irreversible -1
“There are things that cannot be undone.”
when was it What I’ve been told
It was so long ago that I don’t even remember the time, but it was still a vivid voice.
Looking at the object in YuRia’s hand, I denied that it was me.
Why would I do that, I can’t do that.
However, the answer that comes back is just too cold.
All I could do was drag myself along to be ‘punished’.
With my feet dragging on the ground, even with my heels all the way, I dragged on like that.
“You have lost confidence, Robert.”
I think it happened shortly after my mother passed away.
I denied the ridiculous crime of trying to sell my mother’s belongings, but no one took my side.
At that time, Yuria was already Sogaju, and I was just a boy who had lost his mother.
No one told me I was telling the truth.
No one.
Even so, I tried to trust people.
My mother always said that if I approached them first, they would change too.
Wasn’t the will also similar?
family, people, and people around you. never give up
There were a few more words besides that, but it was clear that the words I heard then had a great influence on me.
Trust me, when I heard that, I laughed for some reason.
Did Yuria really trust me?
She would have known that I hadn’t treated my mother’s belongings like that.
Now that I think about it, I can see that I put a lot of effort into it without even realizing it.
However, why did he put so much effort into excluding his younger brother?
I realized it later, but Yuria didn’t think of me as a younger sister in the first place.
Like Taylor’s family motto, everyone is a competitor until they become the family head.
So, I was waiting for a response after the last incident.
How will Yuria react to the fact that I will become the head of the family?
What came to mind was my brief thoughts about this situation.
…There are things that cannot be undone.
If I were to describe my relationship with YuRia that way, wouldn’t that be an appropriate expression?
For a moment, the gaze that had been staring blankly into space is covered.
He wiped his face with his hand for a moment, then let out a heavy breath and rubbed his eyes.
Maybe it’s because there’s been a lot of thoughts in my head lately, but the things I’ve been thinking about have suddenly increased.
Surely, it was enough to save Arwen before fall, but shouldn’t we be concerned about meeting the crown prince or Yuria right away?
There was no time to care about what Arwen said, which was only a guess, about a dragon, but it was true that he was concerned.
The relationship between the dragon and the crown prince had never been considered.
Of course, it was because it was dismissed as too absurd.
However, if the mural had something to do with the Temple of the Moon… Now I needed to think a little more seriously.
It was fortunate that I had decided to go to the South.
If I hadn’t gone with the saintess, even if I went to the south, I wouldn’t have been able to enter the Temple of the Moon.
Even if he put aside his thoughts about him for a while, the contact he was waiting for with the princess was a little late.
It’s been a week since I met Arwen.
In the meantime, I didn’t do anything special except for the fact that I was completely familiar with the investigation of the servants of the duke’s residence alone at home.
I had to get some more information about the crown prince through Arwen, but in fact, I knew everything.
“I thought you would come soon.”
There was nothing special about checking the correspondence with Leonald.
So, I only fiddled with the artifact on my chest, but even that was still quiet, so I was just exhausted.
There was no way the prince wouldn’t react to that map.
The moment Mirajen made the announcement, I thought the crown prince would be tempted.
Is my thinking somehow wrong?
As I was thinking of another method, I felt a strong vibration from the artifact held in my hand.
Giying – Connect the magical power flowing in your hand to the artifact, and soon a voice can be heard from the tip of the elongated artifact.
It was said that even a tiger would come when I said it, but it was Mirazen’s voice as expected.
-how are you? Originally, I was going to contact you a little faster, but it’s a little late because I’m making a deal with the duke.
“Are you talking about my father?”
-Yes, fortunately, I think things will work out as Prince Robert wanted. And there’s one more thing to tell you, but if this is good news… you’d better listen and judge.
Since Mirazen was a bit shy about the crown prince, what she would say would probably be about the crown prince.
Mirazen pondered for a moment before continuing.
And what came out of her mouth was exactly what I expected.
-His Highness the Crown Prince wants to meet you, um. Can you come to the imperial palace in a hurry?
“If it’s the imperial palace, it looks like you intend to see me in person.”
– It’s okay if you don’t come if it’s burdensome. Sometimes I call it like this and sometimes I forget.
“No, I will go right away.”
-…If I tell you to come, will you come right away?
“If it’s an order, shouldn’t we go? If not, I’ll have to think about it. As you know, I am a bit busy these days.”
The princess grunted, saying she was sad, but there was a fact more important than that.
That the prince called me. It was the first time in this life, but it was just the beginning.
My goal was to become the crown prince’s most loyal subject.
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It was almost evening, but my father didn’t say anything about me as I rode the carriage to the imperial palace.
It seemed that he did not intend to stop him from acting in relation to the imperial family.
It was a good thing for me.
As much as I have to move frequently, if there are restrictions, there will be setbacks in many ways.
Despite going through several gateways to the imperial palace, no one stood in the way.
When the guard heard Taylor’s name, he immediately opened the door.
Perhaps it was true that the prince had called me.
Although he was wary of an unexpected situation, he glanced at the sword placed in a corner of the carriage and soon took his eyes off it.
Even when he sensed the magic around him, there was nothing special.
Hey, at this point, there’s no way Mirazen could play a strange prank on me, but wouldn’t it be better to be wary of any unexpected situations?
He got off the wagon and trimmed his clothes.
It was the first time meeting the prince, not an official face-to-face, but just a personal meeting, but it was better to leave a good impression on him.
“We will guide you.”
While walking toward the imperial palace following the approaching knights, he suddenly saw a woman in the distance.
It was not much different from the last time, so I was able to recognize it right away.
Mirazen, have you been waiting for me?
As soon as she made eye contact with me, she strode towards me, then bit off the knights and looked at me crookedly.
“You seem to have dressed up pretty hard.”
“is that so? It came out the way it always did.”
Then, as he waved his hair once, the scent on his hair began to spread.
It was clear that he had made up his mind to come out.
I don’t know what you liked about me so much in our last conversation,
It was made clear by this act that her attention was drawn to me.
This had happened a couple of times before, so I just looked at Miragen without panic.
It was a dress that she put a lot of effort into for herself, but for me, it was closer to what I used to see all the time.
It really means nothing.
Maybe he didn’t like my sullen reaction,
Mirajen jerked her head a few times before crossing her arms and staring at me.
After thinking about it for a while, I let out a small sigh and opened my mouth.
“…it suits you well. It smells like lavender.”
“Yes? Hehe, but I guess I don’t notice at all. I was thinking of what to say if you didn’t say anything.”
“Is that so?”
Mirajen’s eyes widened a little while looking at me, then narrowed and gave a strange expression.
Mirazen, who had been staring at me for a while as if looking at something, smiled and distanced herself.
“Do you think there are people like me around? Usually, everyone who talks to me is taken aback, but I’m not that surprised.”
“Anyone like that…”
It seemed that my calm demeanor was the problem.
Mirazen’s personality was a little on the light side for a princess, so even those who were close to her were on the side of surprise.
However, I have been watching her for a very long time.
Maybe she doesn’t know, I might know.
So I wasn’t surprised.
I thought about what to answer, but I just replied with a small smile.
“There was.”
“…Oh that. Sorry.”
There was a lover named Mirazen a long time ago, but it’s gone now.
However, Mirajen did not understand what was wrong with that answer, so she bit her lip and lightly tapped my shoulder.
It seemed that the confused look was mistaken for the other side.
Shall I correct my thoughts, but it’s not bad to see you so sorry, so I just let it go.
Let’s just say it’s a shame that we haven’t been in touch.
She was in a state of trembling, afraid that the call would not come to an end, so she must taste at least a fragment of that feeling.
Saying that she would guide me like that, Mirazen next to me kept silent for a while before opening her mouth.
It was a much better look than before when I was apologetic.
“I guess the map you gave me wasn’t ordinary? No matter how big the Crown Prince’s eyes get when he sees it, just knowing the location of the different races won’t change anything.”
“I do not know. I’m going to tell you what Your Highness the Crown Prince saw. Wouldn’t Her Highness know?
“I don’t know much about this one. Well, you know, I’m not that famous.”
There was a slight anguish on his playful smile.
Mirazen at this time would always have been worried about the power that was not widely distributed to her.
Even if it was my older brother who became the emperor, it was a problem that he had no room to play an active part in the post-royal era.
I didn’t meet the princess in the last episode, but before that, I used to help Mirazen in various ways.
I decided that increasing her power would help me.
What would it be like in this life, if Miragen’s power was raised… would it be of any help to me?
No matter what she might think of me after the death of the crown prince, it was certain that the next emperor would have to be Miragen.
As much as he inherited the bloodline of the moon, any blood other than her would only cause confusion.
Lost in my thoughts, I called and stopped Mirajen, who was ahead of me, and Mirajen looked at me and tilted her head.
“Do you have anything to say?”
“It is good to keep an eye on the Northwest. Aren’t you doing a development project over there right now?”
“Oh, how did you know? I’m doing it, but I’ll probably quit soon. I guess Taylor was interested in that.”
“I recommend that you do not give up on that. It will definitely help.”
The northwest area was full of mines where Terranite, used for crafting artifacts, came out.
Right now, the development has been temporarily suspended as the result has not come out, but even if it’s just next year, Terra Knight will explode.
It was advice to know the future, but I didn’t know how much she would listen to it.
If I listen carefully, it will become a number that raises her count, or will it not continue to fall.
Mirazen, who had been listening to me blankly for a while, then looked at me intently and muttered.
“Now, you were worried about me, right?”
“I wasn’t worried. Now that we’ve held hands, I’ve only given you a little advice-“
Mirazen, who grabbed my hand at first, folded her hands together.
It was quite burdensome to have both eyes twinkle as if moved.
I should have expected this kind of reaction, but Mirajen continued talking to me as I smiled and said it was a waste.
“Next time, please come see me. I see?”
“Unfortunately, I told you that I’ve been quite busy lately.”
“It’s an order, so just come. That northwestern part, if it really goes well, I’ll repay you. OK?”
“……All right. Can I come again next time?”
I sigh as I see her nodding enthusiastically.
Did I just say that? I didn’t want to get too much attention from her.
As I tried to turn my back and head back to where the prince was, Mirazen added again.
“Please come, please. Don’t forget I said it was an order.”
It was still annoying people.
Haha, if it changes, it will be even weirder.