344 What You Said
Luo Ning’s questioning sound seemed to have completely broken Milia’s psychological defense.
He said something she didn’t dare to admit or face.
The real thoughts in Milia’s heart, in fact, in several ‘mistakes’, she has already given herself an answer.
His eyes suddenly became a little hazy, and warm tears fell drop by drop.
Milia didn’t know why she was crying, and her emotions seemed to be born before she got her consent.
She still kept her head down after falling sword, the hand holding the sword hilt was shaking, and hot tears fell on the back of her hand, warm and hot.
In these long years, how many times has Milia shed tears and how many times she burst into tears.
But it was the first time she felt that her tears were so hot.
It was a temperature that even her fire element magician felt scorching hot…
How hot is this temperature.
Just like the old self, the self before leaving him, the fiery heart.
“Luonin…”
She moved her lips slowly, and a layer of bitter tears floated on the glossy lips.
The emotions that I want to explode can’t come out again, it feels like a punch to cotton, incompetent, but annoyed.
The emotions of venting poured out from the unwilling voice, and the tone of such sorrow and anger was trembling.
It sounded like a hysterical cry of a weak girl.
“You make me so painful, Luo Ning, I could have killed you with one sword, but why…”
“Why should I hesitate, I can’t find the reason, I don’t know why… Why did you want us to meet, I could have executed you without any hesitation, why!”
“It’s so unfair, Luo Ning!”
“You are a god who plays and plays with me, why, why am I still soft on you! Why, Luo Ning!!”
In her hazy eyes, after the hot tears rolled down again, Milia raised her head and saw the boy beside her.
How many times had that gentle face, clear outline and deep black eyes made her throb.
Just like a girl who was in love at the beginning of her life, Miria, who first met Luo Ning, was absolutely pure and romantic.
Although the accumulated anger and hatred cannot be eliminated, the emotions for him are real.
The conflict between the two left the girl at a loss.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
Her eyes were full of helplessness, and even the angry roar became weak in this helpless voice.
In fact, Milia herself had thought about it seriously, and it was not Luo Ning who killed her companion. That was indeed what she experienced personally, what should and normally happen in the world.
Even what she shouted about, the so-called injustice of fate, was actually just because of her anger.
There is no injustice in fate, as Luo Ning said, this is the only way to grow.
Those three artifacts were all the power she wanted to pursue, and on the way to actively pursue them, like all adventurers seeking artifacts, they would die.
She is always lucky, in the case that everyone died, in the end, she will not only survive, she will also get the power she wants, which is the favor of the gods to her.
So in fact, fate is absolutely fair.
Destiny will give her what she wants, and at the same time it will strip away what she cares about. Greed will not work here.
Like the conservation of energy, this is the conservation of fate.
If you think about it carefully, isn’t this fate the same for everyone?
However, because of Luo Ning’s eccentricity, what she has gained is too much stronger, and the price she has to lose will also become heavy.
Although she knew and understood the truth of all this.
But she was still unwilling.
All the unwillingness must find a place to vent.
She found such an outlet.
Everything comes from this god in front of him.
But she never blamed the gods for creating her.
Because she knows that this world is beautiful, and she does not regret coming to this world.
And without the help of the gods, there would be no her.
Perhaps, she is still the delicate girl who was curled up in a ball in the cold winter waiting to be frozen to death, no one found her, no one saw her magical talent.
She will die in that icy world.
And then isolated from this wonderful world.
Miria is not a heartless human being, unlike the demons whose feelings have been smoothed out by the long life, on the contrary, Miria has a lot of feelings.
Her character is like this, she got up from setbacks and blows, got up again and again from the tumultuous fate, even if she cried countless times, she would still laugh in the end.
It’s just now that she feels that if she doesn’t do something, the emptiness in her heart and the remorse for the past will not forgive her.
In the end, he couldn’t let himself go.
“……do not come.”
Between countless entanglements and hesitations, Milia saw Luo Ning who raised her footsteps and walked over.
The distance between them is close enough.
If it gets closer…
“You can’t hug me!”
“why?”
he asked softly.
He still has the face to ask why!
“Aren’t you afraid that I will kill you, Luo Ning!”
“I’m afraid, of course I’m afraid,” Luo Ning’s voice was very light and his smile was light.
His calm demeanor was the exact opposite of the ‘scared’ in his mouth.
Milia was immersed in his faint smiling face, just for a moment, just like the nights she spent with him, she fell into the stars reflected in his eyes.
He raised his hand and hugged her gently.
Afterwards, because of his difficult to hide emotions, his hand was slightly harder, and his palm pressed against the girl’s back, almost causing the girl to crash into his arms.
His seemingly calm expression, when Milia was heartbroken, why would he not be touched.
Just like Milia before the awakening, her innocent and fiery heart towards Luo Ning is mutual. Luo Ning is not a cold-blooded animal, and what she cares about is also what he cares about.
Although he knew from the beginning that the other party was the ‘protagonist’ in his book. But if you want to have a purpose, Luo Ning has absolutely no other thoughts besides wanting to see how her ‘protagonist’ is doing. Therefore, the hearts of both parties were pure during the month they spent with her.
Luo Ning knew that Milia might have misunderstood him, but he didn’t want to explain that much.
Looking at the girl in his arms that he designed flawlessly and completely according to his own preferences, and looked at her quietly closing her eyes.
Seeing her hysterical and then falling into a tired look of pity, Luo Ning tried his best to keep his thoughts and emotions stable so that he could organize the words he wanted to express.
Miria, who stumbled into Luo Ning’s arms, felt the stars spinning in her mind, and she had already fallen into the galaxy.
Maybe it was the star river in the sky, or maybe it was the star that she stared at in the boy’s eyes.
She felt dizzy for a while, and she didn’t seem to want to think.
What kind of sadness and anger, Milia felt that at this moment, she was very calm.
“You have suffered, Miria.”
His coaxing tone reached her ears through her chest.
Milia opened her eyes, her lowered head just rested on Luo Ning’s sturdy shoulders, she stared at the galaxy diagonally above, and listened to him quietly as she spoke.
His gentle coax seemed to activate her countless grievances.
The hot tears couldn’t help but swirl in his eyes after all.
This time, it was her eyes that reflected the stars.
“What you lost, what I deprived of you here, I will give you.”
His soft voice was full of tenderness, but in the same way, Luo Ning’s tone was quite serious, not saying irresponsible words to coax her.
Milia raised her head, and a string of crystal tears fell down her face. She looked at Luo Ning and hesitated.
“But…”
“I know,” Luo Ning inadvertently increased the strength of his embrace on her body, and he continued:
“The deceased will not be resurrected, but, people come and go on the streets of Hongchen, you still have a new journey, and the road ahead… I will accompany you.”
In a trance, Milia seemed to understand what he meant.
Although his words are somewhat obscure and difficult to understand, perhaps with some words from his hometown, but if you listen carefully, it is not difficult to understand.
Blame him, or don’t blame him… Milia already had the answer in her heart.
Weird is sure to be strange.
But hate, she can’t hate it anymore.
In these long years of growth, Milia can’t remember the reason why she was so hoarse in the first place.
It may be deep mourning for those who have passed away, but most of the reason is grief at the injustice of one’s own destiny.
But those reasons have become blurred, she has tried to live again, and those heart-wrenching things have actually been put down long ago.
Now… Is letting go of him mean letting go of yourself?
“You mean to say…”
The thick nasal voice was aggrieved, Milia murmured softly.
“You’re going to give me you, aren’t you?”
The slender hands lightly pressed on Luo Ning’s chest, she looked at her head, and Luo Ning’s face was imprinted in her light red eyes.
There were still tears in her eyes, and the light in her eyes was flickering.
Recovering from emotions has never been difficult for Milia, and sorting out emotions can be said to be what she is best at.
Her calm eyes were gentle, but there were… incomprehensible impulses?
She seems to have overinterpreted Luo Ning’s meaning… Although in fact, the meanings of both are similar.
Luo Ning thought for half a second, but she seemed unwilling to give him room to think.
“You said it yourself.”
Milia stood on tiptoe and bit Luo Ning’s lips fiercely.
Luo Ning felt a tingling pain, a faint smell of rust came over, and her softened anger turned into this irritable kiss.
It was as if the person in front of him would regret taking back his words for a second later, and Miria didn’t wait a second.
The fiery lingering overwhelmed Luo Ning.
Milia even raised her arms to lock Luo Ning firmly.
The girl’s body was overwhelmed by the panic, and Luo Ning fell on the soft lawn with her.
The sky full of stars fell in the eyes of the two of them.