243 – Extraversion – Unlucky Woman 1
chase chase pouring rain
in between,
A woman was kneeling in front of large and colorful tombstones, wearing mourning clothes.
He looks like he’s in his early 20’s.
While standing next to a small girl, she bowed her head with a dark expression.
People around her are blocking the rain with black umbrellas.
People who sympathized with her like this were quietly expressing their sadness together.
Although most of them had feelings of self-interest for their own gain that took precedence over sincere condolences,
Nevertheless, at least in their appearance, it seemed that the piety of letting go of the dead was buried.
After showing sadness while receiving the attention of many people like that.
She slowly got up from her seat and took heavy steps.
As if he still doesn’t want to leave this place despite the mourning period that lasted for over an hour…
In a difficult step, she climbed into a black vehicle, and the little girl next to her also tried to get into the vehicle.
at that time..
“… Mom?”
“I’m sorry, Ran.. Can you leave me alone for a little… just a little bit? Until I get home…”
She asks the girl with a distressed voice.
In response, the girl tried to refuse it with a slightly disliked expression on her face.
By the way..
“… I’ll beg you.. okay.. right?”
“… !.. uh.. yes.. ah.. okay.. Mom.”
The next moment, the girl recognized something in her face.
As a result, for the first time in her life, she felt a sense of difference and had no choice but to accept it.
Unknowingly, she held the hand of the person who accompanied her.
“Then Bones. Please.”
“yes. I understand… ma’am.”
She leaves the attendant behind the scenes and leaves as she closes the door.
As it was, the car slowly started to run on the freeway through the still unstoppable rain.
With only her and the person who is driving the car and her servant on board.
and..
After that, there is nothing to worry about about anything around you.
“Kuhh… ”
A small sound as if something was coming out…
with him.
on her lips
As it is, slowly, one emotion…
Until now, the feelings that I had been blocking all the time,
finally started to be freed.
“Kuh…keuh…keuhheehee… ”
The tail of her mouth begins to rise slowly with an eerie sound.
and..
Creepy laughter leaked out.
It began to burst out like an unstoppable muddy stream, breaking the mask she had been wearing until now.
“Ahahahaha! Ha ha ha ha ha!!!!! Ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!”
Creepy laughter reverberates in the car.
In it, she radiated mad joy and began to burst into madness to her heart’s content.
over the past 8 years,
While pouring out the emotions that I have endured and endured.
With sincere joy at the fact that she pushed the people who made her life into hell with her own hands…
*
People dream of a happy future.
And she too.
Like everyone else, I dreamed of a happy future.
But.
her life.
her fate.
It was far from the word happiness from the beginning.
She was a very unlucky person.
*
Her life was twisted from the moment it started.
She lost her parents at a young age and lived alone without a family.
At a time when the war with the Abyss was raging, there was no guardian to take care of her.
At least, the shabby villa inherited from the parents and a small amount of living expenses in the name of subsidies for orphans are all.
But… even in this situation, she did not lose hope.
Thinking that one day a good day will come.
Thinking that the day will come when I can enjoy the same happiness as other people.
She persevered through each day with a happy smile on her face.
And, as if responding to her efforts,
In her life of despair, small happiness began to bloom like a flower blooming from the ashes.
She was born with outstanding hair that is different from others and a striking beauty.
Although she did not receive the love of her family, thanks to these excellent conditions inherited from her parents, she has always been in a prominent position in school and society.
There are people who can be called friends.
Trusted by teachers…
Looking at myself and giving me a nice smile..
At the same time, such a good younger sister, who herself has a deep crush on her, has also been born.
Even in such difficulties, she lived with hope for her own happiness.
But..
This kind of happiness she found with difficulty…
One day, due to an incident that we suddenly encountered, it was shattered.
The day I returned home after finishing my studies as usual, I felt more anxious than usual.
The familiar night street gave me an unfamiliar feeling,
The warm moonlight came with a cool energy.
And… a man who followed her like that.
While he was high on drugs, he felt a moment of lust when he saw her, who had a striking beauty.
The effects of drugs that make even the average person lose control.
In addition, even when he was sober in the first place, he was a human being who had always lived as he wanted to, and moreover, today he was immersed in a greater sense of freedom than usual, as he had been ostracized even by his attendants who were usually clinging to him like chewing gum.
As a result of these circumstances
He, as it were, began to act according to his desire.
This soon caused the result of shattering her happiness, which she had cherished all along.
One forced relationship.
The resulting shock left a huge scar on her heart, and at the same time made her conceive the seeds that drove her life to the brink.
As the days go by, the changes in the body become so severe that it cannot be hidden.
This… started to quickly change the attitudes of those around me.
“All guys without parents are like that..”
“That’s because I wasn’t home educated.”
“What do people do when they study well? Your personality should be straight.”
A small crack with the name of an orphan,
It started to expand its gold rapidly through this work…
This was enough to shatter the perception of her that had been barely maintained until now.
Her friends, who once expressed envy and friendliness, began to show pity and rejection from her.
Teachers who expressed their expectations were in a hurry to hide it while ignoring her existence.
Besides… another fact that broke her heart more than this world’s contempt.
It wasn’t from someone else’s gaze, but from the reluctance of her own heart.
The man comforting her in front of his eyes
Unlike the others, the man who still tries to protect her,
It was the fact that she could no longer treat her with the same mindset as before.
Defiled, she does not suit this innocent man.
If you get close to yourself, this man’s life will also be ruined.
This mental burden gave her so much pain and despair…
Finally, she had to close the door of her heart on her own.
She was left alone again like the first time.
But..
In the midst of such deep frustration, she gradually became aware of it.
The existence of it wriggling in one’s stomach.
The beginning of this little life, with the blood of the hateful man who ruined everything.
It was gradually heard clearly when she closed her eyes, and expressed her existence to her through the state of her body, which became heavier and heavier as time passed.
And every time…
A deep feeling of resentment began to build up in her heart.
This ruined her life.
A cursed existence that put an end to everything about her.
A monster who brought only despair and pain to his life.
His disgust at the fact that the terrible thing was growing and growing within him grew with each passing day…
This finally made her hold a rust-stained knife in her hand.
I had no intention of going through a normal abortion.
A life that has already fallen into hell beyond recovery anyway.
In a situation where she had no regrets or desire to live, she decided to end everything with her own hands.
Even this cursed being in the belly.
And even your own life where there is no hope of happiness
With that determination, she moved her arms with all her might.
That moment..
“!…”
Its clear movement felt sudden.
that..
It came to her with a feeling that was so different from the simple heartbeat.
Not just a mechanical signal, but a response with a clear meaning.
She could clearly recognize the emotions contained within.
it was calling…
According to the instinct to live…
Her.
She who holds herself…
in the name of mother.
Clearly containing a cry like a scream.
The cry engulfed her whole body.
At this, her heart was shriveled up, and her whole body was engulfed in passion that seemed to be paralyzed.
“..ah… Ahh..”
With a sobbing groan, the knife slipped out of her hand as it was.
immediately after that,
Tears began to flow from her eyes.
“Sorry sorry..”
Obsessed with the selfishness of suffering,
For pointing a knife at an innocent life
While handing over words of apology flowing from the heart.
In the end, her determination to end everything like that was in vain.
And this brought another pain in her life.
She is
He was really unlucky.