#8
“Are you okay?”
“Aww… … ”
Without a bird to catch it, it tumbled down loudly.
Contrary to such Rubia, Iris did not hesitate. To say it was a surprise, I opened my eyes slightly. Feeling a little sorry for not being able to hold her hand, Iris reached out to Rubia.
“thank you… ”
what kind of crap is this It seemed that Ezio was still looking this way. I don’t know what’s inside, but I wanted to get out of the seat as soon as possible because I thought I had been caught peeking at something. I was ashamed to die. On the other hand, Iris had a very calm face, so the confusion was doubled.
Rubia got up holding Iris’s hand and brushed the dust off her skirt. Of course, it cannot be completely clean. He washed away the dust with a simple magic operation, and raised his index finger with a hiss towards Iris, who was looking at him with a blank look.
“So, what… … ”
“Hey, let’s go over there. I’ll go and talk to you.”
“Is it that important?”
“Nope. no, for once. Let’s go… … ”
Rubia grabbed the shoulder of Iris with a question mark above her head and turned it, then pushed forward as if she was pushing it.
If Iris put her foot on the ground like a hardened wick, Rubia’s weak power would have no effect, but Iris gently pushed her away. It just seemed like it had to be.
#9
vaginal.
Ezio, who looked at them as they avoided their seats by drawing a long line on the ground, looked away with a sobs.
A strange position taken behind an open space structure. When their eyes met, they seemed to be startled. It felt as if he was secretly hiding there and peeping here.
‘After all, it’s a bit like doing something that didn’t happen.’
Is it still uncomfortable to talk to you first?
It was just that thought.
It would have been better if I could just give you a light greeting without having to do that. Or maybe it was because he was talking to Mew. Unlike Rubia’s arrogant future, Ezio had no particular thoughts.
more than that.
First of all, I had to finish the conversation with Mew.
“… … Anyway, that’s what I wanted to say. I think the memories will be found soon. Somebody who becomes an archmage is helping me, huh? At least we can find a clue.”
Ezio spins the straw in the lid. After a while without meaning, he spoke again.
“And I may be very cautious about you, but your condition… … Because I know it’s not so good. I thought it would be better for you to find it sooner rather than later.”
Then, I saw Mew’s shoulders twitched slightly. Is it to the extent that if you mention it, you will naturally cringe? What made Mew like this? taste is bitter Ezio added a few words to Mew, who bowed his head with an unknown expression.
“I know we can’t be comfortable with each other, but I don’t want to be with you like this. … … you said before Please don’t treat me kindly.”
An unintentional smirk formed.
“Considering what you did to me, it can’t be. I don’t think I can keep those words. Sorry.”
“… … ”
Ezio’s feelings for Mew were mostly gratitude for now. Without Mew, I wouldn’t be where I am today. Maybe I should have quit earlier.
On the other hand, I didn’t know anything about the fact that Mew eventually dropped out even though he was by my side. I’m sure we’ll find the answer in the near future. Then things will go smoothly… Even if it didn’t happen, I thought I could somehow put an end to it.
However, from Ezio’s point of view, it was not clear whether recovering memories like this was really the right path for Mew.
To be sure, if he remembered all the events of the moment Ezio collapsed, Mew didn’t have to tell the truth out loud. First of all, I don’t know if it will be very difficult and difficult. He was able to receive forgiveness, not a lie, from Ezio, who had returned to his original state.
I do not know. Right now, I didn’t know what Mu himself wanted.
… … As if immersed in the stillness of the day before the storm, I felt a bit impatient. Cold sweat formed on the palm of the hand that covered the cup.
When I thought that the person who looked at me and smiled softly yesterday would completely ignore me with a cold face the next day, my facial muscles trembled slightly. I didn’t know what to do, and it felt like my head was going to turn white as if it was empty.
I was determined to stand firm in the face of such a future. The crisis, which came in a completely different way, was taking a hit from an unexpected place. During the month before Ezio met Tetra Crowley, Mew didn’t know whether to live in a bloody mood day by day.
After all, whatever Ezio promises now.
It was—- because it was clear that it wouldn’t last.
Kwok. The side of the cup was slightly crumpled.
“… … Sorry, all I have to do is… ”
“Are you trying to say me?”
“… … ”
“I told you. It will be fine. nothing happened.”
As Mew’s condition gradually became strange when keywords related to lost memories appeared, Ezio said to Mew to grow up, soothe, and reassure Mew. He gently grabbed the hand of Mew, who had started biting his lips while grabbing the hem of his trousers.
I don’t think we can be like this. This way, Mu’s trembling will fade like a lie.
“it’s okay. You’re doing nothing wrong, Mew.”
I don’t know anything, as if that’s the only correct answer. say with a guess
“… … ”
“You can stop blaming yourself now. I honestly don’t know why you have to be so traumatized. I wish I could have done this. Look, I’m fine now. I’m holding your hand by your side I don’t know what you’re worried about, but it’s okay for now. No matter what happens later, I’ll do my best in that case.”
“… … It’s not that easy. I… ”
“What if it’s not easy? you should try Even though I knew it wasn’t possible, there were times when I had to do it. I’ve been living like that You know that.”
Elena had said Regaining painful memories may not be very pleasant. Seeing him say that, he must have been talking about his condition to some extent.
It may not be a good thing. What’s more, the inside that was messed up enough to describe it as a broken personality is returning. Aside from the thought of finding his memory, Ezio had little fear of the change that would come one day.
It’s just about overcoming that little fear.
For Ezio, who had been blocked in front of the wall of despair hundreds of thousands of times, I thought it was a difficult but worthwhile task.
‘… … You really haven’t changed.’
As much as Mew who liked Ezio like that.
Surely, somehow. He said that after he regained all his memories, he would try to solve the relationship with him that had been broken once.
Suddenly, I felt like I wanted to completely trust and lean on Ezio like this, and I felt a deep resentment towards myself for such a thing.
More than anything.
The hand that Ezio held was so warm.
In fact, even if Ezio could make those lies come true at any time and be able to talk to each other with a smile.
Whether or not you will be satisfied with that.
because he didn’t know
I don’t know if I’m just like everyone else.
What if we become shyly close friends and sometimes become in a relationship where we can nostalgic memories of the past that we can never go back to.
——After all, you cannot be chosen.
If another precious relationship that was close to him replaces his place in the distant past. And- if you put yourself in a position where you have no choice but to watch that friendly figure from afar.
That is, I think it will be the most difficult future.
‘… … Now, I can never go back to the old days.’
Mew quietly and secretly regretted it.
#10
Flap, Flap.
I’ve already told you everything I need to tell you. On the last night of the week, Ezio was in his dorm room, opening a book and rewriting something.
‘Because the first thing I had to do was find my own… … ‘
Thinking so, I turned the pen round and round.
I flipped through the pages of 「Sephirot and Ten Thousand」, and opened the page of 「What is Inherent Magical Power?」 from the dozens of table of contents items that stretched below it.
“… … Although the form of the magic circuit trained in various forms clearly differs from one individual to another, it is difficult to regard it as the core of ‘inherent magic’. (omitted) … … The fundamental difference arises from the unique properties of each magical power. It is part of the soul that is endowed with the birth of the human spirit. (omitted) … … This discovery was first made by the Ten Thousands who appeared with the outbreak of the First Inma War in 482, the Continental Calendar. … 」
“… … Just looking at it makes me dizzy.”
It’s because I’m a little tired. As soon as I saw the densely packed text, I felt dizzy. It’s a history I’ve already learned once in a liberal arts class, so I ended up going over it.
The important thing was now. Ezio looked at the book with his eyes focused.
The color of unique magic. Ezio’s own was white. I had to find information about it.
Flap, Flap.
On the pages you turn over gradually.
「Brown color series」
There was also Alfres’s that I had seen before.
「Yellow series」
Including Lenny’s.
「Indigo blue series」
Past the color that seems to be Hector’s.
「White series」
“… … Why are you at the end like this?”
In the end, it was only when I reached the last chapter, that I was able to access the information about the white magic that was briefly written on a single page.
and.
“… … what.”
Ezio couldn’t help but tilt his head for a moment.
「White series」
– One thousand out of ten thousand that led to human victory in the First Human Demon War, it begins with the release of white magic when the Shia Keter split the northern demonic continent in half with the ‘Heavenly Sword’.
– Shows compatibility with all elements and properties.
– Other than that, there is very little recorded information.
– As of 872 according to the Continental Calendar, when this book was published, the representative known owner of white is the Archmage Tetra Crowlida (this may not be accurate).
Even if I open my eyes and look for it.
There was too little information about white magic.
“… … ”
Ezio shook his head for a moment.
…then, what should I submit to the assignment?