129 – Gaslighting
Rebecca was the first and most harassing colleague in Astria.
She has had a crush on Havir since the time of Hestia, and she was also the person who changed her behavior and her heart to her girl.
“Senior.”
It was when Rebecca confessed her feelings to her Havir that her thoughts began to twist.
Unbeknownst to Havir, Rebecca was struggling alone to convey her feelings to Havir, holding on to her heart that was about to burst from the day before, repeating her questions and questions to her friend.
A quiet atmosphere.
Rebecca summoned him to a quiet place where she could be with Havir. Her
She was ashamed, but she sincerely gave her heart to her Havir to connect with him, and Havir silently watched her…
“Sorry.”
I refused Rebecca’s confession politely and respectfully with sincerity.
Although she didn’t say it at the time, it was because Havir liked Harin, and she thought that that made her unwilling to accept Rebecca’s heart.
But at that time, Javier had no idea what effect his rejection would have on Rebecca. Wouldn’t it have been more strange to expect her in the first place?
This is because Rebecca approached Habir with the same appearance the day after, the day after, and the week after her confession was rejected.
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It was stuffy.
I felt stuffy and rotten inside.
It feels like a shadow is covering my whole body.
Obviously the bright sun is shining brightly on the world, and there are overflowing people walking down the street.
For some reason, I feel like I’m alone in a dark room.
Since when has it been like this?
Yes, it was from then.
-Sorry, Rebecca. I can’t accept your feelings.
The senior said.
I can’t, I can’t accept my feelings.
Why?
I thought you must be of the same mind as me.
I mustered up the courage.
I thought you were relying only on me.
I was alone, thinking so.
When I was pounding with thoughts of Havir-senpai in my head.
Havir-senpai wasn’t thinking of me.
After confessing and being dumped.
I cried on the first day. I was sad and depressed.
I cried the second day too. Until then, my heart was filled with sadness.
On the third day, I lay still in bed and thought only of my seniors.
That made me angry.
The fourth day was calm.
After a week like that, I came to a conclusion.
If Havir-senpai wasn’t thinking of me, she just needs to make her think of me.
It was simple. I thought so, but there was a problem.
Senior Havir was about to graduate, and I was a Hestia student.
He leaves here, and I stay here.
It meant saying goodbye.
However, we made one promise.
It bothered me that the promise wasn’t just me and my senior, but we promised to meet again after graduation anyway, to make a party together.
This was fate.
Even if it wasn’t destiny, I would have made it that way.
The senior’s first is me, and my first is unconditionally the senior.
We reunited.
The six members, including Seri Aporte as the main axis, Harin Acnis, Lii Gavarin, Gaur Vibtin, and Havir Gadivi senior, and finally myself, gathered together to make a party.
With strong fighting power and a well-matched sum, our party started to win and win, and there was no difficulty in getting closer to senior Havir, who had fallen away.
Apart from that, I found pleasure in killing monsters and monsters.
The red blood and battle thrilled me.
In the meantime, a problem arose.
The guy at the party started showing off that he liked me.
If it was Havir-senpai, there would be no problem at all. Rather welcome
The problem is that the man was a gaur.
It was disgusting.
My first and last ones were already destined to be given to a man, but a guy who didn’t even know the subject aimed at me. I just wanted to kill him for that.
But if you kill him for no reason, there will be a problem.
The party could collapse, mutual trust could be lost, and most importantly, there was a high possibility of not seeing Havir senior.
I haven’t even put the plan into action yet.
So, I came up with a trick.
“I’m not guilty. Gaur sins and leaves the party.”
Don’t end with thoughts, go straight to action.
This was the advice that Havir-senpai gave me from time to time during Hestia.
That day, Gaur drank a lot and was drunk, and followed my lead without question.
An hour later, Gaur became an attempted rape victim.
Gaur, who had been subdued by me, seemed to shed tears asking why he was like this, but he felt more than pity for the fact that the disgusting hindrance had disappeared.
I spoke quietly so that only Gaur, who was lying down, could hear.
“Die. You disgusting rapist.”
I couldn’t hold back the momentary burst of laughter, so I laughed and laughed.
What should I do to make Havir-senpai mine?
To win her heart, you had to take her body first.
Since living together in Astria for a long time, there were things I noticed naturally.
Everyone in Astria likes Havir-senpai.
In particular, Harin-senpai is the most dangerous rival.
I had to make Havir-senpai rely only on me.
So I gathered the party members except Havir-senpai and talked to them.
“I think Gaur-senpai’s work is shocking.”
“Me too.”
“I didn’t see him as someone who would do such a thing.”
“…But aren’t you sure that Havir-senpai won’t do that?”
“Habir?”
“That’s right. You just said Harin-senpai. Gaur-senpai didn’t seem like someone who would do such a thing. The same goes for Havir-senpai. There’s already a precedent for saying no.”
The words were simple.
Senior Havir is also a man with a strong s*xual desire.
We must thoroughly manage to avoid mistakes.
The gaslighting was successful.
Rather than being gaslighted. She thought of herself as her queen and tried to treat Havir-senpai like her slave, but it didn’t matter as the outcome would be the same in the end.
In the first place, I didn’t feel threatened by such a bastard.