#2
“… … I thought my ears were going to fall off Are you mad at me now?”
Anyone who doesn’t know knows It would be even more surprising if someone in the know saw it. Rubia was angry now.
He held his breath and clenched his fists as if he had finally exploded. The eyebrows were contorted and gathered in the center. The little shoulder is trembling shallowly.
“Don’t call me you. Don’t you know I’m a year older than you?”
Obviously, when Mew first met Rubia, she and her sister were called by name. But that’s just outside the frontier. In Frontier, which was originally re-established as an equal position regardless of age, Mew did not need to call Rubia her older sister.
Mew smiled and swung his sword round and round.
“If you want to be treated like an older sister, do you show respect? You said you didn’t like all of your actions, didn’t you?”
“… … You know I’m the only one who doesn’t like you?”
“I know you’re not very kind to me.”
Mew shrugged.
“So what happened to that?”
“… … ”
“Okay, I couldn’t even finish the conversation we had at the hospital last time. Let’s open it all up and talk about it.”
“Pak,” and pierced the tip of the sword into the floor of the gymnasium.
“Honestly, I am right. If you weren’t an idiot at all, would you have known to some extent? That your thoughts and actions really provoke frustration from the point of view of the viewer.”
“Noisy… ! What do you know about me? you are not me You don’t know anything.”
“Yeah, you might not know. As you said, I am not you. Then please answer my questions. Why the hell did you do that to Ezio until now? What do you usually think and live to make people who see you feel frustrated? … ”
at that time.
“me too.”
“What?”
“me too… … Do you know that I didn’t try?”
Rubia then slowly opened her mouth, as if vomiting out anger.
“How hard it was for me to be apart from Ezio, what worries I had during that time, and how much effort I put into finding Ezio… … What happened between Ezio and me, and you don’t even know what I think of Ezio now. If you don’t know, please don’t be rude. I’m really trying to get mad.”
“You’re getting angry right now… … Yeah, like you said, maybe you don’t know? So, did I just tell you to answer my questions?”
“… … I have no obligation to tell you that.”
Rubia bit her lip until it bled. There were frequent tremors between the voices that resonated in the hall.
“okay-? Then I’m not willing to change my mind either. I will continue to hate you, Rubia. I wouldn’t even call her a sister just because she’s one year older.”
“I do not care. I will hate you too.”
“Hey, Ezio said he was the type of person who would never get angry… … Is this the first time you’ve been so angry? It’s like your breathing is shaky.”
“… … ”
It was as he said. Rubia couldn’t control her excitement and her face was still red. The current of magical power that flew over according to the owner’s intense emotions was also fluttering around the outline of his body.
“… … Don’t touch me any more, Mew. I am always doing the best I can.”
“I mean, people don’t see it that way. Whatever your will is, I don’t care. It’s sad how much effort you put into Ezio, how much you’d like to ask Ezio for his forgiveness, and while he said that, he wasn’t ready to give up everything like Ezio did for you.”
“you.”
“What?”
“If you are for Ezio… … Does it matter if I lose my life right away?”
Rubia asked Mew with a trembling voice, carefully refining her breathing that was rough enough to mix with a wave of magical power.
The interval between replies was very narrow.
“That’s a bad question. In my case, it’s natural, but you don’t seem to be.”
“… … ”
“If I could die instead of saving Ezio, I would definitely do it. But that’s never going to happen. Ezio will be sad, too, for I have too many unsolved things to atone for by death. So I will dedicate the rest of my life to Ezio.”
Rubia looked at Mew’s purple eyes, who said that without a single shake, biting her lips.
There is no need to judge whether it is true or not. Mew was revealing his true heart. It was so straight that I could even feel the coldness of it.
Because it was so sincere.
After the breakup with his first love, he was able to bear fruit with Ezio, who had closed the door to his heart.
it must have been
but.
“So do i.”
“… … Huh.”
“It was, and it is still- Ezio is the most precious person to me. Of course my family and Ezio’s family are precious, but… … I want to protect everything. If I had to choose just one, I would definitely choose Ezio.”
So, like Mew, she was prepared to even risk her life for Ezio, Rubia said quietly, raising her head.
Rubia herself knows. In order to move forward, change is inevitably necessary. The world isn’t that beautiful. that you can’t have everything you want. In order to get something, you have to offer something in return for it.
I know everything.
He also knew that he had to face the harsh reality rather than pursuing only vague ideals anymore.
Why do I get so dark emotions whenever I see Mew, Ezio’s ex-girlfriend?
Seeing Ezio with a friend of the opposite s*x by his side makes him want to run away. And why can’t I get closer and have no choice but to watch from afar… …
I recently worked in a hut.
Ezio said that he had made a mistake by dismissing everything as non-existent and being physically and mentally exhausted.
Because of that, the walls of my heart were broken down endlessly, so the truth that I wasn’t even sure of was exposed to the outside.
However, I am so afraid of something that will happen between Ezio and myself if I don’t just let it go. I had no choice but to act according to Ezio’s words.
Where the hell is this longing heart headed? Whose smile would you want to see so much?
Rubia knows.
but… …
Also, the fact that it will end in vain without reaching the heart because it is already too late.
Ruby knew.
and.
Also, the same would apply to a person wiping his sweat-drenched hair in front of him.
“A lot of times I don’t even understand you. music.”
Rubia says, swallowing cold hostility.
The distance between the two is not very far. Roughly three meters. Mew pulled out the sword that had been lodged in the floor of the gymnasium. It seemed that today’s training ended here. At the moment when the blade was inserted into the scabbard wrapped around his waist while sounding a sad sword’s name.
“I don’t know what happened between you, because you and Ezio didn’t tell me. I said I’m not talking about things I don’t know. But I think I know one thing. The way you are now, you are absolutely not proud of Ezio.”
“… … ”
after a brief silence.
A creaking sound rang out.
“… … Go on.”
Mew began to stare at Rubia silently.
“I’ve been watching you guys lately. It seemed like we got to know each other a lot. Of course, they must have been close in the first place, so it would be more accurate to say that they are slowly returning.”
Well, it was Mew who thought I had gone too far to come back now. I often think of the past, but it also seemed impossible to go back to those days.
It’s all a thing of the past. Ezio will never allow you to cross the line between ordinary friends.
Even light touch, such as a short hug or gently leaning your head on your shoulder, is not allowed.
If there was no contact point between Mu and Ezio, we would not know. If it was to steadily build a new relationship, it didn’t matter at all.
However, they have already broken a lover’s relationship.
Because there are memories of the past that we experienced together, such actions inevitably lead to unnecessary consciousness and discomfort.
So, Rubia’s statement that Mew and Ezio are slowly turning around was ultimately wrong.
Because it could never have been done.
“But I thought it looked a little dangerous. I feel like I’m walking on a glass floor that’s never going to break. you.”
“Hmm.”
“The change must have something to do with Ezio’s loss of memory. In other words, the moment Ezio returns to normal, your relationship will inevitably change.”
They didn’t talk to each other, but the future that they had vaguely foreseen. Mew’s expression, who had been silently listening to Rubia’s words, gradually distorted as if sarcastic. Here, I began to ponder whether or not I should keep that abominable mouth shut.
“It is a matter between us. You are not interfering… … ”
“Do you really think that’s true? Are you going to solve all the problems and stay by Ezio’s side?”
“… … ”
When asked with such serious eyes, Mew, who is not good at lying, could not give any answer.
There is nothing to say in the first place
Unfortunately, it wasn’t wrong.
“I, I… To be honest, I couldn’t approach Ezio carelessly because I thought I hadn’t been able to solve anything yet. Whatever I’ve been thinking while looking at you… All I could do was watch. Because I didn’t want to bother Ezio any more.”
I was extremely reluctant to inflict more wounds than this, thinking that I had already hurt him too much. The emotions that Ezio would have felt when looking at him in the not-so-distant past, now Rubia herself. As Ezio’s longtime relationship and childhood friend. Rubia could have been by his side, but it would never have been more of a relationship.
… … As someone said, it’s because it’s too late.
“But what are you? what to do later… … ”
“ha.”
a fleeting moment.
Mu cut off Rubia’s words and sighed.
“done. Let’s stop.”
“… … let’s stop? Did you start first?”
“Okay, so let’s stop. you won Listening to each other talk, this doesn’t seem to make any sense. There’s so much I don’t know about you, and there’s too much you don’t know about me. We’re not even close enough to kindly tell you all about it and talk about it, right?”
I don’t need to hear more here. I didn’t want to waste any unnecessary emotions. No matter what else was said, it seemed like they were just running parallel lines.
Rubia still couldn’t shake off her shallow anger, but she agreed with Mew to some extent. We can’t understand each other, and we don’t want to understand each other. Differences in values are not easily bridged. Mew and Rubia were completely different from each other. However, the characters at the center are the same.
Mew slowly zips up her jacket and starts walking out of the gym.
“Anyway, if you know, focus on finding Ezio. Don’t worry about anything else.”
With those words, he brought his hand over Rubia’s stiff shoulder.
OK.
“Don’t touch my body… … ”
“!”
A hand that gently pushed me away shook Mew’s center of gravity. Is it just because of my youthful hostility and anger? Mew’s pupils rapidly enlarged, and the weight shifted to the side as if leaning, and soon fell to the floor of the gymnasium.
Tak, dang-gru-.
I heard something fall. Rubia had no intention of doing that at all, so she opened her mouth with a very bewildered look.
“… … Oh, I’m sorry. it’s okay?”
“… … ”
Mew was confused at first because he did not understand the situation, but then made a face that seemed to have lost his absurdity. It was outrageous that I was pushed by Rubia once, and that I fell so easily by such a soft touch was outrageous. The absurdity was over the limit, so I didn’t even get angry. Mew slowly got up as he brushed away the dust on his sweatshirt.
“I really thought we were going to have a fight.”
“Oh, no. The intention was never… … ”
“know.”
you would You probably didn’t mean to do that. But I didn’t like Rubia’s words and actions one by one. It was Mew who thought that she would never be able to get close to Rubia no matter what.
“ha… Anyway, I think I’ll be able to find any traces, so I’ll get there asap. If you really think about Ezio, it would be better to write a letter to him or her as soon as possible.”
When Mew, who stood on the floor, sighed again, and was about to step out of the gymnasium.
“Wait a minute.”
“Why, again? What. Do you really want to have a fight?”
“No, not that… … ”
Mew just turned her head back. A face that looks a little annoyed. Mu’s gaze turned to Rubia.
next moment.
Mew almost got his hand on the scabbard.
Rubia was not looking at Mew. Picking up the mysterious object that Mew had just dropped while falling, he was muttering blankly while watching it carefully.
“What’s this?”
Something of a silver color that shines under the light of the dance hall. Rubia’s eyes examining the dazzling details soon found the words engraved on the outside of the ring. Until then, I had no doubts about what this was.
‘what.’
Finally.
The eyes of Rubia who witnessed the identity of the ring were turned off.
right then
“Do not touch!”
A thunderbolt-like cry rang out, and Mew rushed towards Rubia in a hurry.
But.
“Don’t come near me.”
“Kyaak-!”
Mew, who was bounced off by the magic to protect the user, rolled around the floor. Because it was such a violent rush, the shock was doubled. Mew, who had settled down and was wiping the dust off the corners of her mouth with the back of her hand, growled low.
“Give it to me right now. It’s not something you can touch.”
“… … ”
Rubia didn’t answer.
instead.
“This.”
With eyes that still lost their vitality.
“Something like this… … Why are you carrying it? you’re already done But why the hell… … ”
With a look that seemed completely incomprehensible, Rubia looked back at Mew who was biting her lip and shed a vague question.
Lmao…