＜Episode 133＞ Discipline
When I hurriedly went out to the living room, the chaos was already spread out.
Poured milk powder. One that rolls around on it. Si-eun, holding on to one such thing and letting out only the sound of pain.
If you look to pretend, it’s pretend.
While Si-eun looked away for a moment, it seemed that Hana, who had crawled secretly, was covered in a milk powder bottle.
It was a commotion from the morning wind on the weekend.
After breakfast, as I was fixing the investment program in my room, I suddenly heard Si-eun’s scream.
I rushed to the living room to see what was going on, and this was what happened.
I was just going to work for a while and try to help right away. Accidents happen at such a time.
who would you blame The cost of the crime is borne by the husband who abandoned his wife and young child. Confused, she approached Si-eun, who was wandering around, and said.
“Si-eun. I’ll clean it up, so come on and wash one. If you leave your clothes here, I will return the laundry.”
“yes… … . thank you.”
Si-eun barely responded.
At a glance, the signs of exhaustion were evident.
“Huh.”
“Hey, it’s hard… … .”
After sleeping one, we returned to the couple’s room together, sighing at the same time as if we had made a promise.
After taking a bath in the name of bathing, Hana immediately went into nap time.
Fortunately, it didn’t take long to fall asleep. I was only thankful to Hana for allowing me to take a long break.
“great job.”
He wrapped his arms around Si-eun’s droopy back and spoke.
I feel exhausted since morning, so my whole body is weak. My body, which was originally slender, felt even weaker today.
He suppresses the sadness and makes fun of his mouth.
“I don’t know why we are doing this. Are you a teenager already?”
“What is puberty?”
Si-eun smirked.
I was grateful for accepting jokes that were difficult but meaningless. I hope this makes you feel a little better.
Soon, Si-eun sat down on the bed. He sat down next to me and leaned on me. I stretched out one arm again and wrapped it around Si-eun’s back.
He gently rubbed his back and said.
“I know. It’s not puberty. Are you in trouble just because you can get around on your own?”
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Maybe it’s because of this.Because one fortress has greatly improved.
One is now able to sit down for a while. Of course, it started crawling. The expression of his emotions was also intense, and there were times when he suddenly shouted.
So, a situation like today would happen once every other day. There is no way to do it on weekdays, but I had to help out as much as I did on the weekends. There is no shame in doing this while being careless for a while.
Si-eun answered in a thin voice.
“I will. They said it was like this from around 7 or 8 months.”
“okay?”
Now one is just over 7 months old. That means we are at the beginning of the hardship road.
I thought I had overcome a difficult head, but I am on my way. Beyond this, what other trials await? After all, being a parent seems like a lot of hard work.
“Still, I have to build strength in my body. As a mother, there is nothing stopping me from crawling.”
“right. I don’t know if Hana knows that the real honey suffers like this.”
“What if the baby knew?”
Si-eun smiled a little.
“We have to be careful. So that you can roam freely without any problem.”
“It is. What should I do?”
“Well. Shouldn’t it be that you move items that can topple over, such as a bottle of milk powder, upstairs?”
After saying this, Si-eun began to fold her fingers as if she was counting something. It was as if he was counting what was lying on the house.
Then all of a sudden we meet clap hands.
“ah.”
“why?”
“Apart from that, a little… … I should have scolded you.”
“Are you scolding me?”
After hearing the question, Si-eun nodded her head.
“Even when I was very young, I was told that minimal discipline was necessary. Of course, it’s not okay to express anger or hit anyone.”
“Well.”
it’s upbringing I remember reading this part while studying how to take care of a child.
When you run into a dangerous situation or try to attack another person. Discipline is needed to stop the movement and not repeat it. It was something like this
One is now 7 months old. He’s not a genius enough to understand people well. Still, I’ll accept some nuances. “One, no!” Can I shout?
Come to think of it.
“Coming to think of it, haven’t you been saying something to Hana before?”
“Ah, huh.”
Si-eun replied softly as if whispering.
In retrospect, it seems that the voice was similar to that in the case of the milk powder box earlier.
When I went out to the living room, startled by the sudden scream, Si-eun said to Hana, “You can’t do this in the future…” He was speaking timid words.
I thought I had spilled even a small complaint. Was it a kind of discipline for Si-eun?
Si-eun narrowed her eyes and looked up at me.
“He said you have to be firm to understand. So, I wanted to be as sharp as possible and scold you for not doing this… … .”
Si-eun, who connects sparse words together. The way you look at me is full of confidence. In my eyes, I wasn’t trying to be scolded, but to the point of looking like I was being scolded again.
Perhaps more like a baby than one. A little, it reminds me of a cute kitten.
Unbearable, she tapped her head, and Si-eun’s eyes closed and opened again to the beat.
Feeling my heart pounding at every little movement, I opened my mouth.
“yes. did you? it must have been hard But didn’t that happen?”
“… … Aren’t you supposed to be treating me like a child right now?”
“… … .”
As soon as she took her hand away from her head without saying a word, Si-eun’s eyes went wild in an instant. ugh, sorry
Si-eun exclaimed and snorted.
“When I saw one, I couldn’t make a loud noise. Now that I am a mother, I should be able to properly scold even for Hana.”
gloomy look At first glance, the grass seemed to be dead.
I should do it Si-eun has always been a person who can’t get angry.
When he came to our house, he also showed a bold side, but he said that it was a kind of defense mechanism. Basically, I think it’s timid.
However, I am not that different. How many times have you been angry since you were born? I try to count, but I can’t remember right now. You can probably count with one hand.
He said rubbing his shoulders.
“We’re both going to need disciplined practice. You’re the type who can’t get angry with each other. Of course, I can’t pay more to the baby.”
“What?”
It was a reasonable story, but Si-eun tilted her head. Why are you doing this? Conversely, in confusion, he tilted his head in the same way.
“why?”
“no. Honey, you’re good at getting angry.”
“What? When did I get mad?”
asked dumbly. that i get angry It was the first time I had ever heard of it. I can assure you, I’ve never been angry with Si-eun before.
Upon hearing my question, Si-eun raised an eyebrow. It sounded like he was thinking of a funny joke.
Then, Si-eun said, “Hummm,” and cleared her throat.
“I’m sorry, but we don’t need customers like you two. Please leave now.”
“don’t do it… … .”
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My face feels heavy, filled with shame. Unable to hold it in, she lowered her head, and Si-eun came up to her ear and let out a laugh.“I don’t know how much I was grateful for Honey back then. You were angry for me.”
“I’m glad I said thank you.”
Still, it’s something to be ashamed of. I can’t see your face yet.
This is the story of a time when I took Si-eun to a company party. At that time, a person who did not have a face-to-face relationship was insulting Si-eun, so he got up and threw it away.
It was one of the few moments in my life when I truly showed my anger.
Besides, in such an official place, at a dinner party where there were not a lot of people watching. He must have been quite angry.
Si-eun flirted for a while about what was so enjoyable. Are you happy to remember that I was angry for you?
Of course, Si-eun was also very grateful at the time. He even told me that he fell in love with me again on this day. For Si-eun, it may be an unforgettable scene.
But as I kept doing this, the desire to throw a counter punch rose.
He raised his head slightly and looked at Si-eun with side eyes. Si-eun, intoxicated with a sense of victory, raised one corner of her mouth.
“what’s the matter?”
He looked directly into his eyes and spoke.
“no. I wonder if the honey didn’t get angry too.”
“I?”
“yes.”
This time, after I cleared my voice and said,
“still… … please… … Don’t try to handle it alone… … .”
“I’m really annoyed.”
In a short time, Si-eun’s mouth popped out. I thought it was some kind of duck.
Then he clenched his fists in both hands and even patted me. Of course, the century was weak and weak. It wasn’t painful, it just tickled.
it serves you right. It is illegal to make fun of others.
In any case, it will only cause damage if this story is dragged on for a long time. I’ll have to change the topic slowly. He smiled brightly and gently grabbed Si-eun’s wrists.
“Anyway, it means that we have been living together for quite some time and have never been so mad at each other. Isn’t there something you can’t do about not being able to say something bad to a child?”
Si-eun quickly inserts the protruding mouth.
“Yeah, what. In the old days, I thought it was strange for parents who couldn’t scold their children because they were dying. The fortress understands the sentiment.”
“So do I. Still, if you let it go, it might become a habit… … . I’ll try a little bit on this part. I can’t even imagine seeing her angry.”
She raised her chin to believe in only me, and Si-eun clicked her tongue.
“It’s like that, too. I can’t even imagine the scene where Honey is scolding someone.”
“Uh, uhm.”
It’s the same for both. As I am, Si-eun as Si-eun. It was difficult to picture how angry he was.
Anyway, one of Si-eun and I have to play the villain. Rather than Si-eun, who always has to stick with Hana, I also feel like I’m more suitable. I decided to try it out little by little.
He released Si-eun’s wrist. Si-eun’s hands moved somewhat over her legs.
When I placed my hand on the back of my small white hand, Si-eun slowly moved and grabbed my hand.
The warmth of each other was transmitted as they held hands.
As I was sitting still, I heard Si-eun’s voice.
“honey.”
“why?”
“Seeing that, I mean. We’ve been married for over a year and a half. Haven’t you ever had a big fight?”
“Uh, indeed.”
I heard it and it was
The only thing I could put forward as a marital quarrel was when I had a lot of trouble shortly after I had one. According to my mother-in-law’s judgment, it wasn’t a marital fight. In the end, it meant that we hadn’t quarreled in a year and a half.
I can’t even get angry, but I can’t call it a fight. In a way, it was natural.
He held the hand he was holding tighter.
“I know. How close you are.”
“Well, you can see it that way, though.”
I think the direction of the story was slightly different. Si-eun, who carefully picked up her luck, continued to speak after hesitating for a long time.
“If you don’t fight too much, and nothing happens… … . I thought I might get tired of the other person.”
“Are you tired?”
That sounds absurd. I looked into my eyes in surprise. There was no playfulness in Si-eun’s eyes.
He asked without hiding his embarrassment.
“Honey, are you tired of me?”
“no? Why am I tired of honey?”
He shakes his head as if it doesn’t make sense. It looks like he wants to stir both hands, but now that my hands are connected, all I can do is flinch.
If you’re not tired of me, why are you talking about this? It was still questionable. I opened my mouth and stared blankly.
“Then why?”
When asked with a wink, Si-eun’s voice crawled.
“Still, you might get tired of it. I’m usually good at nagging, but I’m not the type of person to get angry.”
“I know you’re good at nagging.”
“What do you do when you see me? Honey, you can usually do well.”
well Seeing this way, it seems like he’s getting angry… … . It didn’t seem like it was the time to say something like that. After quietly waiting for the words to follow, Si-eun slowly lowered her eyes.
“Maybe I feel a little uninteresting inside my wife, who is always standing by and protecting me… … . I was worried about that.”
“What?”
Even after listening to the details, it was still absurd.
I know the intention. If you compare the diversity of married life, the couple who fights a lot will win. It must be in line with the saying that a man who is only kind is unattractive.
But it was an odd story. Si-eun married the same woman and had a child. Is there a man in this world who says he’s tired or full?
I let go of the hand that was holding me. Si-eun’s eyes turned to me.
Looking directly into those eyes, he tapped me on the top of my thigh.
“Sit down.”
“why?”
“hurry.”
Instead of explaining, he urged.
I don’t think it was the intention of categorically rejecting it. Soon, Si-eun got up from her seat and took a step in front of me. Then he grabbed my hair and sat gently on my lap.
One arm wrapped around Si-eun’s chest. Si-eun trembled slightly as her arms touched and itchy.
“Remember how often we used to sit like this before we got married?”
Si-eun pressed her back to me in response to my question.
“I don’t remember. While I was pregnant and having another one, I haven’t been able to do that.”
“yes. That’s why I asked him to sit down because I wanted to try it after a long time.”
Si-eun nodded her head. Anyway, he didn’t seem to like it. He accepted it with gratitude and buried his nose in Si-eun’s hair.
“Um, honey, it smells good.”
“It smells like shampoo.”
Would you like to
After that, both of them passed without a word. I didn’t want to add anything here. Even if it was just like this, I believed that he would fully understand my heart.
After a brief moment, Si-eun’s body began to wiggle from side to side. It’s a gesture you show whenever you feel good. This was also a sight I had not seen in a long time.
Si-eun whispered that she was feeling a little longing.
“therefore?”
“what?”
“Aren’t you tired of me?”
“… … .”
It seemed that their feelings could not be conveyed just by hugging each other.
no stars Even if I’m a little shy, I can only say it with my own mouth.
With a smile on her face, she slowly opened her mouth.
“I felt the preciousness of Honey a lot while I went to the training camp and couldn’t see it.”
“That was me too.”
“really?”
“yes.”
Si-eun replied with a whisper.
“at that time… … I mean, taking care of one by myself, counting when I’ll be back. I also thought that I am now a person who cannot live without my husband.”
“Am I that precious?”
“Of course.”
Hearing those words gives me strength. A feeling of happiness resounded throughout his body, and a small smile grew into a gigantic laugh.
I brought out the main topic while being enveloped in happy emotions.
“If you are that far apart, you will feel more precious. It doesn’t mean that I don’t feel the value of being by my side all the time.”
“really?”
Now even asking Instead of answering this, he embraced Si-eun in her arms more strongly.
“Isn’t it the opposite? There is no other person in the world as precious as the person who always protects me.”
A person who is by my side no matter what happens or nothing happens.
It is impossible for there to be more precious beings like this in my life. To get tired of such a person was not even a joke.
He brought his mouth near Si-eun’s ear, and continued as if talking in his ear.
“So you don’t have to worry. I still think I am living a blessed life day by day.”
“… … Yes.”
What came back sounded like it was unknown.
Did you accept my words, or are you still suspicious? I can’t get hold of my heart As I finished all the stories I wanted to tell, I decided to silently wait for Si-eun.
After quite a while, Si-eun sent a short reply.
“okay.”
Then in a shy tone.
“Because I say so… … I won’t worry.”
A word that hides shyness.
But to no avail.
The ears visible through the hair were dyed bright red.
I was happy that my heart was touched. With a sense of relief, Si-eun seemed to be smiling, adding with a shy tone.
“Thank you so much for valuing me.”
all cute sounds asked jokingly.
“Of course he is someone to be cherished. Why is that something to be thankful for?”
“Well, tell me if you don’t like it.”
“good.”
“Look.”
Then, Si-eun lay down slightly and put her weight on me.
It’s a meaningless conversation. At the words exchanged in vain, we stumbled without anyone saying anything first.
Si-eun and I laughed like that for a long time.
After the laughter stopped, he sat still until Hana woke up.
listening to each other’s voices. Sometimes we smell each other’s scents. And sometimes kissing each other’s cheeks. Sometimes, while kissing each other.
We can’t be angry with each other.
As far as expressing love… … We were so used to it.