83. Maria (6)
After six ejaculations, Stella gave a satisfied smile. Perhaps with a little more, my muscular body would have turned into a skinny skeleton.
Stella pulled my hair, which was breathing thinly as if it would cut off at any moment, and guided it to her chest, then caressed my back with a benevolent hand.
That benevolent touch was unmistakably enough to be called the touch of a goddess.
Stella stroked my hair and whispered in my ear.
“It was good, right? Dad doesn’t have to think about anything in the future. If he has a hard time, he can forget it all.”
Before I could say anything, Stella continued with his words, adding a little strength to the hand that was holding my body.
“You just have to leave your body to us, and just keep doing what makes you feel good…” What do you think?”
It’s been a while, but I thought it was a really sweet proposal. If I entrust my body and mind to them like this, I can live my life doing whatever I want.
But I soon changed my mind.
Is that really the life I want?
Is that really okay?
Are you sure you won’t regret it?
When I asked myself the question again and again, there was only one answer I could come up with.
No, you shouldn’t.
Even if you can’t avoid such a life coming, it shouldn’t be right now. I had to finish the homework given to me now.
When I hesitated, unable to answer easily, Stella gave me a benevolent smile as if she understood everything.
“It’s okay. Because there is a lot of time We can always wait for Dad’s choice.”
The children came into the room just as I had expected. As I expected, the kids seemed to be waiting for the s*x to end.
Of course, just because I expected it didn’t mean I wasn’t taken aback.
I hurriedly pulled the blanket over myself as if I was caught cheating. Actually, there was no need to cover it up. All of this was done with the children’s tacit consent.
Noah looked at me like that and asked in a quiet voice.
“Are you done now?”
After that Elia puffed out her cheeks and spat out her words mixed with her jealousy.
“Dad, you are petty. You’ve been with us a lot longer than we did. Is your body that good?”
I didn’t say anything at Elia’s direct words, I just laughed in silence. As Elia was about to say something more of her, Olivia raised her voice with her bright face.
“Next time, let’s do all five together! Then Dad can be sure who’s the best, right? Are you fine?”
I just bowed my head at Olivia’s words of suggesting an orgy in a confident tone.
Where did this change come from? But the moment I realized that I had changed was when I listened to Olivia’s words, remembered the scene, and saw myself with her erection.
I tried to hide her embarrassment by asking Olivia another question.
“By the way, where did you guys come from playing?”
My time with Stella would be at least half a day.
I wonder where the children have been and what they have been playing with.
To my question, the children exchanged glances with each other, and Olivia answered with a meaningful smile.
“We? I came from playing at the monastery for a while!”
My heart skipped a beat when I heard the word monastery.
Will the children who fanatically like me leave Maria, whom I liked?
Stella, as if she had read the uneasiness in my eyes, pulled her back to my body and led her into her own.
“Dad, do you think kids would do such stupid things?”
What they fear most is being abandoned by me, or that I stop paying attention to them. There was no way they would arbitrarily do something that would make me hate them.
I was relieved to some extent by Stella’s words, but it was true that I was uneasy. Moreover, that anxiety was further amplified by Stella’s next words.
“What… I wouldn’t do anything directly to her as Dad thought, but it’s okay to mess around with her a little bit, right?”
As if they found a fun toy, the bright smiles of the children are directed at me.
In the past, I would have scolded the children for not doing such a thing, but did my values change as I mixed with them?
I was confident enough to go over that level.
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Maria finished her shower, roughly dried her hair with her towel, and stood in front of her full-length mirror. As she drops her towel down, she reveals her figure hidden beneath her baggy state uniform.
A narrow waist, a pelvis and breasts that are too coveted to be worthy of the name of a saint.
However, Maria had no intention of meeting the opposite s*x or taking advantage of someone by using a body that was no different from the romance of many women.
It was just an unnecessarily large fat, that’s all I could think of.
Putting on a light nightgown, she didn’t even dry herself properly and lay down on her bed to organize her day.
The reunion with Ah-in today was a meeting that gave new impetus to her normal daily life.
I suddenly remembered that Leon’s gift is coming.
I was well aware that the gift Leon was talking about didn’t mean much to her.
Then Ain?
Maria immediately shook her head from side to side to get rid of her anxious thoughts, and she laughed.
‘I’m sure not.’
She’s talked to her a few times, and she’s already figured it out.
A man who is still so docile that he doesn’t know much about the world, and you can feel that he likes him without any black feelings.
The elves behind her were worried, but what could they do?
If it wasn’t an elf from the Great Forest, but an elf wandering around the world, it wouldn’t pose a big threat.
I’m still anxious.
Where does this anxiety come from?
Maria was a person who couldn’t easily get over her small insecurities. Her personality was what drove her to where she is now, but it was also the culprit behind her psychosis, which at times consumed her.
Maria began to nibble her fingernails, feeling as if her snake were strangling her body.
How far does he know?
How far did Leon talk to him?
Could I have told you all the secrets between the two?
Then will I become a sinner again?
Maria got out of bed nervously and took the small statue of the goddess on the table in her hand.
Her goddess-like face, which always has a benevolent expression, seemed to be scolding herself according to today.
“Oh no!”
Maria threw the statue of the goddess, whom she always treated as precious as her own body, to the floor, and the statue of her was shattered with a loud noise.
Because the noise was louder than expected, the apprentice saintess outside her knocked on Maria’s door.
“Maria-sama!?”
I couldn’t show you such an ugly look right now.
Maria straightened her disheveled hair and spoke to the person outside in the calmest tone possible.
“I-I’m fine….”
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The next day, Maria, who rarely overslept, took her steps back to her prayer hall, as if driven by something in her.
It was hard to think that Ain would come to the monastery today, but I just wanted to believe in the slightest possibility.
While praying and examining the believers around them, the familiar elves with gray hair and colorful hair came into sight.
Maria moved her seat behind Ain and cautiously called his name.
“Ain?”
You can see the surprised expression at a glance. And not being able to make eye contact properly.
Looking at that expression, Maria was able to calm down some of the anxiety that had arisen last night. Again, this man cannot harm himself.
With a more comfortable smile than before, I said hello to him who couldn’t speak properly.
“You came again today.”
“Yeah, there is still time.”
She still had to hear it directly from his mouth to fully resolve the uneasiness that lingered in her heart.
Have you ever met Leon, have you ever been to the castle of demons, have you heard anything strange from him, have you witnessed something in the castle of devils… Everything, without exception.
Maria put her words to Ain again.
“I have a good time today, would you like to have dinner with me? I know a good shop.”
Ain looked up at Maria with a startled expression. She was an offer he had no reason to reject. No, rather, that was what Ain longed for.
Ain hurriedly nodded her head, and Maria covered her mouth with her sleeve as if it were funny and laughed a little.
“Then see you in front of this in an hour.”
It wasn’t a lie.
I didn’t have a specific schedule today. Normally, I would have prayed alone or lay down in bed and rested, but with this kind of mind, I couldn’t properly rest.
Entering her room, Maria took off her stuffy clothes, and she changed into a pure white dress. She doesn’t have any exposure, but the lines of her body are exposed, so I don’t normally wear clothes because I care about other people’s eyes, but today was a special day.
An hour after the appointment with Ain, Maria came out in front of the monastery and found Ain still hardened, and she greeted him lightly.
When she looked back at her, she felt pure affection, but at the same time, she could feel a stinging malice.
The source of the malice could be found not far away. Just like Ain, the elves looked at him. Are they wary of the thought that they might lose their protectors? Maria just thought they were cute, but she didn’t care too much.
She came down the stairs with light steps, and Maria lightly crossed her arms over her child and gave her a bright smile.
“Then let’s go.”
I didn’t even know that that momentary action was the action that ignited the fuse.
The poor lamb threw himself into the flames.