102 – The thing I’m closest to with Se-hee is…
It was a complete coincidence that I met Se-hee today.
On the weekend, I went out to play while shopping for clothes with my friends, and I saw Se-hee wandering around alone.
Listening to her story, it seemed that she was just wandering around by herself without any special promises. After sending her friends away, I started playing with Sehee.
Two hours to do that. Tired of walking, we entered a secluded cafe and sat down for a while to chat.
Sehee received a phone call. A call from her ‘brother’.
The person Sehee talked about was the older brother.
The person with blonde hair, tanning, and the appearance of a bully.
When I think of the first time I saw that person, I feel a bit ashamed.
A man who is not even a real older brother hangs out with Se-hee more closely than anyone else.
Sehee showed such a man a smile she had never shown to others.
A subtle air current flows between the two of them.
It was a scene that I didn’t want to see at all because I was narrow-minded at the time.
I even ruined the atmosphere by throwing strange words between Sehee and my family who were talking.
Still, I think I was too narrow-minded at the time.
If you think about it backwards, didn’t I also show hostility to the subject of seeing that person for the first time.
Anyway, these days I feel that the old me who had a lot of complaints is changing little by little.
Perhaps that’s the cause.
…… It must be Sehee
Recently, Sehee’s condition hasn’t looked very good.
I can’t concentrate on my studies, and I don’t participate in my favorite gym class.
Even when I was deviant, and even when I was a model student before that, I hadn’t shown it before.
I felt sorry for the unknown change, but I also felt a lot of pain.
Perhaps because of stress, Sehee gradually reduced her interactions with other children.
As such, I started to spend more time interacting with myself, who I was originally close with.
I felt it then. In the end, I am the one Sehee feels most friendly and comfortable with.
I am a being with a special position to Sehee.
In the end, this is how I feel that she is with me.
Now that I know that it was me, not anyone else, who Sehee found when she was having a hard time.
I knew very well how sensitive I was when I saw that oppa.
I regret it after realizing it.
If it was only between that level anyway, I just wish I could have made a good first impression.
Well, even so, I’m not the kind of person who’s going to suffer because of that one thing. I don’t even want to
When I think back to visiting the Iljins and entrusting them with work…… It’s embarrassing because it feels like a middle ear disease, but that’s different from this.
Just. You’ll see him soon, just say hello and treat him well.
Get rid of that embarrassing request related to bullies.
Um. That…… Thinking back, I think I went too far. Have you read too many webtoons?
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“Oh, brother…”
“Sehee, why is it such a long time ago? Oh, that… Shijun was there too?”
Um. Why is that friend here? It’s a face I don’t really want to see.
That’s…… It’s not because I don’t like that kid named Shijun…….
It’s because I have some embarrassing memories.
In the last observation class, I was in a bad mood because of Sijun’s hostile attitude and the unpleasant attitude of his father.
I don’t remember what she said, but I do remember being quite picky with Sijun.
No what…….
If it was the first time she saw me, if it was a student six years younger than me, she could have understood her reaction.
It’s an immature reaction to take the stress out on her son, no matter what the friend’s father did.
Why did you overreact so much?
Did you become angry with your body because the period of being a mother-to-be solo was too long?
Well, that’s a joke.
… ….
That’s it. I need to be a little more friendly today.
Don’t do that to a friend who is 6 years younger than last time.
Didn’t I also get the title of a relationship expert and a s*x act expert? You should play like an adult.
“Hello bro.”
“Oh yeah, long time no see.”
Still, the most important thing is Sehee.
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There is blood on the walls, and on the other side, Pierrot’s head is suspended in the air with a rope.
And various numbers written on the floor of the room.
“Brother, can you check the numbers there?”
“Oh, wait.”
Escape room cafe. It’s the first time I’ve seen it, and it seems like it’s kind of fun.
Of course, there was bitterness at the moment of paying the expensive admission fee alone…… That would be adult life.
“Sehee, that’s about entering the password. Isn’t it okay to do it this way?”
“Oh, I’ve already tried it. How does this look…?”
Anyway, that’s in the past anyway, and the important thing is Sehee.
Today, after playing hard with Sehee, I’m going to have a serious conversation after some time.
So…… Right now, it just means that you can have fun with Sehee.
“Because of this, I remember my older brother.”
“Sure. I played a lot with puzzles… Ah, this should do it this way.”
“Wow… Uh…, Oppa said this was wrong?”
“Eh.”
I don’t even know when the two of them have been playing head-to-head like this.
Still, it was quite enjoyable to relive the emotions of that time.
When I first saw Se-hee at the cafe earlier, Se-hee showed a somewhat embarrassed expression, but now she just smiles.
“Hyung, Sehee, I found something like this over there…”
“Ah, that’s it! Oppa, take a look!”
“Wow… What, did you do Sehee?”
“Sehee?”
“Ah. Sijun, what?”
“There’s a key like this.”
“Oh, yes? Then, would you like to go over there and try it?”
Sijun treats me much better than last time.
For some reason, after coming to the escape room cafe, I feel a bit sorry that Sehee and I are too attached.
But whatever, he will see Se-hee every day.
“Oh, the door is open. Let’s go in. It’s a bit dark, so I’ll go in first.”
“Still, my name is oppa, so I’ll go first…”
“No. I know what will happen. Oppa, stay a little bit behind me.”
“Uh… well then.”
Se-hee, as always, protects me to the point of being overdone.
I used to worry too much about me in the previous world, but is this the same in the previous world?
“Brother… In case you turn on the light there…, Suck!”
“What’s wrong, Sehee? Are you okay?!”
“Oh, no. It’s okay, it’s okay…!”
The place we entered was a little dark and gloomy room.
Looking at Sehee…… He looked startled when he saw the model of the body over there.
I wonder who did he dare to stand in front of, even though his courage wasn’t unusually strong?
I went over to Sehee and grabbed her by the shoulders and pulled her into my arms.
“Ah… oppa…”
“Hey, how are you going to protect your brother while being surprised by this?”
“No, that’s…”
“What is this?
“hehehe… That’s right.”
Today, I think of the old days a lot.
I was almost always hanging out with Se-hee at the nursery school, so that must have been an influence.
Anyway, holding hands, we found the light switch and turned it on.
Looking at the grotesque room design.
“Se-hee…? Here you opened it… hehehe!”
“Ah, are you here? The door was open, so you came in first.”
Um. Si-Jun is also a man from all over the world, so shouldn’t he have waited a bit before coming in?
Since I am constantly selling memories with Sehee, I keep neglecting her.
I wanted to treat you well today, but since Sehee is important…….
“Sijun, you should come here too. I should have come in with you.”
“Ah… yes.”
I made Shijun, who seemed frightened, come to my side.
On the right is Sehee, on the left is Shijun. Three participants standing side by side.
Still, it would be more stable if you stand next to me, who is confident in your courage, rather than Sehee.
Still, I do have manners like this.
I’m not saying I’m a sweet man for nothing.
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Sometimes I feel that way.
How similar the previous world and the reversed world are.
I wonder how much the past history of the people around me has changed.
The only people around me are Se-hee and the other nursery school people.
Anyway, we eventually escaped from that excessively bloody room, and I’ve already thought about where to go next, so I’m moving my feet there.
Recalling the question I mentioned earlier, I spoke to Sehee.
“”Sehee.””
At the moment when I was about to talk to you, Shi-jun and I overlapped with each other, but Shi-joon smiled slightly and made a gesture asking me to speak first.
Yeah, thinking about it again, I was too sensitive during the observation class.
There is a possibility that his emotions have become blunted over time, but even taking that into consideration.
To such a polite friend.
Anyway.
“Sehee, I’m saying this because my memory is not clear… Have we ever been like that?”
“Huh? Which one?”
It’s not that my memory is unclear.
It’s similar to Sehee’s dark history, but it might not have happened in the world before the war.
“When we were young. We went to the cinema as a group.”
“Uh… I did. I remember that.”
“At that time, you were in the doll drawing… Eup.”
Um. After all, even if it was a reverse world, wouldn’t the history of life change that much?
As soon as I bring out the word doll-picking, Sehee covers my mouth.
It’s not common for him to react like this to me.
More violent reactions than in previous worlds.
When I put my tongue on the hand that was covering my mouth, Sehee removed her hand in surprise.
“hehehehe… I definitely remember you saying that. You said you were going to pick up that rabbit doll then, and then you blew the money and cried.”
“Oh, brother…! It’s just…!”
“Ahahahaha! What are you so ashamed of? It was a childish thing. Besides, you said you would give it to me, right?”
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“Uh… Remember that too…?”
“I have to remember that.”
He had a puzzled expression earlier, but this time he was impressed.
How close we are, how can we forget that?
I stroked Sehee’s hair and grabbed her body and shook her slightly.
I’m making a happy face again now…….
As expected, Sehee looks good with that expression.
Well, that’s all for Sehee.
“Ah, Si-jun. Did you have something to say to Se-hee earlier?”
“Yeah? Ah… it wasn’t a big deal….”
“Really? Well, if you don’t mind…”
Um. I’m running out of things to say, so I’ll have to appreciate it a bit more.
As expected, Sehee’s childlike side is cute.