109 – Episode 109 Oh, how can I put up with Cheonyuhak’s birthday party! (10)
I’d rather you say no, then I won’t be attending the party.
That’s what I was originally going to say.
That’s right. With what face would I ask for a partner?
At one point, I thought there was a possibility.
He wasn’t the type to open up to others, and I ended up being close to him no matter what the way.
However, when there was a last hope, instead of making an effort, he denied his own heart.
A nerd bitch.
He became famous simply by changing his style, and his position changed instantly.
I noticed when people who were greater than myself took a lot of interest in him, and even the professor, who I had never thought would become a rival, asked him to be my partner.
Ah, come to think of it, I can’t do it?
There is always a thought I kept thinking about whenever he pampered me and comforted me.
What if we met a little differently?
What if we met a little earlier?
Those around him, even simple friends, all had dramatic encounters.
Lilacs are the ties of the entrance ceremony. Kang Kang-hee is a roommate. It seems that Cheon Yu-hak is a childhood friend, and in addition to the amazing meeting where the professor who applied for him as a partner clears the dungeon in which the two of them got involved, recently he even saved the professor’s life on the contrary.
On the other hand, what about you?
No. Far from being a dramatic meeting, it is the worst first impression.
The worst thing you can’t even excuse is yourself.
I was so resentful of the fact that a guy who just kept quiet refused something he couldn’t have no matter how hard he tried.
I’d rather stay there.
If I hadn’t done anything stupid, it wouldn’t have been negative.
But Gearko himself had an accident and left the worst first impression.
He quarreled and annoyed me, but he also framed me.
Ironically, it was he and his friends who reached out to him in the abyss.
It was a relationship that was not equal in the first place, but at the point of equal treatment, his favor deserved to end.
But he didn’t stop there.
He saved my life, comforted me when I was depressed, and did not refuse when approached.
So whenever I tried to repay the favor even a little bit, the difference became clear.
A lunch box made even worse than the man, Han-hee. I couldn’t help him when he was in danger, and when I thought he was dead, I tried to take revenge, but I couldn’t even attract the attention of the villain.
What is this? There is a degree that the starting line is different.
Ah, it’s all my fault.
It’s my fault to the point where I can’t even hate someone, and I’ve fallen behind to the point where I can’t even call it a rival.
But the most disgusting thing was different.
What if you found out you were this depressed?
He will definitely extend his hand again.
I was disgusted with myself for having imagined that even for a moment.
So let’s finish it. I’m sorry for studying abroad, but let’s get rejected one more time, and then be rejected after being cornered to the point of no return. I wish I could clear this mind up.
I thought so.
“Ass.”
Until he suddenly called himself by a rather nonsensical nickname.
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It’s a bit harsh to say this, but unlike the other kids, I couldn’t carelessly predict what Autumn was thinking.
While the other kids have read countless times how they think and react to certain situations in novels, and know their personalities while reading set books, Kim Ga-eul is originally just an extra that just passes by.
A girl who was brutally killed as a device for the main character to become angry at a price too great to be called retribution.
It can’t be said that she is good, but she doesn’t have a diabolical tendency, so it wasn’t written in detail in the setting book.
That’s why I don’t know Kim Ga-eul.
But she went through so far and I could tell you about her from my first-hand experience.
I’m more timid than I thought, and I’m strong.
I become somewhat cruel to opponents who are not on my side, but once I think they are on my side, I recklessly take sides.
He is easily pleased with trivial things, and his smiling face is more attractive than he thought.
Above all, when an unexpected problem arises, he becomes agitated.
She was a character that could not be called a heroine or a villain, so she was an extra.
At first, I saved her because I was sorry for her half-heartedness, but then she became too close with me.
That is the Kim Ga-eul I know.
And she seemed to know what she was thinking, if I were to think of her as a human being, Ga-gul Kim, who I experienced, rather than a character in a novel.
“You know you’re really struggling with useless things right now, right?”
“…What? Didn’t you hear me?”
No, I heard it straight. So it’s so fucking stupid.
Well, if it’s Webso, a virginalist will appear and go! Since ancient times, chastity is…! 5700 Character comments may be posted while doing it, but actually, it’s not that rare for her to fail while dragging her childhood first love.
It’s not like I’m trying to cross both legs.
It’s not that I won’t be able to forget the person I liked in the past.
She just has someone she liked in the past.
Because of that she bullied me.
Are you sorry that you like me because you are disgusted with the way you are getting attracted to me over such topics?
If you summarize it briefly, it’s just that, what the hell is that talking about.
Although I wasn’t a sweet guy who went crazy, I was okay with that.
If I hadn’t even reflected on it, I wouldn’t have paid any attention to it.
But you apologized and reflected on yourself.
You blame yourself for that.
Surprisingly, if you live your life, that’s enough to make you in the top 20% of personality.
“…But what about the ass?”
“You were sitting at my desk when I first met you.”
“Uh…? Huh.”
“At that time, marks remained. That’s why every time you quarreled with me, I called it that in my heart. This ass do.”
Ah, Mr. But now that I think about it, I think this is a bit of sexual harassment.
“…Are you kidding me to cheer me up?”
…This is how you get it?
“Isn’t that a joke? You also called me Chinta a lot.”
But if you deny halfway here, you won’t be able to eat porridge or rice.
Let’s go out boldly.
Putting an iron plate on your face.
Originally, if you’re shy first, you lose.
“Weren’t we in a very serious mood right now?”
“That’s what you unilaterally do. Why do you only say what you want to say?”
“…So what you want to say is a butt confession?”
“No, not that. I’m not such a clean person either.”
“… Huh?”
“You’re talking like you’re the only one fucking ugly, and you’re the only weird person.”
That’s not true.
“But it’s not. Everyone makes mistakes, and since they are young, they can make mistakes.”
To be honest, I have nothing to say, I am strong in Cheonyuhak, and even the lilac I saw yesterday had an ugly side.
How many people in the world live without doing anything wrong?
So the important thing was whether there was a time when I crossed the line, and if not, whether I could reflect and move forward.
At least from my standards, Gaeul Kim has never crossed the line yet.
“…Do you know that you really do too much?”
“No matter what comforts me, it’s a mess.”
“If I said that, what would become of me who made up my mind? You seem to be worrying about nothing.”
“Finally we can talk, autumn. That’s right. You were worrying about something that didn’t really mean anything.”
No, actually, it’s not meaningless. Everyone goes through such a process during puberty and becomes an adult and grows up.
“Why are you so nice to me?”
Um, well? Actually, I didn’t think it would do so well.
If there is a reason…
-Hey, isn’t the ‘Autumn’ that appears at the beginning of here too exhausting?
– These days, it’s nice to just coolly kill a kid who did something wrong.
-That’s true, but it’s kind of like that. It’s not like he’s a villain, he’d rather use it as a more vicious early villain.
-Then, the sympathy of the main character makes the picture weird.
-Is that so…?
Couldn’t it be because of the guilt and responsibility for dismissing your death as just ‘Is that so?’.
And it was a feeling that started from such selfish sympathy, but at least that wasn’t all of it anymore.
“Originally, I’m giving the ugly kid another rice cake.”
“A lie.”
“Isn’t that a lie?”
“…Chinta.”
“…This is, because I want to see it again.”
“When I first saw you, you seemed like a really mean girl. Why are you so good at talking I feel like I’ve been scammed. Why does Chinta hide his strength? It’s really too much.”
Geul, who said that, still had a dark expression.
In the first place, I never thought that sharing a few words would solve my worries.
“You know. If I ask you to go with me now, will you be my partner? But it’s not because you like me. Even heal therefore…”
“Hey.”
Nowadays, even when I think about it, I feel like I’m saying these lines too many times.
“Autumn. Just be honest.”
But originally, all good words are cringe. You have to say whatever you want to say to the world.
It’s much better than not being able to say what you want to say and regretting it, right?
“You want to partner with me, or you don’t want to.”
That’s it. Don’t take the black and white route for nothing and tell me honestly.
Gaeul’s gaze, which had been looking at me for a moment, wavered.
“I want to go…”
“Okay. Then let’s go together.”
“…Huh? Really?”
“Then it must be fake?”
I’m basically a double talker, but this time it’s real. Can I trust you?
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Blindly, the scissors cut off the hair bit by bit.
“…So you want me to partner with you too?”
“Oh, that would be fun, right?”
“…Sohyeon, sometimes I seriously doubt that my friend might be an idiot.”
Hani, who was cutting my hair, asked back as if she was genuinely dumbfounded.
“But is that what happens in the first place?”
“Well, there is no saying no in invitations.”
“Yes, but…”
In the first place, when I attended the party, I was told to come with my partner, but I didn’t say to bring only one person.
Yes.
I just said let’s all go together.
Based on people close to me, all the people who want to go with me are written in the partner column.
But that’s it, and honestly, if I said that we would all go together, there would be a lot of backlash, so I prepared all sorts of excuses, but in reality, everyone responded that they knew about it more than expected.
First of all, the professor.
– Huh? Partner with multiple people? Yes, do it
-Yes? It’s kind of like what I’m asking for, but you know I’m asking very insincerely and insanely, right?
-There’s no way Sohyeon would ask for something like that for no reason. My sister believes in Sohyun.
On the contrary, it was to the point of feeling sorry for the way he said it was okay.
-And noona is confident.
-…Yes? What are you?
– The confidence that will make Sohyeon see me at the end.
She said that at the end, tapping her forehead, and she almost died of shame.
And autumn.
-Jinta, you were really fucking bad. It was really, really, really bad. I was very excited…!
– Take this opportunity to properly talk and reconcile with the children. I’ll let you talk to Study Abroad and Lila.
-Do you think I will fall for you if you try to beautify it that way?
-Uh.
-That’s right, but…! Oh Mr! I really hate you…! No, I don’t hate it!
Well, in the end, they agreed.
I can’t be awkward all the time, so I have to let go.
“…So I’m the last one?”
“Uh, Chun Yu-hak said he was looking forward to his father’s expression when he entered, and agreed with a wickedly fucking evil laugh?”
It’s real.
As soon as he heard my suggestion, the guy who was almost dead smiled wickedly and regained his energy.
“Lyra will try to kill you.”
“You liked it? Better than doing it with the other kids.”
In fact, the partner is also included.
Shall I have a lilac too…? If you don’t want to be left behind by Yuna, she told you to turn it off, right?
“…Is that how it works?”
“Yeah, anyway, there’s already another guy besides you, so don’t feel pressured and let’s do it together.”
“…You know.”
“Huh?”
“Aren’t you actually trying to cross your legs? Studying abroad with me is a smoke screen.”
“Ah, what did you say? It’s not like that.”
This isn’t real.
It’s not that there’s no selfishness at all, but there’s a good reason.
…What? Where is the reason for this crazy harem behavior?
To be honest, if I don’t do it like this, I don’t think it’s going to be that difficult to drag that nobleman into aggro.
On the other hand, if you do this, you will definitely be able to take off the aggro.
Among the bloodlines of the Heavenly Family, the person who will never miss an incident like this is the man named Cheon Mu-jin, the head of the Heavenly Family.
…Well, it’s time to stop putting off conclusions for various reasons.
We will come to a conclusion soon. In whatever form.