it has arisen
Yeonhoo and my child were in my womb.
Who knows how happy I was when I got that fact confirmed.
also knew
We were still twenty.
How hard it will be in the future if you take a child like this recklessly. How much will you be criticized by others?
Even though I knew that, I accepted what happened after a safe day was used as an excuse.
If a child was born like this even with a small, very small possibility.
If there is evidence of love.
Once again, Yeon-hoo can’t throw himself for another life as easily as his previous life. If you have a visible regret that you shouldn’t throw yourself away at.
If I could reduce the possibility of that endless despair even just a little bit.
yes, please if so.
He could withstand any kind of gaze or hardship.
I felt sorry for Yeonhu who had to endure it together.
It was just my desire.
It was a pregnancy full of self-interest, but apart from that heart, I loved Sarang as much as I did after opening it. I couldn’t feel any movement yet, but it was so precious and lovely nonetheless.
Also when the doctor hears the baby’s heartbeat.
– Dump, Dump
Tears flowed. I had no choice but to do so. Because the evidence of life within me was so clearly felt.
Soon after, it was overheated.
it will be our baby
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Never seen before. If Yeon-hoo was unharmed, I would definitely have seen it back then.
our, our, our, my.
baby.
—
Fortunately, Yeonhuo was only embarrassed about having a baby, but never said to erase it. As if he hadn’t even thought of it in the first place, I was grateful to him for thinking about his future work.
Of course, I thought it would be the case when I was younger.
“Love.”
“yes?”
“My baby, Taemyeong, can’t we do it with love?”
“If you like it, it’s fine with me. Isn’t it a bit common?”
“It doesn’t matter if it’s common or not… Just, what should I say. It’s so lovely. After opening up, you and our baby too. So that’s the only thing that comes to mind.”
“Well then, then.”
And we decided to name our baby Sarang. It had no special meaning or meaning. Other than that, nothing came to mind.
Because it felt like my love for Yeon-hoo was embodied in this world.
“Our love, Mom, we have to be quiet so that we don’t get sick. Okay?”
“…Huh, whoops… Mom… huh. Am I a mom now?”
“That’s right, love is Mom.”
“It’s good… it’s so good, love is daddy.”
okay. We are now Sarang’s mother and father. I will give you all my love
To Yeonhoo and to our love.
—
Together with Yeonhoo, she confessed to her parents that she was pregnant. He didn’t blame us for our immature behavior, but he seemed to have a lot of trouble.
what can i say here
If there is a sinner in this place, I am the only one.
“Okay. Don’t you know my kid? How do you say no when Gi-bae asks you to do it?”
Of course, I couldn’t come up with a single excuse for my mother, who said that I was the cause, not the relationship.
In the meantime, I was relieved that the parents were also thinking about having a child on the premise. If it wasn’t for the words to erase the child, he could endure any kind of reprimand or punishment. I was confident I could bear it all.
It didn’t matter that Jung-hoo couldn’t get married before the ceremony was held. Of course, if I had the opportunity, I wanted to do it, but it was okay if I didn’t have to.
Because it wasn’t important. Because the most important thing was just being with Yeonhoo and Sarang.
“Then I’ll only post it in the family register… I’ll have to remove the room too. It’s better than that. It’s better for Heena to use your room again, and then go back and focus on her until she sees the SAT.”
Therefore, this was not acceptable.
As much as Yeonhoo is moving away from me.
“Can’t Yeon-hoo and Yeon-hoo go together? Or I can go…!”
The moment I heard my mother’s words, my mind went blank. Going home was fine. Or staying at Yeonhu’s house didn’t matter either.
As long as Yeon-hoo is by my side, I can be anywhere.
“Lee Heena! Is it time for you to be stubborn?!”
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My mother raised her voice, but she couldn’t give in. It wasn’t a matter of insistence, it was something that had to be done.
After Yeonhoo, you have to be by my side as long as Yeonhoo!
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Never!
Since then, nothing has been seen. For the first time in my life, I had a fight with my mother raising my voice. The fact that my parents-in-law were watching me, and that Yeon-hoo was by my side, did not come into my mind as much as then.
I really can’t afford to live. If Yeon-hoo is not by your side.
Then, my mother tries to drag me away.
“I hate it!!”
“Aren’t you going to get up soon?! How long will you be embarrassed in front of your in-laws…”
– Dump, Dump
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My emotions were out of control. The only thing that comes to mind is the desire to be with Yeonhoo.
I know I was acting stupid, immature.
please let me know though
“Si…Sir… Heuk… If I don’t have Yeonhui… Heh… No way… Hehehe.”
I can’t do it without a year old
Don’t take Yeonhoo away from me.
don’t get away from me
“Hey… it won’t fall off! Heh heh… heh heh heh heh…”
Please, please.
Because everything else is good.
Please only stay by Yeonhoo’s side.
“No, I’m just saying… Heuk… Yeonhoo and… I want to be with you… Hib…”
‘Cause there’s only one thing I need
—
After calming down, looking back, I couldn’t raise my face because of the embarrassment. I couldn’t believe it. Of course, it is true that all those feelings and feelings were my sincerity.
In front of your parents-in-law and Yeon-hoo, you will see them crying like a child, fighting in groups, and fighting with their mother.
If there was a mouse hole, I wanted to hide right away. The doctor said that there would be ups and downs in the future, but at times like this.
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My mother understood that it was because she was pregnant, but it was just embarrassing.
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Nevertheless.
In the end, I was happy to be able to spend time with Yeonhoo in the future. First of all, I was grateful to Yeonhoo who offered to come for me.
He was so cool that he hugged me tightly and confidently told my mother that he would be by my side.
“Sorry…”
“No. Is it because you’re nervous again?”
“Yeah… I don’t think I’ll ever be able to do it without you by my side…”
“Don’t worry. I told you. I’ll always be by your side.”
“I believe… Thank you for coming with me. I love you.”
“I love you too. Go to bed early today. I’ll hug you until you fall asleep.”
Thank you for smiling sweetly at my apology and telling me that I will hug you until I fall asleep.
I love you.
—
After tidying up my bedroom, I returned to my house and stayed in my room with Yeon-hoo. Just the fact that he was by my side gave me peace of mind, and if I fell even for a moment, my anxiety soared.
It was as if love was whispering to me. Never let go of your dad.
Don’t worry, love.
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Mommy and Daddy will be with you for the rest of your life.
And the happy days began again.
“Daddy is saying strange things, isn’t it, darling?”
“No, Sarang will answer you…”
“It’s good to say that love is also yours. Or honey!”
“haha…”
It wasn’t just the ceremony, but we were already like a couple. I now call Yeon-hoo more often than the name Yeon-hoo, baby.
Actually, it didn’t matter how I called it, but when I called it that way, Yeon-hoo’s reaction was cute, so I added it unintentionally.
“Ugh!”
“…Heena, today?”
Also, when the night comes, I can do it to my heart’s content without really bothering me, so I hugged Yeonhoo every day.
“I think my mother-in-law noticed… Why don’t we restrain ourselves a little?”
“Chop, poo! Yeah~ Mom knew every time we played, didn’t you?”
I had already informed him that it was useless to him who was worrying about useless things. While Yeon-hoo was studying, I already talked often with my mother.
How gentle and friendly at night. How pleasant it is to whisper that I love you countless times and gently touch you.
Especially now that I’m pregnant, I’m so worried about my body, so I was very happy to treat it delicately like a treasure. Of course, it was nice to play with me like a toy.
I can’t even count how many times I’ve shared my feelings about that happy and overwhelming moment with my mother.
“Let’s go back. Huh?”
And with his eyes already staring at my chest, I entrusted my body to him who was secretly pulling out his feet. several days and on and on.
It will be difficult to do it soon, so until then, let’s do our best.
—
After that, the recovery was going smoothly. My will was strong, and as I stayed by my side all day, I put everything behind me and helped me with my studies.
And I’m not saying it because it’s my husband, I’m a child who can really do it after Yeonhoo. No matter how hard you work, it has never been easy to achieve consistently high grades like this.
I was worried about focusing on my studies because it was a little overdone, but seeing them persevere and work harder for me and Sarang, I had no choice but to cheer for them.
After so many months of hard work.
Yeonhoo was proudly able to finish the retake with the best grades so far. Maybe, really, just by any chance, I felt like an idiot for driving my brother and I to the car on the day of the exam, as if nothing happened.
As soon as the entrance exam was over, Yeon-hoo listened to me without leaving my side for even an hour, as promised.
I was so grateful for that, and that made me even more pampered. Of course, my stomach is getting bigger and my love is growing day by day, and my anxiety and emotional ups and downs have gotten worse.
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Not just that.
“Yeonhuya, wake up…”
“Uh, huh…? What’s going on?”
“No… Hug me…”
“Ha-ah, okay.”
When I woke up at night, it was true that I wanted him to hug me. But it was okay if I didn’t have to wake Yeon-hoo.
However, the image of him standing next to me, answering all my requests and requests.
To follow me around like a puppy and accept my pamper.
I feel so good. I’m happy.
“I want to eat strawberries.”
“Yeah? Shall I buy it?”
“No. Stay by my side.”
“don’t go?”
“I want to eat strawberries…”
“Wait a minute. I’ll summon strawberries.”
It wasn’t his usual ups and downs enough to force him, but he did.
It was my brother who suffered in the end, so I felt a little sorry for him.
“If you go to Otti, you’ll have a drink with other girls, right?”
“I’m not going. At that time, it’s your due date, but you can’t go.”
“Just… The girls call me oppa and pour me some alcohol… You drink that if you like it…”
“It’s a motive, but what about your brother?”
“Then we get drunk and lie down next to each other to sleep, and then we get to know each other…
“You’re not going?! Calm down!”
“Huh…”
“Heena, I’m here! I’m not going anywhere! I’ll be by your side!”
Still, this fear was sincere. Yeonhoo is so cool, sweet, and kind.
It will definitely be popular with the girls of your classmates. Out of my sight, to a girl I don’t know, to the cute type of girl he likes.
Just like you do to me, it felt like my heart would break if I imagined her smiling brightly. When I was working at a cafe, I was getting feverish just by having Yeon-hoo smile at customers.
The first semester that he will be spending alone without me has already become unsettling.
It’s college or something, so I want to lock it up in my house.
Besides that.
“No! Don’t go!”
“Let’s go on a short outing~ Would it take 30 minutes to go around this town?”
“I’m going too!!”
“Ugh… I’m sorry, son-in-law.”
“No. Heena, I’ll give you a hug, so come here.”
“You’re not going to leave me…?”
“Where am I going? Come on, I’ll give you a hug.”
“yes…”
It was absolutely unacceptable to fall from my side.
You can do anything, but you can’t just leave me alone.
you have to be by my side
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Leaving your wife behind is never okay.
The wireless pager that Yeon-hoo saved for me was a token of love itself. No matter what I’m doing at any time, just press it and it will fly to my side.
thanks For always accepting my complaints.
—
A few months to lean on and be pampered by the gentleness of the relationship. She was admitted to the hospital ahead of her due date.
The constant labor pains were a little difficult, but it wasn’t enough to be hospitalized already. Still, he was worried about me, so I followed him without saying a word.
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Naturally, Yeonhoo followed me and helped me at the hospital.
a few days later.
As I had foreseen, labor began at dawn. She cried in tears and screamed in pain incomparable to anything she had ever seen before, looking for Yeonhoo.
“Hey… W, Yeonhuya… Are you there?”
“Yeah, I’m here. You’re holding my hand.”
“Keep on, keep on…”
“Never going anywhere. Never.”
“Ugh…!!”
His voice was heard in my ear. That was enough. The pain didn’t go away, but only after Yeonhu was by my side, I could bear it.
I was worried, because of his strong hand holding my hand broken.
“Later, let’s go back to all the places where Sarang took us on a date. The three of us together.”
“Or, Hee-sung and Yoon-jeong are pitiful, so you can take them with you.”
“Sometimes, they say they want to see Sarang more than we do. Right?”
“It would be nice to go on a hot spring trip again. But is it too hot for Sarang?”
“I’ll be by your side. For the rest of my life, I’ll only be by your side.”
“Just a little bit more, let’s do our best, Heena.”
“I love you.”
In his sweet voice whispering in my ear.
In his words, looking at the future of the three of us.
It was painful enough to die.
Still, I could endure it.
This pain was nothing. He was screaming in pain, but it wasn’t that he couldn’t stand it if he had a relationship with him.
A greater pain in the body and pain in the mind.
‘Cause I’ve felt it
yet.
“Ahhh!!”
When the baby’s cry began to be heard in my ears.
The condition of his body was not in words, but he wanted to see Yeon-hoo’s face more than anyone else.
“We…love, how’s it going…?”
“Yeah… you say you’re very healthy. How are you? Where are you not sick anymore?”
“I’m fine… Black, love… I miss our love…”
And after reconfirming that Yeon-hoo was by my side, we found our baby.
“You’re so, so pretty… Hib… Love, you’re so pretty… You look just like you…”
“Are you closer to me than I am?”
“Black… no no…”
“That’s right.”
Our baby, the love the nurse showed me in front of me. There really were no angels. At a glance, I could tell that it was a child after me and Yeon-hoo.
It was wrinkled and small, but nonetheless, it looked like Yeonhoo.
And when Sarang is on my stomach, let’s feel that warmth and heartbeat through it.
Tears flowed, I was moved, and I felt once again that I was the baby I gave birth to.
I was so dizzy, I cried and cried so much that I felt dizzy. One thing was for sure.
We are no longer two.
that it became a family of three.
—
With my own insecurity, with stubbornness, with immature behavior I could not have imagined before. I apologize to everyone for all the irresponsibility.
To the families who need to take care of us, to the love who came to us too quickly because of his stupid mother. To Yeon-hoo, who has to take this troublesome woman with him for the rest of his life.
It seems that from some point onward, you are only doing things that will make you hard rather than taking care of you.
However, I will work harder in the future.
As your wife, as Sarang’s mother.
I will do my best.
I’m always sorry.
And thank you.
i will love you till i die
please stay by my side
I love you, Yeonhuya.
Come on, love.