48 – Chapter 48 – Observation Class (1)
High school level math definitely feels different than middle school.
Of course, if you were a person who studied well in middle school, there would be no big problem in following the curriculum of high school… … .
If such a person blew almost most of a semester. If during that time, you were taking your hands off your studies beyond not attending classes.
It’s daunting even from taking classes. Such a situation unfolds.
like me now
Yuhani oppa’s words can be said to be absolute to me.
In fact, it’s obvious, but Yuhan’s avoidance of her brother for the past few months wasn’t because she didn’t want to listen to her brother or simply because she didn’t like her brother.
I’ve never really disobeyed my brother’s words in my life, and this time I made up my mind and started studying.
But even if it’s such a country, it’s in a small part.
There are times when I disobey my brother’s words a little in a very trivial part.
therefore.
I didn’t think about studying during break time, but I broke that saying of being surprised with my friends.
I devoted my time to study while taking breaks.
It was just a really minor deviation for me.
In order to keep up with the progress, I have to take breaks at least.
Even if I study during break time, my brother won’t know about it.
hmm. Anyway, I’ve never thought of a situation like this before.
Like being dragged down the hallway while being caught by my brother.
“Brother! Let go of this…!”
“Don’t let go of anything. Just be patient.”
The fact that you’re here is confusing enough, his chest and arms encircling my face.
Perhaps because of that, I couldn’t come to my senses when a fragrant smell penetrated my nose.
While I was assessing the situation, my older brother came out of the classroom and undid the sloppy headlock and pushed me against the wall in the hallway.
“Han Se-hee, how dare you betray me?”
“No, wait a minute…!”
Arms on each side, wall behind, brother’s body in front. All directions are blocked.
Wall this… … did you say Isn’t that what women usually do to men?
“Why are you here?!”
“I came to see you because I heard you were having an observation class. But… did you change your mind?”
To be honest, it was very touching.
Never in my life has anyone come to see me on a day like this.
And since the person who came to see me for the first time was Yuhan’s older brother.
However, the time to feel the impression was not given to me.
A look of disappointment. That annoying look.
Looking at that, I couldn’t help but feel joy.
I’m so embarrassed. Should I make an excuse? I have to clear up the misunderstanding somehow… … Isn’t it a situation that can’t be called a misunderstanding?
“I didn’t see you like that. You don’t listen to your brother.”
“No, it’s not like that, that’s…”
I’m confident that I’ve lived like a woman, but I can’t keep my mouth shut.
But that’s for a while.
Should I say I’m lucky? My brother, who was looking at me gently, twitched the corner of his mouth and started to laugh.
“Keuheuhhehehe! I’m kidding man. It’s the first time I’ve seen you make that kind of expression.”
“……uh?”
“It’s a bit like studying during break time, but anyway. Why get angry on this good day?”
no!
Angry at mischievous pranks… … It didn’t come out.
okay… … , A little, a little bit of a pout came up, but that’s it.
My brother said he was going to play a joke, how could he be angry?
With a sigh of relief, the tension is released in an instant.
But today was the day my heart couldn’t keep quiet.
Perhaps because of the sudden release of tension, my legs felt weak.
My brother wrapped his arms around my waist, which was slightly staggering.
hmm.
While maintaining the close distance created by the wall-crawling stance.
Parents who come to observe classes usually come out of the classroom when talking with their children.
For that reason, now there are definitely more people in the hallway than usual.
It feels different from the noisy and fun atmosphere. A strange scene began to unfold.
From confusion to tension, from tension to relief, from relief to bewilderment.
It is the first time that emotions change so quickly.
“Now, wait, somewhere else! Go somewhere else…!”
A handsome, well-dressed, but somewhat inferior guy is hugging a female student.
A strange and stimulating scene that breaks the harmonious atmosphere.
All kinds of gazes fly and stick to us.
well, that was good … … Still, I can’t help but feel ashamed.
To be born as a woman and be subjected to this kind of behavior by a man, and to be subjected to this in front of so many people. Something… Something… .
When I, who was confident that I had lived a very feminine life, experienced this kind of thing, I had mixed emotions. It’s good but it’s embarrassing, it’s embarrassing but it’s good?
Also, among the gazes flying at us, there were quite a lot of gazes mixed with shady desire.
When I look up, my brother’s face comes into view.
A hairstyle I’ve never seen before, a skin with a light tan, and a look that somehow stands out much more than usual.
Even when Minwoo at the nursery school nags me to decorate it a little bit, I didn’t even listen.
of course… … This level is not even the level of a leader by general male standards.
Anyway, I’ve seen oppa a lot, and my heart is beating like this, but the other kids must be much more.
As time passed, the sticky gaze only increased.
I don’t know if you say you like it, but how many men like that look at you?
ah. Maybe I looked elsewhere too much, my brother followed my gaze and looked around.
“Why? Why? Is it because those people are staring at you?”
“Because they look at you strangely…!”
“Phehehe. Look at it. Well, I came dressed like this to like you, so I just want you to like it.”
“No, that’s it, but!!”
no. Confidence that puts worries to shame.
Besides, you came dressed like that to please me. Does he know what he is saying?
It’s good if you don’t hear the term fishery management anywhere.
I don’t know what other men think about their lives… … I don’t think my brother’s world is anything but ordinary.
Anyway, as long as my brother is okay, I’m okay too. I’ve lived my whole life with that mindset.
No matter how good it is, those gazes feel very disrespectful.
“Do that to your boyfriend later. I’m fine.”
“no!”
you’re another man I just screamed at the absurd words.
My brother with a slightly surprised expression.
Soon after, they smiled at me again and went into the classroom together.
Along with him, those mean glances were also taken care of to some extent.
I wonder if my brother sees me as a woman.
I wonder if he doesn’t look like anything more than a younger brother.
Even though I was by my brother’s side, I couldn’t stop my heart from sinking slightly.
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I don’t like it.
No, it’s not that I don’t like it.
how to say What should I really say? Indescribable ominousness?
As soon as the break bell rang, Dad called.
During break time, looking at Sehee who is studying next to me is the joy of my life these days.
Of course, I’m not saying this because I couldn’t do it once. Because I’m not that unfilial.
Inconsequential phone calls. My dad, who was supposed to come to the observation class today, said he would be a little late.
Today, that short phone call has become needlessly long.
After the phone call, I went to the bathroom, and 10 minutes of break time flew by.
Of course, that doesn’t really matter. Things like that happen, too.
After washing my hands and coming out of the bathroom, I checked that break time was running out and quickly went back to the classroom.
Because of the observation class, the teachers will come to class early. I can’t be late for class on a day like this.
The problem arose here.
When you open the back door of the classroom and enter.
A group of men sat in the seat closest to the back door.
They looked the other way, then glanced at me and suddenly let out an eerie laugh.
After Se-hee started studying, many men started flirting with her, but in the end, I was the only one left by her side.
It would be me meeting Se-hee anyway, so I could just ignore it like usual.
That laugh contained a strange feeling somewhere.
Somehow I couldn’t ignore them today.
One of them smiled and spoke up.
“Si-jun, did you see the hyung Se-hee was talking about?”
“what……?”
The ‘knowing brother’ that came out of Sehee’s mouth the other day.
If he was the ‘older brother Se-hee was talking about’, he would be the only one.
Se-hee usually avoids mentioning her personal relationships outside of school.
There was only one relationship that Sehee mentioned, so I remembered it clearly.
Even more so because the relationship is of the opposite s*x.
Even so, I didn’t pay much attention to it.
It seems to be a pretty precious relationship to Se-hee, but I also maintain a long relationship with Se-hee, and we stick together at school from morning until close to evening.
Besides, they are the same age.
There is no corner to kneel down.
But that person came?
You didn’t mention where you came from, but… … , Of course it doesn’t mean that you came to school.
Come to think of it, the atmosphere in the classroom is somehow strange.
Men sitting much quieter than usual and women with excited expressions. Even the kids who just looked curious.
Suddenly, an ominous feeling came over me, and I got goose bumps on my arms.
Something is strange. What’s wrong.
Looking at their faces, I turned my eyes to where Sehee should be.
Two desks at the very back by the window.
Sehee and my nest.
Watching Se-hee study, and when Se-hee isn’t studying, the two of them play silly pranks.
But what caught my eye was a man.
He has a handsome appearance, a bigger body than other men, and an unconcealable delinquency that pierces through his appearance.
And a woman, Se-hee, was sitting next to him.
With a happy smile I’ve never seen before.
why?
You’ve been making a gloomy expression these days.
You never laughed like that even when you weren’t depressed in the first place.
It’s not the expression when you laugh and chat with me.
It’s not even the expression you get when you’re laughing and chatting with other friends.
I didn’t make a face like that when I was in middle school or high school.
No one would have ever seen Sehee’s face like that.
Rather than laughing because it’s fun.
A smile filled with happiness that only comes out in front of loved ones.
It shouldn’t be like this.
That should only come to me. I just need to see it.
Obviously, that smile is flying toward my seat.
My seat was invaded by another man.
I moved my leg.
Because I have to stop right now.
He was a man with a ferocious appearance, but it’s not the time to argue about that.
“excuse me……!”
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The bell that rang interrupting my words.
As soon as the bell announced that recess was over, the man stood up.
this… … what.
Looking at it up close, it gives off a completely different atmosphere.
“Ah, are you Si-jun? I heard Se-hee talk about it before. I’m sorry, I was having a conversation with Se-hee. I made good use of the seat.”
A cold sweat broke out on his back. Seeing a face that looks scary beyond the level of ferocity makes me dizzy.
Still, I made up my mind.
You shouldn’t be intimidated here.
That bully-like man smiled and talked to me.
You are completely ignoring me with that one-liner.
Emphasizing that he is closer to Sehee.
They treat me like a seat shuttle.
A typical male-style fight.
Clench your fists tightly and maintain a relaxed expression.
“Ah… I heard the story too hyung. You can use a seat. I hang out with Sae-hee all the time, but it’s only 10 minutes.”
“Ahahahaha. Then it’s good. Sehee, I’ll stay behind you?”
It was an eye-opening remark. Most men will understand the meaning.
But was I underestimating too much?
He passed my words as if nothing had happened, and after stroking Se-hee’s hair, he walked towards the locker at the back of the classroom.
feel bad.
I feel so bad.
Se-hee is my closest friend, and we’ve been best friends since middle school.
Suddenly popping out, pretending to be friendly and leaving.
Besides, seeing that you’re here at this time doesn’t mean you’re already an adult.
I have no conscience.
When you sit down, you can feel the warmth of the chair.
The warmth caused by another man.
The positions of the objects on the desk were changed.
It is clear that he touched them on his own in order to have a comfortable conversation.
Looking around, I see Se-hee, who is immersed in happiness.
Her eyes stare blankly at the empty space, not at me.
my nest.
tainted by another man