The Goddess Is Obsessed With Me chapter 15

As of right now, my mind is so complicated that the heat is rising from the confusion of various thoughts.

In the game, when you create a character, you create a nickname for each character, but as a game permit, the player characters who are the main characters in the story use their own names according to their gender.

For men, the name is Weiden, and for women, the name Erina is used.

And the girl with a rather familiar face in front of me now was introducing herself to Erina Viheria.

Their names and surnames match, and they have the same face, so anyone who thinks of them will think that this woman is the main character.

“I wonder if it’s okay if I ask for your name if you don’t mind?”

Erina, showing a bit of anxiety, carefully asks me to introduce herself.

“My name is Harold Vishtar, and I am an ordinary adventurer working in a guild hall in the royal capital…”

He raised his eyebrows to see if there was something wrong with his brief self-introduction.

“You said you were just really cool to be normal? I couldn’t see your movement!”

Then, suddenly, he grabbed my hand with both hands and looked at me with bright eyes like a child.

“Haha…Thank you. I’m sorry for the first time, but is it okay if I ask you a question?”

Then Erina tilted her head and nodded her head to ask anything.

“May I ask where you are from? Be as detailed as possible…”

Considering the possibility of a person with the same name, we ask about the setting of the main character in the game.

“Unusually, I am not from this continent… I was born in a small village in the kingdom of Thalys, in the continent of Hydrasil far away.”

What she said was exactly the same as the place of origin of the main character in the game… There is a hypothesis that there was a person with the same name in the same town, but if we go to that point, we just want to deny the present moment, and the reality is close to zero. It was.

“okay…”

Hearing those words, Erina began to feel anxious as she nodded her head with an ambiguous expression on her mind.

“Anyway, what’s wrong with you…? Your face doesn’t look good…”

At that, he shook his head desperately, loosening his expression.

“Ah..!! It was just because I had a lot of personal thoughts! Don’t worry!”

As if reassured by those words, he smiled with a wonderful smile.

With this, it is almost confirmed that the woman in front of me is the main character in the game.

From there, the endless questions circulating in my head confuse my mind.

If this woman is really the main character, then everything I have believed and followed will be denied.

I believe in myself as the main character, and when I see the ending story-wise, I expect to return, and all the paths I have run so far have become meaningless, and now I am at a loss as to what to do.

If she, who is the main character in the game, has to see the ending story-wise, will I be able to go back… or will I be the main character and will I be able to go back even if I see the ending?

If the former case is true, what would have happened naturally according to the story so far… The quests that unfolded with the same lines and the same developments… Thinking about Mir, it got more complicated and I didn’t want to think about it.

However, even considering the latter case, there were a couple of unresolved questions.

Why is she appearing as the main character now, and she is also a little different, but the flow of the story is revolving around her.

She said that she has just started an adventure, and considering that the character who appeared earlier is the tutorial boss, this is obviously just creating a character and proceeding with the tutorial and story.

Come to think of it, I didn’t go through the tutorial in storytelling, and now, looking at this situation, she was more like the main character than me.

In fact, in the tutorial, while heading to the royal road, the main stage of the game, he is attacked by a group of thieves. The main character tries to stop it, but the boss alone is not enough, so the crisis is fixed… But the reinforcements sent from the guild hall arrive at a dangerous situation The tutorial ends while defeating the boss together.

And now I have been sent to the guild hall to support the place where the thieves have been attacked.

“……”

It was a little difficult for me to be the main character because it flows towards her rather than me.

eww….

Various hypotheses and thoughts were entangled and entangled, and it seemed that the brain was overloaded.

Erina tries to support me as she stumbles in her head with too many thoughts.

“What?! Are you okay?! You’re suddenly about to collapse!”

It will only hurt your head if you think about it for a long time, so I thought I would have to watch the situation later and make a decision.

The situation is sure to catch me someday, but the heat so hot that I decided to put it off because my brain wanted to rest now.

“It’s okay, it’s just that I was a little dizzy because I had a lot to think about for personal reasons.”

With those words, he said he was happy and let out a deep breath as if relieved.

“I really appreciate this work! I don’t have much, but I’d like to give an example.”

Saying that, I nodded my head, but I didn’t really save you for this…

“It’s fine. You don’t have to give me anything.”

When I said that with a kind smile, I was surprised and asked the question again.

“Is it really okay to specify…?”

“Yes, I didn’t do anything to ask for anything personally, so I don’t have to worry about it because my share will come out of the guild hall anyway.”

With those words, I looked back to see if there was anyone else…

“How kind you are… You are truly a just person…”

It sounds so low, but I noticed that Erina was muttering something, so I turned my head to ask again…

“it’s nothing..!!”

He just blushed shyly and refused to make eye contact with me.

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I am now at a crossroads of choice.

Do you want to help Erina, the main character in the game, to move forward together?

Or is it okay to proceed with the story on my own, as I have always done?

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No matter what choice I made, it seemed like it would leave a bitter aftertaste until I saw the complete end.

“This is the Royal Capital’s Guild Hall… It’s quite spacious!”

After completing the tutorial quest, I returned to the guild hall and taught her this and that.

Originally, this role should have been played by Mr. Paulo, but strangely, he did not appear.

“Thank you so much, Mr. Harold! For being so kind to me without asking for anything.”

These lines too were originally meant to be said to Paulo, not me.

“……”

Although it was short, the more time I spent with her, the more the burden on my heart that was difficult to explain in words began to pile up.

The idea that she is really the center and that I am the helper who needs to help her becomes complicated.

“But are you really okay? It seems that your expression has been dark since a while ago.”

Did I reveal it to the outside without knowing it?

Take another deep breath to calm the rising discomfort.

“Yeah, it’s fine…. I’m not feeling well today, so there’s really no problem.”

When she answered that with a light smile, Erina smiled broadly.

“Then I’m glad!”

He nodded his head and asked about the future.

“What are you going to do now? Do you have any plans?”

Then, as if in bewilderment, his face goes down and his mouth twitches with an unnatural smile.

“Haha… Come to think of it, I must have come here without a plan… hahaha…”

Then, naturally, I started looking around the quest board, picked up a quest that seemed appropriate, and presented it to the counter.

I took a sneak peek, and it was the quest that proceeded after the tutorial.

It was to subdue a group of Werewolves who had recently appeared on the pavement and attacked merchants by saving up to 4 people.

“I’ll do this!”

At the same time, the receptionist filled out some documents, registered as an adventurer, and confirmed the quest order.

“Then, Mr. Harold! See you next time!”

It seems that he wants to appear flexible by acting somewhat improvised…. To look like that, his expression was out from the beginning.

“Wait a minute…”

I call out the door and call her to go out on the road.

“Nenet?!”

Then Erina quickly turned around and looked at me with a face full of question marks.

As the red hair tied behind the back fluttered in the wind, the somewhat picturesque direction stimulated a curious sense.

“……”

“Why?”

For some reason, I had to call and bruise her to reminisce about the scene that had left an impression on her before, but she answered her question that made her come to her senses.

“Why don’t you make an oath with God before you go?”

As if he had forgotten those words, he clapped his hands and opened his eyes.

“I see! I could make a bond by taking an oath to one of the gods…!”

Then he opened a small notebook and looked carefully, then looked at me again and spoke in a slightly uncertain tone.

“I’ve been thinking about Goddess Abne as good, both from listening to it in my hometown and from various books.”

“Ugh…”

At those words, the bad memories of the past suddenly flooded me with vertigo and my body trembled.

Goddess Abne… It was a name that didn’t sound very good to me.

“Why?”

“No… I have a headache for a while…. Goddess Abne is the most revered goddess in the royal capital, and the cost of loyalty is high, so it’s definitely not bad.”

“It’s a place I know, so I’ll guide you. It’s not too far from the guild hall, so I’ll get there soon.”

And then, I beckoned with a small gesture as if to guide the way, and she smiles happily and hurriedly follows me.

“Thank you so much, Mr. Harold! You are so kind as well!”

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As for the situation of the temple, there were many people gathered in connection with the construction to see if the traces of Mir’s riots had not been sorted out yet, and there were cracks in the walls or broken columns.

Even when entering the temple, I felt a bit sorry for the vague gazes of the various believers who could not understand the meaning.

Thinking that the place I was in had been shattered because of me, I couldn’t be too resentful.

“Contrary to the rumors, the atmosphere of the people is a little strange, and the building is shabby as if there was a major accident…”

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Now, Erina, who has no idea why this place has become like this, whispered a small whisper in her ear and looked around with curious eyes.

“Um… well… yes…”

She speaks in a rather vague tone because she can’t say it confidently, but she doesn’t express it, and as she walks down the hallway that still feels long, she arrives at the door of the audience.

“What did you come here for?”

“I came here to swear allegiance to Goddess Abne.”

When Erina said that, the two bodyguards murmured and opened the huge door that was strangely intact and let them in.

thud!

The door closed and a woman on the altar came into view, and Erina looked up at the goddess Abne with her eyes full of ecstasy, as if fascinated by a dreamlike room.

“Nice to meet you, Goddess Abne, my name is Erina Viheria…. I dared to attend this event today because I wanted to share my oath with the goddess and spread her fame to the world.”

Goddess Abne heard these words, and with a soft smile, recited formal words to make a vow.

“Are you the girl you want to share your vows with? Well done, and next to him… um…?”

Then he looked at me and opened his eyes as if he was a slightly unexpected guest, but he greeted me with a suspicious smile.

“I’m here with a little stranger, Harold… What are you interested in me for?”

Then, in a voice that couldn’t contain her admiration, Erina frantically asked a question.

“Mr. Harold?! What’s your relationship with Goddess Abne? Are you also a servant of Goddess Abne?”

It seems that he tried to speak as quietly as possible compared to the excitement, but he answers her question instead of whether he heard everything in Abne’s ears.

“No, he’s not my believer, but he wants me to be.”

“Mr. Harold is a great person, as I first felt! I’ve heard that she’s not a normal talent enough to be recognized by the goddess!”

It was the goddess Abne who raised the corners of her lips after hearing Erina’s words. Her words don’t mean to drive me into a corner, but the more she talks, the more difficult I am.

“Erina, stop it… I have an issue…”

“Why are you doing this? Didn’t Mr. Harold say that Abne-sama is the most revered god in the royal capital?”

“Ha ha ha ha!”

Hearing Erina’s words, who continued to exercise unintentional malice, Abne burst into laughter and started to laugh as if it were peculiar.

“Did I say Erina? You’re only saying things you like. I’ll put aside the boring format and make you my servant right now.”

At the same time, Goddess Abne drew the magic while beckoning the air, and then a white jade bead appeared on Erina’s chest, and it was quickly dyed in indigo.

“Ah… yes?”

When the ceremony was over, Erina was a little startled by the sudden and rapid development, but soon got down on one knee and bowed her head to the goddess Abne.

“Thank you, Goddess! I will do my best.”

“Yes, the pledge is made, and you are my servant now. You may go out now.”

At that, he bowed his head once more and got up from his seat and tried to go out the door of the audience.

I was also trying to follow along…

“Herald, I have something to tell you, so you stay for a while.”

At those words, I stopped my steps, and when I saw Goddess Abne again, I had a hard expression without a smile whether I was really serious.

“Then I’ll be out first!”

thud!

When Erina left the room and only the two of them were left in the room, Goddess Abne slowly opened her mouth.

“You really don’t even know, because you brought such an unusual girl.”

“yes?”

As she tilted her head as she could not grasp the meaning of the sentence, the goddess who had the ability to look inside the existence of beings explained about Erina.

“Humans have special abilities that are innately possessed by each individual, and it can overlap with many people as is common, and it can be so precious that there is only one in the world.”

Hearing those words, I vaguely infer what Goddess Abne wants to say…

“Does Erina have any special abilities?”

“Yeah, a very, very special ability… That is the ability to unleash an unknown power according to one’s will.”

Does that mean that she can become stronger or weaker at her own will… put simply, depending on her will?

“My estimate is that that ability is very, very rare and strong…. It may be an ability that even the gods would envy, but from my point of view, Erina is too incompetent to make use of that talent.”

incompetent?

“What do you mean…?”

Then, as if it was difficult to explain, he pressed his temples firmly, but he sighed for a moment and looked sad.

“It takes a clear conviction to make use of that ability, but what I felt when I looked inside Erina was that she was so innocent that it looked stupid.”

The words “I like you” just went somewhere and was filled with content that blatantly demeaned Erina.

“In order to make use of that talent, you need a clear conviction… But that woman named Erina earlier has a constitution that is very easy to break.

“Confidence is important to make use of that ability, but that’s only temporary… To truly awaken, you must have a strong conviction and reason.”

I had never heard of such a setting in the game, and I didn’t even know that the main character had such an ability.

Also, it was useful for me to learn unknown information that I did not know, but at the same time, I also had anxiety.

“Then how do I get her to wake up correctly?”

First of all, I wanted to move toward supporting her, the main character in the game, to some extent, so I wanted Erina to find a way in the best way possible.

“Well… the first solution is to have a firm belief that she won’t break, right or wrong… It’s not as easy as it sounds.”

In other words, does it mean that only when you grow mentally can you complete that ability?

“Could that ability be influenced by the people around you?”

Humans are animals that socialize in order to adapt and survive.

In order to adapt to society, it means changing values according to the environment and learning knowledge and normative skills.

Depending on what kind of environment you are in, what group you are in, and how much you are influenced by your surroundings, you are constantly socialized and change your self-worth.

Her power is the belief or will that comes from her values. In other words, in order to exercise the right power, it could be interpreted that the surrounding environment is more important than anything else.

“It may be appropriate for a woman who is not yet fully emotional, Harold… Looking at those words and facial expressions, you’re trying to do something that’s quite annoying?”

He puts on a light smile with an expression that seems like it would be fun, as if it would inspire interest in entertainment.

“Well, it might be a bit strange to say something like this while we’re just dating, but in many ways she’s the person I need.”

She is the main character in the game, so I decided to go with her because it might be the key to the answer I was looking for, so I wanted to help Erina have a strong will and conviction as her future journey will be easier when she gets stronger.

“It’s necessary that a foreign being like you is so necessary… I’m also interested in a girl named Erina.”

“Maybe you don’t know if you do research, but by my very personal standards it’s necessary, but from the point of view of others, she’s just an ordinary girl.”

How about that answer? He lightly said, “It’s a pity,” and opens the door to the audience as if he’s finished talking.

“Then let’s do well, beings from another world, let this goddess Abne encourage you on your way.”

At those words, I bowed my head once and walked towards the end of the hallway where the light was leaking out.

When I came out of the temple, Erina, who came out first, greeted me and seemed to be very excited because I had just shared my vows.

“Mr. Harold! Did you have a good conversation with Goddess? Let’s go on a quest!”

With so much excitement, he drags my hand across the crowded street.

Erina herself seemed to be pulling it lightly, but the power I felt came to me quite heavily.

For now, it means that my beliefs have grown stronger…

At the same time, the words I had with Goddess Abne run through my mind.

Erina said that she had to be mentally mature as she was easily broken.

Please… I hope she can achieve her inner maturity without any problems.

With such earnestness, I pray in my heart and look up at the exceptionally blue sky today.