I will not let you go-5
It wasn’t long before I noticed someone outside the door.
It was all that I felt a sudden presence while talking to Lotos, but I quickly realized that it was Adele who was looking for me.
Maybe he has something to say to me, or maybe he just wants to hear what he’s talking about.
It was just a very small price to pay for not remembering yesterday.
It’s not that I’m very disappointed, but isn’t it a bit too much that I can’t remember anything after he said that?
I think the punishment for that is enough.
Even Lotos seemed surprised by the slightly blatant remark, but when he realized the sound coming from outside the door, he laughed a little as if he was dumbfounded.
You must have felt that there was someone listening to this conversation.
Apparently, he noticed who it was, so he shrugged and met Lotos’ eyes.
Lotos has a good sense of humor.
You should have figured it out by now, since you said something you wouldn’t have said before.
The gaze, which went back and forth toward the door several times, soon stopped at me and then turned around.
Lotos smiled strangely, and then quietly opened his mouth.
“Hmm, I thought you would. I am not one to lie.”
“You don’t have to lie about this, do you?”
It’s not a lie. I’ve always thought about Adele’s looks, I just never told anyone.
I don’t need to know how it sounds from the listener’s point of view.
I realized that my mindset has changed quite a bit since I was joking like this.
I was going to find a place to die, and I tried to take a rest as soon as possible.
Aren’t a little different emotions filling the heart that I thought was empty?
Should I see this as a good thing or should I think of it as a negative.
In my thoughts again, Lotos’s face popped up in front of me, and before long, the guy who covered his mouth with his hand quietly whispered.
“You were surprisingly naughty. Did you say that on purpose?”
“…about half of it.”
“Hmm.”
Interestingly, Lotos gave a tear-jerking smile and raised his thumb slightly.
My actions seemed to be quite satisfactory.
Sometimes when nobles act like that, I think they did it when they saw a satisfying play.
Was what I just did so satisfying?
Come on, it’s pretty obvious what Adele would look like from a bystander’s point of view.
It must be like a love story that appears in a novel.
If you didn’t know anything about the return or death that was entangled inside, it was okay to say that spring had come to the north right away.
If my life was a play, I wasn’t sure what kind of ending my current mindset would lead to.
Is dying a comedy, or trying to survive a tragedy?
We’ll probably find out soon how my 101st life will end.
I thought it was a bit ironic.
It is a story that someone will laugh at when they hear that the heart that wants to live can become a misfortune for me.
However, it was not something to talk about openly with anyone.
Looking at Lotos with a sullen expression on his face, he smiled bitterly for a while and trudged toward the door.
Perhaps, when I suddenly opened the door, where I could feel the presence of people, it was a woman.
As expected, he was looking at me with a rather strange gaze.
“Are you here?”
“I think I knew.”
“I do not know. I didn’t know Maybe Lotos knew.”
However, I thought I could delay the thought of the ending a little.
Wasn’t it the North who came to clear his head?
Even if you don’t look for it, accidents will happen. Now, I want to be a little more comfortable.
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“Is that the attitude you learned when you became the family head?”
“attitude?”
“I think I got more sly. At first, he avoided even making eye contact. Now you’re just making fun of me.”
In the end, this difference was also a difference that came from a change in mindset.
At first, I avoided it to avoid getting involved with Adele, but now I was drawing a future where Adele would not die.
Think back to when you first came back. I think I was a bit tired.
I wanted to somehow end the regression, and the last thing I prayed for was also close to asking for death.
“It’s because it’s comfortable. Compared to before.”
“If it becomes more comfortable, I’ll cause a climax.”
“It’s something you never know. Couldn’t I become a grand duke someday?”
There was no need to be awkward.
Adele had been alive without any problems up to this time, and originally had no problems at this time.
Even if autumn came and it mattered, time was still in spring.
Adele, who was staring at me with a slight smile, eventually burst into laughter and shook her head.
Lotos had disappeared before he knew it, and a strange silence hung over the room where only the two of them were left.
It’ll probably be at least tomorrow before I move out of here. Until today, there should be no problem with Adele.
by the way. It seemed that he couldn’t talk easily because of yesterday’s work.
So, should I talk to you first? Around the time I was thinking about it, Adele, who had been hesitant, opened her mouth.
“Yeah, yesterday…I remember everything now. I slowly looked back at my memory. I guess I said a lot of strange things.”
“Did you remember everything now? I was sad that I couldn’t remember it.”
He laughed as he shook his shoulders at those words. It’s not that big of a mistake.
I just threw it out because it was fun to see Adele like this.
If you respond like this to every single word, there is no reason to stop. But I knew that what he said was true.
It was like that when I said I was sad, and it was like that when I said I missed you.
Is there such a thing as drunken talk? She must have said that because she wanted to tell me in her own way.
But it was her share to bear the shame.
Adele’s cheeks turned red as she stared at my hand, probably realizing that it was her fault that I fell asleep next to her.
“I don’t think I should drink with you from now on. If I’m being too honest, you’re uncomfortable too.”
“It wasn’t too uncomfortable. That would be better than hiding it. I came to say I’m sorry, so if it were me, I would have said it like Adele. and.”
I smiled at Adele, who was still looking at me, and continued talking.
“Because that’s what I thought I would like to see too.”
The reason for not contacting him was that he was busy.
In the end, it was an excuse, but there was something I thought Adele might have forgotten about my contact.
I thought the northern part of this period would be busy in its own way.
However, the feelings were deeper than I thought. In the end, it is said that it was my negligence.
Adele let out a cough and glanced at me with a frown.
When Adele was shy, she usually made that face.
He hated showing others what he was ashamed of, so he passed on such a reaction casually and changed the topic.
Can’t it stay like this forever?
Since I couldn’t be ashamed of talking about yesterday, Adele seemed to be happy with what I was saying.
When asked about the latest trends in the North, she briefly replied, ‘It’s okay’.
If she says she’s okay, then she’s probably okay.
It wasn’t a very good direction, it was just a slight tilt of the head.
What kind of problems would there be at the point of completing the immigrant subjugation?
Perhaps recognizing my question, Adele began to speak quietly.
“Recently, trends in the unexplored regions have become strange. Guys that I didn’t even know existed before appeared.”
“If you’re talking about unexplored lands, are you referring to people wearing masks?”
Adele’s eyes narrowed at my words.
When I nodded at the questioning eyes as if not thinking about it, she touched her forehead and pursed her lips.
It seemed to bother me about these beings.
Even if you’re not doing something, you’re still worried.
“Did you know? It doesn’t seem like it’s doing anything. It’s strange that it keeps showing up. If it’s unexplored territory, you won’t be able to go beyond it, but I don’t know what you’re doing.”
“I was researching about him too. I tried to investigate even after I came to the North.”
“This is what I was talking about with Lotos earlier, too.”
Nod your head in affirmation.
I had my own thoughts that the unrest taking place near Taylor’s territory might have something to do with the masked people.
It’s still foggy and nothing has been revealed properly. Right now, we have no choice but to approach it only with speculation.
It was certain that it was related to Keitel, and it was certain that it was related to the dragon.
However, it was hard to see him clinging to the slim possibility of resurrecting the dragon.
As Arwen himself mentioned that it was rare, wouldn’t it be close to impossible if there were no wizards superior to him?
“I am worried. It would be easy to find some clues. Right now there’s no other way to find it than just rule-of-thumb.”
“Lotos didn’t seem to know either. Do you need my help?”
“it’s okay. It’s enough to go alone, isn’t there something to do?”
When I answered that, Adele sighed again and looked at me with her brow wrinkled as if she was frustrated.
It took a while to wonder what was bothering her, but before long, Adele touched her forehead and opened her mouth.
“Are you thinking of leaving me alone again? He said he remembered everything I said yesterday, but he seems to have forgotten everything.”
“…That means you don’t have to ask for help. Until you misunderstand-”
“I thought you were like this, so I already found it. I think you forgot, but I also remember the time I spent with you.”
Adele, who tapped her head, smiled and took out a piece of paper from her chest.
It was a scroll that was sealed pretty tightly to itself.
One of the documents bearing the official seal of the Archduke that, if I remember correctly, is considered confidential.
“I thought about why you came to the North. I don’t think you’ll come to see me innocently, so I figured out what you’ve been looking for lately.”
“…So you figured it out? That I care about the masked ones.”
“That’s it. I also found something related to that in my library.”
Adele rubbed her manly lips with her finger and smiled seductively at my bewildered face.
Adele smiled quietly as if she had been waiting for this kind of response.
“Didn’t I tell you, I won’t let you go?”
“…haha.”
“At least while in the North. I’m not going to let you go alone. Regardless of your will.”
Having said that, Adele seemed to be in a pretty good mood.
Maybe, it was like being caught on a nice bait.
It’s not entirely bad for me, of course.