116 – NTR?
The plan to spend the night with Se-hee was put to rest in an instant, but it can be said that it is not a big problem.
That’s why I’m having fun today.
Um. Isn’t it a little bit of an expression to play? Are you looking at Sehee as a child too much?
To put it more accurately, it would be more accurate to say that what I am doing is being with you.
When people are having a hard time, there are times when it’s more powerful to just be by their side than to suggest an appropriate solution.
I know it especially well because Sehee did it for me when I was working hard.
Anyway, nothing special happened today.
If you really want to find…… How about when you wake up in the morning?
Today, the alarm didn’t go off for some reason, so I woke up feeling very refreshed, but before I even opened my eyes, I felt a presence.
I looked around the room with my eyes wide open to see if there was something there, but for some reason, I didn’t know why, but Se-hee was looking at me.
I don’t know what happened, but he probably didn’t want to wake me up for nothing.
Because Sehee has that kind of personality.
He’s the guy I’ve been carrying since I was little, and I know how he feels.
Donghae was playful, I lay still for a few more minutes and watched what Sehee was doing…….
Well, as I said before, nothing special happened.
Since he was sitting on a chair in the room and just staring at me with his chin resting on the backrest.
‘Sehee, is there something wrong?’
‘Oh, brother?! Uh, uh, when did you wake up?!’
‘I just woke up, and you kept looking at me.’
‘…… !’
Se-hee then left the room saying something happened and she forgot.
It was a pretty bland reaction, but I expected it.
After that, it was just that.
Like yesterday, we go into Sehee’s room and chat a lot, or we sit next to each other and spend time peacefully looking at our phones.
In one word, it can be said that it was a calm day.
Since we were doing it like in the old days, the director’s face looked quite bright.
Now it’s too late for lunch and too early for dinner. It’s an ambiguous time.
It’s been like this yesterday and today, but it’s not a good idea to just blindly stick to the side when doing Sehee care service.
Because I can’t ignore personal time.
And that means…… Now it means that it is time for me to return home.
As usual, I got a call from Ari asking when he would come home.
I didn’t have any special appointments, but it seems like I’m going to stop by for a while.
After receiving that call, I sent Ari a suitable arrival time.
I told Se-hee that I had to go home soon.
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I literally felt my heart sink this morning.
Damn it. Why do I suddenly have a strange urge again?
For about an hour sitting in the chair and looking at my brother, I felt my heart fill up.
Bangs slightly covering the eyes and a slightly open mouth. I spent a lot of time watching my chest rise and fall every time I took a breath.
I know at least that it’s not a very good thing to see.
The same goes for impulsively turning off the alarm on my brother’s cell phone.
I think I made up my mind again just yesterday that I shouldn’t do strange things to my brother.
Did it get loose during the hours we were together?
I’m crazy…… Maybe I should be more determined.
This is why you seem to only want your brother’s body.
Anyway, thinking about that, Yuhani oppa came back wearing the clothes he washed last night.
It’s true that we’ve been together for quite a while this time, but when we say it’s time to really break up, we feel regretful.
No, is it regretful?
It seems ambiguous to express it that way.
Rather than being sad, do you feel like something is stuck in your heart?
Is there something I want to say?
…… I’m not sure.
“Se-hee, go with your brother to the subway together.”
“Ah… Yes…”
After giving that answer, I followed my brother.
Your brother starts talking to you while you’re walking down the street together.
Usually, I would have listened to most of these conversations with as much concentration as I could, but this time, for some reason, it didn’t go well.
Even though my brother was talking about this and that with a nice smile on his face, nothing came to my ears.
Even so, I couldn’t figure out why I was doing this. I couldn’t get a feel for it.
How much time had passed like that?
We reached the subway station in no time even with slow steps.
Maybe it’s because I just walked away in a daze.
“Then… I’ll go now too. You look tired. Get some sleep when you get back. Oh, and I’ll see you again next week, if that’s okay, set aside some time.”
“Ah…”
Simple goodbye as always.
He even said that we would meet again next week.
A thankless farewell that shows affection towards me.
By the way. Today, depending.
As I heard my brother’s final greeting, the strange frustration from earlier began to amplify.
“Brother…”
Unconsciously, my mouth.
“Can I sleep at my brother’s house tonight?”
I spit out a proposal I hadn’t even thought of.
I’ve never spent a day at Yuhan’s brother’s house.
No, to be precise…… , When my brother was not feeling well, he spent the day helping with various things in that small studio.
This way, for no reason. Without anything special.
I, as a woman, have never spent a night in a house where a man lives alone.
Somehow. I don’t think this kind of suggestion was something that I, who lives with Yuhan’s brother as my number one priority, would say it.
Seeing my brother smile and nod his head at me. Look at that expression of acceptance.
I felt at ease, and the corners of my mouth started to go up.
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An unknown, soggy feeling also began to rise.
Very subtle feelings.
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Is Sehee sleeping over at my house?
I think it’s pretty good. No, it’s just good for me.
There is nothing particularly uncomfortable about having someone in my house.
In the first place, I know that my house is a very desolate space, and my guests tend to like it today.
Besides, the director allowed me to stay out overnight with just one phone call.
Anyway, taking the subway with Sehee made it quite pleasant to come to our neighborhood.
I saw Sehee, who was sitting next to me, looking around with her eyes wide open.
He didn’t tell me exactly what he was doing, but I can tell just by looking at him.
Since I didn’t feel the eyes that were focused on me when I got on the subway this time.
Perhaps he drove away those gazes by rolling his eyes fiercely?
Actually, I’ve gotten quite used to that kind of gaze by now, but…….
Well, isn’t it better without it?
It’s not that pretty people do that, and it doesn’t feel good.
Anyway, that’s how we arrived in our neighborhood.
Perhaps it was the time when the evening was in full swing, and the usual shady and humid atmosphere came to life even better.
“Brother… Are you still thinking about moving house…?”
“Well… It’s not like there isn’t anything in particular.”
Well, it seems like a strange person has been added to this town lately.
Nowadays, when I think of the strange noises I hear every time I go out of the house at night, I can’t understand Sehee’s worries.
If you have any problems…… You don’t have money to spend right now.
And there’s a reason why you can fix most of the problems with this body alone.
If it doesn’t work……. If there is no other way, and if it is possible, staying at Ari’s house seems to be one way…….
That’s it. I don’t think you need to think about it right now.
I uselessly entered our soundproofed villa and entered the password 6974.
A strange feeling when you fix the door so that Sehee can come in.
Looking at the front door, I see a pair of shoes that don’t belong to me.
I must have turned off the lights and went out, but the lights were on all over the room.
Just plain noise.
That moment. A silhouette of a person is revealed from the direction of the house’s kitchen.
“…Arya?”
“Ah, Yuhan-ah, are you here already? I thought I’d come early and cook something simple…”
“Hey, why do you suffer so much?”
“hehehe. What is hard work?”
As expected. As expected. Ari.
No, I didn’t even have an exact appointment, so you drove over to get me a meal?
Did you contact me earlier to prepare something like this?
I said it’s okay to come into my house as you please, but such a sudden event.
Um.
Ari is just a god.
With that figure, she even wears an apron, so she looks more like a goddess than a god.
I roughly threw off my shoes and hugged Ari.
“Yoo Yuhan…?!”
“Ayu… You lovely person!”
Was it a snail? I can’t remember exactly, but it reminds me of such a traditional fairy tale.
As I was stroking Ari while holding her in my arms, I heard a sound from behind.
“Uh… Brother…?”
Sehee looks a bit surprised.
To be honest, when I see him doing this as soon as he gets home, I have nothing to say even if I’m surprised, but he didn’t look particularly agitated.
“Oh, I’m sorry Sehee. I didn’t tell you… Have you seen it before?”
“Ah… Yes…”
It’s been quite a while since Ari came to the orphanage, but I can’t believe he remembers her.
No, actually, when I first saw Ari, it was quite impactful…… It’s true that there was an incident.
Anyway.
“We decided to… date.”
I just spit out a sentence containing only the facts.
“Ah… Really…?”
Sehee is still. While maintaining the same expressionless expression as before.
He began to smile softly.