104 – I like it…but. can’t like it
People sometimes find out things they don’t want to know
and..
Even though I know it’s inevitable…
Even though I already fully understand that it is a future that can only come true someday…
Nevertheless, the pain of knowing that…
It causes people more pain than you think.
this moment right now..
Like the feelings she’s feeling…
*
“… Gut..”
The roof of a building in the dark.
immediately after arriving there.
She is..
Wanting to be called Joggs, she leaned against the wall and clutched her chest with a complicated feeling.
At this moment… her heart beat so intensely.
It was just before…
What she saw with her own eyes…
It was short, but it was because of that scene that was so fiercely embedded in her mind.
‘In the end… it ended up like this… in the end…’
I had no intention of peeping or doing anything.
Guided by a small sound that I just happened to hear, I cautiously peered through the crack in the door.
As a result… she ended up seeing a scene she really didn’t want to see.
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Jinhyun Lee and Aree Lee…
The scene where the two were passionately in love.
And that look at this moment…
In Joggs’ heart… a pain that was so great that even she hadn’t expected it began to take hold.
If Joggs had known this a little sooner…
If only I had seen this a few days earlier…
Still, she wouldn’t have felt so much pain.
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Just.. a little bit of bitterness and complete resignation.. and then, with a slightly forced smile on his lips, he would have quietly congratulated his friend for finally achieving the love he wanted.
But… at this moment.
To Joggs, that was impossible.
No matter how positively you try…
No matter how much you tell yourself that it’s unavoidable.
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Joggs couldn’t… accept this calmly.
and..
What is the reason.
What is the cause of this terrible pain?
At this moment… Joggs himself was aware of it all too well.
She never wants to admit…
No.. why you shouldn’t admit it.
But.. nevertheless, the reason why you can never turn away.
As I feel it being forced to face right in front of my eyes…
Tears began to flow from Joggs’ eyes.
“How to… me… I really… really… ended up like this… I… I… really did that person…”
In the meantime, I was fully self-aware.
From a certain moment, in the heart of her heart, affection for that person…
The fact that affection for a person named Lee Jin-hyun began to emerge.
However, apart from this feeling, she tried to deny it anyway.
It was because even before affection was born in her heart, Lee Jin-hyeon and Iare’s mutual love was already clearly visible in her eyes.
Long before she knew the person Lee Jin-hyeon, Iare was one of her most precious friends.
From the standpoint of supporting her love all the time, Joggs couldn’t bear to interfere with his friend’s love, so he deliberately tried to push it so that the two of them could get closer as quickly as possible.
If the relationship between Are and Jinhyeon is completely stuck.
If she’s completely out of place to intervene.
You won’t have to have these useless feelings anymore.
Because I thought so.
But..
The situation after that became more complicated with an incident Joggs never thought of.
That’s what Joggs went through this time…
A friend I thought I would never see again.
The return of Talos and the series of events that occurred in the process…
In the process, Lee Jin-hyeon calmed down Joggs, who was suffering from agony, and even handled all the situations perfectly so that Talos could return to being a human again.
In fact, for Joggs, he was the one who bestowed such a huge favor on him that he couldn’t repay it even for the rest of his life.
and
From this point on, Joggs’s heart completely went over to the point that even she couldn’t control it anymore.
And this fact… was clearly confirmed by the scene she had just seen.
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Joggs…
The fact that she had already fallen deeply into a man named Lee Jin-hyeon, irreversibly.
“I can’t do this.. I can’t do this.. I really can’t..”
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Joggs begins to blame himself in a trembling voice.
Her heart…
She knew very well that it could be a betrayal of her friend.
But..
Still, she couldn’t get rid of this feeling.
The very clear feeling of love I felt for the first time in my life.
It began to wrap around her with a sweet yet painful touch that could not be denied.
In response, Joggs had no choice but to endure this horrible pain in his heart while shedding tears with his head bowed.
‘I like you… really… But… if you like it… no… Mr. Jinhyeon…’
*
A few days after the welcome party, which was great in many ways.
While having a break for a while, I and the Hunters of Dreamers are organizing my thoughts and refreshing the atmosphere.
In the process…
I began to realize that it was time to put a plan I had been thinking about into action.
‘With this, 4 Hunters who can be said to be A-class… practically S-class have been secured. Now that the situation has come to this, I think I need to organize the whole thing at least once.’
In terms of form, Dreamers’ power consisted of 4 A-rank hunters and 30 B-rank hunters.
However, starting with Talos joining this time, I came to the conclusion that it is necessary to divide the standard more clearly internally.
It wasn’t just about the formal part.
Although this battle was won with the best results without any major problems, in the future, in dealing with the Abyss, monsters like this… no, maybe even more might come out, and the possibility of that was very high. It was high.
In preparation for this, as a commander, I needed to have a structure that could extract maximum efficiency while being more delicate in operating the unit.
‘First of all.. Even if it’s like the existing three, in the case of the new Talos, it’s necessary to accurately grasp his skills and treat him appropriately. And at this point, it would be better to select those who are outstanding among the B-class and set up a framework so that they can operate separately.. For this, try that method once..’
It was a place where the overall power was measured once again and the layout was renewed.
As much as it happened, it was my idea that it would be helpful in terms of training, and I came to the conclusion that it would be nice to practice a method that I had only conceived of before and had not been able to use.
*
About 30 B-class hunters in Dreamers.
Currently, most of them were enjoying the time of rest they had returned to.
In the last battle, they defended the defense line with other hunters, but they didn’t show a noticeable performance so far, but they faithfully performed their role.
However, some of them felt regret about their abilities after the battle.
A-class hunters who performed great in many ways enough to be recognized by the hunter guild’s lieutenants and guild masters, and Lieutenant Jinhyun Lee, who was virtually the main character.
Despite belonging to the same Dreamers as them, the presence of B-class hunters was quite faint, and this became an element that made those who were quite interested in this kind of thing pay attention in many ways.
and. It was as if he could understand their hearts.
This time, a notice from Adjutant Lee Jin-hyun began to be delivered to their cell phones.
“yes? what’s this?”
“A promotion test?”