As usual, I had a bad morning.
A nightmare in which Si-hyeon leaves me and leaves with Lim Chae-yeon.
It’s always a dream of the same story, but it still gave me a sense of fear that I couldn’t get used to.
“annoying..”
I got up from my bed and looked in the mirror and wiped away the tears.
There are fewer marks than usual, but did it all seep into the pillow?
Thanks to that, I looked around after wiping away only a small amount of tears.
‘I woke up late..’
The rest of the crew thought they had gone to work first, but after smelling the food, they realized they were preparing breakfast.
I thought I needed some help, so I quickly removed the blanket and went out to the living room.
OK..
“did you sleep well?”
The face I hated the most was captured in my field of vision. We had so much quarrel yesterday, but it’s nice to say hello.
Ignoring the woman who was setting the spoon, I approached the grandmother in the kitchen.
“Ahh, my granddaughter is waking up. I drank yesterday, so my hair is a bit red.”
“It’s a little dizzy.”
“Drawing? Then, I’m making a spicy soup right now, so if I do this, I’ll be fine.”
“Yeah, what else can I do to help?”
“It’s already over, so there’s no way. You just have to go to your seat and sit down.”
You’re one step late.
I suddenly got free rice to eat, so I poured water into a paper cup to do something.
After that, there was really nothing to do, so I waited silently with the annoying woman.
We didn’t have any conversation until Grandma brought the maeuntang.
“Everyone is eating well.”
“”I will enjoy this food.””
I felt bad for the overlap of words, so I reflexively kicked my tongue.
Even though I was showing such an uncomfortable look, this woman didn’t even show any reaction.
Uncomfortable with that attitude, I asked while scooping rice with a spoon.
“By the way, how long are you planning to stay in this house?”
“I haven’t decided on anything. I’ll just go when the time comes.”
“When is that? There’s no set vacation period.”
“There is, but it has nothing to do with me. If you don’t keep it, you won’t be in a position to say anything.”
What are the ranks of alternative positions that make it so difficult?
I was stunned for a moment and stopped asking any more questions.
It was because it seemed that they would not be able to get the answer they wanted even if they had more conversations.
***
After eating, I went to the town hall to pick up a present I couldn’t bring yesterday.
Then the old people with familiar faces welcomed them.
I said hello to each and every one of them and went out with presents in my shopping cart.
“Okay..”
Candies, canned drinks, various fruits, etc. It weighed quite a bit when you put it all together.
Can I take this home?
I was dizzy due to the hard work and the heat, but I had no choice but to walk to the end unless there was a means of transportation.
So.. I was on my way home holding the shopping cart with both hands.
I found a familiar orange buoy on the beach.
‘Haenyeo grandmothers.. You came out to work early in the morning.’
If you get caught here, you’ll want to work together, right? Worried, I distanced myself from the sea.
And as I passed the pension in the village, I found a couple of men and women who seemed to have come to play in the city.
“Sunghoon-ah. Stop fishing today, let’s play in the sea with me. Huh?”
The man smiled warmly at the woman’s charming voice.
“Of course. You left the fishing rod in the car for that.”
Is it fishing? As I was fishing, I suddenly remembered Shihyeon’s face.
I don’t know if Shihyeon is different, but because she was a fan of catching fish.
‘..Should I try it after a long time?’
When I got home, I packed my presents and grabbed my fishing rod.
Then, after borrowing an earthworm from my neighbor’s grandfather who likes to fish, I moved to the fishing point I’ve been using since I was a kid.
Pong!
I threw the bait into the sea, now I just wait for the bite to come.
That time when I felt a little bit refreshed as I felt the sea breeze all over my body.
“yes?”
Feeling popular, I looked back.
Then I saw a woman with a fishing bag also taking a seat next to me.
“Can’t you see what I’m doing right now? Go somewhere else and get a magazine.”
The woman shook her head softly.
“I think I’ll get a good catch here, so I’ll do it here.”
“her.”
A snort came out of the strange answer. Why do you come here and make people uncomfortable?
Feeling dirty, I immediately left my seat and quit.
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Because the moment I escaped from here, I felt like I was defeated.
“Twitch.”
While rubbing her shoes against the rocks in annoyance, the woman who was ready started fishing.
She is silently looking at the sea, not knowing what to say. With this, the awkward silence began again.
That’s why I tried to ignore it and focus on my fishing.
“Ugh!”
The woman pulled the fishing rod with a strange spirit.
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No, you mean how long after you put it in, you already caught it?
Surprisingly, I stared at him without realizing it.
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‘..how big is it, you can’t lift it up.’
The fishing rod bent like it was about to break, so I thought for a moment that a large fish was caught.
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No matter how hard the woman tried, the fishing line didn’t come up, so she got a sense of what was going on.
“It’s no use pulling it. It’s stuck on the ground.”
The woman tilted her head and let out a short sigh, perhaps understanding it too late.
Then, not knowing what to do, I wandered around, and it felt very frustrating.
So, after putting my fishing rod on the rock, I approached the woman.
“Give it to me.”
I was handed the fishing rod without a word.
I pulled it to the side hoping the needle would come out, but it didn’t even budge to make sure it was properly caught.
So he kicked his tongue and pulled the fishing rod with all his might.
Then the heaviness felt in the hand disappeared, and the fishing line without the needle came up.
“Do you know how to tie a needle?”
“I don’t know at all.”
“What is it… Then you’re saying that you don’t know how to do anything other than fishing.”
The woman nodded as if yes. You’re so ignorant, you’ve come to go fishing, too.
I said with a deep sigh.
“That’s all I can help here. You do the tying of the needles yourself.”
I had no loyalty to help, so I left it alone and focused on my fishing.
Then she, who was only fiddling with needles and strings, took out her cell phone after a while.
[How to tie a fishing hook. You will never forget this video for the rest of your life!]
her. I didn’t help, so I followed the Mutube video and fell for it.
Perhaps with good dexterity, the woman succeeded in tying the needle as soon as she finished watching the video.
Immediately after putting the earthworm in, she threw the bait into the sea again.
After a while. I pulled the rod again, and this time I managed to catch a real fish.
‘What, you’re really good at it..?’
Is that beginner’s luck?
I don’t even get a bite, but that woman caught the fish that she put in.
Jealousy and the desire to win are creeping up.
After sharpening and concentrating on my teeth, I managed to catch a fish that was bigger than the one she caught.
“under!”
Along with the loud laughter, he showed the fish as a sign of pride.
Then she applauded with a small smile… I saw the reaction and realized something was wrong.
‘Wait, why am I talking to this woman…’
It was shameful to have been praised and rejoiced for a while.
I quickly turned my head and pulled the fish out of the needle with a feeling of embarrassment.
Then, as I let it go, I thought about it for a while.
‘If Shihyeon had seen what I caught…’
Suddenly memories of the past came to mind.
It was around the time when I went to an indoor fishing spot with Shihyeon’s family.
The first time I caught a fish, the whole family seemed to be delighted with their work.
‘It was really fun back then…’
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My heart was warmed and I was depressed at the same time.
That’s right, all the ties related to that time have been cut off.
Si-hyeon went to Lim Chae-yeon, and the aunt was disappointed with me and moved to another place.
‘Yeah, now I’m alone…’
It is no longer possible to relive the memories of the past.
If I hadn’t acted foolishly, Shihyeon would have gone fishing with me.
Did I have to accept Si-hyeon’s request to remain friends?
Was being a lover too much of a role for me?
As I continued to get hurt and depressed, the emotions I couldn’t control gradually weakened.
‘I want to meet Sihyun.’
Whether I’m obsessed with or giving up, I’ll have to meet him to find out.
To say that we had to part without knowing the news for the rest of our lives, it was clear that we would regret it forever if we continued like this.
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So, today, to build a discussion board, I put the fishing rod in my bag and headed home.
***
Yerin cleaned up her fishing gear and strode to the kitchen where Grandma would be staying.
As a result, I met the grandmother who was humming the trot while cracking the shells.
“My granddaughter, did you go and catch a lot of fish?”
When the grandmother asked in a gentle voice, Yerin shook her head with a serious expression.
Then he said in a firm voice, containing the emotions he had accumulated so far.
“Grandma, I can’t take it anymore. Please allow me to go to Incheon.”
Grandma sighed, asking if that was the sound again.
“Let me tell you something that makes sense. Yerin, you and your grandmother should have fun in this village.”
“No! While I’m here, I don’t know what Si-hyeon and Lim Chae-yeon will do.”
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The shells I had been peeling with a knife were cut in two.
“Whatever they do, what does it have to do with you. Do you know that Si-hyeon is the boyfriend of that girl named Chae-yeon, or your boyfriend?”
Grandma clicked her tongue saying that the bean pods were properly covered.
While Yerin didn’t say anything, she said while beating the basket of clams.
“I don’t need it all, and if there’s nothing else to do, come and break the shells or help me.”
“Oh Grandma! Please!”
When Yerin, who was frustrated, screamed, the grandmother put down the knife that cut the shells.
The granddaughter’s unwavering persistence raised the grandmother’s voice.
“Ahh, what are you telling me to go and do! Are you saying you’re ruining the lives of well-to-do kids!?”
“I don’t know that.. I just can’t break up with Sihyun like this. I hate living without knowing the news for the rest of my life!”
“Sometimes, not knowing is medicine! Why do you only choose things that will hurt you!”
The opinions of the two women ran parallel without overlapping.
The voice gradually grew higher and higher, even reaching Nayeon’s ear in the yard.
And shortly after…
“Grandma doesn’t even know how I feel.. It’s really too much!”
Yerin, who was crying, ran out of the house.
Then, after glancing at Nayeon in the yard, she started running without a destination.
“……”
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Nayeon immediately follows her back.
Her daughter ran aimlessly, squatting down on the sandy beach around the road.
When Nayeon, who had caught up, tried to approach her, Yerin, who knew her existence, shouted.
“Don’t come this way! I want to be alone, so please get out of here!”
Like a spiky hedgehog, Yerin began to refuse contact with everyone.
Then he hit the sand on the floor with his fist.
“Why are you all disturbing me! Why do you keep trying to exclude me from my life without even knowing what Shihyeon is like to me…!”
Yerin was so sad that she repeated the words that she would rather die.
If this is the case, why did she give birth to her, and she even complained to Nayeon.
“……”
At this, Nayeon quietly watched her daughter’s back, full of scars.
That figure who lost the reason he loved and resented the world.
It was as if I was looking at my past self, and my heart kept aching.
jerk. jerk.
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Nayeon, who stood in place for a while, turned away, leaving Yerin alone.
Yerin, relieved by the sound of footsteps moving away, buried her forehead in her shin and began to sob.
And I promised myself.
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No matter how much my grandmother threatens me, I can’t stand it any longer.
I’m going to stay here a little bit longer, grab my phone and wallet to stay at home, and then I’ll leave.
How much did I cry when I thought about it?
She made the T-shirt she was wearing full of tears and runny nose…
bread! bread!
I looked back at the sound of the horn constantly ringing.
Then I noticed the Matiz car I was riding in when I was shopping.
After a while the window goes down.
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Nayeon, who was holding the steering wheel, said while pointing her thumb to the passenger seat.
“get on.”
At Nayeon’s unexpected suggestion, Yerin’s forehead was wrinkled.
“What a fix? What if I ride it. You’re trying to drag me to Grandma!”
Seeing her daughter continue to rebel, Nayeon sighed deeply. She put her elbows on the windows that had gone down.
Without seeing her daughter’s face. He said while lowering his gaze.
“Let’s go Incheon. I’ll take care of you.”