122 – I am… generous…
“Haa.. is that so? After all, that’s what…”
“Uh.. what should I do?”
Are, sighing in front of his eyes, looking down at me with an expression of deep discomfort.
Seeing her like this, I cautiously asked a question.
No matter how light the feeling was, I couldn’t just pass it over as I received a confession from Kwon Soon.
So the conclusion I came to is to ask Are, who in fact has no choice but to react most sensitively in this day.
Strictly speaking, it was close to making a decision in advance before the super large bomb exploded later, but anyway, I asked Are how to deal with this incident. did
‘Before you confessed to me, honestly, the closest person to Kwon Soon is Are.
If I had a little more experience and knowledge on this side, I could solve it flexibly. Unfortunately, this is the limit for my hopeless love career.
And… Looking at me like that, Are, who had been silent for a while, spoke in a calm voice.
“..First of all, before answering Mr. Jinhyeon’s question, I would like to ask Mr. Jinhyeon a few questions. Will you be okay?”
“Yes?.. Ah… Yes, of course. Ask Anything.”
Watching Are seriously asking a question, I answered with embarrassment, and then Are looked straight into my eyes and asked.
“Aside from everything else, what did you think of Joggs, Jinhyun?”
Are’s question is what do you think of that person from the position of receiving the confession?
The moment I heard that, I took a step back from my confused feelings for a moment and began to seriously think about the answer.
Yoo Kwon-soon.. Joggs.
Although she usually has a rough personality, she is a wounded woman who carries a lot of pain in her heart.
To be honest, the feelings I had towards her were, although I had a certain level of liking, the sense of responsibility as an adjutant and deep sympathy were stronger than that.
Even though I suffered a lot like a beggar in the military, the pain she went through was horrifying beyond compare to mine.
Betrayed by the country she had been loyal to, she struggled in the abyss of despair and was partially destroyed.
Even unlike when I felt a similar pain, there was no one to protect her, and in that respect, I personally thought that I would like to take care of her a lot, and I actually did.
I never really thought that my actions would elicit these emotions from her.
And… as I thought about it, I suddenly became aware of one fact and began to feel deeply perplexed.
‘..No, wait a minute. If you look at it that way, isn’t it actually my fault? According to me, I did it with pure intentions, but in the process, Joggs naturally came to rely on me with all his heart..’
With that thought in mind, I began to put complex expressions on my face.
Then, cautiously, I spoke to Are, who was waiting for my answer.
“…to be honest. I just thought he was a pitiful person who couldn’t be left alone. A person who wants to help, even if it is weak.
I answer carefully with sincerity.
Regarding this, Are said to me with a slow nod.
“I guess so… Jinhyeon is a good person. You won’t just leave someone like her… like me.”
“… ”
It’s a word that can only make you feel a little ashamed to hear.
However, Are’s words were enough to make me blow away those feelings.
“As much as that.. I hope you take responsibility as much as possible.”
“you… yes?”
“I said it was a responsibility order. Me too… and Kwon Soon-i too. Just as Jinhyeon decided to soothe that wound, both of us, please take the final responsibility.”
Are, who speaks unexpectedly.
I asked her about this in a stuttering voice, feeling deep bewilderment.
“That.. does that mean that now.. look at me and accept Joggs.. Kwon Soon’s heart?”
In fact, I couldn’t hide my surprise at the words of the person I thought would object the most, and Are said in a clear voice while looking at me.
“Once you start, you have to tie the knot to the end. Because, intentionally or not, you have bewitched not only me, but also my friend’s heart. And isn’t the man I know, Lee Jin-hyeon, the one who abandons someone even in this situation?”
“That… that’s… that’s true… but.”
At Are’s words, I couldn’t bear to deny it.
Whatever the reason, if I bluntly rejected Kwon Soon’s confession here, it would leave another scar on her heart, which had barely been able to find stability in recent years.
Nevertheless, I tried to refuse it considering my relationship with Are, but the person in question, Are, is telling me to take responsibility for it.
So I… once again,
Looking at Are’s face in front of my eyes, I asked seriously.
“..really… are you okay? Aressi… Really…”
“…Well, to be honest, I have a strong desire to monopolize you, but it can’t be helped. In today’s world, it’s common for a man of ability to have two or three wives…”
“Um…um…”
I automatically started blushing in a situation where we, who were still in a simple romantic relationship, let alone married, were even talking about this.
However, apart from these feelings, I was able to once again solidify the resolution I had always had.
as it has been so far. It is a determination to do our best to protect our precious people in any way in the future.
‘Yes, but just looking at the picture, this is completely a bridge… No, how did I come to this point, having never been able to do it once in a good kite in my life?’
I met the person I love and had a relationship, and I received another confession at the point where less than a month had passed.
Even the person I love is the person’s best friend.
Of course, I didn’t personally dislike them, but even so, I couldn’t help but feel quite awkward as I had just officially become a lover.
‘Umm…then what should I do first here?
In the case of her in front of her eyes, she literally pushed forward from the other side, advancing the relationship.
From the first kiss to s*x.
I was not used to this kind of thing, but she actively led me, and as a result, I was able to come this far.
However, in the case of Kwon Soon, it is unknown at this time whether it will be similar to that.
In the end, I would have to go out and bump into the details to find out what happened next.
‘Yeah.. I’d better move right now as I’ve already decided. First of all, I have to say that I will officially accept your heart..’
It doesn’t make any sense to procrastinate on things like this.
Right after I made that decision, I stood up and, looking at me like that, Are said in a calm voice.
“Then, I wish you well in the future. Me too… and my friend too.”
“… Yes. All right.”
As I listened to Are’s words, I cautiously went outside, recognizing once again that she was a great person like Sooyoung noona.
*
Right after the man I love so much leaves,
A heavy shadow began to cast over Are’s face.
Naturally, no matter how legally permitted it was, the view of polygamy was still not very good, and not many people accepted it positively.
To the end, it was just that it was unavoidable because the number of men was really insufficient. Still, 1:1 marriage is often accepted as the standard case.
However, apart from such a climate, Are allowed this.
No, I had no choice but to allow it.
Because the opponent was Kwon Soon, not someone else.
I had lived with the same pain as her and was in a position where I was healed of it through the same person.
She really couldn’t help but care.
‘But even so, that’s it. No matter how much you are, I will never give up the first one.’
While thinking about that, Are slowly turned on her cell phone to soothe her current mood.
and..
“… This?..”
Surprisingly “realistic” harem making.