#5
I’m not sure if I’m alive.
… …
I have no feeling at all in my hands and feet.
No matter how much I tried to scream, no voice came out, and the nervous system all over my body hardened in an instant, as if paralyzed.
I have strong doubts about where I am now, what I am doing, and whether my body exists in this world.
… …
If you drift forever along the turbulent currents in the ocean of the unconscious, maybe this is how you feel. Without saying or doing anything, he just wanders around without his own will, holding a floating consciousness.
It was an all black world.
It was an unknown place with no one but me.
That was the biggest fear.
I… … Is it dead?
Only once in my life had I crossed a threshold very close to the sensation of death. Maybe it has already been crossed. At the time, I thought I was dead. He finally died, but in the end he couldn’t die, so he thought that he had become a body that lived.
It is a feeling that is very similar to the feeling I felt then, but is essentially different. I felt the light of my life definitely go out. then.
But now, rather than that, this state of insensitivity seems to last forever… … I can only imagine terrifyingly terrifying thoughts.
In such a space with my own consciousness.
oh oh oh-
The mysterious thing resembling a shadow, darker than the pitch black background I’m seeing now, is slowly taking shape.
Even though I couldn’t hear the sound, it was a really bizarre and bizarre movement, so I felt unbearable disgust and displeasure, and I tried to close my eyes, but unfortunately, my eyes didn’t exist anymore.
The bizarre mass soon took the form of a human.
“… … Oh, that’s a success. Are you okay, me?”
It then chuckled.
Pale skin degenerated like spoiled milk. Pupils sinisterly dilated with dark red light. Hair that fluttered in tens of thousands of branches like living tentacles, obscuring my vision.
Between the lips that drew an alluring smile, long, non-human fangs were glistening as if they were going to bite someone at any moment.
Where did the robes and dresses you were wearing go?
He was barely covering his extremely sensual body with a line that was inconceivable for a human being, with something like a piece of black cloth sticking all over his body.
The pair of black wings I saw at the last moment stretched out horizontally and slowly flapped in an unstable rhythm.
At that moment, while quietly staring at her long, thick horns that rose through her waving hair.
“… … Oh?”
undeniably.
At the image of the demon that appeared in front of me, I instantly felt this unconscious space in which I floated greatly shake.
It was a spinal reflex reaction.
It was just instinct.
When confronted with a demon, that is, one demon, the inside and the stomach are shaken and twisted. Although the body didn’t exist, I’ve certainly vomited dozens of times. If I didn’t, I felt a strong sense of disgust that I couldn’t stand.
Perhaps she also felt the huge vibration that had occurred in this space for a while, and her dark red eyes widened.
If a beautiful professor with a soft impression had acted like that, it would have looked innocent and innocent, but I just want to tear it apart and kill a vile demon to kill.
can’t speak
However, the anger permeated by the heat is unfiltered and exposed to the devil who tricked me well.
who are you, you bastard
“… … Be bad too If you suddenly show hatred like this, even me will be embarrassed, Ezio-kun.”
A smiling devil.
I want to run right away and grab the wings and tear them apart.
“It’s a little shocking. I thought I was kind to Ezio-kun. I only thought that we had feelings for each other, but now that I know, it’s sad that I felt like I was in a one-sided love. I’m sorry… … 」
I asked who
“Are you in a position to ask a question now?”
… …
“Uhhh… okay. uhm. Even now, I can feel this intense hatred pricking my skin. … … You are afraid of me, but above all else, you hate me deeply, Ezio-kun?”
I grinded the missing teeth.
Shut up.
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Do you think you’ll be fine by doing this?
This is the frontier Are you really unaware of the fact that if you demon-like bastards take even one step in, the only thing left is the future that will be surrounded by the faculty and destroyed by the faculty?
“Fufu, do you know that those lines are like third-rate villains?”
The devil laughs again.
“Do you think I came in without even thinking about that? you’re welcome. I will absorb all the divinity of Ezio-kun from here, and that alone has already accomplished all of my goals.”
… … Does it matter if it gets destroyed?
what a crazy year
“What, this body… … It took me 40 years to form a man named Nadieli Harlennia, but those 40 years are nothing compared to the value of Ezio-kun’s divinity. I liked the design, but I can’t help it. It is the body that was created for this time from the beginning.”
I thought you were saying something I didn’t understand.
… … Apparently the body is separate.
damn it
“Don’t curse too much, Ezio-kun. I mean, I really liked Ezio-kun. Of course, this is closer to my honest taste now than the innocent, shy, cute Ezio-kun. Whoops.”
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Don’t talk disgusting.
I will definitely kill you
“So, let me hurt you. Will I cry?”
let it go
It’s like a f*cking b*tch.
“… … Hmmm, I’m kind of excited. When a wonderful human like Ezio-kun comes out so strong when he can’t do anything, from my point of view, there is nothing more exhilarating than that. It looks like the bottom will get wet unintentionally. If that happens, is it all Ezio-kun’s fault?”
… … disgusting bat year.
“Yes- Yes, I am a bat. It’s a little big bat.”
The devil flaps his wings playfully.
“Um, I know for sure that Ezio-kun hates us deeply. There doesn’t seem to be any chance of trusting us in the slightest… … He often expresses his anger at me like he does now, but I guess he did. whoops. uhhh… … 」
The devil ticked his head like a pendulum in thought, then snapped his fingers and smiled brightly.
“Ezio-kun, you didn’t trust me at all from the beginning, did you?”
… …
“When I entered the lab and when I listened to lectures. It’s just that, for a moment, he didn’t trust me even the slightest bit. I really wanted to cooperate with the research as long as I don’t overdo it, and I’m sure I’ll be rewarded for it. It’s surprisingly cold.”
… …
“… … no.”
… …
“You don’t give your heart to anyone other than yourself. It’s like a barrier. This form of ritual is not uncommon, but… Ezio-kun’s things are especially firmly built.”
… …
“My heart is horribly broken. … … Be pitiful.”
You’re muttering unpleasant noises at will.
It was very distasteful and disgusting to see someone I didn’t even know trying to read my insides, rather than a demon.
“It’s okay if you don’t answer why. ‘Cause I think you know Maybe it was when you acquired Divinity. Most of the time it is.”
The devil covers his mouth and laughs.
At that moment.
… … Freedom of thought is tied up.
My consciousness began to settle very slowly.
“I admire Ezio-kun’s divinity. Heartily.”
“Because, unlike humans, we cannot have a divine nature. Is it not a lie to say that Ezio-kun is personally curious? right?」
“Originally, Ezio-kun. I would have ended up just chewing and swallowing Ezio-kun’s divinity, but uhm… … I have changed my mind a bit now. Ezio-kun’s divinity is special. If you simply eat it, that’s all, is there anything you want to know a little more about Ezio-kun’s divinity?”
“I want to taste it all. I want to put it on my tongue and roll it for the rest of my life. If I can make it into a substance, I want to make it into a candy that never melts. Every moment will be sweet. really.”
“To Ezio-kun who gave me such a great gift, I must also repay it. For Ezio-kun, one last thing I’ll tell you about things that Ezio-kun might be curious about. Whoops.”
“My name is Eligos. One of the 72 demons exiled for not participating in the war.”
「And before I am a demon, I am also a researcher. What is the divine nature that only humans can possess? … I was curious about that. I devoted my whole life to finding the answer to that question.”
「Why can’t non-human demons get divine? Is there really no way for the devil to obtain divinity? What kind of potential does human beings have? … ?」
“God is so unfair. It’s like discrimination.”
“Of course, I don’t want to have anything less than nothing, such as a very small divinity that cannot be seen by ordinary humans. All I want is… … The divinity of people who are unusual and unique like Ezio-kun, and have intense colors.”
“This is my experience. Humans who acquired unusual divinities like Ezio-kun usually had something in common.”
“Before he acquired the divinity, he was an ordinary human being, or he only possessed a divinity that could not be seen even a small light… … What kind of case?”
“By the way, people like Ezio-kun start awakening at a certain moment. Although the timing and form are all different. As you heard in my lecture, most people who have awakened acquired superpowers are like this. Ezio-kun is a sincere student, so of course he remembers it, right?”
「Anyway, most of the humans who acquired divinity like that… … There was one more thing in common. It was like experiencing something close to a miracle firsthand.”
“What is it? Why is it so important that it awakens divinity? How on earth does it function, turning an ordinary human into a special human like Ezio-kun?”
“I was crazy curious about that.”
“And, after watching for a long time until now, I was finally able to come up with one answer.”
“They have something in common… … I decided to call it an ordeal.”
“If you pass the ordeal, that person acquires a tremendous amount of divinity.”
“If you fail, you die. Just on the spot.”
“So.”
“It is said that only humans who have finally overcome death are qualified to have such a divinity.”
“… … Come on, Ezio-kun.”
“I said that the environment is important for the awakening of acquired superpowers, right? That is not wrong at all.”
“When a person is faced with a trial, he or she has the potential to be involved in a big event in some way or harbors a psychological fear and pain that is close to death in one way or another.”
“There may be relative differences between individuals, but that’s usually the case.”
“… … That’s why, Ezio-kun.”
“I will thoroughly taste the divinity of Ezio-kun from now on. At the same time, the process by which Ezio-kun gained divinity… … I will look at the ordeal with my own eyes, very closely and closely. It’s a kind of data collection. I think this will be a very important research material.”
“I’m going to experience an experience that only the person who went through the ordeal can know, and I’m going to experience it with Ezio-kun firsthand. 🥺! It’ll be really fun. right?」
“I know that Ezio-kun is not a bad person. So to me too, the divinity of Ezio-kun… … A little, no, all please. Ezio-kun.”
“Put down your heart and have fun, Ezio-kun.”
“Of course, it can be a little, very, very difficult. Because from now on, Ezio-kun will go through his ordeal and go through the pain that came with it, right here, again.”
“But I believe it will not collapse. Ezio-kun’s mental power seems to be quite strong among humans. It seems like it’s been a long time since I’ve come to such a quiet and wide world of images. Whoops… … 」
Eligos is getting farther away from me.
… … No, I was going down.
“Come on, Ezio-kun.”
“Now, show it to me.”
“… … What the hell happened on November 19, when a pillar of light that penetrated the continent fell on that day.”
Lol, imagine Ezio suddenly seeing a notification:
[Detected demons nearby]
[The demons have been recognized as enemies]