46 – Pretending not to know how to do anything is love (2)
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“Secondly, it hurts my heart sometimes.”
After the prayer, Maru revealed another thing about himself.
“After using my strength to the extreme, I get severe pain in my chest.”
“Is that why you received treatment for chest pain a few months ago?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
Audrey looked at her with a worried face.
“What is the name of the bottle?”
“no. I don’t think it’s a disease. A curse rather than a disease… ?”
Maru laughed and said.
“When something comes out of your chest, you feel like the world is in danger. I’m trying hard to block it.”
“no way… monster?”
“That’s a monster. It wriggles like an earthworm crawling in my stomach every day.”
“Ugh!”
Audrey covered her mouth with both hands and frowned, as if just imagining it was terrifying.
“Did you just leave it there?”
“I let it go. Because it’s bullshit.”
“Ah really!”
She clenched her fist and hit Maru on the shoulder.
“Please, stop joking around every time we meet!”
“Sorry. But it’s fun because you’re tricked.”
“Is it true that your heart hurts?”
“It’s real. After a lot of effort, it really hurts.”
Her fisting stopped.
“Starting tomorrow, find out what the cause is with me.”
“I think you can leave it alone. Somehow it doesn’t feel dangerous.”
Only the world is fucked and I feel safe.
what a feeling
Even if you want to ask God, this tsundere god still doesn’t respond.
“What are you going to do if something lives in your heart?”
“God will protect you.”
“Don’t answer lightly.”
Maru looked at the wall clock without a word.
It was already 11:00 at night.
“I feel resentful of the Queen who told me not to stay with her at night until the engagement ceremony. It’s a pity, but it’s time to say goodbye.”
“Has it already happened?”
Not too long ago, after the crown prince’s welcoming ceremony, the queen called the two separately and asked them not to lose their dignity and dignity.
‘It’s not nice to see a man and a woman who haven’t even had a meal yet. I know how it feels when you’re just in a relationship. It will be very difficult, but please bear with it until the engagement ceremony.’
Audrit looked at the clock on the wall and stood up grumbling.
“Time flies. I think you came at seven.”
There was a lot of regret in his voice.
Maru was also sad.
But what can I do?
It was my mother-in-law’s order.
“I’ll tell you the rest later.”
“I’ll be sure to listen, so don’t think about fooling around.”
She hugged the floor and leaned her face against her chest.
I felt secure in his broad, firm chest.
He rubbed his face and whispered softly.
“i love you.”
“I Love.”
The two kissed lightly and then smiled.
Then we left the room together.
When Maru closed the door in the hallway and tried to follow him, Audrit looked at him curiously.
“Do you want to go with me?”
“I will take you.”
“Is it right upstairs? I can go alone. What are you bothering about? It’s late, so take a break.”
“I’m really sorry if you talk like that.”
When Maru sighs while sweeping his face, she is startled.
“What’s wrong? what did i do wrong? Tell me quickly what mistakes you made.”
“At times like this, I pretend that I can do it alone, but I can’t. That way we can stay together longer.”
he smiles
Audrit seemed to understand what I was saying right away, and a smile spread across his lips and he chuckled.
She held out her hand.
“Sir Maru. I’m afraid to go to my room tonight, could you escort me?”
Maru politely bent down and kissed the back of her hand.
“Yes, Princess. We will take you safely to your room.”
The two giggled as they walked down the aisle side by side.
“Where did you learn these skills? Did you learn anything from dating Kiera-sama?”
“It could be. I just listened to what other people were doing.”
“I don’t think so.”
“Ah, don’t pinch the sides.”
When we reached the princess’s room while chatting about this and that, Audrit grabbed Maru as she was about to leave.
“Looks like the baroness has gone to bed. Sir Maru. I want some tea. Would you like to come inside and make some tea?”
“I should reward you for applying what you have learned right away.”
Maru raised the corners of his mouth.
Facing his smile gently, Audrit’s face was slightly shy.
“It would be nice if we stayed together longer.”
“This is the first time I have entered the princess’s room. I’ll make you a delicious cup of tea.”
“I will expect.”
Audrit smiled brightly and went inside first, followed by Maru.
As soon as the door closed, there was the sound of the door being locked.
After that, the door did not open until after midnight until dawn.
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The next day, news about the Eastern Expedition came in detail.
It was not just a defeat in a battlefield, but the expedition itself ended in complete failure, and Kiera was pointed out as the cause of the failure.
“The world is coming to an end when a hero leaves behind a demon and runs away… Tsk.”
“I never imagined something like this would happen. There is no comedy like this.”
“From now on, I should call you a fugitive hero, not a white silver hero. When I saw him before, he seemed infinitely dignified and dignified, but in reality he was a coward trembling in front of the devil. There was none.”
One of the news delivered today was that, in the middle of the battle, Kiera suddenly made an incomprehensible move and ran away.
As a result, the troops of the expeditionary force, which only believed in the warriors, were almost destroyed, and all the members of the warrior party were annihilated, the Duke of Toledo died, and the eldest son Joseph died. It is said that he suffered
“… Why did he do that?”
After receiving the news, Maru tilted his head with a serious expression.
Although Kiera was a bitch, she was not so cowardly as to run away in the middle of a battle.
I’ve been watching her for a long time and she’s incredibly strong.
He was so terrifying that he could go to subdue the demon king right away.
Based on such strength, she never once retreated from battle.
But what about running away?
“It’s a mystery… ”
On the one hand, I also understood.
She had a stronger desire to survive than anyone else due to the painful days of fighting the disease in the past.
Her desperate cry for wanting to live at that time still remains in Maru’s heart.
‘I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die… ! why? why? Everyone my age is healthy, so why me? brother… I don’t want to die… I don’t want to die… !”
Now that she barely survived the despair of that time, she knows better than anyone else that her life is precious.
I wouldn’t even have the thought of sacrificing for others.
In any situation, your safety will be your number one priority.
To the point of being very selfish.
So, rather than the expedition failing because she got scared and ran away in the middle of the battle, couldn’t it be that she ran away before the battle because it was clear that her allies would be defeated… Maru procrastinated and guessed.
“But no matter how hard it is, if Kiera had the power, she would have been able to overcome even if the charter was unfavorable, which is strange.”
It would be a waste of time if I kept thinking about it alone unless I heard the answer directly from the person himself.
Maru gave up and walked the road.
It would be better to throw food to the mutt on the roadside when you have time to worry about the person who abandoned you.
I will wag my tail and follow you.
I was walking along an outdoor corridor, watching the flower fields bathed in sunlight, when a large body suddenly blocked my path.
I saw voluptuous breasts in front of the floor.
When I looked up, the owner of the breast was hesitating with an expression of wanting to pee.
“Eh, Maru… ”
“Move.”
“Now, can you give me a moment… ?”
“busy.”
“that… Key, Keira news… Did you hear?”
“I heard you.”
“Thinking about drinking… Annadi?”
alcohol?
It’s been a while since I’ve been drinking this year.
It looks like he wants to have a drink with Keira as a snack.
“Drink alone.”
“I-I don’t like to drink alone… Should be a little noisy… And you and I are the only people who know Kiera well… ”
Maru was slightly angry.
I couldn’t even grasp the atmosphere, and suddenly appeared, and the suggestion to drink was unreasonable, and my eyes sharpened as I recalled bad memories.
She was so frustrated.
“I drank with you for no reason, and I’m going to get into trouble again?”
“Is it rough? Did I do anything wrong?”
Natalie blinked her eyes with a puzzled expression.
Do you not know or are you pretending not to know?
It’s ridiculous.
I have to say it in a sharp way so that I don’t snoop around again.
Regardless of whether she was angry or not, she decided and poured it out.
“You’re a whore when you drink.”
“prostitute… ?”
Surprised, she opened her eyes wide and hurriedly shook her hands.
“Oh no! I am not a whore!”
“What is it? When you’re drunk, you touch this guy and that guy. Are you kidding me by touching me?”
“Oh, that, that! Mi, I’m sorry! What a mistake then!”
“You know Matthew? The mercenary who died two years ago.”
“Matthew? Ahh. That twin swordsman?”
“That old man sees you and calls you a rag. didn’t you know?”
“That, that bastard? did you really 이 개새끼가!”
Natalie whimpered, punching the palm of her hand.
“I should have killed him while he was alive!”
It was two years ago.
Early morning at the campsite.
It was a foggy day, so the dreary morning scenery of that day is still in my memory.
Maru was up early preparing meals for his colleagues.
While they were making porridge over a campfire that was turned off, a shaggy middle-aged man crawled out of Natalie’s tent, waking up and screaming in pain.
“ooh… Back hurts. It even makes a loud noise. Did you go out?”
he was Matthew
Matthew came out and stretched out and yawned.
He was the leader of another party that had set up camp nearby.
It was the first time we had met each other, but it seemed like they came over to our side last night, became friends, had a drink with Natalie, and ended up sleeping together.
“Kid, do you have my food?”
“Not that kid. I am over twenty.”
“In my eyes, every child is a baby. There is a difference of more than twenty years between me.”
Matthew sat in front of the campfire, lit a cigarette, and puffed out white smoke.
“But why are you such a slut? I thought you were looking for it at night because you asked me to do it five times. It’s so fucking revealing how young you are.”
“Don’t curse at Natalie. He is my colleague.”
he bursts out laughing
“young. You’re picky.”
“If you promise not to curse, I will feed you.”
“Okay ma’am. I won’t. Instead, it should be served as a fucking delicacy.”
Could it be that I poured all my energy in the early morning?
He was eaten that evening by a huge monster whose head looked like a lamprey’s sucker.
I don’t like Natalie …..
She is a sex hungry beast woman …….😡😡