That girl’s first bad ending-3
If you fall into a dream that is too vivid, you may mistake it for reality.
Was everything he experienced a dream?
Even though she thought that was impossible, Yuria was at least a little relieved by the completely changed reality.
The flesh is smoothed out. There was no bloody cellar.
Looking around, what I saw was the room I always woke up in.
Neither Robert, who approached with a sword, nor the dead attendant existed.
If it was a dream, the sensation wouldn’t be so vivid. A body without a single sore spot,
As I slowly got up from the bed, I realized that cold sweat was forming on my forehead.
Perhaps it was a nightmare. However, I didn’t like the behavior of the attendant who didn’t come to visit me until I woke up like this.
What time is it now and you’re not coming?
It seems like it’s been a long time since the sun rose, but why didn’t it come until this time?
I heard that Robert is coming to the duke’s residence today. Are you busy preparing for it?
Even long after waking up, the attendant did not attend, so YuRia, who could not stand it, trudged and opened the door.
“…no one is here?”
There was no sound in the empty hallway.
It was a hallway I always walked through, but the more I went forward, the more I felt the sense of incongruity in the absence of people.
Even if he saw the face of an attendant who passed by from time to time, it was only those who had never seen it before.
It must have been natural, because they killed everyone for not being able to work.
The attitude of those who bowed their heads to themselves was unconcerned.
I wasn’t as frightened as before, I was just walking to do my job.
Clearly something was different. different from what you know and what you remember.
Her legs staggered as if she were walking in a dream, and eventually, as she reached for the wall, Yuria saw someone.
“Oh, you’re awake.”
YuRia’s eyes narrowed when she remembered that it was Leonard or the butler.
Although he is bowing down, isn’t the tone of his voice ignoring himself?
It wasn’t just Ronald.
Impure intentions could be read in the eyes and gestures of the attendants passing this hallway.
Having mastered the ability to read other people’s emotions, Yuria laughed and twisted the corners of her mouth while holding her forehead.
I couldn’t figure out what had happened the other day.
Things that were trembling until yesterday have become so self-indulgent.
I felt my emotions distorted by the faint smile on Reynold’s lips.
I couldn’t figure out what kind of guts the guy who had been on Robert’s side in the first place was going out so brazenly.
“Are you crazy at last? I don’t know why you’re here.”
“Hmm, I’m not sure what you mean. Isn’t the reason I’m here because I’m the head butler?”
“Don’t talk like the butler. The butler is not you-“
Yuria’s hand, which was about to say the name of another person, stopped in the air.
Who was the butler? Apparently, it didn’t come to mind even though he appointed it himself. It’s like a person who doesn’t exist.
Ronald leaves with Robert, and then directly appoints the butler.
It was possible because he had already received some authority from his father.
“Was there anyone other than me? It’s the first time I’ve heard of it.”
Reynolds replied to YuRia who hesitated.
The smile that bloomed on her lips was clearly sarcastic, but Yuria couldn’t refute it.
The attendants passing by giggled and laughed.
The tightly clenched fists trembled, and Yuria, who had finally regained her composure, exhaled lightly.
If you get angry in a place like this, you are just revealing that you are impatient.
After becoming the family head, you can look at your hands. Remembering the smiling faces of the attendants, she slowly moved her lips towards Renald.
“I guess I was mistaken. So, why are you here?”
“That was when she was little. I don’t know why you’re acting like someone who’s just arrived.”
“…I remember that you were definitely attached to Robert. butler, yes It’s like being the butler. So where is Robert now?”
Reynolds tilted his head at the question and replied with a grotesque expression as if he was genuinely curious.
“Of course, Lord Soga is in the office. If you have something to say, I’ll take care of it, but it looks like you haven’t woken up yet.”
“…What?”
YuRia, who was dazed at the words in her ear, shook her head while laughing.
The cow is the giver. No, it was myself. Now that he is a temporary householder, is he calling Robert a small householder?
Then he licked his lips again and spoke quietly.
“It can’t be.”
There was no way that Robert would be called the title of Sogaju.
Even if you become a family head, the only ones who can become a family head are the children of a family head, and waking up after a night’s sleep couldn’t have changed so many things.
In an instant, the pain in my head made my legs stagger. I think while leaning against the wall.
I couldn’t understand what Leonard was saying, so I couldn’t fully accept the situation itself.
Sogaju… is still himself. There was no way that being the temporary head of household would be recognized as a position.
Robert was hiding under the hem of the saintess’s skirt, and the head butler was someone other than Ronald.
However, everyone was accepting the situation as natural.
As if his entire life was a lie.
“hurt…”
When you pinch your arm, you feel pain. The cold sweat was flowing, and the horror running up his spine was also true.
So is this real? It couldn’t be.
He was the temporary head of the household who brought most of the authority to his father, and today he will greet Robert and kill-
By the way, didn’t Robert say he was already here?
I didn’t know what was true. I didn’t know if it was reality that Robert came to the duke’s residence and cut down all the attendants, or if what I was seeing was reality.
This is fantasy. Then you should wake up,
The expressions of the attendants began to twist bizarrely as they saw Yuria scratching her body like crazy.
His mouth stretched out as if it were about to tear, and he giggled while bleeding from the corners of his mouth.
“You are very strange today. Would it be all right if I asked the Soga-lord for help?”
“I am the cow. Don’t talk nonsense.”
“What are you misunderstanding? Didn’t the family head say that he gave up a long time ago? All the nobles already support Lord Soga, so do you have other thoughts?”
Reynold’s mouth twisted bizarrely after saying that, and Yuria, who stopped scratching herself, frowned slightly.
I wiped the bleeding arm with a handkerchief. I needed to think a little calmer.
Perhaps this is an illusion. The faces of the attendants surrounding him now felt familiar.
Naturally, it was because they were the servants he had killed before.
Couldn’t those who died come back to life?
They were still laughing and giggling, but Yuria’s expression gradually calmed down.
There was no need to be shaken by this.
I don’t know what Robert did to me, but I’m sure I can get away with hallucinations like this.
“Get out of the way. I have to go to that Sogaju you are talking about.”
“Well, you see.”
I didn’t like the sarcastic way of speaking, but everything would be resolved if I escaped from this illusion anyway.
Before killing Robert, he intended to catch and kill Renald first.
They should be skinned alive, sprinkled with salt, and left as food for insects.
I thought that would ease my temper a little, so I roughly shoved the shoulder of Leonald who was blocking the road and walked.
He did not want to see the faces of the attendants who followed him.
He just died because he didn’t have enough ability anyway, so did he blame himself for that?
When the maid who died defending Robert followed, Yuria waved her hand and pushed it away.
He once killed the butler who raised Robert as if he were his own son.
Since the butler was standing still in the middle of the hallway, Yuria wrinkled her brow and walked again.
I didn’t even have to give it a glance. Even if you resent now and yourself, nothing will change.
“Sick of it.”
Hating and resenting yourself didn’t change anything. He died because of lack of ability.
Didn’t he just die because he didn’t do his job, because he was offended by me?
He also killed the one who cried out for revenge. I even killed someone who said he would one day avenge my family.
When you die, everything ends there.
Even the dead were all illusions, so Yuria smiled a little as she stood in front of Sogaju’s office.
Or is it that Robert is in the room where he should be working?
It was absurd. There was no way that Robert would be shaken by doing this.
I’m angry, but it’s a hallucination after all. If you get out of here, only your future will be victorious.
He opened the door without knocking. What I see beyond the open door is Robert sitting in his seat.
The blue eyes were just looking at themselves without any emotion.
Robert, who brushed his grayish-grey hair and smiled softly, opened his mouth.
“You’ve come this far. Do you think you know a little about this vision now?”
“I knew for sure that if I killed you, I would be able to escape from the hallucination. I guess I should die quietly.”
Taking out a dagger from her bosom, Yuria walked forward. The sword was not visible on Robert’s body.
The dagger was poisonous enough to kill even if it was touched, so he thought that even if he couldn’t stab it, he could kill him.
Although he was a little puzzled by Robert’s defenseless and silent appearance, he thought that even that was part of his confidence.
If you deviate from this, you will surely regret that confidence.
“Did you say you would kill me?”
said Robert. There was a soft smile on the lips of Robert, who was still sitting.
It was funny how he didn’t even resist.
Now, if you take just a few steps, a few steps, you will be able to pierce the dagger.
Even while the hand holding the dagger trembled, he maintained his composure.
As if he was approaching me casually, he didn’t seem to have any doubts about this calmly approaching figure.
One step forward.
And the moment I went closer and was about to stab the dagger, I heard Robert’s voice in my ear.
“Unfortunately, I am not the one who dies.”
The voice was coming from behind. Robert, who was sitting in front of him, had already disappeared.
The appearance of the office was also completely gone.
The body that tried to stretch out its arms was completely restrained and only tied somewhere.
Her arms were tied behind her back, and she was sitting in a cold chair, staring blankly into space.
cellar. The cold room where he had tied Robert up and conducted his education.
“What the heck…Huh!”
Before I could understand why I was here, blood flowed from the corner of my mouth.
My chest thumped and throbbed, and then I felt the pain as if I was holding my heart in my hand and about to burst it.
It was bent at the waist, but even that was tied and could not fully move.
A silent scream escaped from his mouth which had been blocked by something.
The pain of not being able to breathe properly, I was used to causing pain to others.
The woman, who had never experienced the pain herself, struggled with the pain she experienced for the first time in her life.
Even so, nothing changed. No matter how much I vomited blood out of my mouth and screamed at the pain of my body being torn apart.
for there was no one to hear him and save him.
“You will die soon. Well, if a person suffered this much, they would die. How are you? Are you very sick?”
Robert’s words seemed to reach my ears. However, I couldn’t answer.
There must be no scratches on the body, but I couldn’t react properly to the pain that came through my brain.
I just want this pain to end, but I don’t even know when this endless pain will end.
if you die Will it ever end? It was better that way.
Because there is no way I can bear this pain.
There was no way a human could endure this kind of pain.
There was a word that shattered that hope. Robert, who quietly approached YuRia, who was tied to a chair and struggled, smiled and pursed her lips.
“Then, see you next time.”
It was a consciousness blurred in pain, but it seemed that the words were conveyed clearly.
Words I didn’t want to hear, and I didn’t want to believe.
It was the first time she realized how repulsive the word “next” was, but Yuria’s consciousness was cut off just like that.
However, it wasn’t over.
For this was only the first death.
A woman’s bad ending would continue.
Memories he had forgotten are revived, along with fantasies that respond to those memories.
That’s how we move towards the 101st.