199 – Reap what you sow
“… ”
All the mistakes I’ve made so far…
Seeing them, Choi Yu-jin was at a loss for words for a moment.
‘..so.. so many.. yes.. the things I did.. like this..’
All of them were things I did without thinking at the time.
But..
When he was in a position where he had to ask for forgiveness from that person, and looked back at it, Choi Yu-jin could not dare to ask for an apology from Lieutenant Jin-Hyun Lee.
Countless contents, enough to fill 10 sheets of A4 paper and make you hold up another sheet.
Although there were a lot of things that could be said to be trivial if they were small, there were also not one or two things that he wanted to be serious.
writing them down one by one.
And looking at them again…
Choi Yu-jin was finally able to clearly understand what situation she was in now.
‘… I can’t be forgiven… I can’t… So many things… There’s no way I can be forgiven for such a mistake…’
Even if the other person was a Buddha, the story of asking for forgiveness was so much that I couldn’t bear to come out.
Take these and ask Lee Jin-hyun to forgive you?
Regardless of whether or not such a thing was possible in the first place, it was impossible as a human being with conscience.
‘… From this point of view… Rather, I think he was in a really good situation… Unlike me, he had at least a refuge because of affection.’
It’s not like these days, but in the past, Naji-seon couldn’t express her emotions normally, and she had an anger-manipulating affection that easily got annoyed at small things.
Because she was like that, it could be seen that there was some room for extenuating circumstances.
Even as she said that she went and asked for forgiveness first before this happened, there was some reason for Lee Jin-hyun to accept it.
But..
In Choi Yu-jin’s case, he literally did it for fun, so he couldn’t even make excuses.
And now she is facing those karma head-on.
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Just like that, while recognizing the fact that he had no options left… Tears began to flow from Yujin Choi’s eyes.
‘There is no way.. For me there is no way..’
Seeking a leniency from Lee Jin-hyeon, the choice that Na-sun informed, is virtually hopeless.
But..
Nonetheless, she got up from her seat.
With one hand holding a wad of paper she had written.
‘I shouldn’t expect forgiveness.. but.. but still..’
no matter how careless,
Even if the other party has no hope of accepting it,
In the end, she had no choice but to apologize.
Recognizing that he had committed these kinds of things and not apologizing was no different from giving up being human in itself.
Recognizing that there was no answer, she moved on.
where that person is…
At least, to keep the minimum duty as a human being.
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“… .”
“Sorry.. I… I… I was wrong… really… really wrong.”
As he put down a bundle of papers in front of his eyes on which he wrote down the things he had done so far.
that year…
Choi Yu-jin bowed her head to me and begged for forgiveness.
Choi Yu-jin speaks in a pleading voice while shedding tears.
Looking at her like this, I honestly feel. I started to feel like the emotions that I had been hiding in a corner of my heart until now were released.
‘Even if you do this or that, it’s pretty cool inside. To see this bitch writing a letter of self-reflection and dragging it out.’
Of course, apart from apologizing to me like that, I had no intention of forgiving the two years in front of me.
If I were to talk to the upper echelons here, they might be very generous. I had no intention of wanting to do that.
I still grind my teeth in my sleep when I think of how much pain I’ve suffered over the past four years because of this bitch and Isena.
Right now, Na-sun Na is also suffering from this and that as an information shuttle, and for this guy to end the situation without any pain like this doesn’t fit the fairness and doesn’t suit my mood.
‘Even if it’s not for the rest of my life.. at least as much as I’ve suffered would be the correct answer. Even so, it seems to show signs of self-reflection.’
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“Yeah, I got it. So let’s proceed like that. I will contact you again later.”
Adjutant Dana Song leans on the sofa after the phone call.
At this moment, her face was filled with relief at the fact that she had achieved her goal, albeit imperfectly, and a lingering regret.
The phone call she had just made was about Yujin Choi’s disposal.
In the end, Choi Yu-jin failed in his mission to bring Lieutenant Jin-Hyun Lee, and accordingly, Choi Yu-Jin was put in a low-level position in the so-called derelict unit.
The moment she entered the place, it could be said that the road ahead of her was open to the public, but surprisingly, Choi Yu-jin accepted it humbly.
It was as if he deserved to go to such a place.
I thought it was quite unexpected about that, but… Anyway, Song Dana, the aide-de-camp, recognized that this incident had been roughly settled.
‘The period is about 4 years.. Actually, I thought it would rot for about 10 years, but Adjutant Lee Jin-hyun said that was enough, so it would be right to deal with it that way.’
Adjutant Song Dana slowly takes out her cell phone while thinking about that.
At that moment, on her phone, the person’s face that comes to her mind at this moment…
Adjutant Lee Jin-hyun’s face began to appear on the main screen.
‘But.. I really regret it.. If it wasn’t for that bitch Choi Yoo-jin and team leader Park Jin-tae… maybe we could have worked together in the same space as you.’
In the end, the employment problem of Jin-Hyun Lee, who has completely gone beyond the water.
Originally, the goal of this plan was to officially recruit him as a soldier again, but unfortunately, it was ruined due to the futility of the two people who hit the candle from the beginning.
The situation that touched the person who had a negative reaction to the army in relation to the 28th guild very accurately.
In the end, immediately after Choi Yu-jin’s disposition was decided, Lieutenant General Song Dana once again formally recommended Lee Jin-hyeon.
As an official adjutant, he asked if he would lead the armed forces of the Republic of Korea.
However, in this regard, Lee Jin-hyun once again clearly expressed his intention to refuse.
With the words that he likes this life now.
But..
Even so, Vice Admiral Song Dana did not consider this a complete failure.
Although the biggest purpose, the official recruitment of Adjutant Lee Jin-hyun, was a mess from the moment the incident broke out.
However, in this regard, as a sign of apology and to leave some room for compromise, Vice Admiral Song Dana
I came to the conclusion that I had to let go of Lee Jin-hyun’s feelings somehow.
It was because of this background that Choi Yu-jin was entrusted with the virtually impossible task, and in the process, Lee Jin-hyun bowed her head, and her final disposition was virtually entrusted to Lee Jin-hyun.
And, fortunately, her actions were by no means in vain.
Although Adjutant Lee Jin-Hyeon refused to join the army to the end, instead, Adjutant Lee Jin-Hyeon accepted the request to give advice according to their request and to temporarily accept command if necessary.
Of course, this method was not much different from what he had shown as the lieutenant of the Black Hunter Guild so far.
However, as this would have relieved Adjutant Lee Jin-hyun’s mood, at least because of the absurd behavior of their subordinates, it was a situation that could be called a sigh in some way from their point of view.
‘Then.. Shall we try what Adjutant Lee Jin-Hyeon talked about separately?’