21 – Episode 21 – Something is changing
-What’s happening
-How did you meet Lethe after a day off?
-Lethe’s real name is just exposed ㅁㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
The phone call with Ari ended, and the bad viewers also left.
My mentality seemed to go out too.
this is so unfair I am also a person with basic moral common sense, but I had no desire to call someone else’s real name on air.
It’s embarrassing because Ari didn’t say anything. If he was really angry with me while he was even calling me, the broadcast would have suffered a big blow.
-This bastard’s expression looks crazy.
It’s the first time I’ve seen a man make such a sinister expression.
-Hey… brother
– Only Shiva is more harmonious
sh*t… … The other day, I was only told that I was handsome when I smiled, but this seems like something perverted.
The fortunate thing is that the overall tension of the broadcast has gone up.
Yes, I don’t have the ability to pick up the past, so let’s just think positively. Didn’t everything end well?
hmm.
I hope Ari will understand. maybe.
… … After all, didn’t Ari provide the cause? It’s a little, no, it seems like a lot of stale words… … .
Anyway, by the way.
I read a strange feeling earlier.
Ahri’s voice subtly rose when she answered ‘yes’ to my command.
what to say joy? pleasure? Or do you have a crush on me?
I’m not the kind of person who falls in love just because I said hello once, so I think it’s strange to bring up such a thing with just a trivial clue like that.
my body felt that way
Even though it was a conclusion that would never come out when judged rationally, my body read positive emotions from the answer.
I can’t understand what the hell this crazy body is thinking and moving.
Well, to be honest, I never understood Taeyang’s feelings from the beginning, and I never wanted to understand either.
… … done.
It will be a feeling that you will not need to understand in the future.
Because I have no intention of living like the golden sun.
Someday, if the day comes when you get used to this body, even that damn instinct will be controlled.
You can’t just focus on one thing and ruin the other.
broadcast first.
Let’s focus on broadcasting.
Let’s think about other things later.
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-??? is this ok?
-Is Lethe’s real name Ari?
– Bury it in moderation
– Keep an eye out, guys.
I said I would go to the bathroom for a while, but what I do when I come to the bathroom is spy on my broadcast.
When I look in the mirror, I see my face flushed red.
The heat that does not subside even after washing your face three times.
It’s the first time I’ve ever blushed like this, so maybe that’s why it’s hard to calm down.
Is my real name known?
I was just hiding it because I didn’t really need to know about it, but it’s not a big problem.
Actually, it’s right for me to reveal such things myself, so I think I might be angry… … Since Yuhan said that, I don’t think so.
Anyway, the reason I can’t manage my face right now is because of shame.
Similar commands to a man of the same age as a woman… … No, to hear the order and answer it with respect. These days, there is a lot of talk about masculinity or femininity, but I was born as a woman, so I have my own pride.
However, in front of about 6,600 viewers including my broadcast and Yuhani’s broadcast! blushing! Respect!
Of course, in the original broadcast, we used honorifics, but the feeling was different… … .
sh*t. I’m not a person who has such dramatic emotional changes.
Shame is infiltrating the heart that was filled with guilt for Yuhan.
And what the hell was the reason why Yuhani gave her an order and her face turned red?
Was I like that? master and servant… … what’s that
no way. It’s nonsense. What a healthy life I’ve lived.
It was just, I was just a little nervous. That much can be acknowledged.
Even if I’m a woman with a lover, I can’t do that!
I’ve lived my life without paying much attention to men, and since I started dating Jun-hyeok, I’ve lived my life looking at him. I think I have maintained a wooden-stone attitude toward men.
Even so, Yuhani’s appearance is, to be honest, extremely handsome. It’s because that appearance that suits the word ‘golden sun’ hides it.
Originally, women are a kind of people who can’t be bothered with just looking at a handsome man, but if I talk to a man of that level, I might be a little bit excited.
Yes, it was just because Yuhan was so handsome.
I’m not weird
It’s not that I’m weird.
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I have always taken Internet broadcasting seriously and considered myself a professional in the industry.
So, even though there have been various happenings, I have the confidence to continue the show in a fun way.
Of course, I’m not sure if I can dismiss the terrorism of my viewers that took place on the 5th during the holiday or during Yuhan’s broadcast today as a simple happening.
just what i want to say. The broadcast ended well.
My name and surname were all revealed, and I showed off my friendship with Yuhani to prevent the number of malicious viewers from increasing.
In the end, when it was time to end the broadcast, the same pleasant atmosphere as usual flowed.
Half joking, half sincere, and the viewers who shouted not to go, and I, who accepted them, and ended the broadcast as soon as 12:00.
Now I just want to review today’s broadcast, have a little chat with the managers and editors, and go to sleep… … It’s a night that somehow I don’t want to do that.
Is it because I am tired? No, I’m not in bad shape. I do not know.
I usually stick to one plan thoroughly, but why am I doing this today?
I pressed the chat program DAS code, entered the room they were in, informed them that I would just take an early break today, and ended the program altogether.
Then, as if possessed by something, she typed three letters of ‘golden sun’ in the search bar of Twizy TV.
Yoohan’s broadcast starts at 6pm, the same as mine, but ends an hour later than mine. If you check, Yuhani’s broadcast is still on.
I think today was quite an eventful day, but Yuhan seems to be broadcasting at his usual pace. Contrary to his appearance, he is a genuinely sincere person.
His game broadcasts always have the same screen composition. A cam screen that fills the monitor with a small game screen.
It’s only been three days since I actually met him, but now when I see his face, I feel an unknown excitement welling up.
I wanted to think about why I had these feelings, but… … Quit. Now is not the time to be arguing with such things.
Yesterday, I remembered the chats I had until the end of Yuhani’s broadcast. Although the content was vague, I remembered the feelings at the time and the general feeling of those chats.
Fingers that move according to instinct. While jotting down a single line of chat, I peeked at the chat window that went up next to the screen.
-Real controls are unnecessarily good
– ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ
-You seem to be really good at games, but are you holding on to Mark on a fictitious day?
– Oppa, don’t you really intend to do something like a roll? I think viewers will come.
[I thought I couldn’t stand the lag if I turned on the broadcast and rolled. They’re swearing, chews.]
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What kind of normal chat is this?
I don’t like it. Chats that have become wholesome today.
You are not in this mood. Of course, it is true that it was the first broadcast yesterday, but it would have been the same atmosphere as yesterday.
Otherwise, there wouldn’t have been a hot broadcast like yesterday.
why are you so bored
Someone has to start first, so I can be properly buried.
no… … Wouldn’t it be okay if I started first?
what a huge thing that is
If you can feel the same feeling as yesterday with just one chat, there is nothing to be afraid of.
From nob le mt l. co m
Just press enter… …
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no. This is not a sub account… … ?
The moment I realized that, my mind returned.
A computer that is always logged in as ‘Lete’, the main account for broadcasting. It’s not even a father’s account, but I almost sent you a chat like this.
Goosebumps on both arms. Cold sweat breaks out all over the body.
After deleting the chat and forcibly shutting down the computer, I immediately walked to the bedroom and fell face down on the bed.
My hands are shaking. My heart is beating like crazy.
It was a mistake that could have cost her everything from her social reputation to her social relationships.
If I had been caught doing this, what would my family, friends, broadcasting colleagues, and classmates think of me?
If so… … Yuhan is… … what would you say to me
When I think of that, why does Yuhani’s coercive tone come to mind?
Does this electrifying feeling just come from the fact that something big happened?
I can feel my body getting excited, but I think it’s not just because of this mistake.
I’m putting my face on the pillow… … Thinking about tomorrow makes me feel better.
sure i am
It seems to have changed a bit these days.
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