245 Tue-In Search of Meaning(5)
“What the hell…what the hell is this behavior? What do you guys really want!”
She, Shuria, shouted at her by evil. The Taejeonsa of the Giorang tribe who fought together was already dead.
‘Meaning.’
The duo, Ramon and Kang Do-yeon, who had won another battle, were not particularly impressed.
After starting to fight with black wings and black horns that give fear and despair to the opponent, there was no particular meaning in fighting.
“Kill it. This time it is.”
Shuri, who had a broken bow, flashed her eyes. However, there was no reason for Ramon and Kang Do-yeon to kill her.
I have already confirmed that the more anger, hurt, and despair she gets, the stronger she gets.
‘I want to tell you in my heart. What we’re doing is actually for everyone in the universe, including us.’
‘That’s impossible.’
‘Know. It’s just that this fairy girl cries out for so much meaning.’
When Ramon, who was looking down at her, snorted, Kang Do-yeon stopped her. Of course, he never broke the order, but the robber did not refute his words.
‘We are not like humans who can be anything. If the beings who were born that way eventually choose this path to live, there must be something absurd to live together. In the meantime, if you are culled because you are weak, you will eventually die.’
Ramon, who knew the intentions of CNU, who was drawing a slightly bigger picture, muttered blankly.
The meaning of all these actions was one from the beginning. It was a struggle to overcome numerous obstacles and somehow achieve the best possible result.
‘…what if I commit suicide?’
‘If you were that weak, you wouldn’t have come this far. Is it still difficult to receive someone’s hatred and resentment? After all, we have no choice but to be villains.’
In the process of withdrawing as it is, Kang Do-yeon saw Shria, who was sitting on the floor and staring at them with eyes brimming with tears.
In fact, Ramon snorted after hearing Kang Do-yeon’s words.
‘The actions of the Union are bound to shrink. Because now Kasaras’ fleet has attacked their forces.’
“Huge forces are moving according to their will. It’s amazing.”
Ramon and Kang Do-yeon returned to the fortress in outer space. At Richard’s words of informing him of the situation elsewhere, Ramon, who took off his mask, stuck out his tongue.
The robber-yeon who was beside him also took off his mask. Her face, which has recently begun to focus on one thing by letting go of her complex emotions, was expressionless.
“If all the truth is known. How will they react? And, how will Eve, another hive mind and true corps, react?”
“…Honestly, I still don’t know what Eve thinks.”
At Ramon’s words, Kang Do-yeon muttered quietly. For a moment, both Richard and Ramon agreed with those words.
‘If you look at what you do, you are like a child who tries everything. It’s true, but it’s not really a child anyway. Surely there must be a real inner truth that lies within.’
“If Eve cooperates with our will, there is no reason to wander around like this. If the entire corps is determined and determined, I can assure you that it can be a strong weight and balancer.”
Ramon nodded at Richard’s analysis.
What they are doing now is ultimately what they are doing to balance the tug of war between Eve and other powers without any agreement or compromise.
Each submind’s wishes for the corps are slightly different, but in any case, there must be a stable foundation.
“But it makes no sense for Eve to give up growth and expansion.”
Kang Do-yeon, who had seen Eve for the longest time and raised him like a younger brother, asserted that it was not possible.
The sluggish battle that is unfolding now was nothing more than creating a stimulus for growth for Eve, who has grown as she has grown in size.
As much as that, Eve could not give up her basic and all growth and gluttony.
“…In the end, your thoughts are the most important thing. But, in fact, I have decided not to believe in fate or instinct. The proof that I am now part of the Legion is that I am doing this.”
Again, the masked Ramon grinned. Soon the fortress began to retreat into the sphere of influence of the Legion.
***
“Kasaras united? Why are they? I don’t understand.”
“I also don’t have data on how blue aliens think.”
“It’s funny.”
Eve, who heard the news, smirked, not noticing that Subminds belonging to other sub-minds were talking about her somewhere in the distant universe.
“Ji Chang-hyeon has established a major again. Of course, this time, because of his quick response, he only lost one unit of troops. Even at this moment, the battles in other places continue. He can never solve it alone.”
Eve, who was watching the war in other places in that state, smiled faintly as she looked at the planet Ji Chang-hyeon had arrived at.
Ji Chang-hyun’s strength is one of the variables, but as long as he’s used to it enough to minimize damage, it’s not without the law of destruction.
“…Anyway, I’m taking a break. I’ve got some business to do.”
CNU, who had more places to look at right now, including Casaras, left for a while as it was.
Eve, who was left alone, sat blankly for a while and then got up. At some point, there was no time to tease the humanoid avatar.
Even in the current situation where there is nothing to do in a human state, the corps continued to move in groups, moving their bodies and activating their brains.
‘Hmm, is that strange?’
I felt it myself, but no matter how much I thought about it, there was nothing strange about it.
Even if I did this kind of activity, I didn’t think there was any part that had any particular impact.
Because I can be a human or a legion. I thought that was normal. In fact, Eve did not even realize that diversity is one of the characteristics of human beings.
“What is this?”
“One of the planet’s groups is a tribute to the heroes who stay here.”
When Eve, who doesn’t sit still these days, is walking around the hotel where she was staying, just like her usual habit when she’s alone like this.
One of the staff, who could hardly find Shinwoo, gathered up the courage to approach her. The situation itself was common.
The harder and more exhausted, the more enthusiastic and supportive of the heroes of the new era.
Contrary to the employee’s sinister delusion, Eve received it without much thought.
“Is it mine? It’s engraved with my name.”
“Yeah, yes.”
What Eve received was a ring with her name engraved on it. It was the first time she had ever received a ring, so Eve put it on her finger without thinking.
“Is this his?”
“Yes, it’s a coupling.”
“couple?”
Eve picked up another ring that was right next to her. It was the same ring with Shinwoo’s name engraved on it.
Although it is a fact that people have already taken for granted, Eve showed interest in the word couple.
“Isn’t that right?”
“Well, maybe. Because we’re always together. But I haven’t really done anything like mating yet.”
“Pooh…”
Whether or not the staff spewed out the naked expression, Eve held CNU’s ring in her hand and fell into thought.
‘At this point, what is he to me? He…what do you think of me?’
There was a time when I felt like I was the only one in this world, and I felt like he was everything in this world, so I went crazy with him. So there were definitely times when I was obsessed with becoming one with him and longed for physical copulation.
However, as she grew up, the world of Eve, which no single human could embrace, expanded endlessly.
Obviously, things were different then and now.
‘What are my feelings?’
As a result, the sharply twisted emotional line became somewhat vague. Now for Eve, he wasn’t the whole world, nor the object of obsession that ran mad with jealousy and envy to have it.
The growth I wanted now was clearly different from when I was obsessed with growth to reach him.
Compared to back then, now he is relaxed and seems to be floating somewhere meaningless.
Realizing this, Eve bit her lip.
“I’m sorry, are you okay?”
“Of course.”
After leaving a single word, Eve moved quickly. My mind was confused.
‘It’s not my fault.’
He shook his head as he walked.
No matter how much he thought about it, it was not his fault that his feelings and relationships had changed.
Eve is due to a change in the interest in Shin-woo, who has become another hive-mind after the true union. concluded that
It is inefficient to achieve achievements simply by war and fighting.
At that time, when he was truly crazy, he was able to achieve such an unconventional growth.
Eve, who has grown more mature, decided to try to regain her feelings this time. It will help you find the true meaning.