The Goddess Is Obsessed With Me chapter 18

There were some problems that I felt after spending a few days with Erina.

First of all, what kind of tactics she will use is too gambled.

Since it is the ability to receive the power of good fortune depending on the attitude of the person, it varies depending on the situation and the condition of the day, so Erina’s power is very probabilistic, and most situations do not have a good effect on her, but rather bring a negative effect. It felt like a match on the playground.

Looking at her gave me a really good example of what the so-called snowball effect looks like.

This effect, commonly called snowball or snowball, is an effect created by analogy to a phenomenon in which a snowball rolls and absorbs the surrounding snow to increase its size.

Once the snowball starts rolling, it continues to grow in size, so at first it is too easy to block, but with a small roll it becomes impossible to cope with.

Like that, once things started going well, Erina gained that much self-confidence and was able to overcome even tougher trials with the power that came from it.

As long as she doesn’t fail somehow, the more she overcomes the crisis in the process, the more she can exert her near-infinite power.

But the problem is that you can’t always be successful…

As mentioned before, a small snowball that has just rolled can be easily stopped, so if she is not in good condition or makes a mistake, it will be a very painful risk.

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No matter how hard I try to persuade, there is a limit to what other people say, so it depends on what she thinks, but on days when things don’t go well, she usually doesn’t stop thinking negatively, so there are cases where she doesn’t show her power.

Then, naturally, the role she could play diminished, and I had to bear her share. In severe cases, I couldn’t do anything, so I had nothing to say, so I held on to my ankles, and it felt like a rolled snowball came back to me and threatened me.

As the return value is so large, the risk value is also huge, so to be honest, I had to go with anxiety when receiving quests with Erina every day.

Still, it can be said that it is still in the early stages of the story progression, so even if her momentum is sluggish, I can somehow solve it, but as the story progresses, the enemies will also get stronger. It was difficult.

Fortunately, though, there was no lack of progress.

Even if the skin is easily damaged, if you keep training, calluses will come out someday, so people experience failure and grow based on it.

Erina, too, was getting hurt and her mind was getting stronger every time her heart was broken, and as if to prove it, if you compare it with the first time, you can feel that her inner self has definitely become stronger.

So, as Goddess Abne said, I hope that she will attain inner maturity as soon as possible and be fully awakened.

And the second problem was that the dependence on me was growing more and more and my personality was at odds with it.

This too, as Goddess Abne said, if there is only one person who supports a person’s spirit, he may become dependent on that person.

So, instead of only working with her and me, I tried to expand the friendship somehow by winning the quest as a multi-party party as much as possible, but it was a little difficult.

Let’s take one situation as an example…

“Huh~ Harold! The sky seems exceptionally clear today!”

One day, I went on a trip as a party member of a party of five, and in the meantime, I decided to take a break and sit on a rock to catch my breath.

“I mean, if I had brought snacks, I would have looked up at the picturesque sky and savored it.”

After getting close to a certain degree, we agree to be comfortable with each other, and Erina’s liking for me seems to be increasing day by day…

“Is it okay if I excuse you for a moment? It’s a coincidence that we met like this, but let’s get along well.”

When the elven woman talks to Erina with a smile as friendly as possible…

“go away.”

“yes…?”

The elf sweats a cold sweat as if embarrassed by the unexpected harsh remarks and makes a blank expression as if the accident has stopped.

“Didn’t you hear me tell you to shut up? Can’t you see Harold is with me right now? Don’t interrupt… our time alone…”

His ears drooped as if he had been hurt by those words, and the other party members also read the bad mood and turned their attention to this.

“Erina?! Isn’t that a bit harsh…?”

After I put it on, I stayed silent for a while and immediately apologized to the elf, but his expression didn’t seem to agree.

In order to somehow revive the atmosphere of this place that seemed to sink like a snowfield in the end, I bowed my head to the elf instead of her.

“I’m really sorry!! This dude doesn’t like anyone interrupting his conversation!”

The elf woman’s expression softened a bit when she apologized from the bottom of her heart for somehow fabricating her personality, but it still couldn’t be said that she liked it.

“Haha… It’s okay… It’s just that I’m a little surprised.”

The elf I was talking to was about to say something with a bug-chewed expression on the elf for some unknown reason, so I shut her mouth and stopped it.

I had no idea what the hell was on my mind and made such an impression on me.

Still, thanks to my bowing my head, even though I was a little uneasy, it ended in a line where there wasn’t a big discord…

Even if she approached me from the other side like this, she squandered opportunities all by herself, so naturally, I was the only person by her side, and it seemed that she naturally tended to depend on me.

Thanks to such behavior, there are already people in the guild who see me and her as a set, and false rumors that I am dating Erina have also spread, but for some reason, Erina and the person involved smile at the words.

One time, considering the situation I was not in, I tried to make friends with several people.

“It’s okay, I’ll always be by Harold’s side.”

At the same time, it was frustrating for me to give an answer that did not establish the conversation itself.

In this way, he isolated himself from society and became obsessed with me based on it, so I couldn’t figure out how to solve it.

It was too late to try to use her hand even now, and people’s perceptions had already hardened, so Erina, who was not with me, didn’t like it very much.

When I explained this to Goddess Abne, she sighed in pain and shook her head.

And the last third…

Personally, I thought that this issue was pushing me to the most precipice.

The reason is….

“Another woman has been twisted, my knight… How many times do you have to say it before you can put it into practice?”

It is the cool gaze of the goddess I serve…

Still, I am extremely wary of being rational because of Abne and Mir, but that is not enough. Also, Erina is a huge

“Didn’t I tell you, even after I gave up this body myself to teach you who you are, are you still unconscious?”

When the empty, dark eyes whose end could not be measured turned towards me, I froze on the spot and my feet did not fall, and I lowered my head because I did not have the courage to meet them.

“Make eye contact with me, unique knight…”

Then, Eleanor came close to my nose, lifted my chin and whispered to me with a meaningful smile that drove the tension away.

“Do I need to imprint who your woman is once again?”

The dizzying feeling of being sucked into those empty eyes stimulated my defensive instincts, and the rushing anxiety was enough to bring me to my knees.

“I’m sorry! But that woman is what I really need—”

At that moment, I realized that I had chosen the wrong word.

I opened my eyes and covered my mouth with irreversible regret, but it was already too late…

“Huh… yes? Does that mean she’s very important to you?”

As I opened my eyes intriguingly, a smile that felt somehow evil pierced through me.

bang bang! bang bang! bang bang! bang bang! bang bang!

I felt like my ears were going to be deaf at the beating of my heart, and my breathing was getting rough as if I had done a tiring exercise.

I knew instinctively that what I had just said was the mistake of a lifetime.

shudder! shudder!

The heaviness of the golden chain, which I had not felt in a long time, weighed on me, and I felt like I was going to lose consciousness because I could not even imagine what was going to happen to me in the future.

“It seems that once is not enough, then let’s engrave it on the body once again.”

She strokes the nape of my neck with her fingertips and smiles with a bewitching smile.

“Who is the most necessary and most important to you.”