109 – Storm – 3
How can this bastard be so clueless? Seol-a sighed inwardly. Of course, he didn’t commit Wu who revealed it. It’s because this atmosphere in front of me is awkward, as if I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know how much I don’t know what to do if this handsome idiot with only a face spits out comfort that doesn’t make sense. Even now, my tongue is wagging in the chilly atmosphere, my hands can’t stay still, and I’m just advertising with my whole body saying, “I’m embarrassed right now.”
The sea asked cautiously.
“Are you really okay?”
To be honest, I’m not okay at all. It was the world’s difference between vaguely guessing something he didn’t want to admit and having it directly in front of his eyes. Seol-ah is now in a state of serious mental and physical weakness.
She’s that. She knew it in her head, of course. Last time, that is to say, Seol-ah, wasn’t it a story she had told her once, even when she wasn’t aware of her mind yet? I don’t know why, but the sea, or I’d rather call it Mikhail now, Mikhail has no intention of returning to Earth. But her heart accepting it is a different story.
“It’s okay. Tell me how many times.”
So, wouldn’t it be okay if her tone was a bit sharp? Seol-Ah’s voice was sharp and sharp without my knowledge.
“Uh… , uh. Sorry….”
But right after that, seeing Mikhail awkwardly apologizing as if taken by surprise at her own words, the irritation died in an instant. So, is she just annoyed at what he did wrong? If I had to put it that way, I’m a bad year. Seol-ah thought so and she was surprised once again.
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Maybe this stupid asshole is good. Seol-ah, half melted in one shot of Mikhail’s dejected figure, felt herself surprisingly pitiful. She went wrong, and she was dumbfounded to see that she was instantly relieved of her anger, to the point where she couldn’t believe that she was someone whose annoyance had just filled her head. Isn’t she the epitome of a stupid woman who unilaterally clings to a man she used to swear at in movies or dramas? It is said that love is when the person you fall in love with first loses, but this is a crushing defeat. There is no such thing as a catastrophe.
She felt that she needed to cool her head a bit for a while.
“Ah…. It’s really okay, so let me be alone for a while.”
“Okay.”
As if he had waited, Mikhail left in an instant. Seol-ah felt bad again. If I were Hestia, would I have just left like that? I know it’s a stupid thought, but it’s also a thought I can’t shake.
In fact, based on her long experience, Mikhail knew that it would not be a good choice for her to just hang out next to her, so as soon as the opportunity arose, she ran away in a hurry. In addition, she did not know that Seol-ah’s eyebrows would loosen, even though she himself had issued an order to celebrate her, saying that she wanted to be alone.
“Ha….”
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Mikhail disappeared from sight, and Seol-ah let out a deep, low sigh as if she had been pulled from the abyss. This time she didn’t even have to put up with it, fearing that Mikhail would stop by.
It’s childish. Comparing each and every little thing to Hestia is childish and laughable. She is not even a stranger, and it is no exaggeration to say that she is now his best friend. I still don’t quite understand what she was thinking when she lowered the guard to let her dash to her heart’s content… , Anyway.
In the first place, Hestia is Mikhail’s legitimate fiancée, and she herself is nothing. Being jealous like this is absurd. It’s absurd, but how could the human heart be so easy?
“This is really f*cking ugly….”
Seola buried her face in her hands. It’s ugly. A few percent of my worries right before were fussing about something, and it was futile. She felt like her head was going to explode with her bitter self-loathing and her regret.
Actually, to her, this wasn’t simply a story about Mikhail coming to this world much earlier than we knew. Deep down, when everything is over, she holds his hand and she is the one who was thinking of going back to Earth. And her happiness circuit exploded with a bang. I heard that Mikhail, who had no intention of going back, was born and raised in this world. Even if you find your memory after doing this? At that time, it would not be an exaggeration to say that the possibility is zero.
Thanks to that, I felt needlessly rushed. Now she wasn’t asking…. Seol-ah tore her hair. She knew that it was not her time yet, but she couldn’t stand it. She just felt that if she didn’t hear her confirmation on the spot, Mikhail would slip out of her grasp like sand. The fact that he had never been in her hands in the first place didn’t matter much to Seol-ah. Of course, the result was like this.
What’s more, her frustration wasn’t just because she was rejected to return to Earth. She herself would not like to admit it, but it was more like a kind of inferiority complex.
When Hestia and herself were projected onto the two choices, the world and the earth, and the earth was not chosen, she felt as if she was not chosen. The feeling that the efforts of the past few months have been negated in a single moment.
The relationship between male and female friends, which she learned through her own delusions and rumors floating around on the Internet, that might cross the line with an opportunity. Seol-ah set up her strategy to make her and Mikhail’s relationship like that. Unfortunately, there was no man who was actually in a relationship like that, so I had to rely purely on her imagination in terms of details, but I couldn’t create an experience that didn’t exist.
She managed to get a plausible approach, however, by wringing her hair out in her own way. She made an effort to exchange her pranks with Mikhail in a way that was as comfortable as possible for her, try natural skinship by tapping her on her thigh or arm, and do foxy things that didn’t even fit her personality. And her efforts have paid off in her own way.
From Seola’s point of view, when Mikhail was with her, she seemed most comfortable with herself. She likes Hestia and enjoys things like Cordelia, but she became a comfortable partner anyway. I’m not sure about the relationship that crossed her line, which was originally planned, but she thought it would be a relationship between a normal male friend and her female friend, and she was proud of it.
But there’s one thing she overlooked, and that kind of relationship only works effectively when you’re single. Unfortunately, Mikhail had a mate named Hestia, and for Mikhail, Seol-ah was a character that fell into her friend category.
That’s why you come now and change her direction? How? She wasn’t confident to find a new approach, and even if she did, she wasn’t confident to turn her helm to it. It’s not a melodrama, it’s a comedy, when a person who used to joke with each other like close friends until just yesterday changes suddenly and provocatively seduces them. Besides, it’s unlikely that Mikhail will fall for her when he suddenly changes her attitude and flirts with her outright.
In the end, Seol-Ah had to continue her traditional route by crying and eating mustard. And for that, her first priority is to restore her relationship with Mikhail. The thought of restoring the relationship with only this is a thought that has receded.
Judging from the personality of Mikhail that I’ve seen so far and the sharp attitude that Seol-ah just showed, it’s clear that he’ll be awkwardly hesitant for at least a week if he doesn’t show himself okay. It doesn’t matter what happens in a week between a man and a woman, she learned on the Internet.
I usually like to joke around and tease others like that, but when I do this, I’m just being considerate and pay attention. Without being so smart.
To be honest, to be very honest, I got goosebumps for Seol-Ah to go first and tell her that it’s okay, so please don’t worry about her. She wasn’t okay at all, and I thought that it would be nice if she cared a little more, and that it would be nice if she cared so much that she would like me a little more.
Since that doesn’t work, she’s going to sleep first. Seol-ah helped herself. She was already a person with a lot of ownership, but she was trying to do it somehow, so her smile leaked out because it was funny.
‘I am the one who fell in love first, I am a sinner. That stupid idiot knows I’m doing this alone. Could it be that I’m going to go and believe that I’m fine?’
Seol-ah hoped that she would trust her, but on the other hand, she didn’t believe it, and she fell into ambivalent feelings, saying that it would be nice for her to worry about her. She would get a little annoyed if I unnecessarily dragged her around asking if she was really okay until the end, but wouldn’t it be possible for her to worry at least once if she was really okay?
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That night, she came to apologize to Seol-ah, saying she was sorry that she had been angry for nothing. Actually, she’s not sure if Seol-Ah has something to apologize for, but she says don’t mind her anyway, because she’s fine with herself.
“Did you come to say that? I really didn’t care about her.”
“Why don’t you mind a little bit? And don’t lie If I hadn’t said it, I would have been awkward and wandered around for a week, wondering what to do.”
Seola shot at him. She tried to refute me with something, but she had nothing to say in response to her. As she said, I felt guilty all day, wondering if I had done something wrong, and if she hadn’t come separately like she is now, she would have been on her feet for a week.
Seol-ah paused for a moment, then she repeated her words again like a parrot.
“Anyway, I’m really fine, never mind.”
“I got it. You’re talking about that for the third time now.”
As if she had something she wanted to hear, Seol-ah kept repeating her words that she was fine and that she didn’t care. ‘Cause I really don’t care Seol-Ah’s expression slightly distorted at my words. It was such a subtle difference that it would be hard to spot unless she looked closely at her face, but she had a momentary wiggling of the corners of her mouth or eyes. There is a very small incontinence in the smile.
“Are you okay?”
“Huh? Uh! That’s fine.”
“… ?”
When I asked if I was okay, this time her face loosened up enough that anyone could tell. It’s not to the point of heb, but it seems to be about heb. When I showed my curiosity at the sudden change in her expression, she smiled again, as if she had never done that before.
“Do you have anything to hide from me?”
“There is no such thing. Don’t say anything weird, anyway, I’m going to go because it’s okay?”
Seol-ah disappeared in an instant, saying that she had finished all she had to say, as if the repetition of the same words was a lie.
However, even the light steps of her back as she left could not be hidden. No matter how you look at it, he looked much better than when he came to visit me. Why did you suddenly feel relieved? Do you have an apple fetish?
I’ve been thinking about it for a while, but I haven’t come up with an answer.
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the mc is as expected