There are bad dogs in the world-1
I thought that Yuria would do something, but I was a little surprised by her quicker-than-expected action.
Being senile, just looking at the fact that these rumors spread easily, you can feel that Yuria has settled down quite well.
If the aristocrats hadn’t spread rumors like knives, they would have been quickly buried as nonsense.
I didn’t know that the family head, who was still alive and well, would turn into a senile old man overnight.
In many ways, it seemed that Yuria was obsessed with having the title of head of the household.
You should have known that it wouldn’t turn out the way you thought, but for some reason.
“Probably the situation won’t change right away. Instead of immediately taking over the headship, he will be satisfied with the position of assistant manager.”
I nodded at Arwen’s words.
Although he made the family head an old man in the back room for the reason of senility, if he succeeded the family head right away, the intention could have been clearly seen.
Perhaps it was Yuri who killed the attendant and disposed of it carelessly. Nobles who have already passed on to her won’t try to find out in detail.
“You’ll know it when you meet it in person, but there is little credibility in the rumor itself.”
“know. Because I met you yesterday.”
“I think we need to take action little by little if we move now. Do you have any ideas on how to do it?”
Way. Since he had already thought about this situation, he was not taken aback by Yuria’s actions.
I just thought it was surprising because it was a little rougher,
If my movements so far had been a skirmish, responding to the news Yuria announced today would have been a more serious fight.
“There is none.”
The response could have been done right away.
The preparations I had asked for from Renald were finished, and in YuRia’s current state of mind, even if I made a slight movement, she would react quite strongly.
However, that didn’t end everything.
After looking at Arwen for a moment, he shrugged his shoulders and opened his mouth quietly.
“I’m asking because I’m curious.”
“yes?”
“Are there any drugs that cause hallucinations?”
If all I wanted was to become a family head, I wouldn’t have found it.
What you want most of all is to end this relationship with certainty.
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“Are you here?”
“I will probably go again.”
Adrian, who was walking near the wall tower, came up to me, as if he heard me coming.
At this time of day, I probably went to the cathedral. I’ve been staying at the Wall Tower, but I haven’t seen her a few times lately.
Maybe it’s because he’s so busy. But now that I had to leave the Wall Tower again, Adrian heard my words and let out a small groan.
“Umm, it seems like you’re very busy with family issues.”
“Although I want to finish it as much as possible this summer. I don’t know if it will work out.”
“is that so? I wish I could be of help, but I can’t help you.”
“Thank you from the bottom of my heart. However, I don’t think there will be anything good about Taylor’s work…”
Taylor’s reputation is widely known, but his notoriety was also considerable.
It was already famous about what happens when the family head is replaced.
Now that the imperial family’s succession structure had already been decided to some extent, what the nobles were most focused on was the Taylor family’s succession structure.
Originally, there were a lot of aristocrats attached to Yuria, but recently, some of the aristocrats with bright ears sent me their intention to cooperate.
There are a few nobles who have turned neutral. It was subtle, but the shape was not the same as before.
If I had to explain the support of the nobility in numbers, Yuria would be 7, I would be 2, and neutral would be 1.
Considering only the numbers, Yuria was overwhelming, but the situation was not so bad.
Considering Yuria’s mental problems, and adding non-noble forces to it, it’s half and half.
Even until this time last year, the scales that had been tilted towards Yuria had now leveled off.
As such, the fight will be tougher.
It would be nice if Adrian could help me in this situation, but it is best for the Church not to intervene in this fight.
Understanding my words, Adrian let out a small sigh, then looked at me again and pursed his lips.
“Then are you thinking of going back today?”
“Maybe not today, but I should be back in a few days. And since there is a place to be heard. I’ll just drop by the room and come back.”
“If you have anything to ask of me later, feel free to tell me. I will help you in any way I can.”
“All right. Well then, I’ll see you next time I have time.”
I was worried that it might look a bit rushed,
Adrian just smiled, waved at me and quietly disappeared.
Actually, the reason for this move was not something big.
A day that other people would not even think about, a day that only I consider important.
I entered the empty room and headed for the desk.
The light was not even turned on in the dark room, but my gaze pierced the shadow and reached something certain.
When I carefully lifted the framed picture frame, which was always upside down, scattered in the corner of the desk, an old picture painted inside caught my eye.
A woman sitting alone on a chair with her hands crossed, though the part where the face was drawn was worn out and was barely recognizable.
Only I can know for sure who this woman is.
“…already 15 years.”
It’s been exactly 15 years this year, and I close my eyes when I realize that time has passed like that.
I never thought the days would overlap at a time like this.
I don’t know if it’s a joke of fate, but the fact that this date has come again made me feel bitter.
I stare at the frame for a moment, then put it on the desk and turn my back again.
I had a place to go.
It was probably a graveyard no one would ever find, to be exact, where my mother was.
Today was my mother’s anniversary.
Paladin should have been a little surprised to leave the Wall Tower again, but now that he goes out more often, the reaction has become quite dull.
Maybe he was relieved not to be with Adrian.
Didn’t they look at me suspiciously when I was in the south, led by Berod?
After walking for a long time against the darkened night sky, I entered a rather shabby graveyard for the duke’s hostess to fall asleep.
I don’t know why I put my mother in this place.
It was a separate place, but it was hard to see because it was the only place where a member of the duchy was placed.
At least, the management itself was diligent, and I was able to feel a little relieved around the neat tomb without a single dust.
This did not change even after repeated regressions.
He was a father who didn’t even react when his mother died, but did he try to treat her as the last thing?
I couldn’t understand what my father thought of my mother.
No matter how many times I asked, he didn’t answer, so maybe I won’t know forever.
“long time no see. I should have come when it’s bright, but I’m busy anyway.”
The dead don’t answer.
Even when she was alive, she was a bit reticent, so the mother in the vague memories still did not open her mouth.
I’m sure you won’t be reprimanding me for coming late.
I’d rather worry about what happened.
…In that respect, he didn’t get along very well with Taylor.
What was curious was why such a person had an arranged marriage with Taylor.
He could have refused, but why did someone who was not from a Korean-American family meet his father?
It was something I thought about occasionally, but as soon as it was a family that I was about to cease to exist, I stopped.
The gray tombstone had her mother’s name written on it.
I looked at the name for a while, then sat down in front of the cemetery and matched the height with the tombstone.
When I was young, I always looked up at my mother.
Even when the tombstone was first erected, I had a memory of being the same height, and as I sat and saw it, the memory of that time came to mind.
When I was little, I used to cry a lot.
Compared to Yuria, who was born first, there is no outstanding part, and when the animal she raised dies, she is sad for several days.
While hearing that he resembled his mother’s personality, on the other hand, he lived with the label of being the firstborn, which did not suit the name Taylor.
Of course, it was okay when I was young, as there were a few people who got scolded for saying such things in front of their mother.
YuRia was also picky, but she didn’t act harsh like she did later.
However, when my mother died, I was the only one who was completely sad.
After crying and passing out, waking up and crying over and over again, the only thing left for me was the name Taylor.
It was the first life to die without being able to adapt to it.
“You will feel that a lot has changed. It will probably be quite different from what I heard last year.”
Whenever I return to this place over and over again, I would realize the difference between last year and the current me.
Last year I was still in the first life that was stupid, but now I am not myself who has repeated regression.
I don’t know what you would think if you saw me.
Unlike back then, I was a little afraid that I might be disappointed with my cold appearance.
“…this time will be much different.”
It was different from the past life. He killed his fiancé, and now tries to reach his sword at his sister.
Even I didn’t know how much blood would be shed because I was trying to take the name of the family head for the first time.
It is unknown what kind of heart you would have in wanting to grow up right away from the name Taylor, but it was certain that it would be very different from the son you wanted.
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew the grass sparsely on the grave.
The rustle sounded like it was answering me.
I don’t know what the answer was, but he smiled slightly as if he was responding to my words.
I felt like I had sinned and asked for forgiveness.
It was, of course, the day Yuria did something against her father, and it was the day she wanted to move to become the head of the household.
Perhaps my mother would ask me if I could get Yuria back in the right direction.
He was like that even when he was young, but he was the one who put in a lot of effort to fix YuRia’s personality.
If you ask if YuRia’s temper showed such madness from the beginning, I could answer no to that.
There is also a fundamental problem with the character that rapidly distorted after the death of the mother,
It’s just because it’s from jealousy towards me.
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Jealousy about the affection I receive might be a problem that happens to all siblings with an age gap.
The heart that Yuria harbored was even more vicious than that.
– There are no bad people from the beginning. Everyone has circumstances, and I think that if you find out about them, you can edify them as much as you like.
The words I heard as a child had a lot of influence on my regression.
Because I thought that Yuria and Theresia could change.
Even if you hate it, you can’t hate everything about that person.
Of course, this life was different.
Don’t you know that Yuria’s fundamentals are wrong?
No matter what my mother said, I learned by death that it could be wrong.
I looked at the tombstone that was emitting a dull light, then stood up and bowed my head quietly.
“Next time I come back, I will come as a duke, not as Robert.”
So please forgive me in advance.
Since she was my mother who wanted us to have a good relationship more than anyone else, I had no choice but to commit a sin to cut off this relationship.
Either me or YuRia, I think it will end only when one of them dies.
The saying that there are no bad dogs in the world came to mind.
From the beginning, there are no bad people, that was what my mother always said out of habit.
He laughs bitterly at that memory for a moment, then looks into the sky with a small sigh.
You are mostly right. However, if there was one thing wrong, that would be it.
There were bad dogs in the world.
obviously, definitely.