That Man’s 101st Bad Ending chapter 77

When the violets wither-6

What I realized the moment the tentacles were cut. The gap between himself and Robert was significant.

I hadn’t even thought about how strong it would be, but I didn’t know it would be stronger than borrowing the power of the dragon.

The pain accumulated in his body continued to grow. The pain accumulated from recalling memories was considerable.

My heart was pounding, my intestines were pulled out, and I couldn’t focus on the fight itself because of the sharp pain that squeezed my neck.

It was Robert’s pain.

I didn’t know why I was experiencing it. If I were to explain this, perhaps the word karma would be appropriate.

Karma, Theresia smiled bitterly at the thought of that word.

The gap with Robert was getting closer.

Every time Robert swings his sword, the magical power that blooms cuts another tentacle.

The power that seemed to be full forever was slowly disappearing.

There was no hesitation in that swing. Maybe it’s because of what he said.

I erased my hesitation at the words that didn’t even mean much to me, that I had never loved.

Looking at the eyes that met for a while, I smiled.

I don’t know why old memories came to mind in this situation.

Was it exceptionally memorable, or is it that I miss it now and then?

What cannot be denied now is that Robert truly loved her.

The thought that bloomed was a letter I had read before.

A letter that Robert sent to him after meeting him for the first time.

Wasn’t it written before his return started?

It was the first time he had ever received a letter, so he didn’t know if it was particularly memorable.

[It’s my first time writing a letter to someone, so I’m writing with a bit of trepidation. To be honest, I feel ashamed of our last meeting. Because I didn’t want to show that I was crying.]

Suddenly, Robert’s eyes narrowed as he slashed the tentacles rising from the ground.

Theresia’s momentum weakened a little. why? I don’t know why.

However, it was certain that the opportunity to dig in would come soon.

The magic power in the body rotates and surges.

Like flames, burning mana began to slowly erode the surrounding space.

The abilities that Theresia obtained by absorbing the power of the dragons were similar to those of the demon tribe.

I’ll have to find out a bit about how he absorbed the dragon’s power, but wouldn’t it be best to approach him right now?

[To be honest, you were the first person who sympathized with my situation. Wouldn’t it be more correct to say that I understood rather than empathize? For now, because you smiled for me and warmly approached me. I want to say thank you first.]

There was no hesitation.

About putting an end to this relationship, Robert had no idle thoughts.

Even if I understood all the pain she went through, In the end, Theresia would die to me.

I didn’t even ask for reflection or regret. It would be better if it just disappears cleanly.

I thought I wanted you to disappear now.

It might just be me suffering alone, but Theresia was a presence that reminded me of the past.

The times when I did stupid things over and over again, the times when I found problems with myself in every situation.

Suddenly, he cut off the tentacles digging into his arms and ran.

The wound began to heal slowly as the magical power penetrated.

Even if it wasn’t as much as divine power, there was no problem stopping the bleeding.

ran Forgetting the pain, he chewed and cut off the tentacles that were trying to stop him somehow.

Slashing with his sword, barely calming his beating heart, he spurred forward on the ground.

[You might be laughing at my letter by now. In fact, I don’t know what I’m going to write, so I’m just talking nonsense. I’ve learned a lot about this culture from before, but I guess it’s different in practice.]

There was a sudden burst of laughter.

Theresia slowly moved the corners of her mouth and reached out her hand toward Robert again.

A tentacle that stretched out in the air pushed Robert away with force.

It was surprising to block it again with a sword and run at full speed, but

Theresia herself was well aware that this was just a waste of time.

But why are you blocking this?

It was a very subtle feeling of emptiness that had risen in my heart at some point.

Even just yesterday, I was burning with a vengeance.

Didn’t he say that he would definitely kill Robert, and even kill a child as a sacrifice without hesitation?

A hollow laugh leaked out of his bones, which would break even if he stayed still.

“…Ahaha.”

The pain of facing Robert’s memories did not end.

The pain that flows through the day, it gets worse and worse.

The teeth that were touching began to gnaw and crumble.

Aren’t people really cunning? Theresia knew very well that she was simply ordinary.

That’s why he tried to revive the family by using others and borrowing the name Taylor.

However, even after knowing all these facts, is it possible that you still tried to love that person?

I thought it was impossible unless it was an idiot or an idiot.

But if Robert were of that kind, it wouldn’t be.

Why did he get hurt by an idiot or an idiot?

But Robert thought it was right.

can not understand.

Still, it was the same that I couldn’t fully understand Robert’s thoughts even while the pain was getting worse.

If it were me, I would have killed him right away.

Before getting to this point, he probably killed everyone.

[I’m not a person who fits the name Taylor very well. He’s a bit weak, and has a more immature side than others. He is not upright like his sister, nor is he perfect in every way like his father. Even if you ask me to pick a few things I’m good at, I won’t be able to pick one easily. I am that kind of person. A person who lacks a lot, so if you are close to him, you might be disappointed.]

Robert knew that he had many shortcomings.

It was like that when I first came back. He was able not to get tired of repeating death to fill the lacking points and the parts he thought were lacking.

Perhaps his strength lies in this mentality.

To endure dozens of deaths, and to have all the memories belong to one person.

Because it was lonely and miserable. So there were several times when I went crazy for a while.

Cutting one’s own arm is not an easy task.

There were times when I was so devastated that I couldn’t do anything, even to die myself.

I endured it and came this far.

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t thinking about the next episode.

As his relationship with Adrian deepened, as he met Adele again, and as he became a little more intimate with Mirajen.

I had a resolution to make this life the end.

This was the end.

If he killed Theresia this time, he would never see him again.

If we met, wouldn’t we meet only in hell?

Robert, who laughed bitterly, swung his sword into the air again.

It’s not empty. As the tentacles, which were now losing momentum, were severed, the gap between them and Theresia had narrowed considerably.

It wasn’t long. Until I put a sword in my heart.

[Nevertheless, the reason I sent you this letter is because I want to keep meeting you. I think you may have been surprised at how straightforward the words were. However, I want you to know that I am not just writing on a momentary impulse.]

ha-

Robert’s breathing was getting rough, but it was just as difficult for Theresia as it was.

It was clear that he did not have much energy left to exert himself any longer.

Perhaps in the next couple of times, if even that attack failed, that sword would probably pierce his heart.

But why are you hesitating?

Why do you hesitate even for a moment in this situation where even if you stretch out your hand to block the attack, it won’t be enough?

As I recalled the contents of the letter I had seen the other day, there was a feeling that slowly filled my heart.

he was loved In that heart, without a single lie or deceit.

There was a time when I was simply loved.

Is that why you have such a mind? I’m sorry that I’ve come now, until the moment when I feel all this pain and my whole body is crumbling.

Am I finally feeling sorry?

“under.”

[I heard that tomorrow will be a good day. I went directly to the Magic Tower and asked about the weather, and they said it was the only day that it wouldn’t rain no matter what. So I send you an invitation like this. This is the garden that my mother and I have tended since I was a child. Since I planted violets in particular, I wanted to show them myself.]

Even thinking about it to herself was dumbfounded, so Theresia’s hand slipped helplessly after laughing so hard.

The tentacles that were aiming at Robert also crumbled powerlessly.

Tap, without hesitation, I heard footsteps running towards me.

The mansion formed under the influence of my power gradually disappeared, and the sky was visible above the completely pierced ceiling.

[If you come to my garden tomorrow, I would like to see you with a different expression from the last meeting. I was crying then, and you pitied me. next time.]

Hwareuk.

Burning flames wrapped around Robert’s sword.

The moonlight was obscured by clouds, so only dark shadows filled the mansion below.

The magic power that cut through the shadows burned and went straight to my heart.

Theresia’s gaze reached the tip of the sword. What about Robert’s expression as he thrusts his sword at him?

Will you cry like the first time we met, or will you be smiling like when we met again in the garden.

[I just hope we can face each other with smiles.]

However, it was all just expressionless, and the corner of his mouth twisted at the futility that wrapped around his body.

Blood poured out of his mouth as the sword pierced his heart.

The tentacles wriggling on the floor collapsed, leaving only the limp body to fall helplessly to the ground.

What caught Theresia’s lips was a smile.

The clear smile that no one can deny must have come from memories.

[To Theresia Violet, to Robert Taylor.]

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Theresia’s body began to slowly disintegrate.

The sword embedded in his heart also collapsed, but one more sword was already in place, just in case.

Maybe it will die soon and disappear. It was heartbreaking, but also bittersweet at the same time.

Theresia’s emotional rift is not deep enough to be called revenge,

Because this was just killed for a variable that might happen later.

I wanted to die painfully.

However, it seemed that the pain had already been experienced enough.

The wounds seen on the body that regenerates and repeats injuries are familiar.

Because I realized right away that she was receiving the pain I suffered in the previous episode as karma.

What the hell is the moonstone I have?

It never occurred to me that, rather than just repeating a regression, it would influence others to bring back memories.

Theresia’s eyes, which had been spitting out blood while crying, turned to mine.

It was different from the first.

His eyes, which were just cloudy, had a slightly clear light, just like when he first met her.

“…I want you to kill me quickly, but that would be difficult.”

“Because I crossed the line too many times.”

The growing bones are crushed again, and the intestines are torn apart by themselves.

It was terrifying to look at, but Theresia’s expression was calm.

Even though I could feel it flinching from time to time, my eyes were still on me.

After coughing up blood several times, she paused for a moment and then slowly pursed her lips.

“I think you probably know, but you are such a fool. If you had killed me right away, none of this would have happened. You know… you know?”

“I know.”

“…If it were me, I wouldn’t have died 100 times. Even if you are stupid, there is a limit, alternatively- 100 times.”

Cool. Blood gushed from all sides and flowed to the ground, creating puddles.

When her powers disappeared, the mansion also disappeared, leaving only an empty manor.

Drops of water began to fall from the overcast sky.

Took. Took-

As I looked up at the sky, thinking that it would rain any minute, I heard Theresia’s voice in my ear.

“Do you think I will regret it? for what he did to you.”

“Not at all.”

“Then do you think I will be sorry?”

“…Not at all.”

Then, Theresa, who burst out laughing, said Cook, and smiled a little.

Even after laughing for a long time while looking at the sky, he swept his face like that and turned his gaze to me.

The light in the eyes was dimmed. It was so transparent that it didn’t seem to be able to contain even the slightest light.

“I’m sorry.”

I turned my head at the sudden voice.

Because it was an unexpected word, I didn’t even think I would hear it from Theresia.

I stared blankly at her for a moment.

“I just… feel like I have to say this.”

The gradually pale lips parted with difficulty.

It was as if he was squeezing out his last strength.

The body that was scattered like dust began to scatter in the air.

The constant wounding and regeneration also stopped, and only the cold hardened body was visible.

That’s how I stopped my lips that had been swollen several times.

Even the sound of breathing that had been heard in this space for a moment stopped. Soon, only empty eyes touched the air.

“Theresia.”

Called his name, but there was no answer.

He spat out the unexpected words and kept his mouth shut.

There was no way the answer would come back. because she died

Only the sword stuck in his heart was stuck in the ground.

The mouth that had been moving until just now, and the eyes that had been staring at the sky, were now scattered like dust and disappeared toward the sky.

dead. Theresia was definitely dead.

Since I thrust the sword directly into his heart, it was certain that he was dead.

The woman who thought of returning has died. I myself killed the woman I loved in my first life.

That’s the reality. Suddenly, a smile leaked out and I looked up at the sky with my lips twisted.

shoot ah-

My body was drenched in the pouring shower.

The blood pooled on the floor flowed along with the rainwater, and in no time it was impossible to distinguish even the spot where Theresia was lying.

Water dripped from her drenched hair and trickled down her chest.

Touch the chest, touch the arm. The stream of water that flows straight through the fingers falls downwards.

The moon could not be seen in the dark sky.

It was filled only with dark clouds pouring down raindrops, and there was only silence where no light could be found.

He thought that if he killed Theresia, he would feel relieved.

In all my past, I had never let Theresia go like this.

Didn’t you think that everything would be all right now, and that after killing you like that, you would be able to celebrate yourself in your own way?

Oddly enough, my heart felt tight.

No matter how many times he knocked on his chest, the feeling of frustration did not go away.

-The weather is nice today. I saw it in the letter, did you really go to the Mage Tower and ask about the weather?

-If we meet, I thought that day should be the weather’s favorite day.

I smile at the memory that came to my mind for a moment.

It was different from that day. It was different from the day the summer was about to begin, when the violets were in full bloom.

The season of rain at the end of winter.

The season when violets, which had been shining purple for a while, wither and disappear.

I stared into the air at the coolness I felt when my body was wet with rainwater, then quietly held my breath with my eyes closed.

I hated rainy days.

Whenever I think of the day I died, it was the day when it was pouring rain.

The sound of rain in a damp, humid, stuffy space used to evoke emotions I had forgotten about.

so i didn’t like it

If it’s raining like this.

Because it looked like I was crying.