After finishing the meal in a hurry, he and Heena sat face to face on the sofa and started to understand the situation.
I stopped menstruating, right? I think that’s right?
“Usually Im, you stop menstruating when you’re pregnant, right? Am I wrong?”
“I’m not sure, but maybe…?”
“……”
After that, take a deep breath. deep breathing.
I barely caught hold of the mental cord that seemed to fly. Even in the midst of complicated brains, of course, there was no option to delete the child. Someone may have to make such a choice, but at least not me.
Just Heena’s college and my exam. And I have to tell my parents about this. In addition to that, various realistic conditions were tangled up and messed up in my head.
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My heart was pounding and my hands and feet were cold enough to be embarrassed, but I tried not to show it as much as possible. What will Hee-na do if I show her that I’m in such a hurry?
At this moment, it is clear that Hee Na-il will be more unstable than anyone else…
– chuckle
“……”
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No, why are the corners of your lips twitching like this? Hee-na Lee, are you nervous right now?
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No matter how easy it was to talk about a baby or pregnancy, I thought that if something happened, I would of course not know what to do as a girl. But my girlfriend always exceeded my imagination.
She gently stroked her stomach with both hands, barely holding back the corners of her lips that seemed to ascend to heaven.
“Heena.”
“yes?”
“…Shouldn’t I be a little worried? Are you in love right now?”
“Oh, no? What should I do? Shall we go to the obstetrician-gynecologist together?”
“Would you mind lowering the corners of your mouth? Because you look the happiest you’ve ever been?”
“……Hi-Hi.”
“No…Pop…Ah, Lee Hee-na is really…awesome…Fhahahahahaha!!”
It was so ridiculous that I stopped laughing. Maybe I’m just half crazy.
What should I do as if I don’t care at all? Seeing Heena doing this, I felt like a fool myself, who had been imagining fifty thousand different things.
I put my mind down like that, laughed for a while, and when I calmed down, I told Heena.
“Huh… Let’s go to the obstetrics and gynecologist first. We have to check, and if it’s not pregnancy, I’m worried that my period has stopped.
“Yeah, okay! I’ll prepare it right away~”
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Looking at Heena’s back as she entered the room with bouncing footsteps, she leaned on the sofa and wiped her face with both hands.
It’s definitely better to go right away than to get a checkup and use a pregnancy test just in case.
But what if you’re pregnant?
—
Perhaps because of her very healthy body, Heena had a fairly regular menstrual cycle. That’s why I honestly think it’s almost 100%, but just in case you don’t know.
There were times when I was stressed because of group assignments, so maybe it was because of that influence?
With so much hope, I took a taxi and headed to the nearest obstetrics and gynecology clinic.
Inside the obstetrics and gynecology department, several couples or women were waiting for the treatment even on weekdays, and our gazes were secretly gathered as we walked in front of what seemed like a young couple. Maybe it’s because Heena is pretty.
“The blood pressure and weight have been checked, and the registration has been completed. Please sit down and wait for a while.”
“thank you.”
However, I had no time to worry about such things, and after completing the registration, I sat quietly by holding Heena’s hand.
“A lot of people~”
“Yeah. Is there anything bad about you?”
“If you’re pregnant, but you’ve just been… there’s nothing like that. Don’t worry too much.”
“Then I’m glad.”
Whether it was fortunate or not, to Heena, worries and anxiety were still invisible. Rather than Heena, I was more nervous than I was, and for about an hour I waited like a criminal sentenced to death.
Following the guidance of the nurse who came to call us, after a short interview with the doctor, we had an ultrasound scan.
The content of the interview was irrelevant. They asked me if I had ever used a pregnancy test before or if I was thinking about having an abortion. Perhaps it was because there were many cases of erasing in the case of our age group.
Anyway, after waiting for a while after the test, the teacher called us in again.
And I was definitely sentenced to the reality that was right before my eyes. The ultrasound picture shown by the teacher.
“It’s 6 weeks. Can you see the baby nest and the yolk are well established here?”
“yes!”
“…Yep.”
The little thing inside the white, round part is called our baby. I couldn’t even feel it when I saw something. That this little thing grows and becomes a baby. Already a baby?
“The mother is also healthy, and she hasn’t had any problems so far, but she may have gastroenteritis or chest pain in the future. And—”
Thanks to some mental preparation before coming here, I was able to calmly listen to the explanation. About things to pay attention to in the future or what will happen to the next visit schedule. I and Heena also opened their ears and listened intently not to miss a single word.
He was explaining in the middle of the day, and in the middle, he operated the computer and played a video or something. Then, the video of the ultrasound picture I showed you earlier was played there, and a strange sound was mixed.
“Can you hear me?”
– Boo-woong! Boo-woong! Boo boo boo!
I listened intently to those words, but I couldn’t figure out what it was. To put it bluntly, the wind noise you hear when you open the window of a fast-moving car?
So, as they both looked at the doctor with question marks on their faces, they smiled and revealed their identity.
“This is the sound of the baby’s heart in the mother’s womb. You can check it from about 5 or 6 weeks, but luckily you were able to hear it this time.”
“Hey, is this this?”
“Yes. It’s strange, isn’t it?”
I couldn’t even imagine. I thought it was just the sound of the wind, but this was the sound of a baby’s heart. It was only then that I realized that a single life was really inside Heena, which did not reach as much as I thought with the ultrasound picture.
And it must have been the same for Heena, and at some point she was quietly weeping next to her.
– Dump, Dump
“This is… our baby…”
“it’s okay?”
“Yeah… Yeonhuya, did you hear it? Heart sounds are very healthy…?”
“Of course. It was huge. You thought it was a train passing by.”
“Hey… Us, our baby girl… This… Yeonhuang…Hib…you and my child… Hah…”
Eventually, while looking at the screen, he cried as it is. I bowed my head to the doctor to apologize, then grabbed Heena’s shoulder and pulled her into a hug.
I was also moved by the life in front of me, but Heena seemed to feel something more than that. Somehow, I no longer had to worry about the future. Rather, only a vague determination to work harder for Heena and my baby filled my heart.
Of course, we are too young to take on a new life, and in the future we will need help from countless people around us.
Still, I’ll do the best I can.
For me and Heena.
for our baby.
—
After that, the doctor, who waited for Heena to calm down, was able to hear everything else about what she needed to know or do. When you can hear the baby’s heartbeat, you can receive a maternity notebook at the hospital, and that you have to undergo various tests in addition to the first ultrasound you received. If necessary, take medicine.
So I went straight to the hospital and had some blood tests. And after waiting for a while for the test results to come out, I was able to get on my way home after scheduling a future visit. With the maternity notebook I received today in my hand.
Thankfully, it was covered by insurance, so it didn’t cost as much as I thought, even though I had a lot of tests. The test results were very good with no abnormalities.
After the crazy visit to the obstetrics and gynecology was over, I returned home holding Heena’s hand, just like I did when I went.
And as soon as I entered the living room, I sat on the sofa next to each other and gave my body a rest, both physically and mentally exhausted. While sitting so blankly, Heena suddenly opened her mouth with a subdued voice.
“You don’t like it…?”
“What? Pregnant?”
“yes…”
Are you really here now? It was a question that was too late to say that. I was excited until I went to the obstetrics and gynecologist, and on the way back, I was always touching my stomach and smiling.
Only now, with a dark expression on her face, she answered her question carefully, casually.
“You can’t hate it. It’s just, I’m embarrassed because I’m not ready yet.”
“really…?”
“Of course. I’m going to tell the parents tomorrow, so let’s think about our baby’s name today. What should I call it?”
Actually, it didn’t matter. There was no worry, but the responsibility was rising beyond that, and the burden of telling my parents tomorrow was great. But that wasn’t what I wanted to say about Heena’s pregnancy. Because in the first place, I am half responsible for the pregnancy.
“Then, are you going to give birth to our baby and raise it?”
“No, what are you talking about after making an appointment at the obstetrics and gynecology department together?”
“I did… hhh… Yeah, that’s right. My baby, I’ll have to work hard to give birth to a healthy baby, right?”
“That’s right. And don’t even think about going into the kitchen in front of you… No, wait. What are you going to do in college? It’s 3 or 4 months after vacation, and you have to be absolutely stable.”
If you say you’re going too far, you’ll never dry it. Above all else, health is the most important thing.
Heena lightly answered my question as if she had already thought about it.
“Since the first semester is over, I have to take a leave of absence from the second semester.”
“Are you taking a break like that?”
“Yes. There is a reason. If we come to a university like you, we can go together from the second semester of next year.”
“Wow, burdening you? Just wait. I swear to my baby that we’ll go to the same college.”
“Fufu, fighting!”
Fortunately, Heena didn’t seem to have any major problems with her college life. If you go back to school in the second semester of next year, you will have time to take care of yourself even after having a child. After that, Auntie… No, I’ll just have to get help from my mother-in-law.
Then all that was left was me, and I had nothing to worry about more about my studies. Except for quitting the part-time job right away and going all-in until the entrance exam.
Rather than going to the same university as Heena and wanting to become a campus couple, the responsibility of going to a good college for the sake of the baby and Heena and our stable future filled me.
So, after talking about our career path, the topic was once again filled with things about babies.
“When I heard my heartbeat earlier, I was so excited.”
“Me too. It really felt like we had our baby inside.”
“Yeah… Now that I know it’s there, I can feel something moving… Is it still moving? My heart was beating like that.”
“Isn’t that right? Sueup, it looks like you’re doing it already… Do you need to exercise? Your artistic and physical abilities must be tough.”
“Fuhhh… What are you talking about to a child who hasn’t been born yet?”
While having such a conversation, I put my hand on Heena’s stomach and gently started stroking it with her. For now, Heena didn’t say anything about touching her belly. He just looked down at his ship with kind eyes.
The two of them silently stroked their stomachs for a while, then Heena smiled softly and opened her mouth.
“Love.”
“yes?”
“My baby, Taemyeong, can’t we do it with love?”
“If you like it, it’s fine with me. Isn’t it a bit common?”
“It doesn’t matter if it’s common or not… Just, what should I say. It’s so lovely. After opening up, you and our baby too. So that’s the only thing that comes to mind.”
“Well then, then.”
In fact, I wasn’t really confident about building it, so I decided to completely follow Heena’s opinion. Besides, it’s pretty too.
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Love.
It seemed like a very good name to remember over and over again. It was as if the love between me and Heena was really embodied.
Seeing Heena smiling as she sang Sarangi, I felt my heart warm.
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Now twenty years old.
We were no different from children, let alone a child, not even being able to properly heal my body, legally becoming an adult. We couldn’t really see what our lives would be like in the future.
Still, in this moment we were together, I was gaining immense strength. Seeing my girlfriend smiling happily in front of me, I felt like I could do anything for this.
“Our love, Mom, we have to be quiet so that we don’t get sick. Okay?”
“…Huh, whoops… Mom… huh. Am I a mom now?”
“That’s right, love is Mom.”
“It’s good… it’s so good, love is daddy.”
Hee-na’s smile bloomed brightly, calling herself a mother and a father to me.
It was brighter and more beautiful than ever.