A week of visiting Chinese restaurants.
Yerin, who was lying on the futon, was in confusion and could not sleep.
‘I’ve looked around a lot of Chinese restaurants, but I can’t see Sihyun..’
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Maybe she hasn’t opened the store yet?
So you can’t see it even if you sting everywhere.
As the clues to find gradually disappeared, Yerin began to get nervous.
‘What if I can’t find it even if I search all over the place? Was it right to live in Incheon in the first place?’
There’s no need to fool around with the area you live in, so this must be the right place.
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Moreover, since it was the information obtained through the identity of the aloe matte bag, there was no reason for Si-hyeon to lie.
‘Yeah.. If you can’t find it in a newly opened place, you can look around for fried rice restaurants, and if you can’t find it, you can search through Chinese restaurants in Incheon to find it.’
Yerin exhorted herself by saying that she had a lot of time.
After making up her mind once more, she rolls on the mattress.
Then, Nayeon, who was sleeping in the bed next to her, caught my attention.
“……”
I feel something strange. At first, I felt sick to my stomach just looking at it, but now it doesn’t matter.
Why does it seem that the more we go together, the closer our relationship is?
It’s a phenomenon I didn’t like very much, but it was changing like that without my realizing it.
‘Are you a mother?’
Shopping, conversations at cafes, and words of comfort often heard.
Did the daily life between mother and daughter, which had not been experienced in the past, start to melt their hearts belatedly?
Yerin was staring at her mother with a confused heart.
Then then.
“honey..”
A mournful voice came out of Nayeon’s sleeping mouth.
like the lungs are squeezed. Repeating irregular breathing, she reached out to the air.
‘..It’s a start again.’
Yerin’s eyes changed vaguely.
What I learned while sleeping with my mother. It is said that Nayeon suffers from nightmares about once every two days.
Just as Yerin had a dream of letting Shihyeon leave, Nayeon also has a nightmare of her husband leaving.
When Yerin found out about this, it became difficult to get mad at Nayeon.
“Ehh…”
Would you have acted like this when you have nightmares too?
Yerin, who was frustrated with her heart, got up from the bed and went to her mother.
Then he pulled out a few tissues and gently absorbed the tears.
‘Who is mother and who is daughter?’
This woman must have suffered from nightmares ever since she was born…
For Yerin, who had only had the nightmare for a few months, it was impossible to even estimate the pain.
tock. tock.
A daughter who absorbs the tears that are constantly leaking out with a tissue.
As the wet tissue gained weight, Yerin’s chest gradually became heavier.
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No, rather than being heavy, I felt a deep and deep sympathy with my mother.
‘You and me, it’s a big deal. Because I lost my heart to a man I shouldn’t have loved.’
Yerin straightened her mother’s hair and put the ruffled duvet back on.
Then he rolled up the wet tissue and threw it in the trash.
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2 weeks of Chinese restaurant tour.
“……”
Yerin frowned as soon as she ate fried rice.
Then she left without emptying the bowl, but Nayeon didn’t say anything because she knew her daughter’s feelings.
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While Yerin explored the next Chinese restaurant, Nayeon cautiously opened her mouth.
“Where is Shihyeon, does anyone know where it is?”
“I’ve got to be there… if it were him, he wouldn’t tell me.”
Erin let out a long sigh.
It was because Sohee, who was very devoted to Chaeyeon, had the information, so she knew that no matter what she did, she wouldn’t say anything.
peek.
Seeing her daughter’s desperate reaction, Nayeon said it again.
“Don’t give up like that, why don’t you visit it once.”
“Okay. I’m sure I’m in Incheon, but I don’t want to waste my time for nothing.”
As soon as Yerin finished answering, the vehicle stopped at the signal.
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Nayeon turns down the air conditioner because it’s getting cooler inside.
He looked at the front again and spoke.
“But… Now, there are few Chinese restaurants left to visit. I’m looking around the places that opened in Xinjiang as well as fried rice restaurants. If I can’t find it, there is no more answer.”
At Nayeon’s serious persuasion, Yerin was silent for a while.
If you look at the list of Chinese restaurants on your smartphone, most of them have already been there.
With limited information, it was necessary to leave for new clues.
“..just a few more days, and if it’s not there, I’ll go to Daegu.”
“Yeah, well thought out.”
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Nayeon stepped on the accelerator with a happy smile.
Then, after looking around five more new Chinese restaurants, I took Yerin back to the hotel.
shoot-
As soon as they enter the room, the two wash their bodies clean.
Later, we sat side by side on the bed and started to turn on the air conditioner.
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Meanwhile, Yerin glanced at Nayeon, who was bruised, and said.
“There you are… I have a question.”
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Nayeon answered while looking at the air conditioner.
“What?”
Yerin paused for a while without asking right away.
She pounded the floor with her feet and scratched the nape of her neck.
I mustered up the courage to ask if I had made up my mind late.
“Is it that hard to see my face?”
When an unexpected question came up, Nayeon’s body twitched.
“Hey, why are you asking that all of a sudden?”
“Just. I don’t know when this trip might end, but until then, I can’t live without eye contact.”
Yerin spoke in a slightly sad tone, then looked straight at Nayeon’s side face.
Then he cautiously advised.
“So… why don’t you keep avoiding me and try to see me?”
“that..”
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Nayeon turned her head in embarrassment.
I understand the reason enough, but if I keep going like this, I won’t be able to make eye contact until I die of old age.
The daughter, who had made up her mind to eat, asked repeatedly in a heavy tone.
“Are you going to practice?”
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Nayeon bowed her head.
“Yeah, but not today, but later…”
“Sounds like it’s rude. There’s nothing to do, but we have to start now..!”
Yerin ran into her mother’s arms.
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Nayeon is lying on the bed, and her daughter is on top of it.
Yerin held her mother’s cheeks and fixed her head in front.
And said in a disgruntled voice.
“What is it? Since you’re practicing, why do you close your eyes as soon as you see them?”
“I’m sorry. It’s because it’s close to instinct.”
This is instinct… Yerin scratched the back of her head and looked back at her memories.
“From what I heard from my grandmother, my face overlapped my dead father’s face. Is that true?”
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Nayeon closed her eyes and nodded her head.
“To be precise, it’s hanging from your shoulder rather than overlapping. With blood all over your body.”
“Cee.. I just asked! It’s creepy all of a sudden!!”
Yerin looked around her shoulder with a frightened expression.
Fortunately, I couldn’t see anything, but I still felt reluctant.
“Anyway, that’s why you can’t see my face?”
“right..”
maybe this is good
I don’t know if it was a trauma or what, but the phenomenon Nayeon was going through was both bizarre and cruel.
“Should I even go to a shaman?”
The mother was shocked by the daughter’s words.
“To get rid of your father!?”
“It’s not an eradication, it’s a blessing. Dad might be hanging on because he’s worried about me, right? So I’m fine~ Get some rest~”
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Nayeon’s head was pounding as if she had been hit with a blunt weapon.
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Because he only regarded the vision before his eyes as a curse.
“Oh, my eyes are open.”
In order to confirm the truth, Nayeon mustered up the courage to face her daughter. At the same time, I could see her husband’s empty pupils covered in blood.
What emotions are leaking out of those eyes?
Resentment towards the world that killed you?
Regret for leaving us like this?
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Before she could even figure it out, Nayeon closed her eyes with a feeling that her heart was constricted.
“..Okay, but it would have been nice if we had seen each other for 10 seconds. If we keep going like this, we can get over it quickly.”
Yerin showed a satisfied expression and stepped out of her mother’s body.
Then I brought bottled water and brought it to my mother, who was sweating profusely.
“thank you..”
While Nayeon gulped down the bottled water, Yerin sat cross-legged on her bed.
“Let’s practice every day from now on. Every time you see my face, you’re surprised, because it’s a bit uncomfortable.”
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Nayeon nodded her head, saying she was sorry.
And I thought. As the daughter said, surviving for 10 seconds means that there is room for overcoming.
Will there ever come a day when Yerin and I can live like an ordinary mother and daughter?
As I hoped that such a day would come as soon as possible, Nayeon’s heart warmed and a small hope settled at the same time.
‘As much as we couldn’t do it in the past, let’s try to do better in the future.’
Recalling her oath in the West Sea, she turned off the lights with a shallow smile.
And before laying on the bed, he said to the place where his daughter was lying.
“Yerin, good night.”
“..you too sleep well.”
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Nayeon senses that the distance between her and her daughter is gradually narrowing.
Today, she succeeded in sleeping safely without having nightmares.