119 – Chapter 119 Nightmare. (5)
And when time started to flow quickly again, the blurry boundary between me and the world began to become clear.
However, the senses were still opaque, and the body did not move straight.
“…Ah…Woove.”
Oh, ‘what the fuck’ came out with the pronunciation of aub.
Should I say that my tongue is short, or that my muscles don’t listen?
“Ugh.”
Um, this is it, right?
“Look at him. I can’t even open my eyes yet.”
It was the voice of a girl she had become accustomed to.
“…This is your brother? What is the baby not cute at all It’s wrinkled.”
“Na Hyun-ah, originally, babies are like this when they are just born…”
“…Really? Aren’t all the kids I saw on TV so soft?”
“Sohyeon will be like that soon too.”
…Ah, I think that’s right.
“Ab.”
“But when I read the book, I said that babies cry, but why don’t they cry? Is he okay?”
“…Really? He said there was no problem, but he’s a little quiet.”
Mmm. My baby Sohyun. I’m tired
…But how come the first thing the baby wants to say is ‘what the fuck?’
“Oh, me too! I want to hug you too.”
“Ah, are you okay?”
“Yes, it’s dizzy and heavy, but I think it’s okay.”
Someone lifted me up, but with this body I couldn’t resist.
Soon I felt something warm covering my body.
“Sohyeon-ah~ It’s my mother.”
-Heaven~
…Ah, that’s right. I thought it was long because I couldn’t see the front yet, but I know for sure. You are Sohyun’s mother.
Although it was actually the first time meeting her, maybe it was because she had seen her through her dream, or maybe it was because they were related by blood, even if it was just a body, but her arms didn’t feel too awkward.
“…Why is he so calm? Aren’t you crying?”
“Woove.”
“Really? But the doctor said it was fine, so it should be fine. First of all, you worked so hard, so take a good rest.”
Hmm, but it’s kind of weird.
Seriously, why doesn’t he cry?
Still, the dream, not me, has the initiative of the body.
So if this is right after Kang So-hyun was born, it would be normal for her to cry anyway.
Actually, I was guessing.
So is Kang So-hyun’s appearance at Cheon Yu-hak’s birthday party, and from what I’ve seen so far, there are too many moves that ‘Kang So-hyun’ can’t be seen if it’s a character.
Hey, the first thing I was going to say to my baby was, “What the fuck, what the fuck?”, And the answer came out.
If you combine the evidence that has been presented so far, the number of cases that can be recalled is often reduced.
I don’t know the exact cause, but it seems that ‘I’ was already possessed by Kang So-hyun at this point.
At least, it seemed convincing that I lost her memory for some reason, rather than saying that Kang So-hyun was originally designed as such a character and then died without doing anything.
And if this guess is correct, the answer to the memory beyond the noise will be culled to some extent.
I’m not sure about this one yet.
“It doesn’t come out.”
Ah, while I was thinking, the scene changed again.
“What is it, mom?”
“Breast milk. When I had a child, I wanted to breastfeed and raise it.”
…Yes?
“Um, I was pregnant and massaged all the time, but why didn’t it come out? They say there are people who don’t come out because of their constitution, not because they are united.”
“…You’re not feeling well, are you planning on breastfeeding?”
“I’ve been looking all over, right? They said breastfeeding is good for bonding between mother and child. It’s a problem if it accumulates too much.”
I really fucking hate it…?
No, it’s more embarrassing than distasteful.
This old woman who is close to first meeting should suck her breasts?
A woman with gray hair came up to me and took me in her arms.
The lukewarm and warm person’s warmth made me feel good, but in fact, it made me think of bad memories rather than good ones.
Whenever someone hugs me, is it because my situation wasn’t very good?
Even on the day her biological mother abandoned me.
Even when I was isolated and acting like an idiot in an orphanage.
In my most recent memory, even when I was ‘donuted’ by Professor Cathy, the warmth I felt in a person’s arms was something that only came when I was driven to the edge of a cliff.
“Well, even if it doesn’t come out, wouldn’t it be effective just by being bitten?”
Honestly, I thought I would be more embarrassed and ashamed, but I didn’t think anything of being held in the arms of a beautiful woman.
Is it because she is the mother of the body?
“I heard that babies get sick because they can’t control their sucking.
…But that’s just how it feels, and it’s kind of stinging my conscience.
“Oops!”
Fortunately, I tried to turn my head to see if I was thinking the same thing in my dream, but you know what? It is very difficult for children to turn their heads on their own volition.
I never thought I’d be able to experience it myself at this age.
There is a rustling sound. Warmth has arrived.
aaa…!!!!
And at that moment, the scene changed like a lie.
A little girl was looking down at me to buy the approaching giant.
I lived.
No, it’s not really something to be embarrassed about, but the picture is a bit like that.
“Hey.”
“Ab.”
“Try it, sister. Sister.”
“It’s me.”
“…So stupid. I can’t speak.”
Are you a crazy bitch? What do you say to a kid who can’t turn over yet?
“…It’s because of you. Since you were born, your mother has been in pain. Who are you to hurt my mother?”
Huh? I’m feeling a bit strong. Are you doing this for me? The baby can’t even talk, so you’re bothering me with this? My older sister had one personality when she was young…?
“…Hurry up and tell Mommy not to get sick. When mom is healthy, she goes for her walk again and goes to play with her family.”
It wasn’t. Sorry. But to be honest, I was a little scared because it felt like a young day.
“You know. My mom says I’m the older sister. You said that she’s still young and might not quite know what an older sister is, and I know that much too, right?”
Oh, that’s right. My older sister is great.
“Your brother is like your sister’s subordinate.”
…Maybe not?
“Dad did it. In the future, you may feel as if the love you have been receiving has split in two, and since you are still young, you may need to focus more on you. Didn’t you say she doesn’t love me though?”
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Does your sister know that the child is listening?
“My mother told me to talk to her and make her babble, isn’t this? No response?”
Sohyeon’s mother, what should I do if she doesn’t explain what babbling is to her child and tells her to do it?
“Who…”
“Oh…?”
“Nuuya.”
“Did you just say noona? That’s right!”
Uh, um. Yes, I am. What a dark-hearted creature did while pretending to be a baby is what it did.
“Mom! Sohyeon sees me and says she’s my sister…!”
“Uh…!? Kill me! Mom too! Call me mom…!”
This delightful household has turned upside down again.
I don’t know. What happened after this to make it collapse in this form now?
I wish I could learn more about the process, but since it took a long time for the scene to change, it seemed like it would show a story in the future.
After a long wait, the scene was fixed.
“…Why did you do that?”
I feel dizzy.
I can’t breathe well.
There wasn’t much Seoncheonjingi left in my body, and I felt like my head would break at the thought that I had failed.
What fills her heart as if replacing an empty vessel is despair and disgust towards the garbage that has gotten involved in a topic she knows nothing about. And it was anger based on those two emotions.
In front of her eyes was a woman lying on a bed and asleep.
No, you’re not asleep. She misunderstood that she was asleep because she was still beautiful, but she was no longer breathing.
“So I should have kept watching you do that?”
“That’s right, Sohyeon-ah…you’re too…”
“Who are you to do this on your own?”
I don’t know what kind of process it was.
I can’t even remember why I had such feelings for the woman in front of me.
Because this was not my dream.
Even so, the emotions I felt were so intense that I felt like I was mistaken for mine.
“Did I fucking ask you to save me…? I said I would do my best, but why are you guys doing this on your own?”
According to the circumstances, it seems that I probably tried to do something using ‘hardening.’ Before the woman died, and her family, who were worried about this, stopped him and failed to save her woman.
“Save my mother…! Save me…!”
If that’s really me that I can’t remember, is it just because of my younger body?
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Did he, or did he really come to regard her as her mother during the time she hadn’t seen in her dreams?
“Stop it, Sohyeon! Do you think her mother will like it if you do this!?”
Ah, it’s my sister. It was smaller than it is now, but it wasn’t like a child I saw in my dream.
Are you in middle school? Or have you just graduated from middle school?
“Oh, yes. Is it you It’s because of you.”
“… Huh?”
My mouth moves when I don’t want it to.
“No matter how much I tried to approach him, he pushed me away and bullied me with that damn thing. Why do you only act like your older sister at times like this, bitch?”
She took a step back.
“Did I ask for help? Oh, I see. You’re not your mother, are you? I wouldn’t have been like a younger brother, but how fucked up I must have been for being a nuisance.”
“Sohyeon, you…!”
Kang Hyeon-woo, who could not stand it, tried to step out, but ‘I’ didn’t seem to have any intention of stopping.
I don’t need it all.
Muttering that, I lifted the necklace from my bosom.
It was an artifact that restored vitality in Cheonyuhak’s dream, and it was also an object that I could not identify.
There was a lot of vitality there.
Vast life.
I forcibly took all of that vast life force into my body and used the reinforcement.
My whole body creaked as a result of the strength beyond my limits in my still undeveloped body.
The bowl that I barely endured cracked.
The blood vessels and muscles of the whole body were twisted in exchange for the power that overflowed the body.
“Wow…!?”
Kang Hyeon-woo rushed at him, but he had to roll on the floor coughing up blood because of his fist lightly swung by the child.
A grade talent burns himself to the limit without caring about his body.
That doesn’t mean I used violence at random.
I didn’t hurt or attack anyone first, as long as they weren’t approaching yet.
“Save me…!”
It just burns itself and screams.
“Save me…!”
The area around it shook as it hit the floor.
Should I say it’s a resentment by burning one’s life?
“Sohhyun, please. Stop. That’s what mom asked for.”
“Noisy…!!!!!”
“I told you to protect you even after mom is gone, and now I’m in place of your mom.”
Shivering with fear, she came to me.
“My mother is no more. It shouldn’t be like this. Calm down a bit, Sohyeon-ah…!”
However, there was no way that the truth reached the monster who had lost his reason.
“Go away…!!!!”
His fist swung at his sister.
“”
Embarrassed, the older sister made a shield with magic, but the shield was no different from a sheet of paper at the blow that burned her life.
It only slightly delayed the time when death attacked the girl.
The shield started to crack.
“I don’t like it… I’m scared too…! Do you think only you are sad…!?”
The evil brother and sister screamed at each other.
Albana. Then don’t bother everything could be fine it’s all your fault
No. Maybe this is my fault It would have been an accident that could have been prevented if I had been honest first, if I had trusted my family, and if I hadn’t been arrogant.
I had conflicting thoughts at the same time.
Should I say that it’s funny that both sides are sincere?
Her All her shields that protected her disappeared and we glared at each other.
And there.
“What the hell is this…!? Stop!”
A woman appeared and blocked my fist very lightly.
The woman who blocked her fist didn’t look sick. She stretched out her hand, concerned about me.
“Oh my God, my body is a mess.”
What are you? Go away.
“… Mr. Yehwa.”
“…Well, I came here to talk about trading, I didn’t expect it to look like this. I intervened because it seemed like an urgent situation. Are you okay?”
Illustration. Calligraphy painting.
A monster with the talent of the SS rank and the number 1 hero in the world was right in front of you.
“At this rate, he will die.”
“…Yes?”
“My body is so damaged because I used too much power beyond my limits. First of all, I will do first aid.”
“Ugh…! Urg…!”
As he forced his body to move, he broke his bones.
“Oops…!”
It was a level of spirit that would instantly push even the SS rank, but as if I was only momentarily surprised, she easily subdued me and then poured her magic into me.
“…I’m not a doctor, so I won’t be able to fully restore your body, but I can do the bare minimum.”
I don’t need it.
Looking for the shape of a completely distorted musculoskeletal person, it found its shape again like a bowl that had been broken and was forcibly put together.
There are holes here and there, but should I say it’s at a level where you won’t die right away?
“…What drove you so hard. Why are you crying so sadly?”
Even in my hazy consciousness, I glared at my sister until the end.
My sister also looked at me with trembling eyes, exhausted from crying, but ended up avoiding her gaze.
“…Please you.”
I can feel what I am thinking in my dream.
As expected, the world is like garbage.
It was a mistake to try to do anything in this crappy world.
It was a mistake to try to bring back what was lost in the original world.
The problem was trying to adapt somehow.
“I hope you don’t despair already at such a young age.”
Let’s go back.
I also have to go back.
I might go crazy if I stay here any longer.
I will achieve my goal no matter what the cost.
And I’ll go back.
To the original world.
And those thoughts finally ended the dream.
In front of me was a sister who was possessed by a black sphere.
It was very different from Cheonyuhak, but I naturally knew how to wake up my sister.
My heart began to throb.
So, is this your friend?