As soon as May entered, I looked for things to do in all directions for the anniversary with Heena.
Buying expensive things is a pass because even if you are happy when you receive it, you secretly scold me by saying that we should discuss it together next time. For a similar reason, it is also a pass to book an expensive restaurant somewhere.
After removing the things that shouldn’t be so, and thinking about it, I basically had to give up trying to do what I wanted to do on my own.
So, what came to my mind was, then, how about making a plan and going on a trip together. Not in Korea, but just like I told Heena one day as a joke, even a light one-night trip to Japan’s hot springs.
Once there was enough money. Because I hardly used the part-time job of a part-timer at a cafe that I was working on as a stress reliever. Of course, if you really go to Japan, it will not be enough, but you can use Junghu-hyung’s chance.
There was no need to spend the money that had been raised in the first place. Although I sometimes go out on a date with Heena, I didn’t do anything that would cost me a lot of money, and most of it was a date at home. Even with my friends, we didn’t see each other often as we were all grown up and busy.
In such a situation, as a returning student, my life pattern was to stay at home to study or to go part-time for a short time 3 days a week. I didn’t have a lot of money to study because Heena was there. I was studying like I did when I was in high school, and if there are any blockages, I can ask Heena later.
Thanks to this, my grades for Mogo in April were good. If you are really determined, you will be able to see the same school as Heena. If you push it that hard, burnout will come before summer is over.
So, not only did I study at home, but, as I have done before, I practiced cooking by playing games outside of study hours or watching YouTube recently.
“How are you? It’s my first time trying japchae.”
“It’s so delicious!”
“Can’t we give a detailed evaluation? It seems like it’s just delicious every time…”
“But it’s delicious… Come here. I’ll show you how delicious it is!”
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He told me to come and see me, but instead of eating, he got up and came to me. And Heena hugging my neck and kissing me passionately. Judging from the taste of japchae on her lips and tongue, it certainly seemed to have worked out well.
I’m f*cking, not god. It was the first time I thought that Japchae was a food that requires a lot of hands. I just suddenly wanted to eat, so I tried it, but it must be so hard.
Still, seeing what Hee-na enjoyed eating the hard work she made was very rewarding to always cook for her. With this taste, I couldn’t miss studying cooking. Besides, if I don’t, I have to order delivery food to eat.
Anyway, since everyday life is like that, there is no place for money to go. I even use my mom’s card to buy cooking ingredients.
Thanks to that, we gathered quite a lot, so my savings were enough to go on a trip to Japan with Heena. Of course, if you go, Heena will definitely add money.
However, I couldn’t decide on my own trip, and since I had to think about Heena’s schedule, I decided to give up the thought of making a useless surprise.
It would be fun to talk properly and then make plans together.
—
It must have been fun.
“……”
As our 2nd anniversary drew closer, somehow, Heena’s complexion was getting darker. But it’s not that I’m dissatisfied with it, it’s just that it’s darkened and stuck to me.
“What’s going on?”
Even if you ask me like that because I’m worried.
“No… you study. I’ll be quiet…”
“That, yes…”
Saying that, he just hugged my back like a cicada. I wondered if it was because of such a magical day that women take once a month, but I also know roughly what Heena gives, but it wasn’t that day either. Besides, Heena doesn’t get worse even on that day, so she doesn’t go down like this.
As the condition continued for several days, one day he even contacted Leah. Hee-na and I are still close, and as a result, I also met face-to-face, so we exchanged contact information.
[ Han Yeon-hoo: Did Heena happen at school? The fortress is a little…]
[ Park Ria : Huh? I thought something was going on with you… I think I did well on the test, but it’s always low pressure these days… ㅠㅠ ]
[ Han Yeon-hoo: Yes? Hmm… Anyway, ㄳ ]
[ Park Ria : No 🙂 Still, I’m glad it doesn’t seem like there’s a problem with you! Next time Heena feels better, the three of us will call for a drink? ]
[ Han Yeon-hoo : ㅇㅋㅇㅋ ]
However, as Leah said that she did not know the reason, it became more and more unknown. Me and I have been getting along well enough to have fun with Jenga recently, we did well on this college midterm exam, and we don’t really have any problems at home.
What the hell is the reason?
After grunting about him, the real 2nd anniversary was approaching, so I decided to just talk to Heena. Don’t be fooled and ask questions until you give them an answer.
“Heena.”
“yes…?”
And today as always, I called Heena, who was drooping while holding my arm tightly. In fact, rather than lack of strength, it seems that he is trembling with anxiety somewhere.
“It’s been two years since we started dating.”
“……”
“So, why don’t we go on a trip together that day?”
I’ve heard from people around Japan that it’s enough to go without a reservation a few months in advance. Besides, it is the off-season. So, if I just said that I would go now, I would make a reservation right away.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
No matter how low-pressure Heena was, I thought she would never turn down an offer like this.
However.
“…no.”
“Huh? Don’t you?”
I couldn’t help but be surprised to say no, holding my arm tighter. It’s the first time I’ve refused to do anything directly from my side.
When I started to feel insecure about myself because I wanted to know if there was anything really dissatisfied with me.
Heena looked up at me with a pathetic face and said.
“We… on our second year, can’t we just stay at home?”
“You want a date at home?”
“Yeah… I just want to be with you that day. Don’t go anywhere, just the two of you at home.”
“okay?”
It’s the weekend, so it’s not a problem to be together all day. Although Heena put more importance on just having time for the two of us rather than doing special things to take care of on small anniversaries, I didn’t know that this would be the case until this time.
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Last year, on the 1st anniversary, I don’t know if it’s the 2nd anniversary, because I had to study for the 1st anniversary, so I said let’s just skip it.
Suddenly, I wondered if it was because of this that Heena was not feeling well lately. It’s the first time I’ve spoken out like this since the day I got sick.
“You’re not feeling well these days, is it because of our anniversary?”
“……”
I kept my mouth shut to my question, but thanks to that, I knew that it was the correct answer.
“Honestly, I have no clue… Can you tell me why you care so much about that day?”
With her head down, she looked up at Heena’s face and asked the reason as gently as possible. Even so, he kissed Heena’s cheek slightly, who was still clenching her lips.
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After that, while stroking it with his hand, he continued to speak slowly, as if persuading him.
“I was really looking forward to going on a trip with you. I’ve been working hard so far, so I think I can take a break from studying for two or three days.”
“……”
“If it’s too much for you to travel, I don’t mind spending it at home. But it’s because you look so hard. Can you tell me what’s going on?”
“It’s not a burden…”
“okay?”
“…I am…”
At last, as she was about to open her mouth, she listened quietly, keeping her face close enough to touch her breath. Slowly, her little mouth begins to move.
“Some time ago, I had a dream…”
“Did you have a scary dream?”
“Yeah… we went out to meet you on our 2nd anniversary date…”
“yes.”
“I’m waiting for you… Heh… There’s an accident on the way, and then…”
While speaking, he suddenly starts to cry. Nevertheless, I did not tremble, wiping my tears with the back of my hand and waiting for him to speak to the end. To be honest, I was a little relieved in my heart.
It wasn’t because there was a problem, it was because of a nightmare. It was a little strange that Heena cared so much about things like that.
“So…hib, you…you…”
“Are you hurt a lot?”
“Hey… heck, heh heh heh… he’s dead…”
“I?”
“Huh, heh heuk… huh… hib… I can’t see you… suck… no more…”
Even though it’s a story in a dream, he cries out loud as if he’s sad as if he’s talking about what he really went through.
I was dead in that world!
“Don’t cry. Duck. I’m by your side right now. Huh?”
“Hey, don’t go anywhere… uhh… stay by my side…”
“Right. Are you worried about that? Thanks for telling me. Come here. I’ll give you a hug.”
With Heena still in her arms, she buried her face in my chest and wept. As I hugged Heena and patted her on the back, I was thinking of miscellaneous thoughts in my head.
There are times when Heena also gets anxious with such a girly sensibility, like.
I also had nightmares when I was young and fell asleep with my mom crying, so I guess you know what it feels like.
Still, I have never felt so anxious for days or days because of it. It’s usually fine when I wake up from sleep.
However, it was rare to see Heena so intensely emotional except during s*x to think that she was lying to hide the truth.
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Maybe it was because I was living at home while being loved by my family, and then living outside, I wondered if my anxiety was gradually accumulating. I’ve been living together since the early days of cohabitation. So am I dreaming of dying?
Seriously, I thought that the two of us were spending more time together than any other couple in the world, but even then, I was anxious and even dreamed of such a dream.
What should I do to make Heena feel safe?
I just really want to feel more at ease when I become a family member. If you stamp the marriage registration certificate and become Heena’s completely on paper.
Well.
I have a feeling that it will get worse when I get married, is that right?
I thought about it like such a fool for a while, but I quickly stopped and thought about how to appease Heena again.