211 – Self (5)
#9
If I could sum up Mew in middle school in one word, it would be this.
A sudden action.
He really was like a bouncing ball. A geek among geeks who doesn’t know when, where, or what he’s going to do. No matter what people around you say, you are a single-minded general who goes his own way, and he is an infant self-existence. She
She was also a troublesome woman who would do anything she wanted, and would try to get it somehow if she wanted it. Although my life started to twist this way from the moment I became exactly what she wanted.
Anyway, Mew’s behavior was always unpredictable.
“… Are you serious?”
“I don’t lie.”
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Just like now.
“That… Don’t you think you skipped a lot?”
“Not at all? Is it a friendship kiss? What do you have to take?”
A lot. A lot.
“Hey, no matter what… What is a friendship kiss?”
“It is a sacred ritual performed by two unloving couples to make their friendship stronger. In remote countries, even a man and a woman meeting for the first time used to kiss each other. Then there is nothing more special between us than those people, right?”
“… It’s the first time I’ve heard of such a ceremony.”
“You don’t know. I should have read more books It’s not that I lack common sense because I only read strange books all the time.”
Suddenly, he is harassing me.
I’m dizzy, I say.
“I’m asking just in case, isn’t that an imaginary ritual from a novel you often read?”
“… ….”
At this point, I was seriously suspicious.
Mew, who had kept her mouth shut, suddenly crumpled her expression.
“I will do it or not. Just decide that.”
“Hey.”
“Do it quickly? No second chance Are you really sorry for me?”
“…… That’s right.”
“Then you won’t have to prove it. If there is something going, there must be something coming. If you make an unreasonable request, it is your duty to obey that request. I’m not a grown man or anything. Have you already forgotten how hard it was for me because of you? Did you say it with your own mouth?”
“… ….”
Damn it. Right now, I’m in a strict ‘eul’ position. You can’t go against Mu’s words. If you come all the way here and just cut it off and reject it, that looks weird again. I knelt down to her with the determination to endure whatever aftermath came.
That’s right, knees. Slowly my legs go numb. I felt like I had to get up anyway, so I slowly got up. Mu still had her arms wide open.
“My arm hurts. Quickly.”
Mu urged, frowning on her.
I speak with a sigh.
“… Are you still okay?”
Mu has lost a lot of affection for me over the last incident. I knew that. Judging by her attitude so far, she was certain of that. Rather, there was a possibility that he hated it even more when he saw that I had come to apologize belatedly. But to do something you should never do as a friend, casually asking for something in return.
This was completely misunderstood.
You still think of me as special.
When Mu heard my question, he said ha ha and let his shoulders droop. Then he shook his head excitedly.
“… I thought you were on the smart side, but your head isn’t really spinning in a place like this.”
Then he glared at me and criticized me.
“Are you stupid? Are you an idiot? Still don’t understand? I told you to decide whether to do it or not. Why do you keep talking round and round? Do you want to see me frowning? Are you just ignoring it for the rest of your life? Or should I go to that senior and ask him to do it instead of you?”
“Hey, I have something to say and something I can’t….”
“If there is, shut up and decide quickly. I didn’t like your indecisiveness. If you fix it at this opportunity, I will give you more points.”
Mu’s utterances stuck in my heart like an awl. Was this guy good at attacking like this before? ?
“I’ll give you ten seconds. There are no more chances.”
“No, wait….”
“Ten, nine, eight, seven….”
The countdown to Hell has begun.
‘Is this also your destiny? Damn god….’
“6… Five….”
“On the ball!”
Mu furrowed his eyebrows at my cry.
“What?”
“If you do it on the cheek… Will it work?”
Kissing simply means kissing. There is no law that must be applied to the lips. Why, don’t knights kiss the back of a noble lady’s hand? Kissing has been one of the ways to show respect and goodwill since ancient times.
In that sense, the request Myu forced me to do was no different. After all, friendship kisses are not really wrong.
But.
“Wow….”
As I watched Mew’s expression rot in real time, I realized that my last hope had been successfully rejected.
“Oh, okay. Cancel that just now!”
Damn it.
For now, I hurriedly spoke out in order to live.
“… ….”
Myu, who was staring at me with narrow eyes, opens her mouth.
“Four… three… this….”
Finally, the countdown resumed.
‘… Please save me.’
As if that number was my lifespan, my complexion gradually died. I’ve never been so worried about taking an important exam. However, as for why he was hesitant to act so willingly, the reason was very simple.
Aside from being embarrassed because it’s been such a long time, if you really do… I wonder if it’s really crossing a river that I can’t turn back.
When this guy, whose relationship with me has improved, runs out of control, he has absolutely no confidence to handle it. Wasn’t he hurting me for no reason by holding his attitude ambiguous again?
“—Work.”
What did I worry about and get lost in?
Then don’t hurt me.
You just have to make sure that doesn’t happen.
If he doesn’t have himself, he just needs to have himself.
What do you mean when you run out? I’ve already made up my mind to take care of all the behind-the-scenes work. In this academy, I am the only one who knows Mew the best. Only I can control this guy.
So let’s think about the next thing then. This is because when he wants to do something, he has a style that doesn’t work out if he doesn’t do it right away.
That means there is only now an opportunity.
“… Zero. Ding.”
After the final countdown.
“… I expected it, but you really are.”
“You asked for it.”
“Huh?”
I strode over and grabbed him by the shoulder. He looked straight into the eyes. Mew blinked her eyes.
“Gee, really… ?”
Sug-
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Just before I closed my eyelids, I saw Mu’s face turn red.
Ah, I did.
I forgot another one.
… Mew is not used to being victimized.
“Now, wait—”
My eyes were closed. My eyesight was blackened.
But I felt it.
The warm wind from your nose, your tickling breath, and your heartbeat like the beat of a drum. The smell of sweat covered the subtle scent of the body. The bangs touching each other.
Thump, pound.
My heart started beating loudly.
… This sense.
It may have been a long time.
‘I miss it, something.’
The trembling felt on Mew’s shoulder subsided. His breathing got a little thicker. It means I’ve given up on taking it anymore. To be more nervous than I was about the topic I suggested earlier. The bad guy needed a punishment.
My head slowly tilted forward.
“Huh.”
I opened my eyes. Mu was the same. The two of us looked around at the same time as if we had come together beforehand.
“Awesome.”
There was a little boy with his hand covering his mouth.
Like a child who has been hardened after peeking into his parents’ bedroom late at night through a slightly open slit. It was as if he had kept his mouth shut while looking at us, then couldn’t hold back and let out a sound.
There was no sound or hint. Sasha Elne. This damn kid was right next to us. I knew he was an agile guy, but he wasn’t even an assassin.
… More than that, this fucking shit.
“Huh!”
Myu reflexively pushed me in the chest. With ignorant monstrous power. I could see how embarrassed I was now because of that.
“Keuouk!”
Thanks to that, my body flew backwards. I hit the ground from the waist up and rolled two laps. Drool, drool. My legs went up to the sky and then I fell to the floor with a thump. When I rolled over, I heard a strange noise from my lower back. Hopefully it’s not broken
“Awesome… Jackpot case….”
“Lee, Lee. Hey, hey you crazy bastard!”
“Ehh?!”
Muttered Sasha. Mu cried. After that, a strong wind blew. The tremendous wind pressure snapped my bangs back. It seemed that Mew had thrown a punch. It was a serious punch in my opinion. But in the end, it seemed that it couldn’t reach Sasha, and Mew’s fist struck the empty space.
After that, the death chase began.
“Emergency! More than Beee! Jackpot case! Everyone! Neighborhood people! Look at this! Do you know what Sasha saw?! Well-“
“You, you this— dog— crazy— damn—”
Mew chased after Sasha with all her might, spitting out swear words she couldn’t bear to put in her mouth. Sasha dodged Mew’s blow with her miraculous evasion maneuver. Then, she eventually drew her sword, as if Mew was thinking of making Sasha her sha/sha. Sasha freaked out and ran out of her gym. Mew chased after him with explosive speed. She seemed intent on killing her somehow.
I was left here, face down.
“… ….”
My head is empty. I was as flustered as Mew, but once left alone, she soon regained her composure. In that state, I tried to slowly review what had just happened.
My hand went up over my face. I lightly touched her upper lip with my index finger. A soft, soft sensation lingered on my lips.
It was such a short moment that it wouldn’t even last for an instant….
‘It reached me a little bit.’
What.
This is enough.
It wasn’t perfect, but it was a successful step.
#10
A few days later.
“Only once. Just one time! Yes?”
“Ah, I can’t.”
“Ah! Not once! I beg you! Can’t you even listen to a request like this?!”
“Yes. Can’t hear When you ask for a favor in the future, please come with the utmost sincerity and sufficient price.”
“What? You said you would do it right!”
“What?”
“I’ll buy you food!”
“… Do you know what kind of magic word that is?”
When the atmosphere of Frontier, which had been stagnant for a while, started to liven up, Raylin-senpai came to me and, while ejaculating her, grabbed her clothes and dragged them. Thanks to that, she is about to be late for the lecture. I tried to free Raylin’s hand from holding my waist.
“Oh, let go of this! I’m late for this!”
“Be late! Do it! My grades are important, I am important!”
“Of course it’s a grade, man! Let go of this quickly!”
The reason is that the circle’s fashion exhibition is to be held at the upcoming Taeshin Festival, so they ask me to be their model there. To put it simply, it means to become a human mannequin. That’s all for 3 days without missing a day. You have to sound sensible. Would you like to help with a passion pay close to unpaid?
‘In the first place, I had no intention of participating.’
After hearing the rumors spreading, it seemed that the Taeshin Festival would go ahead as planned. Instead, since the previous incident happened, I decided not to accept any outsiders, and proceeded only with the population inside the frontier.
Anyway, it seemed that the purpose was to wash away the stigma and remorse of the past with the successful hosting of the Taeshin Festival. There were a lot of incidents these days, so the anxiety of the students was growing. It is to calm that anxiety and boost morale, and to proceed without a hitch. I hope something doesn’t happen
More than that, you should save yourself during the festival. Because something could have happened because of me. Internal security has also been greatly strengthened, and they say they do not accept outsiders at all… It’s something you never know.
“But he’s a junior.”
“Oh, why, what else?”
“You don’t wear the clothes I gave you these days?”
“… It’s hot to wear.”
“Wear it even if it is hot! Just wear it! How much does that cost!”
“Wear it or not, it’s my heart, it doesn’t matter! I want to let it go soon! You’re really late!”
“No! I won’t let go until you tell me you’re modeling!”
“What the hell are people two years older than me doing?! Aren’t you embarrassed?!”
“mmm! My baby Raylin! I will never let go!”
“aaagh!”
I can’t even hit this.
“Over there.”
It was then.
“Why don’t you let go?”
“… Yes?”
Laylin, who was on the verge of taking off her pants without holding on to my waist, turned to her side.
Immediately, her mouth opened slightly.
“My friend looks very uncomfortable.”
Black straight hair and eyes resembling amethyst.
“Ah, you….”
“Welcome, Mu. What do you do with this person?”
I whimpered at the appearance of the savior.
“Yes, but Ezio.”
However.
“… Uh?”
“You look very happy. They say they’re late with words, but they’re just arguing. Have I not disturbed you? Shall I just go?”
Mu looked at me and said.
Obviously the eyes are smiling, but the mouth is not. At first, she never smiled. In front of others.
“Oh, no. Absolutely not! It’s not, so hurry up!”
“Really? That’s right. Seniors. Please let me go.”
“Uh, uh…. Yes….”
Myuu took Raylin’s hand off herself, and Raylin was too helpless to let go of her hand from her waist. Since a girl she wasn’t close with suddenly did this, it was something she couldn’t just shake off from Raylin’s point of view.
Reirin muttered with her trembling face.
“…… I think something like this happened before. Is it my delusion?”
Is that so?
“Well, anyway! You promised to help! Understand! Then I’m done!”
“Yes?”
Whether or not I am dumbfounded, Laylin said whatever she wanted, and she ran away like a dart.
“…… No, I am.”
Standing still, laughing nonsense.
Mu tilted her head at me.
“Lecture, shouldn’t we go quickly?”
“Oh, I did. That’s right. Thank you for helping. If it wasn’t for you, I would have been really late.”
The next lecture was special on the super senses, so I had to move quickly to the Da Art Hall. She expresses her gratitude to Mew and moves her pace quickly.
“A troubled face.”
“… ?”
Myu suddenly came to me and whispered in a small voice.
Raise your toes and put one hand to your mouth.
“It was fun. Senior.”
Smile─
Then he walks past me and away.
Even singing her little hum.
“… ….”
What can I say after that day?
To be honest, I’m still a bit embarrassed, but Mew’s attitude changed as if she flipped her palm. Just like They are often referred to as seniors. Should I say it’s Mu-daek? It was really a mood wave among mood groups.
‘… It seems to be all right now.’
She showed symptoms of anxiety whenever she recalled the past, but did she have a change of heart due to my sincere apology?
She was strangely relaxed.