104 – Episode 104 Oh, how can I put up with Cheonyuhak’s birthday party! (5)
Lee Yoo-na almost lost her mind today without exaggeration.
Even if you’re right next to me, it’s basically bitches who work on you.
Those who use Illak’s personality to lightly threaten or threaten self-injury.
Of course, each one was delicately treated and new scars were created, but by the time the number of people involved in the work exceeded 20, it was still very difficult.
“Yuna, are you okay…?”
It’s okay though.
In the end, Illak didn’t accept anyone’s application for a partner, and he didn’t stop me from rejecting him instead.
Also, I deliberately and politely refused one by one, perhaps in order to sever their lingering attachments.
Illak is basically kind to everyone, but he tries to show a sincere appearance in all answers by excluding playfulness as much as possible to those outside the line he has set.
It was a trivial habit of Illak that I knew about because I had been a childhood friend for a long time.
“Drink this here.”
“Ah, thank you. Illak.”
He laughed a little self-deprecatingly.
“Everyone is in a frenzy. Do you want to go to an inside party like that? Well, I’d be curious. Right?”
In fact, the reason why he grew up to be so insensitive about her own romance was because she had a big stake in her.
In his childhood, he always smiled and approached himself when he was alone.
-Yuna! The flowers are beautiful and I picked them!
-Yuna! It’s a rhinoceros beetle! Beetle!
-This time my family is going to the mountain to pick chestnuts and mushrooms. Let’s go together!
-Do you like sledding? Snow is piled up on the back mountain, so you can go sledding!
Because you did not give up until the end and approached the little boy who used to help himself by saying that he liked being alone and that he knew the dirty side of the world too quickly because he couldn’t even control his innate talent.
Because you were the only one who smiled as innocently as the sun in a life where you had to face dirty looks when you look up.
-Jungah Yoon! What book are you reading today?
Was it so sad when I realized that the sun wasn’t mine?
Would I have been so desperate to see you showing interest in another girl when I barely went to school thanks to your support?
When I think about it, I think I was mistaken at some point.
Of course you were everything to me, who always cursed the world by locking myself in my room because I was scared, but to you, I would just be a part of the world.
You were just Taeyang, no, a warrior who stretched out his hand equally to everyone around him who was marginalized even a little bit.
Of course, you must have thought that I would be the most precious to you, and that one day I would stand by your side.
There’s no way I can stand by you, who has so many things to protect and so many people who want to just stay still.
It’s just that when I was young, I was more stupid than I am now, and I was a kid who didn’t care.
-Hey, Lilac.
– Huh? Yuna why?
I can’t be honest with my own feelings.
-Other girls don’t want to play with you.
-…Huh!? Why!?
-Originally, boys and girls don’t play together, but when I play with you, other kids make fun of me.
-Uh…? Still, no one said anything like that when I was with you?
-It’s because all the girls who are kind to you are really nice. How much do you hate being teased behind your back?
I really expressed my jealousy in the worst form.
-Please pay attention.
Hearing that, Illak was so shocked that he couldn’t even speak on the way home.
Was I a…Crazy bitch when I was young?
Ah, that seems right. Yeah, if I was thinking sane I should have added there, of course I’m not.
In addition to his young age as an elementary school student, he was not able to recognize his feelings clearly, and he lacked consideration due to his twisted personality.
Even the excuses that come to mind are so ugly.
“Is it Yuna?”
“Oh, well. Nothing.”
It seemed that he had accidentally stopped walking after thinking about the old days.
Really, why did you do that?
After realizing my feelings, I did my best, but the wound I gave him didn’t go away, and thanks to that, our relationship has never gone beyond childhood friends.
Isn’t it?
Perhaps because I did my best, I might be able to stay by his side as a childhood friend.
At least you didn’t push me away.
“Illak, so who are you going to party with?”
“Me? I haven’t decided yet.”
His smile on his face made me feel hateful for a moment, but I endured it.
Because it’s my fault. It wasn’t that I hadn’t decided to go with someone else.
However, the words that followed were a bit unbearable.
“Are you Yuna?”
It feels like the way he speaks is the same as usual, but only he could understand that he had spent a long time with him.
The question he uttered just now was mixed with the color of subtle refusal.
I see. You just don’t know.
I try to pretend to be the same as usual, but my gaze and voice are unnatural.
I don’t know when, but you noticed it? You know, but you push me away.
“…Well.”
Who else can I open my heart to?
Why are you secretly pushing me away?
I thought I had gotten used to it, but even now there are times when I regret it and my heart ache.
If our first meeting had been different, would our relationship have been different?
If I knew this feeling a little earlier, would it have changed?
Who can I confide my feelings to?
*
It was only after the situation calmed down a little that Yuuna’s condition came into sight.
Her pink hair, which was always well-groomed, was a bit rough, and her hands while drinking tea were shaking a little bit.
At this point, the possibility that the cause was not lilacs was gone.
“…I guess Illak doesn’t want to partner with me.”
“…Can it be? Who else is he close to besides you? Kim Ga-eul?”
“That would be fun too. If I go to a party with you, and Gaeul and Illak enter together, what the hell is that like?”
…It’s not that common to see something like this in the original work.
Although Lee Yu-na has a shitty personality in the original work, the reason why she was called the main heroine until Snow White appeared is also true because she loves lilac more than anyone else and she was a devoted character to him.
But more than that, I think her popularity has been maintained because she always stood up.
Even if another heroine approaches Lilac, even if Lilac despairs as if it is about to collapse, even if she gets seriously hurt by being tricked by the enemy or falls apart from Lilac.
She overcame it all and eventually went back to his side.
It was only when she subtly felt that the lilac was pushing her away.
“Oh, did Lilac openly say she hates you? It’s not.”
“Since they are childhood friends, even if they want to hide it, their feelings are conveyed.”
“So, are you planning to go with me and make me jealous?”
“…Well? Will Illak be jealous of me? I think it would be fortunate if you laughed and said that the two of you got along well.”
Ah, I’m really locked in.
I know.
How much Lilac thinks of her.
Although that may not be sexual love right now, he is definitely concerned about Lee Yu-na.
But the problem is that I have no way to tell that to Yuna.
It wasn’t a problem that could just be explained in words, and even if you said it, there was no way to answer the question on what basis you said such a thing.
“…It’s amazing.”
“What?”
“Being serious is like someone who is thinking about their relationship. To be honest, it’s a bit out of the blue. You will also have to choose between Autumn and Professor, isn’t it bothersome for me to do this?”
“Oh, does a kid who knows you’re annoying talk like that? What, my friend is crying, so just go away? Are you a personality breaker?”
“It’s me, of course, thank you. But I don’t know why you do this. At first, I just wanted to be a kind Anne like Illak, but you’re not like that either.”
Lee Yu-na sipped her drink and her eyes lit up.
At that moment, her talent for fascination manifested itself, but it didn’t matter.
In an instant, a sense of heat gathered in her eyes spread, and Hwaan Geumjeong, who opened her eyes, saw through her talent.
Hwaan Geumjeong.
The pupils given as a gift by Son Oh-gong had the power to easily destroy any enchantment or phantom magic.
“Yeah, it’s not like he likes me when he sees things going well.”
“…Where do you go and stop doing this?”
“I did it because I was confident. No, I didn’t know it would be this far.”
I don’t know what certainty is, but it doesn’t look very good anyway.
“Anyway, the partner story was half a joke. I have someone to confide in, so it’s a little better than before. Thank you.”
It bothers me.
I don’t know why it’s so intrusive, but it gives me an unpleasant feeling.
I didn’t really like her feeling of sympathy, which replaced her unknown fear and sense of debt, which I usually felt when I saw her.
“…Hey, would you like to do this?”
“Huh…?”
So I caught Lee Yu-na who was about to leave.
“Does Lilac have feelings for you? I will definitely show you.”
“…By what number?”
“…With these numbers.”
“Haven’t you seen too many romance comics?”
Euna was disgusted at how absurd the method I suggested was, but as always, I was certain.
And after a while.
I left a text with Lilac’s number.
[If you don’t come back to the nearby park where you train within 10 minutes, I’ll ask you to partner with me. We are together now.]
To my surprise, the phone rang soon after, but I chewed it.
Originally, it’s more insecure if you don’t answer the phone in advance.
You idiot. Even in the original work, you said nonsense that you didn’t know until Lee Yu-na disappeared, right?
Then you should give them a similar experience somewhere.
Even though I’m not blonde, I’m not tanned, and I’m not an asshole, anyway, try the ntr drift.
You ugly bastard.
*
And soon Lilac arrived at the park where he usually practiced.
How much he ran, he gasped for breath.
“…Yuna?”
“Baby. Look, you’re looking for the reason right away. Guraya man. Why am I with him at this hour?”
Lilac put on a relieved expression for a moment, but I immediately continued with a fishy smile.
“We broke up after drinking tea.”
The reassuring guy looked at me as if he had been stabbed in the back of the head.
“Why? You said that Lee Yu-na secretly asked to be a partner, but turned it down and turned it down. Can I ask you a favor then?”
“Yes, it is. Uh, that’s right I can do that because we’re friends, but what about you and the professor?”
Okay. This kid huh? I see? I knew it wouldn’t be like this, but I wondered what to do if I was calmer than I thought, but fortunately, it seems that my mentality has been shaken a lot.
But it’s still not enough, you kid.
“…Do you think I’m kidding?”
“Sohyeon, why are you so scared?”
“Do you think Lee Yu-na is devoted to you because she is a childhood friend? Seeing that you rejected it, you don’t seem to know much anymore.”
“Stop it. It’s a problem between the two of us. No matter how much of a friend you are, I don’t think Sohyeon’s an issue for you to intervene.”
Yes, no. You’ll be ruined if you go on like this.
I was convinced today. Even if snow white drift is prevented, the timing will change, and if this relationship continues, Lee Yu-na will eventually break down.
Perhaps more severe and cruel than the original.
“Why do you think no? Maybe it’s not a problem between you two?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Why do you act like you don’t know, you bastard? What if I have a crush on Lee Yoo-na?”
Lilac let out a breath as if she was quite surprised.
“…Are you serious?”
“Well?”
“I am not kidding.”
“I’m not kidding, am I? Are you their father? Or boyfriend? No, they’re just childhood friends.”
“Still, I have an obligation to stop it if I don’t mean it.”
“I’m covering it. Don’t call that a duty, you bastard.”
Ah, um, but is it right to act like a villain? Why are you so natural?
“Yes, what would I do if I were sincere? Can I congratulate you?”
“…If the two of you agree, then it should be.”
Maybe the reason I’m hiding and listening right now is that I’m on the verge of crying, but don’t worry.
Because it’s part of the operation and I knew that bastard would do that.
“Why?”
Before Lilac could answer, he hurriedly stabbed him in the vitals.
“Did you hate feeling in debt because of what Lee Yu-na said to you when she was young?”
“… Huh?”
“Or, do you think Lee Yoo-na is mistaking love for wanting to repay you for saving you when you were young?”
“You, that.”
“Hey.”
Yes, no. I have no intention of giving the initiative.
“Don’t be a jerk. Really.”
First of all, I’m going to keep hitting you, so just get hit. It’s this kid