks in his tone and tone.
If I faced Julia like that, I would probably go crazy.
It is not at all absurd to lose reason and kill someone with the desire to deny the existence in front of them…
I suddenly had a thought.
“There is a time limit….”
it will be gone soon
Since it resides in an imperfect body, it will last longer than the state where only the soul descended, but it will never last long and will perish.
So, should we meet before then?
What if I meet you and kill you as Iris said?
If we don’t meet, I will regret it for the rest of my life.
“Whoa….”
It was the trouble of a lifetime.
Are you taking the risk of regretting it?
Or do you regret it?
It wasn’t an easy decision to make.
It’s not a matter of taking time either.
“Eh, I don’t know.”
For now, I decided to suspend the decision.
Because it was a known fact that my glass mentality became powder the moment I went to visit Julia.
The midterm exam is right in front of my nose, and I couldn’t do that.
“Ttt. I’m hungry.”
I was just about to study, and when I opened the book, I heard a rumbling sound in my stomach.
However, when I tried to study, I became hungry and tired, and it was no different than it was when I was a student.
I couldn’t concentrate anyway.
I got up without any regrets and opened the door to the training room.
“Are you out, Heinkel?”
Emilia greeted me on the stairs.
Have you been waiting all this time?
ah please
I must have been lucky enough to have passed this way and stopped when I saw the door open.
“You’re late. It’s already long past lunch time.”
“Yes? What time is it?”
“It’s a little past two o’clock.”
no that’s crazy
I thought for a moment and left, but 4 hours must have passed by now.
I haven’t done anything yet, but it’s already afternoon.
I sighed and went up the stairs.
“There is something that Saint Iris left to deliver to Mr. Heinkel…”
Emilia spoke in a voice that gradually crawled, and spread her palms.
When I said something, it was a small cross.
A cross that must be hung on a thread and worn as a necklace.
no what
If you look closely, it looks like the cross that Iris was hanging on.
Did you take it off and give it to me, or is it something similar?
You’ll find out if you run into Iris later.
“Didn’t you say anything together?”
“Yes. Only this…. If you don’t want to receive it, can I throw it in the furnace and melt it…?”
The fact that Emilia was looking at me seemed to be taking the recent argument seriously.
Actually, there was nothing.
Iris just taunted me as usual, and I just fell for the provocation differently than usual.
It’s not just that things like this don’t break up.
As Iris said, we will know each other for a long time.
Like it or not, we have to be together until the end of this novel.
By then we might be standing opposite each other.
“Just give it to me.”
“yes.”
It was the moment I accepted the cross.
The scenery in all directions suddenly changed drastically.
To be precise, the whole area was dyed black.
As my vision was completely blocked, the only sensation left for me was the touch of a small piece of metal on my fingertips.
noticed right away
They say that this is the effect of ‘my own memory’ activated.
The touch of his fingertips was definitely a cross.
As soon as I realized that, all of a sudden, all directions brightened and I was able to return to reality.
“Mr. Heinkel. Mr. Heinkel?”
“Oh, yes.”
“it’s okay?”
“It’s fine. Can you prepare lunch for me?”
“all right.”
Sending Emilia looking at me worriedly, perhaps suspiciously, she put the cross in her pocket.
I didn’t know what Iris meant to give this to.
It’s just that she saw a certain future and realized that she could evade or manipulate it by giving it to her.
If it wasn’t, it could have just been a meaningless gift to complicate my head.
The probability that the meaningless gift was in Schlust’s memory was extremely low.
‘This one was quite intense.’
Considering that ‘one’s own memory’ usually appears in the form of a thin holographic image, this one was so intense that it completely covered my five senses.
As far as I remember, it was only three times that it was activated so strongly that it covered up reality.
When facing Fenrir with a sword in the Wrist Forest.
I can’t remember exactly when, but when I saw Iris through the crack in the closing door.
And just right.
Was it a coincidence that two of them were related to Iris?
Was it just that similar situations often overlapped in Schlust’s memory?
‘No way.’
The ability to activate so strongly was a phenomenon that only appeared when the circumstances were almost identical.
On the first day of school, when he encountered the training golem, the image of Fenrir appeared opaque and blurry.
However, the last time I encountered Fenrir in the Wrist Forest, the exact same memory appeared, and it appeared so vividly that it was difficult to distinguish it from reality.
Even with the same memory, the vividness of it changes depending on the degree of coincidence of the situation.
The fact that Iris was there twice in those vivid memories…
‘Schlus had met Iris before.’
I had no choice but to draw this conclusion.